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2009-06-12T01:29:00.002+08:00

*Bits & Pieces* 1.31am

Okays! I'm back. haha.. Today a very thing happened. I got to meet up with Jian Wei n Alan after so long! haha.. and of cuz Cindy, Jiawen n Kelly. We went to celebrate Alan's n Jian Wei's bday! We went to Mad Jack at paradiz. It was meant to be a surprise for them. Kelly n I will hang ard and 'coincidentally' bump into Jian Wei @ PS, then aft tt walk to Cathay to 'coincidentally' bump into Cindy n Alan. haha.. then Jia Wen will be waiting with a cake there. Lol. we managed to trick Jian Wei, but think Alan was suspecting smth. hahaha

Tml there's vball training! yay! :] so happy. can't wait to play. then tml morn oso going to meet Caiyan! yay! so long nvr see her le. miss her much too! :] Oh i went for the F1 and APEC ambassador interview just now. All went well.. hopefully can get in.

Hehh.. what else. Oh. Kelly, Jiawen n me cfm going Thailand le! on 22 July. :] yay! can go find Mike :] then... i got an iphone le! hehehe! Kelly n Jiawen have 1 each too! then we will be bringing them to BKK. lol! Then last last week met up with Seow n Xin to have a chat. Though short, but laugh til i nearly died. haha.. it's always so fun to meet up with them.

Vietnam trip is cfm too! 11th -14th. haha.. then then then.. hmm what else. sorry i'm just randomly updated my life, too many things to say le, since so long didn't update. I finished 4 treks le, 2 Ophir, 1 Datuk and 1 Stong. Last one is BCL coming week. last trek as a Rovers Comm member le! abit mixed feelings. :] but really glad we became closer b4 everything ends.

I miss 2/4 too! and we have an outing 5th July! yay!!! can't wait! :]

I miss Poly days. esp camp prep days. haha...

k i must go do trek report le. haha.. :]

2009-04-05T16:41:00.002+08:00

*Blog! Don't Die on Me!* 4.40pm

i know why i'm blogging so little. it's all becuz of Facebook! FB is such a bad influence! grrr... it cause you to slp late, not study, and turn into a comp geek. im not going to log in for 12 hrs! hmph.

ohh. i went to bai bai just now. Finally aft so longg... then went to eat at AMK Hub and went with family to SPCA! :] brought them there. their 1st time! :] i didn't go for 2 weeks and so many doggies changed! and Handsome is finally PENDING!!!!!!! :] im somewhat happy also somewhat sad. means i won't see him when i go back aft exams le.. no more place for me to sit n slack with him :( but i'm really happy la. cuz he's finally going to be adopted aft so many years of waiting! :] really hope he goes into a happy family and live a blissful life there. he deserves it! :]

i don't know if i'm ready for this committment. but definitely not nw. nw is exams time. maybe i will aft exams :]

hmm wat else. lemme see. oh i love vball to bits la. love the action of it all! it's really a skill rather than stamina game. u dun need much stamina i guess. (@ least nt for the standard we are playing at nw) cuz we don't do much spikes and all.

i played mixed again last week. and Zi Jun got set a few times for me to spike. Finally got it over! :] and im more confident nw at upper hand serves. can do it during matches le! :] woots im so happy. i look forward to training every week! :] we also played captain's ball during training last week! wahahhaa! Ting Ting suggested. of cuz i'm in for it! much more tiring than vball la! hahha.. everyone peng shan aft tt. hahah! :]

then last week went fishing with Nicholas. we caught a pufferfish! lol. it was really quite fun! i missed all the times i went fishing with Wenjie, Jason they all! :] i'm going to get a rod aft exams and i will con't my fishing days!!! :]

hao la. i go study le! i'm so slack. bth! tata! :]

2009-03-29T23:17:00.002+08:00

*BLOG* 11.17pm

i keep wanting to blog smth. but i don't know wat to blog about. haha. so i shall do a random one.

hmm.. WORK! work was fun!!! haahha b4 work ytd went to Weihao n Kyla to makan @ Vivo. then we had a great chat! lol. chats with Weihao always only leads to one topic. haha.. Weihao had 2pm shift so he left 1st. Kyla n me went to shop ard n nua @ Macs to chat! :]

then i went to work n did upstairs with Chinwee, n Weihao i/c of lounge. we had a great chat too!! lol. Weihao keep asking me to ask CW smth. so I asked lo. They Weihao keep saying I change til very not innocent. lol. Zzzz...

then i can do upperhand serves le! yay! wahhhaa.. budden nt v good still. my serves too easy to catch. haha.. must learn proper spikes liao!

oh i finally had a mixed match with the guys. my team consists of Michelle, Cindy, ME, Joel, Zi Jun and Ignatius. Budden it's so different when playing with the guys. i was totally confused. cuz their positions keep changing. but i can say it's an eye opener la. Joel keep giving me chances to spike, but i just cannot the get the ball tru'. :( and one time i was even stoning! :S i was just too confused liao. omg. hahha.. budden i shall practise more!!! :] i must do the SPIKE!!! wahahaa

and wat else. hmm.. exams are coming! must STUDY!!! I MUST!!! im so super lazy lo. omg. haiz.

ok i shall go study nw! lol!

2009-03-28T02:24:00.000+08:00

*:( ???*

am i?

i don't know.

lol. it's okay. im okay :]

i will be okay.

2009-03-13T00:08:00.003+08:00

*I'm sorry I'd ignored you for 2 months* 12.08am

Omg. I totally had nt visitd my blog for nearly 2 months! not even come in to take a look til today! lol. the last post I had updated was in wordpress. And I'm still thinking of a way to transfer all my archive into wordpress before I reveal the address. haha

Anyways. I have been busy with school work, volunteer work, and helping friends with projects. Mostly venturing into Biology stuff. And I had finally became a SPCA volunteer after 4 years of missed chances! haha.. I look forward to going there for my shift everytime! I love to sit in the den and just fuss over the dogs. I love the authority given to us to hold the kittens. haha! :]

I had a few exposures to marine life n forestry work. Though sometimes it's hardwork, but I'm quite happy doing the work. All these exposure makes me even more certain that Biology is the field tt I want to venture into. But i really wish there are more modules on animals, vertebrate. and i really can't stand organic chem. zzZzz

oh i've finally joined Vball with Wens too! it's really fun! destressing every week. :]

Anyways I'm really happy about many things. haha.. I shall update u again! lol

2009-01-22T22:46:00.002+08:00

*Does school have a meaning?* 10.46pm

im blogging again! lol. nowadays i like to use "lol" in my web n sms conversation. i used to try to avoid tt term. however i think it suits me quite well as i'm really lol-ing when i typed tt. haha...

anyways i have a quiz tml. and it's only the 2nd week! omg. so sucky rights? typical of me to blog when i shld be studying. lol. it's biodiversity. the module that i "should" like best. the keyword here is should. well.. but nw it's on microbiology. well it's not tt bad. i still have abit of interest in tt. but can't wait for the animal part to come. haha..

i have a v busy day tml. although my timetable nw is like damn damn slack. but i won't catch a wink of sleep til chu xi yei! means i can't shou shui. well it's nt as if we ever does tt, but at least we stayed up til late! tml lesson til 7pm, 7.30pm meeting the 2 JWs, then 10pm meeting Rovers ppl @ ECP, then night cycling til morning meeting friends for breakfast, then 12.30pm appointment, then meeting Wens & Jing shopping, then working from 6-2am @ Settlers. *HORRIFIED* i will look so ugly on Chu 1! 0_0

and i wont catch much slp later either! cuz im here blogging while I shld really be studying. omg. i suck. lol. okays i will come back soon k! ciao!

2008-12-23T12:49:00.002+08:00

*I'm leaving on a jetplane and counting down to xmas mid air* 1pm

yay! i'm leaving for Australia tml night! less than 48hrs time. hehes. looking forward! :]

i have also checked my results this morning. I'm quite okay with it. although it isnt fantastic. but well, it's abit above my expectations. so i'm alrites :] i have rather low expectations cuz of work and study. thought i cldn't make it. But now, i'm glad i'm given a 2nd chance! I have quit my job at the Night Safari. Gonna concentrate on studies and training myself up the whole of next sem. really looking 4ward to it :] i wanna see hw well i can push myself to do. :]

Well, it was quite sad when i left the Night Safari. But i will try my best to keep in contact with Boon, Jessiy, Mel, Mark and friends! :] Anyways they gave me a splashing goodbye gift. they threw me into the YUCKY moat!!! haha. it was damn disgusting can! full of algae and tadpole and many other things.. omg.

but i really enjoyed my time working there. although there were really alot of Ups and Downs. Well, but it is a once in a lifetime experience. and i will nvr forget all the times we spent 'bitching' about ppl and getting 'screwed' upside down by the Big 4s... haha.. those are the languages i learn there. Im just glad I know and found real good friends there. :]

I will definitely miss the animals too. Didn't get a chance to do Snake or Bird Photo b4 i leave. But i did kiss Mei and Toby, Naomi goodbye. :] I will miss the Thumbuakar dancers too. But Baby and Jane is leaving too. And some of the GRs. well.... all good things have to come to an end. i'm looking forward to my future too! all the new things i can try, the times i can spend catching up with friends and back to Settlers! :]

alrites. im going now. going to watch Twilight :]

Everything will be kept inside my heart til i can no longer remember :]

2008-12-17T01:47:00.002+08:00

*I don't like the real world* 1.50am

uh-huh. i seriously don't like it.

I hate to come back from a Holiday. When my phone start to vibrate and sound like crazy. with all the restrained smses from that few days coming in like mad. and i can only sigh and wish i am still floating around in the South China Sea.

Yah! Bintan was fun! it's like damn damn relaxing. we stayed in Bunganvil villa. its really nice and big! so homely. fully airconditioned. i did nth but eat, play, drive, swim, tan, sleep, watch movie. it was realli heaven (for a few days).

although i din get to ride my banana boat. cuz it is monsoon season and all sea activities are cancel. but it was great that Ham bought her float. it really felt great being pushed by the huge waves again n again back to shore. and swimming/running out into the sea again and being push back again. i really just had every worries out of my mind for 2hrs.

and the company was great too! i still love Settlers ppl alot. :] can't wait to go back to work.

Anyways i have decided. yeaps. shall stick to it (for once). haha! go slp le! :]

2008-12-09T15:26:00.002+08:00

*Oh Calamine Lotion. What will I do without you* 3.30pm

Im back. 2 days ago actually. and filled with sandflies bite. but actually im not so sure if its sandflies. but well. they sure are ugly.

and im going again tonight to get bitten! haiz.. but this time i got more precautions! haha..

feel so sians. because....... of alot of things. haha

i don't know how to say. but well. Im going to Australia soon!!! yay!!! :] can't wait!

2008-12-04T15:05:00.002+08:00

*Going Away*

im leaving SG soon! :] yay! im going trekking again! this time going to Berkelah! a new place! :] so excited! go there recee or our trips. we bringing ppl there. some NS ppl going with me to Berke 2. haha..

budden nw raining. hope it isnt raining there. or else will be quite dangerous. cuz is waterfall trek. i still wanna come back de. hehes..

lata meet them go buy food! yay!!! outdoor cooking!!! Rosti! yummy! :p

i go watch CSI n eat dinner le! :]

2008-11-29T15:40:00.002+08:00

*My 2 Favs in 1 evening* 3.45pm

capball and NS frens. my 2 fav in 1 evening! :]

ytd's match was wHoO! haha.. we lost every single game! hahaha.. but we had so much fun!

well we are all quite noob k. n other teams had taller n guys players! our team had only 2 guys and in the end left with non. cuz 5.30pm le.. all went back to work! :( so left with a all girls team. we still persisted on okays!

although we didn't win, we got a shot with the trophies. haha!

Girls' power rocks!

Aft tt we went back locker room to bathe and dined @ Ulu's. me n Atan went over to Yuru's to chat n looked out gay guys online for 2 hrs! wahahaha.. then Dad fetch me home. okay! STUDY! i need to. Thai here i come! :]

2008-11-28T04:53:00.001+08:00

*End of CORES!*

yay! my CORE modules papers have ended! wooTs. Left 1 more Thai! on Tue!

Today was Chemistry. hmm... its actually quite okay. but i made a real dumb mistake. sighs-

anyways went to meet Irenes @ HV aft the paper to eat Sushi Tei! End of Cores celebrations! she again was late for an hr! luckily i had unexpected company! i met Mel n Chewy! haha so qiao rite. they were waiting for Poh Shan n Huiling. Mel wanted me to go with them. but i didnt. haha

Our mini feast for 2!

Total lost: $50.85

tml is relax again. cuz i have got things i needa do! aft tt is Captain Ball match in the Zoo!!! haha. against the keepers. omg. big n sweaty men. :S

aft tt is back to mugging. the past week i have been to WCP Starbucks everyday. im nearly broke. the staff recognises me nw. haha oh man. i gotta stop my caffeine addiction.

k i go slp le. its 5 in the morning.

2008-11-23T03:01:00.005+08:00

*Unsuccessful Muggings* 3am

okays. i just came back from sch. was trying to mug with the NS gang. whole story is that I took Mol Gen paper this morning n it sucks to the core. the qns are damn stunning and i was quite depressed aft the whole paper. i decided that i wanted to rest for awhile. had lunch with mummy @ market then while trying to study chem, i fell aslp.

actually alrdy agreed to going NUS Alumni hse to have dinner with Mark, Atan, Boon n SayLin. then i slpt til 7pm. -.- but in the end they decided to go elsewhere to eat so they came to pick me up. then we went to this Ulu Jurong Hill to eat Smelly Beans.

The Smelly Beans

we had Indon Zhi Cha. haha.. but it wasnt realli Indon style. Nevertheless, my breath didn't stink aft i ate the smelly beans (i think). It was nice la. to chill up with them aft so long. get updated bout work. and i realli miss them lo.

aft tt went back to NUS SD to mug.

anyways. it was realli unfruitful mugging. mabbe at least i understand mechanism nw. n i get to gossip with them. haha.. overall happy to meet up.

Dr Boon n Me.

Rusli, Tan n Saylin

but all this means tt im gonna need to realli concentrate n do nth but MUG tml. seriously. i tink im going WCP.

I love all things green (esp coffee)

2008-11-17T16:51:00.002+08:00

*Exams Blues II*

Exams give me all the excuses in the world to blog. im a pig. cant stand it. lazee pig.

I've another blog. but im just too lazee to change the skin. cuz its nt blogspot anymore. so i have to analyse. give me some more time.

Im trying to find things to talk about.

Oh! I wanted to go to the newly opened West Coast Plaza today. (but im too lazee) They have Cold storage, Starbucks, Subway and SUSHI TEI!!! omG rite! all of my fav places so near to my home! maybe tmr. i will go dwn there to study. so i will not stay home and act like a pig. looking for food every few minutes.

study is really boring. oh man. Sat husbandry was crap. we did everything til 6.30pm and food prep wasnt even done by us!

Okay blabbering has got to stgop. cuz it's 5pm and i still have 4 more Chaps. i dreaming of Sentosa. and Gold Coast.......

2008-11-15T02:39:00.004+08:00

*Exams Blues* 2.40am

yes. they are here again! the exams blues!!! :(

im here mugging late into the night (or am i?).

dere's still work early morning tml. 8.45am. oh my. how am i going to wake up.

i hope Spencer is there.

Ah yes. The White Tigers just mauled a worker to death. But they belong to the Zoo. So dun worry. I wun run into Omar's exhibit.

Study break is next week. My Dec Hol are once again FULL. if i dun work, i might have a few days off. :]

the nearest thing for me to look 4ward to nw is 28th nov. Captain's Ball!!! :]

next is Christmas eve. i love Christmas. :]

Off to last chap b4 i slp!

2008-10-27T04:32:00.002+08:00

*Lazeee* 4.30am

i have been just plain lazy to update. haha. sorry

today went to GE run. din clock as good as Shape run. cuz Jie got flu. we din run fast.

then aft tt went hm to bathe then go Toa Payoh hub n watched Ah Tee sing. v nice! :]

den met with 2/4 ppl to go Timbre The Substation. then eat n stay to catch a few songs of the live band n went to Clementi KTV. til 3am. haha

v fun. but b4 the Timbre my mood was already quite ruin while worrying bout certain things.

v sad. i noe i will leave one day. n when i do, i noe it juz wun be the same. we will no longer be close. n tt is quite sad. :(

haiz. tonite is an emo nite. mabbe its cuz of all the Emo songs i sang at KTV. haha. realli am so tired.

2008-10-16T12:44:00.004+08:00

*Sigh(s)* 1pm

i was just told about smth 2 hrs plus ago. Ah Tee left NS le. sighs- i still abit cannot register it. cuz it's v sudden n unjustified. damn siaNz man. people like Ah Tee, Boon, Mel is the reason y work is fun. but nw work has so much less to look forward to.

Saylin said "It's not as if she died!" but it certainly feels so. it just wun be the same again.

but im also happy for her. at least she will have more time dedicated to doing smth which is "more her". i prefer to see her on a performing stage. we will hear more great singing soon! :]

sighs i have nth much to say. dont feel like going into details. nowhere is safe. i will update bout my birthday celebrations another time. go back to doing English nw.

dere's still work lata :(

2008-10-07T16:29:00.002+08:00

*Totally Gone* 4.34pm

Okays. I am like totally dead tired. Today morning I really didn't want to wake up. But i keep telling myself "c'mon. I'm in NUS now. It's not SP anymores. The people here are crazy. C'mon, u gotta wake up" well it worked. but I didn't do my stats tutorial anyways. so i was just going there to copy the answer. -.-

well. i had work ytd night. It was supposed to be fun, cuz it was with Zah, Mel n Boon. but I was quite tired to do much talking. because Sunday I was working the WHOLE freaking day! 8.45am to 12 midnight! and (i'm hating myself for this) I went for supper with the gang. it wasn't entirely my fault! I wanted to rush for the last bus, but I had to do Post Deployment even though i doubled, and that made me missed my bus. Zzz...

ytd Yuru n I rushed for the bus too. but it came 2 mins earlier and we missed it by 100m. Double Zzz...

anyways took the transport with Boon n Cheryl. Halfway while we were engrossed in our little chat, the Uncle jammed the brakes and Cheryl (who was sitting the aisle seat) flew onto the floor while Boon and my face hit the back of the seats infront of us. Uncle got into an accident. The 1st thing Cheryl did when she climbed up was to spewed vulgarities at the Taxi Driver who collided with Uncle. Cheryl the blur n seemingly demure girl scolding vulgarities I never even think I had heard before in my entire 21 years on Earth? (it was really quite funny) well, we had to calm her down and Uncle went to confront the Taxi driver with his big notebook.

I had quite a scare (from the vulgarities). haha!

In the end, I managed to rch Clementi safe n sound to meet Daddy who had a cup of hot Milo ready for me :] and i rch home ard 1.30am.

okays. anyways I tink sometimes my posts contain too much details. so now let me summarise.

Thurs- Work

Fri- Played Captain ball in SP with CLS Juniors n we won! :] had dinner at Vivo Thai Express and went to Lim Expensive Kopi @ Park Royal Hotel "The Bar" with the seniors. Took a cab to WCP to have supper with NS mad ppl. and ATee sent us all home.

Sat- spent the WHOLE entire day in ECP to blade with Khakis and went to ET Bday party and had a little birthday surprise from Khakis.

Sun- spent the whole day working in the Zoo (my 1st Bird Photo) and cont by the Night Safari. Oh and Hobby made his great escape tt day. Making me spent a good 2 and a half hr staring up a tree. But we manage to get him back ytd.

Mon- Sch in the morning and work at night.

Tue aka Today- Trying to work on Chem Proj while waiting for Rovers meeting. (n i wanna have a good slp tonight!)

my 21st is just 2 days away and it feels so unreal. The day that i dreamt about celebrating with Friends n Relatives all gathered together is now just another day. Which of course I have to spent on studying Thai. Sighs- Nvm. I will wait for my wedding day! :]

2008-10-02T13:14:00.002+08:00

*Seriously. there is smth wrong with me*

i am currently angry (with myself), tired and sad.

blogging in central lib. doing my English essay.

seems like i can't get anything right.

my passion has run out.

i miss the time when i was so enthusiastic about the things i'm doing.

im behind in sch work.
working aft sch seems tiring.
im always sleepy.
and i can't even plan my own 21st birthday party without screwing it up.

sighs- when can i change?

i am so angry

2008-10-01T22:48:00.005+08:00

*Birthday Bashed* 10.50pm

im not holding my 21st anymores! sadds... cuz i cldnt find an appropriate venue. n v expensive n mafan! Zzz.. haiz.. abit sads. but nvm la. i can do much more with the money tt i save up! hees..

okayys.. for those who r fretting over wat to get me for my bday. fear not! help is here. haha.. im gonna list out a list of things tt i want. nt being bhb okayys! but just to help u all save time n energy! hahaha.. but of course, its perfectly fine if u guys dun wan to get me anything frm here. rmb it's just a suggestion list. :]

1. ~~Braun Buffel ladies wallet~~ (Think this is "chop" alrdy :])
2. Pretty Laptop casing
3. White Nike/Adidas cap
4. Good trekking bag tt is 60L or more
5. ~~Anklet~~
6. Silver w Rose gold Necklace
7. Pretty n small "gai gai" bag
8. Teflon coated muffin pan/ Rolling pin / Piping Bag
9. Outdoor accessories (Field Chair, WaterBag, Hammock, Torchlight)
10. Water PROOF Digital Camera

Haha.. think tts it. some of the items r like super ex la.. pls dun try to get it for me if it's out of ur means... they r reserved for my rich friends... ahem ahem *hint hint* haha.. k hope this helps! i go do hw le! tata!

Selamat Hari Raya! :]

2008-09-19T00:36:00.003+08:00

*Tick Tock Tick Tock* 1am

yea man. i have a screwed up biological clock. so messy! ytd juz had a long night out with the Safari ppl. so many of us were working ytd (Mon night). it must have been the most fun night in the whole of my Night Safari career. though i was at critters. wahaha!

well 1stly, in the morning we went to visit Illi @ the hospital. she got bitten by Foreman (a big snake). glad to noe that she is alrites. when it told Mummy bout it, she kept asking me to quit la. Zzz... But Illi is realli v suay, alot of things always kena her.

oh the night b4 i was working n went to Ton @ Boon's hall. then aft visiting Illi, Mark Saylin n me, we went to eat lunch n mark n i went studying @ AMK hub coffee bean. then actualli wanted to meet Mel to go to work. then in the end Chewy n her went 1st n i waited for Ah Tee @ AMK Hub. then during work, i was at Critters w Bat. had a nice chat with her. then Prem, Cheryl, Mark and ATee were @ photo. so we took turns.

the last 45 mins went over to photo n we played Black magic with Prem. haha! then Bat n I went back to do Post deployment. did a super fast one. i helped Mel @ P4 n Boon n Amanda oso came to help. we were spraying water @ each other rather than the floor la! haha! n we had a Girl's version of Backstreet's Boys "I want it tt way". haha so fun la! 1st time sing during PD. haha!

then Boon they all went out to get Ben n Jerry's 1st. me n Tan waited for Mark n Tee. then Jeevan n Saylin came to pick us up. In the end Tee went home to get her car. Yuru n me followed. while Jeevan went to pick Rafidah up. We all arrive @ ECP Carl's Jr around 1am. then bought Supper n went over to the beach. Tee n I we shared a meal n a salad cuz we claimed to be on a diet. haha! but i tink we failed terribly!

aniwaes we were talking n laughing like crazy ppl la! esp with Jeevan tt comedian around! he is damn funnie la! n tt stupid Mark was crazy tt nite. keep trying to act Ah beng. haha! he n Saylin went to get their ear pierced together lo! wahahha! we oso took lotsa pictures!!! super fun lo! chat til like 5am before we all decided to head back home. Jeevan sent mark, tan, boon n me back. wah he took onli like 15mins to get from ECP to Jurong. can u imagine hw fast he was driving? i saw the meter went up to 168km/hr. but i kinda trust him. he noe wat he is doing.

n we kept requesting for him to go to the Jurong slope. cuz heard it was damn exciting on his car. n he drove us around that slope 3 times! wahahahhaa!!! it was like roller coaster la! we were just plain crazy lah tt nite. hahaha.. but i realli had lotsa fun! had been a long time since i luff til stomachache. hahaa..

then last fri oso went to meet up with ChenLoon n XiZhou. Chenloon came to pick me up frm sch w his bro's car. we went to eat Soup Spoon then watch midnite movie @ Cine. Mirrors. it's a damn gross movie la. i had a hard time inside the cinema. tsk! the 3 of us had a nice chat too! realli glad to be still so close to them! :]

Them playing Wii @ Cine. (b4 movie)

k!! i wan to go slp! so tired! nites! :]

2008-09-19T00:36:00.002+08:00

*Sawatdee Ha!*

i love Thai ppl!!! :] and even ppl who learn Thai! hahaha.. my Thai class is so fun lo! realli din tink i can find a grp of frens who r fun to hang ard with (except for Sheyah n Zhing n Rovers peeps) til i met the Thai grp of frens! we r going outing with our ?aacaan(s) next week to Golden Mile to eat Thai food! wahhahaa! n i have been eating Thai food for lunch for past 2 days!!!

1stly was on wed. i was studying half way in Central Lib when Mark msg me to remind me we r meeting up for lunch with the rest of NS ppl @ Arts canteen. n i met Chinwee in Central Lib! he oso studying! hahaha.. zhanwei was studying with me too! okayys aniwaes we (Mark, Boon, Tan, SayLin n me!) went to Lerk Thai n chatted for like 2 n a half hrs b4 i hadda go for lect. so Saylin drove me to Sci. aniwaes the chat was realli exciting! whahahaha smth happen n i din work tt day! Grrrr... working @ NS is a new experience everyday. haha!

then juz nw aft Thai class went with Gail n Ceying to Engin Thai Cafe to eat! omg. im realli becoming Thai le. hahaha! i miss Mike!!! :(

aniwaes im so random. hahaha.. i still wanna say i love the ppl in my Thai class. esp Gail tt siaO cha bor n Grace tt Siao cha bor no. 2 and Ceying! he is one gong kia! damn funnie. always make me luff til stomach ache. heez

aniwaes i was a Bai Kai for a few days.. cuz i flew off my bicycle during cyclohunt recee last Sat nite. hahaha.. the reason i flew off was....... haiz. come ask me urself if u realli wanna noe. haha!
then the scratches r quite bad la. had wound infection n hadda see Doc. Zzz... nw is so UGLY! :(

sianz. aniwaes juz met up with Irenes nu er todae. we had such a good chat la! oMg. hahah we two gt the same wish man. hahaha.. shall nt say it here. :P

k i needa go le! still got hW needa do! hahaha tata!

2008-09-12T23:18:00.002+08:00

*Return of the Zzz Monster* 11.30pm

i fell aslp during Chem lect today. super omg la. i slpt til Zhing n Sheyah were staring @ me. haha..

Ytd was the Thai Pop Quiz. OMG. it was listening compre n i onli can catch a few key words la.. all of us was STUNNED. just pray tt i can pass.. heng is multiple choice. realli 50% chance.

i like to study in Central Forum n Central Lib lo. Cuz Central Lib got SEAVIEW!!! i always choose to sit beside window! next week i take a photo of the view let u see! Arts canteen Burger King there can see even better lo! so nice!!! :] i love the sea... -sighs-

was so tired aft sch i chiong hm to slp. n went out for dinner w Mama n Jie. Tml working morning. Heard now what they say is "If u r not happy with the new rule, u can quit". haha.. working life is complicated ppl. enjoy sch while u can! :]

2008-09-12T00:34:00.002+08:00

*so simple yet so hard* 12.37am

i wanna do the things tt i like to do. go out with the ppl tt i love to hang around with, n have plain good fun. its the simple things tt r so hard to achieve. tot i can go away on a short trip this recess week. but nw change of plans. i will hafta wait. i hate to wait. :(

i tink im addicted to being busy. i realli need to stop. i wan to be someone whom when u call, i will say "okay lets go!"

i miss 2 persons so much. the 2 persons whom were the 1st ppl i tot of to call whenever im in some deep shit or just feeling nt myself. the onli 2 people whom heard me cry over the phone. but time washes away feelings, even friendship. too many things had happen. n when too many things r happening, ppl just wan to run away n hide. n while we were hiding frm each other, things changed. if onli tml can be the 1st day tt i noe both of u.

hahha im drifting into emo-ness again. once in awhile. realli hope someday, somehow, things can be the same again. :]

2008-09-11T02:12:00.004+08:00

*Wo Bu Zhi Dao* 2.30am

Weets. juz came hm half an hr ago from supper with CC, KaiQuan, LT n Sam. todae was a fully packed day. ytd went to work then oso went supper with mark, yuru n jessiy @ Foong Seng. then slpt v late. so todae woke up @ 1pm! hahaa.. then went to sch. then had Rovers meeting.. then i study in sch til Kai Quan came to pick me up. then we went to Swensens @ Orchard.

had a great time catching up with them. :] Kai going in in 2 days time. Jiayou KQ! im sure u will do well! since u had been practising the cheer n the leopard crawls! wahahaha!

working has been fun too. but alot of new rules n restrictions. hm.. so abit bu xi guan. n im nw more confident @ handling snakes le! muz thank Elissa. she teaches me good techniques. :] my fav Boa is Nuclear lo! hehes..

Nuclear n me! mUaCks!

Recently met up with Thai OCIP ppl @ Sentosa. had a real good game of Frisbee n Volleyball! hehes.. love playing games n working up a sweat. n tt day Sentosa weather was fabulous la! super windy n theres sun, but its nt terribly hot! hees.. aft tt met 2/4 @ Brewerks. to celebrate Yan n Jing bday. Chiang Han came too! a rare guest! haha.. n we played Never ever had i ever.... oh my. we drink til siaO. of cuz onli chiang n hoeren had beer. haha..

Recently i kept tinking n tinking about some things. but finally it left my mind ytd. n im glad it did. i tot i was mad. im happy the way i am right now. :]

2008-09-01T00:52:00.003+08:00

*SLOW Down* 12.50am

okay.. i din tot tt i wld be this busy. i was so lack of time til i fell sick few days ago. Working, Studying n CCAs. is realli abit hard to balance. wed is my 1st quiz. n i haven started studying for it. i juz ended an online meeting with the Pub Cell. i came back frm work onli ard 9pm. omg. nw still discussing smth with Mr President. So come here update abit. haha

but work was okay la todae. went dwn to Zoo to help out in crowd control for the Rainforest Fights Back show. quite fun. haha. show Eddie become a tree. haha.. n made new frens.

Eddie the Tree!

Me w Eddie the Tree. haha!

yeap yeap. so it was cool la. actually i wld have been the one inside the suit. haha heng! :]

then Prem spoke to us juz nw. say must @ least commit 3 days a week. then CCA nw is peak period, n quizzes coming in, n tml i got 8am lesson! super lack of slp!!! :( dies. i muz remind myself. STUDY!!! :] realli trying my best :(

oh ytd went to Sentosa for Eng 21st! met up with the rest of 2/4 n some JSS. miss them so much! this sat seeing them agaiN! yay!!! hahaha!

k la. i better go. tml got work again! heng inbetween got abit time to study! tsk! see u!!! :]

2008-08-28T00:52:00.002+08:00

*Rovers!* 1am

Today was the official step dwn of the 28th comm n rising of 29th Rovers comm! i got the position i wanted! Publicity head! yay!!! n i love my comm members! :] Sk n the previous Pub comm brief us on wat to do le n i felt a teeny weeny bit stress. juz scare i cannot do a good job as head. but i will try my best! :] finally i joined a outdoor activity club! :] so happy!

n my 2 Xiao Bu Dians r oso in the comm! hehes even more happys! :] but abit sad a few of them din get in. cuz got 19 ppl, but onli 15 positions.

ohh aft election we went Fong Seng supper! haiz supper again! i eat like a pig man. haha.. bth!

tml i got 8am lesson! n next week 1st test le! haiz.. i better go slp le! tml nite got work too! Zzz... nites! :]

2008-08-17T22:54:00.002+08:00

*Frights* 10.54pm

Today must be the scariest day of my life ever. I had a real scare n is now still abit traumatized. I cant mentioned what happened here. But I'm just really lucky lahhs.. my heart nearly dropped out. Must thank the invisible force. Xie xie ni!

Quite tired. Ytd worked night, today morning husbandry. i sliced my finger agaiN! n i got a long scratch on my arm from dunno where. todae helped to cut wire meshing. My hands getting quite rough lo :(

Tml 8am lesson! then 10am end class lo! Gonna help out in i-week then go work! Next week aft sch everyday got happening! hehes.. finally my life is not so boring. k!!! i go n slp liaO. Tireds. nites :]

2008-08-16T02:40:00.002+08:00

*Birthday Blues* 2.40am

Sighs! Recently i have been thinking bout how to celebrate my 21st birthday party. n im having such a big headache. mabbe im not gonna make it a big event aft all. Feel like just chilling out at some nice pubs, or cafe, then book a hotel room n slp in with my close friends. Budden again, i've always wanted to celebrate my 21st with a big BANG. but i realli dunno how! :(

Oh aniwaes sch have started. 1st week is officially over! it's not so bad. always go to lecture with Sheyah n Zhing. the poly ppl. haha! then i just went for Rovers AGM. im running for Comm, Pub Head. Next weekend going on their selection trek to Kota Tinggi! so excited!!! the Rovers ppl all so friendly n nice lo! :]

tml going for the Rovers interview then playing Tennis then going to work. Well... I tink im going to slp liaO. cont thinking tml. whoever has any idea pls tag me ya! :]

2008-08-06T01:09:00.005+08:00

*Happys* 1.10am

Whoo! School is starting soon!!! next week will be official lessons le!

Last week was spent super meaningfully! cuz i get to meet Mike 4 times out of the 7 days that he came to Singapore to attend the Asean Youth Forum! Firstly on Mon, i went to meet him @ the Airport when he arrived, then on Wed, i went to find him @ Clarke Quay where he stayed in Novotel, then Fri, we had a mini gathering with Liyan n Zirong @ Robertson Quay and finally on Sun, i went to sent him off @ the airport.

every meeting with him was super happys! esp the one on Fri, though many of the others cldnt make it, but Zirong, Liyan, Mike n me had a happy time catching up. n we went to this really nice Chocolate Cafe called the Laurent Bernard Chocolatier @ Robertson Quay. i had Black Forest Shake. So yummy! n the Strawberry Souffle was superb! Mike suggested tt place. i tell u, he know Singapore more than us lo! he brought me to walk ard Clarke Quay la! Zzz... haha!

Liyan, Me n Mike!

Then aft tt we actually went back to Novotel to sit n chat. with all the delegates from other countries! There were ppl from Msia, Philippines, Japan, Thailand n Singapore! The Japanese girl was realli quite Kawaii. haha! n her alcohol tolerance super high! aniwaes although all were frm different country, we sat dwn to chat n sang songs! one Singapore LO was playin the guitar. the atmosphere was realli quite good n its a super rare chance tt ppl frm diff countries sit dwn n sing songs together. haha!

i was quite sad when Mike was about to leave. budden i am sure we will be seeing each other very soon! im planning to go trekking with him in Chiang Mai during my Dec hols! :]

then this week was spent mostly on Shopping cuz i have no work til Fri! :] hehehes! cuz i tot i start sch this week. haha! i finally spent my $20 Tangs voucher tt i won during ADnD last year. I bought a Tefal Limited Ed pan! so happys!!! its onli $23.90 lah! Now my French Toast wun burnt! hehes!

Top

Bottom

Then i oso went back last wed to watch Cap Ball Sport League. n the descendants of XYZ got champion!!! so happy lah!!! haha... i so love capball! but nw i decided to pick up Volleyball too! hopefully can play with my sister n her friends to learn.

juz nw went to Fitness First using my 2nd pc of 5day free trial! haha! i love the gym environment lo! esp all the classes. budden membership is so expensive! :( this time i went to attend BodyCombat n BodyStep. my sis did with me BodyStep during her lunchbreak, but aft tt she left to go back to work.

the teacher for BodyCombat is quite funny n cute. But i still like Julian more. haha! i will go attend his lesson more! :]

my very cluttered-up locker

The nice nice dressing table

next time when i come out to work, i will surely get gym membership! n alot of diff club membership! haha...

aniwaes tml is my Haircut day le! my long long hair will be gonneee.....!!! :( dunno hw it will be like! hmm... tml if nice then i take pic n put up yah! hahaha. go do my stuff le! tata!

2008-07-24T00:53:00.002+08:00

*Meet Ups!* 12.50am

im happy! cuz i met up with quite a no. of ppl! :]

last week went with Irenes to shopping! then met Wenjie for movie few days ago. Met up with Sam, Cheryl, LT n KQ for dinner. juz nw went back SP to meet Jianwei, Jiawen, Alvin n ppl. oso played abit of Captain Ball!!! :] so happy!

aft tt went for dinner with them @ Vivo. we went to Pasta Mania. then aft tt Alvin n me went to Gloria Jeans to chat! we talked bout past n present! i so miss them la! n i had quite a few updates! hehes!

my next aim is to meet Yutai, Nasir and Alex! n actually alot of other ppl! hahaha.. im more free now le! rest 1st b4 sch reopens!

Mike coming to SG next mon! yay!!! :] shld be going airport to fetch him. :]

yeapp! i going slp le. tml doubling! see u! :]

2008-07-16T01:02:00.002+08:00

*Blood!!!* 1am

did husbandry today again. with Mark n Eddie.

Eddie was being super irritating today. both to me n Mark. He kept teasing me just becuz i ask them to go to Zouk instead of MOS. n Mark was saying i bet it's cuz of Mambo night! then i was like YAH!!! then both of them stared @ me. n Eddie was saying tt im damn Cheena...

im like the Super Cheena girl in NS lah.. @ 1st it was cuz my presentation sounded Cheena. then they started related everything about me with Cheena -.- i mean wats the link with Mambo n Cheena?! Zzz

aniwaes we were discussing this in the kitchen during food prep n i was so busy luffing @ the stupid Eddie n his own version of Mambo songs that i sliced a piece of the flesh of my finger. Zzz.. quite pain la. then my blood flow n mixed with the horse's blood. n flow n flow n flow. n the horse's blood oso mix into my blood.. now im like 5% horse person.

i realise til nw i have v little picture of the gross things we do in NS. most of the pics r with owls, servals n snakes. next time i shld take a pic of us doing food prep in the kitchen or when we're cutting rats. haha..

aft work took a cab dwn with Mark to Changi chalet for Amanda's bday surprise party! we bought her a watch. then hang ard n watched "Friends". nw then i realise "Friends" is so funny! then SayLin sent all of us home.

Tml going with them aft work to MOS lo. celebrate July babies. hao la. i go watch abit of friends on YouTube. wahaha! see u!

2008-07-14T17:26:00.002+08:00

*I Don't Want to Emo* 5.30pm

i have been repressing this feeling for so long. but it has all come rushing back now that i have nth to do. why did i have a last min OFF today? :(

becuz im so free today, i was polishing up my blog. n i went to each n everyone's blog link n checked if they r still in use. i read n managed to catch up with some of my fren's life.

i felt so super ashamed n guilty. esp aft reading joan's last entry. i realli dunno wat to say. i dun wish to find excuses. cuz i choose the way i want to live. not anyone else. i've nvr realise my negligence did caused my fren so much frustration n disappointment. so super ashamed. im realli sorry

isit realli becuz of my irregular timing job? sure it has caused alot of inconvenience. did i do anything to make sure i make up for it?

i cldnt keep count of the events that i had missed out on for these past few months. all these events were so impt to my frens. issit realli true that if i want to, i can always find time for them?

nw tt i have time to release those emotions, i realli cannot deny the sadness n disappointment to those outings tt i have not been there.

i tot i was damn sensitive, thus i always try to suppress that sadness when im told of an event which i wasnt being ask to join. til i can easily get over the fact tt i wasnt being invited in just 1 min. but now i want to be sensitive again. so that i will feel sad n do smth about it.

i just keep blabbing til i dunno wat im talking about anymore.

i just miss the past so much i want to die.

why do growing up n moving on have to be so hard?

i have so much to say. but i dunno hw to say.

i did not go again today. though i finally told my parents. issit tt im just plain lazy? or i just dont want to know. but i know it's probably nth. it cant be anything. i cant lose the only reason to be with myself. i really cant....... :(

2008-07-14T12:31:00.003+08:00

*Revived* 12.30pm

wow! when was the last time i blogged? i cldnt rmb. haha.. sorry for neglecting u! :(

dunno what i had been busy with, seriously.

work? has calm dwn since last week. cuz nw they got alot of new staff, can afford to give us less shifts liaO. i tink i had repaid my slp debt. i slpt like pig lo.. slpt 13 hrs for 2-3 days. haha

sch? hmm.. went for Rag Dance n help out Rag for a few days. felt like joining Rag Dance, budden they have too many girls! so can only pick some of us. I wasnt in the team, abit sad, but nvm! will still go back for practice when im free! :]

then work is alright lahhs.. Liaos, Ronnie, and a few other Thumbuakar dancers left le. went back to Borneo. abit sad on the day they left. now got new dancers.

hmm ytd worked Morning with Jessiy. did Rat husbandry for the 1st time! oMg. the rats, mice, hamster, gerbil so super cute lahs!!! we hadda wash all their water bottles n transfer them 1-by-1 to new containers. n i saw so many rat babies!

so cute rite! hehes.. but we did til realli quite late. did 20mins of OT. then i rushed to meet Doris @ JE. so long since i last saw her. ate dinner together n catch up. so nice to meet up! :]

School is going to start soon! i needa do quite a few things b4 that.

Get a haircut
Arrange my study table
Buy new bed
Buy laptop
Decorate my room

so many things to do. i sure v lazy to do de lo! haha.. aniwaes this weekend is Shape Run. Oh man. im not ready. im super out of Shape now la. Zzz.. nvm. take this as a stepping stone to my healthy lifestyle again! :]

2008-07-04T10:57:00.002+08:00

*July* 11am

July is a busy month.

it's the month b4 sch reopens. n i move on to University, the next phase of my life.

i just came back from R&F camp ytd. it was just a 2 days 1 nite event where 'Scampers' gathered together again. n aft tt Yuru n me went straight back to work. haha...

so im quite tired now. n im sick :( siaNz. got cough n blocked nose n ear. even the transport Bus uncle of NS noes im sick. haha... n im leaving for ODAC camp in about 2 hrs time. n i have not packed yet. hahaha.. :p

aniwaes im not trying to tire myself out. next week i got 2 days off le. so its v gd. can rest. n i got smth impt to do.

im missing out on quite abit of tings due to work. Zzz.. Hester bday, Alvin pre enlistment party, class gathering.. n the list goes on. :(

aniwaes ya. see how tings goes ba. im still trying to pay my slp debt. haha

2008-06-30T03:20:00.002+08:00

*I am Alive!* 3.20am

yesh ppl! im very much alive! im not dead n Bonsai, im not wilted. not yet. :]

just came back from NUS Science Camp (SCAM) few days ago n have been working since. tts y no time to update. phew~

realli quite tired. haha! aniwaes SCAM was alrites. quite fun, nt spirits not as high as CLS camp, budden the Fright Night is super good la! it cant beat anything man. haha.. the ghosts all damn professional.

my group as "Outlaws". close knitted in some sense. ppl all can get along well.

will be joing Rag & Flag i guess. shld be quite fun :]

k la. im tired. i shall go slp!

2008-06-18T02:46:00.010+08:00

*Gunung Stong!*2.45am

im back!!! from Stong! actually have been back for 5 days. haha! i tell u, this is the best trekking trip i have been to so far! i love it so much!!! just 3 days there but i felt so sad n bu she de when i left the place.

i went with NUS Rovers plus Weixin, Seow, Ileen n LP. budden almost 40% of them arent from NUS. haha! the ppl are nice, the place is beautiful n the guides there r fabulous! i cant describe in words how much i love the trip!

i met fun n realli nice ppl like Winnie, Weichuan, SK, Soon Hua, Foong Keow.... n many more!!! The guys r all so gentleman n caring. the girls are all so helpful n nice! omG. i dunno hw to describe anymore. haha!

we travelled on train frm JB on a 10hrs journey to Dabong, Kelantan. we have bunk beds on the train n we slpt tru out most of the journey.

Den we reached there 2nd day morning. met our guides Yo n Chek @ the train station n went caving! we went to 3 caves. there was 1 part where it was so damn narrow tt we hadda get down n slide our body tru this narrow gap. made me n Xin tot of the movie we watched together "The Descent". Scary... hahha

then we trek to basecamp w our big big bags. we took the forest trail instead of the waterfall one as it was raining causing it to be rather slippery. when we reached Baha basecamp we set up the tents. we then went to bath by the river. sooo cool! the waterfall is so pretty n the water so cold n clear n refreshing.

the guides felt so right at tt place. they stripped down to their tights n started jumping frm the rocks into the water. it just felt like they belong there. while we these urban kids were complaining of how cold the water is.

well, LP pulled me to this small rapids where she said is good to wash our body. in the end the current was so strong, one of my slippers got washed away. luckily the guides were below n i rmbed it was Chek who helped me retrieved my slipper. haha!

it started to pour while we were doing outdoor cooking. n all our tents were flooded. so in the end we hadda slp in the huts. the 5 of us squeezed in 1 bed. but it was quite cosy n nice. :]

the next day we woke up n my grp had french toast for breakfast. then we trek up to the summit. it was a 4 hrs trek. the summit was okay. when we rched the top, the clouds were below us. but most of them felt it to be disappointing. cuz the view werent exactly gorgeous.

@ the summit

aft tt we trek dwn, bathe, ate our dinner of rosti n chocolate fondue! yummy! hehes.. n then we had a singing session with the guides. Yo was playing the guitar n we were all huddled under the makeshift dining area. it was realli very cosy n nice lo! i love the atmosphere. we were all just relaxing, forgetting about studies, work, n any other problems n just having fun.

tt nite we slpt in the tents though. quite squeezy, n all our bags n groundsheet were still abit wet thus giving out a funny smell. haha.. but it was alrite larhs. manage to slp quite well. we woke up in the morning to catch the sunrise. the view there was absolutely breath-taking.

n we brushed our teeth by the river! :]

aft tt we had pancakes for breakfast! i realli love outdoor cooking! haha..

aft b/f we trek abit up to see the different waterfalls n oso did waterfall repelling!!! n i oso tried commando abseiling! weets! the waterfall one was realli quite scary n tough! it was so slippery. LP was the 1st to try n me the 2nd. LP was fast but she tio alot of injuries. i was damn slow cuz i was damn scared. hahaha! i grab the rope til my hand muscle ache la! n for quite some time i wasnt moving, but i tot i was. then Yo came n said "WHY ARE U NOT MOVING?!" hahaha!

commando abseiling is the one where u face downwards n abseil, like running down the slope inside of the normal buttocks 1st. it was nt very scary la, damn fun!

It started to rain n we hadda head back n get ready to trek dwn to Dabong. i felt quite sad then. while packing up to leave. luckily Yo n Chek n Sake acc us dwn. cuz Xin sprained her ankle during abseiling. SK, Xin, Yo n Me walked behind the rest of the group. the trail was wet n slippery, it was realli tough on Weixin. Luckily there was SK helping her frm the front, n me at the back n with Yo watching over us.

Halfway Chek came back n helped me with my 60Litres bag. then Soonhua oso came back. Yo tied a bandanna of some sort ard xin waist n Soonhua was pulling her frm the bag, while Xin held on to Yo in front.

I was behind them watching over n helping Soon hua with his back. oh yah! there was a leech on my big toe! i tried to get rid of it by flicking but i cldnt. n i had no time to get my medicated oil out as i was helping Xin. so it was qutie small. but suck my blood til quite big! Zzz.... when Soonhua took over me, i finally use Feng You n drip it on the stupid leech n it fell off.

but tt little wound start bleeding profusely. n by the time we reached dwnhill it was like this

haha! aniwaes b4 we reached dwnhill Sake came back n helped me with Soon Hua's bag la. the guides are realli super nice lo!!!

Aniwaes Soonhua, Yo, Sk, Xin n me were Singing all the way dwnhill lo.. it was Ku Zhong Zuo Le. Super fun! we sing Acapella, oldies. hahaha..i love them man! Finally we manage to reached the base just abit aft the rest reached. Zai right! hahaha!

we then bathed at the "resort" which is like open air toilets.. -.- haha! aft i bathe my wound was still bleeding la.. Chek help me put plaster! wahahaha! :] so caring rite! haha.. n then we went to eat beside the train station. i had Pattaya! the same when i 1st came. hahaa.. had a fun chat with Sk, Weichuan, Winnie, Rebecca, Ailing n Xin.

Then we said our Goodbyes n boarded the train bound for SG. i had a nice slp on the train. already starting to miss the place. sighs- but all good things come to an end n very soon i reached the Reality. haha..

Chek n mE! :]

Yo n Me!

All of us!!! :]

i still misses the place now. im sure i will go back again sometime. i will definitely go look for Chek n Yo if i go back. :]

i've been busy with work ever since i came back. tts why took so long to update. n now i've gotta go n slp. tml gotta wake up to go for Stilt walking lessons! hahaha! At the Zoo. good nite lo! :]

2008-06-04T03:18:00.002+08:00

*Ahhh!!! a Snake!* 3.20am

today was my 2nd try @ followspot. Huiling let me have lots of hands-on. so tt i can be confident for tml. doing alone but with Mark's guidance. i screwed up abit at the Owl's flight. better pray tt tml will be good.

n since there's 2 of us @ followspot, they ask me to go down for Snake Drama. During the 2nd show, Shu Ya let me open the snake box n scream! it was quite fun. then we had to carry Tangerine up stage n put her over the 'Macho Man'. well today was my 1st appearance on stage n i was totally unprepared. haha... but nvm. learn as i go.

have been working quite a lot @ NS. so glad i will be going back to Settlers soon! :] every sat! but this coming one i can die. Sat work 11am-2am @ Settlers. Sun work 8.45am-12 midnite @ NS. and mon im off to Stong! haha.. hope i can climb to the top! :]

last week Sat met up with 2/4 ppl to celebrate GY n Wens bday. so glad to see them! :]

better go to slp liaO! good nites!

2008-05-24T02:54:00.003+08:00

*Good Evening Ladies n Gentleman!* 2.55am

Today was the new show. The Thumbuakar tribal dance is suspending for a month to make way for the Spirit of the Caveman show. Dolly put on a wig lo. he's damn funny looking. im gonna take a picture with hiM! hahaha

then i did sound for 1st show. v confusing cuz all the cues nt cfm yet.

oh ya morn was okay. worked with Jini n Saylin n Spencer. but i cut my finger with the stupid meat knife! :( was cutting the horsemeat. my hands nw got cuts n blisters all over :(

abit tiring larhs.. but good thing photo today is Sani who let us take turns to go break.

worked with Noven today. he super noisy. hahhaa.. but enjoyed working with them.

Tennis ytd was good. then went out with Gangyi n Irenes. went to eat dinner. Stupid Gangyi was damn funnie n did alot of stupid things. he psycho me to break a plant in the Shoduko Jap Pasta Restaurant, he made fun of the waiter by asking him stupid qns, and he farted on the train la! idiOts. i breathe it in lo! Grrr...

Us on the Train!

im tired le. hahaha.. go slp liaO! nite nites!

2008-05-21T02:14:00.003+08:00

*Filled UP* 2.15am

my this week schedule is super hectic larhhs! omg. filled to the max!

let u see my schedule:

Wed:
morn- meet Eng
5.30pm- work @ NS
aft work 2am- going to Samuel's hse for Man U n Chelsea match

Thurs:
morn- Tennis in sch
aftnoon- secret :]
nite- shopping w Irenes

Fri:
8.45am til midnite- WORK! im doubling. gosh.

Sat:
morn til aftnoon- meeting with 2/4
nite til nxt morn- Xin n Seow burfday party

Sun:
aftnoon-nite: meet Khakis

whew! now tt i wrote everything dwn it seems quite scary. esp fri, sat. haha..

oOoo.. my sis n mum left me apple Strudel in the fridge. so sweet :] they always leave supper for me so tt i can eat when i get hm frm work. hehes.. no wonder im putting on weight. Zzz

today work was good. actualli i doing photo. then in the end got swapped to do Critters. alone. so damn boring larhhs.. luckily the visitors were quite nice n chatty. n Baby came to talked to me, Uncle Chai came to tell me ghost stories, n Digi photo ppl came to chat too. phew~ they are so nice :] Aimi (Illi's sis) had her 1st day of OJT today. we went BnJ to kope ice cubes n cups. she taught me de. hahaha..

reali glad NS got ppl like HL, Eddie, Jini, Sani who bothers to teach us things. hope i get clear for Snake sooN! prayys* :]

k larhs. go slp le. tml meeting Eng!!! im so excited! hehes.. although just a short meet up. but still... i miss her!!! :]

2008-05-20T03:00:00.008+08:00

*Earn More Money!* 3am

i realise i have nth to talk about except work. haha.. as Say Lin says, "our social life has been compromised" yeapps. v true. the only person i get to meet up with is the almost jobless KaiQuan for Tennis. haha.. :p

i quite miss SP n CLS juniors. wish i can go back for Poly50 trainings. but on the other hand i dun wish to take so many leave. i alreadi took 1 week for the month of June for the Stong trip. imagine the amount of money im missing out on! :( sighs- but nvm. let myself relax abit bahhs. :]

oh yea. Colin came by today with his wife n daughter @ the Night Safari. they went to the Zoo actually, but just drop by to see me at the photo mount. :]

i like to work @ photo. cuz mostly is Sani n Zah in charge of there. hees.. n can see the Thumbuakar dancers! i like them esp Baby! she's a very nice person! always chat w her. n the guys dancers very funny n entertaining. haha..

i oso like to do mornings. cuz can get so close to the animals! i hope next week can do with Yuru! prayys*

oh show u some pics we took! :]

Cash the Serval n Me! :]

Yuru n Me with Tag the Owl.

Cute Mei Mei the Nosiy Otter!

2008-05-15T02:13:00.002+08:00

*To Go or Not to Go?* 2.15pm

i dunno! sighs- so tempted to go. haha.. esp now. Zzz...

did continuous 2 days of husbandry with Huiling. was quite okay. HL was patient in teaching me things. today did with Eddie n HL. Eddie super nonsense de lo. they kept making fun of me. confuse me so much! idioTs.. haha.. then cut horse meat til my hand blistering lo! but heng got funny ppl keep me entertained. lunch went out with them to Zoo to eat KFC.

aft work finally i gotten some nite life. went to watch What Happened in Vegas with Yutai, Jerm n Tovia. not bad, quite funnie. but plot was nonsensical. haha..

tml going play Tennis again with Kaiquan. he's my coach. haha ! better make sure i learn properly. :] then aft tt do photo.

nites!

2008-05-12T23:03:00.008+08:00

*Supper Eat Supper Eat* 11.17pm

my life is about tt now. haha! all about eating!

im working with a bunch of hungry ghosts (me myself included). went for supper with Jessiy, ATee, ATan, Mark on Sat nite aft work. everytime aft work we are so hungry lo! we went to eat Teochew porridge @ Bukit Timah 1am in the morn. haha! but it was nice :]

sooo many dishes!

oh yahhs.. the night b4 (Fri night) went Clubbing with them aft work. @ Gotham. Somehow Mark n Saylin managed to sneak in despite being underage. haha.. Gotham was boring except for all those exciting performances by our fav. FIREMAN! haha.. he's this Angmoh dresses up like a fire man n pulled a water bottle our frm his underwear. OMG rite! hahaha! Yuru n Jessiy screamed like mad la! haha!

n Wesley n Mark were so drunk. In tt 1 nite, Wesley talked more than i ever heard him did in the Night Safari since i came in. haha..

the young ones

the youngs n the olds :x

then just nw went to Buffet Dinner at Sakaru Clementi Woods with CC, Kaiquan n LipTeng. Eat til so super full lo!!! i can burp our food now! hahaha! but enjoyed catching up with them! :]

ytd gave my small hammies to Yutai le! abit sad. but nvm la. he will provide better for them! :]

ohhh Sun went to work @ Settlers! so happy to see them lo!!! realli so happy! hahaha.. n i found a present tt Weiquan left there for me! he brought it all the way frm China! so very thoughtful of him lo! see below what he left for me...

the letter...

the gift... -.-

he's such an idiot la!!! hahaha argh!

tml im working morning. my 1st morning lehhs! heard its gonna be damn tiring. but at least i can go home eat dinner with family. n watch 9pm show. hahaha! yeapps! i go slp liaO! nites :]

2008-05-06T12:20:00.006+08:00

*4ward* 12.20pm

oh man. i only just realised how negative my previous post was when Yutai msg me saying my previous post was so sad. haha.. im so sorry for making everyone worry. tt day i was juz too tired n i was trying to figure smth out. blabbering rubbish. sorry guys! tks for the concern :]

i have a OFF tml. n i wanna go out with 2 grp of frens. but the timing clashes. Zzz.. always liddat. in the end im going out with my JC mates, Jia they all. :] realli so long nvr meet them le.

Ooo my pay came in ytd! we went to Zoo Atm to check aft work. Mark like got a thousand plus la! so gooD!!! part time work lehhs.. shiok man. i wanna work morning shifts too! haha!

ytd got to touched Mei Mei! she shook hands with me. she so cute u noe! she's an otter. They keep her in the office nowadays. but she's v v v v v v noisy!

oh yah. Sat aft work went to Upper Thompson with ATee, Bala n SayLin to Prata Hse. i tried the Crispy prata! so nice!!! n i ate a mushroom cheese prata tt cost $4!!! Omg. hahaha.. luckily my pay came in.

my crispy prata w loads of sugar!!!

sun went to JB with Laopo (Aiyun), CC n Nigel. had the green tea Ice Cream tt i din manage to have 3 years ago. when i wwnt on a retreat with CLS ppl. cuz i was sick n coughing like mad, Alex forbid me to eat the ice cream! i rmb being so angry. haha!

Alex do u rmb dis! haha!

ytd did commentary. tks Yuru for the encouragement! :] n Sani! for keep pushing me to do commentary. Sani realli give me lots of chance to be expose to things. tks! :] realli enjoy working at photos with them. oh i saw Faddyadh too! he went there with BP ppl i tink. haha.. he so shock to see me.

hao la! i go eat lunch le! n i got my Shopaholic n Baby book!!! yAy!!! :]

2008-05-04T23:53:00.002+08:00

*Not So Me* 12am

im such a boring person. even i dun wan to be friends with myself. im so boring, i have no life, no drive. stop talking to me. why bother going out with me?

yea. tts how i feel right now. dunno why im so tired man. im such a boring person. i cant tink of anything to say. im too lazy to even start a conversation. i feel like im wasting my friends' time when i go out with them. i shld just stay @ home n rot. haha!

haha yea. im not in the right state of mind right now. i feel so crazy. i keep having stupid thoughts. nonsense. i just wanna push them all out of my head.

i hate MSN. i dun even noe y i bother signing in. i hate talking on MSN. well not all the time, just most of the time. i hate the stupid notification sound of msges coming in. it makes my head ache.

what rubbish am i blabbering? im so tired. but why am i not sleeping? i had wanted to update on what happened these 2 days, but here i am, going on n on about all these rubbish.

n the thoughts keep coming back into my head!

am i going nuts? omg. this is so crazy. i am not. please. i am not.

ARGH!

why is this post so darn long when all i wanted to say was, i ate prata for supper ytd n 1 of my baby hamster died today.

gosh.

2008-05-03T03:14:00.002+08:00

*Oh No* 3.20am

yay!!! supper tml! hehes.. im so looking 4ward. Prata prata!!! Teh Tarik! hehes..

did proper show just now. luckily wasnt too nervous. Xan was encouraging n helpful. so it went alrites. then did Critters w Bala.

okay! im going to slp soon!

just telling myself not to be stupid. yesh. dun be stupid yea?

sun is OFF Day!!! Going JB! :]

2008-05-02T14:15:00.002+08:00

*Made my Wish* 2.15pm

work is getting better. nt so dreadful n stress anymore. but its onli becuz i had stop learning new tings. keep doing photo now. once i start learning followspot, sound n all tt, i tink i will be stress again. haha.. but see hw ting goes bahhs.

recently keep waking up then chiong movie on Tudou. haha.. then go work. lata wanna go library. wanna borrow books to read liaO.

recently realli v sian.. nth much to do. and i have no shift in Settlers in May!!! OmG. siaNz... cuz i 4got to submit my schedule :( sighs- anybody wan me to take over pls msg me. if it happens to be same as my OFF day then i will help u! :] i miss Settlers!

my emotions recently oso same. no uPs no Downs. haha.. onli lookin 4ward to Stong in June. Irenes going Taiwan sOon!!! so good!

tml nite will go eat supper with SayLin n anyone who wanna join aft work. Yay!! Prata @ Upper Thompson. haven try b4. ytd they went to eat Supper but i din, cuz v out of the way. hao la. i go liaO! tata!

2008-04-30T15:21:00.001+08:00

What Wanwei Means

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Somehow, somewhere, it just fits

2008-04-30T14:41:00.002+08:00

*Okay?* 2.45pm

had a breakfast of ham n cheese in Foccacia bread n butter biscuits n macaroons n lian rong bao. haha.. i ate so much! cuz ytd so hungry when i reached hm, but nvr eat anything den slp le.

ytd work 1st time @ Critters with Norman. Critters was so boring! i can't imagine working alone @ there. Norman taught me different languages. haha.. he noe alot of languages lo! then got a grp of Thai tourist came n i use Thai to chat with them a little! they were surprise i noe Thai. hahaha!

den aft tt Sani came n picked us up on the Buggy. b4 tt he went to kope Satay frm Ulu! then we had a tour on the Buggy ard Nite Safari while eating Satay! wahahhaa.. so cool lo! v shiok! then Sani n Norman super disturb. hahaha.. not gonna write here wat they said, but aft tt Sani smsed me to apologise. hahaa.. no worries. noe u guys were just kidding :]

ohh ytd was Ben n Jerry's Free Cone Day!!! Say lin n me went earlier to get the cone! i had Chocolate Therapy. which i realli need.. hahaha.. ohh! ytd when i went to help out at photo, i saw Hui Tong's bf sitting @ the boulders. so surprising! he came with Hui Tong to Nite Safari! haha

i realli needa find my drive. this is not gonna work. im not gonna live my life like that! i wanna wake up looking 4ward to smth everyday! n for starters, next week i will be starting 2pm shifts! smth i look 4ward to. :] husbandry! i will get to clean poo n handle animals! :]

ytd nearly cut rats, heng Yuru pulled me away to help @ photo. hehes..

hao la. i go liaO. gotta prepare for work soOn! tata!

2008-04-29T02:50:00.006+08:00

*Driveless* 3am

tts wat Weixin n Seow said I am right now. Drive-less. haha.. recently i became a changed person. for some god knows reason. i became much quieter le. even ard Xin n Seow. have no idea why so. everyday is so routine now. nt realli looking 4ward to much of anything.

Aniwaes today was my OFF. so had a steamboat at my hse with Xin n Seow who ended her last paper today! :] so full u noe! then we went to Jurong West for Prata as supper aft tt. but all the prata shops werent open todae.. Zzz...

so we sat @ Canal n talked. done some catching up. though i have nth much to say, juz listen lo. :]

Bonsai @ Rose's hse

ytd aftnoon went to meet Weik n EngTat to eat Soup Spoon then Andersen's.

Apple crumble + 2 scoops

Fondue!!!

Weik, ET, Me!

work was quite alrites. working with Zah is always alrites. she's v nice!

The camp was quite okay. but realli v tiring. summore aft tt i went to work @ NS. i was nearly half dead. hahaha.. made mistakes @ sound. Zzz...

then nw feeling much better le.. my grp G-Way rocks! :]

aniwaes alot of creepy things happening recently. pray tt i will be safe. :]

im v tired le o. i go slp 1st le! nite nites!

Hammie n her 3 babies

2008-04-24T00:32:00.002+08:00

*Today is a Happy Day!* 12.30am

:] hehe todae is a happy day! 1stly cuz i slp til 1.30pm! 1st time u noe! since i started working at Night Safari. whenever it's a working day, i will wake up like ard 9am? or 10am? slp about 6-7hrs. i dunno why lehhs.. tink tt job is realli abit stressful. hahaha..

so today i got my OFF. n i went to the Pre-camp briefing @ RiverValley. Took a cab dwn u noe! Zzz.. cuz i woke up late. n they started the briefing late la! cuz they waiting for all these ppl who are also late! Zzzz.. sianz.

aniwaes quite fun la the ppl. most of them noe each other le. im the extra one. hahah but i believe can click la. :]

then aft tt chiong dwn sch plae capball with CLS ppl n juniors! hehes.. so fun!!! realli so happie to plae capball again. whenever i plae capball i feel v good. hahhaa.. but of cuz sometimes when lose feel v sucky. but most of the time is good. :]

then aft few rounds of capball went dwn to Settlers to join LOL ppl. Celebrate meng Bday! hehes.. v fun to hang out with all of them! n tks Jerry, Guan Jie n Weiyuan for being so nice n helpful colleagues!!! :] love them! esp Weiyuan helped alot! clear the mess we made n made such a huge float for MengJuan! hehees.. feel very happy when my frens enjoy themselves at Settlers. :]

so tml im going St John's for CHIJ St Nics camp! yea! finally my 1st camp! hehehs.. looking so 4ward! but i haven pack my stuff! hahaha.. dies. then sat aft break camp go work night safari at night. hahhaa..

my schedule so packed hoh? i dunno why but i like to be v busy. hahaha.. sometimes of cuz i needa rest. budden i will feel v sian while resting at home. hahahah.. omg.. why am i liddat. hahhaa.. being busy makes me happy. hhahhaa..

hao la. i better go pack my bag le! hehe tml 6am needa be at CCK! Zzz.. see u on sun! :]

2008-04-23T02:28:00.004+08:00

*Snake Bites* 2.34am

arhh nahh.. dun worrie. i wasnt bitten by snakes. haven got to handle them yet. but todae 2 person got bitten by snakes! 1 is Weasly and the other is a cleaner.

it was quite scary. cuz Mark, ATee n Shuya was there when the cleaner got bitten. n he was bitten by a Blue Coral Snake. they went to Wiki it n realise tt the Blue Coral Snake is like highly venomous. classified as 1 of the most dangerous snakes in Singapore, same ranking as the Cobra. Scary rites! n the snake was out in the open, just beside the place where we usually get our food.

The Blue Coral Snake

But i heard it was cuz of the cleaner's stupidity. cuz Mark, SY n ATee found the snake 1st, there were like trying to get it into a plastic bag. the cleaner saw, he just use the plastic bag n tried to seize the snake with his bare hands, covered by only a plastic bag. n he snake just snapped at him n he got bitten on the hand.

there is no Anti-venom for this snake's posion n his poison is neurotoxic. Zzz.. omg. Mark was so disraught n worried. but lata on heard tt he is already in stable condition.

as for Weasly, he was handling Rascal the reticulated python. either he din wash his hands properly aft touchin the mice or Rascal was just agitated, he got bitten on his wrist n nw he cannot clenched his fist. Although Rascal isnt poisonous, but can u imagine two fangs sinking into ur flesh? Zzzz grosS..

oh my hamster give birth le! to 4 hammies! but i tink the last one still birth! Zzz.. so sad!!! :( i saw the whole giving birth process larhh!!! hahaha.. so cool! they pop out 1 by 1! nw they all hidden beneath tonnes of tissue! hahaha

tts her with the baby's head popping out!

hahah so cool o!

hope her 3 hammies will grow up happily! :]

2008-04-20T02:36:00.002+08:00

*OFF DAY!!!* 2.36am

im so happy im so glad! SayLin n me gotten an unexpected OFF tml!!! yay!!! WE FINALLY ENDED OUR 6 STRAIGHT DAYS OF ON-THE-JOB-TRAINING!!! congratulations to me! wahahhahaha!

i really needa get some life man. i needa get out tml! past 6 days had been work slp eat work slp eat. onli ytd go rent robe with Kaiquan n had a better b/f of MosBurger.

tml morning is go run w Jie, b/f @ West Coast, then hang ard at home or mabbe i will go do abit shopping myself, then going back to Night Safari, but not work! is to go Ulu Ulu restaurant to eat with Mark, Yuru and SayLin, cuz 50% discount n the food realli quite nice. hahaha.. den aft tt go Clarke Quay drink with LOL ppl. yea man! mon morning Squash! then go work @ nite. so happy!!! hehes.. can wear Uniform liao! :]

ytd i learnt Sound n did by myself. tks to Xan! :] though she was quite fierce n strict with me, budden if not for her, i wldnt have learn so fast. then the Thumbuakar dancers very funny la.. everytime see me will sing "One way! or another! im gonna getya..." cuz their English not very good, so the way they try to communicate with u is like v funnie. hahaha.. but they are realli a bunch of nice ppl.

hao la. im tired le. i shall go rest le! Im so happy!!! hehehehes.. nites! :]

the animals know who is good and who is bad

2008-04-17T10:04:00.004+08:00

*4th Day* 10am

Today will be the 4th day of work @ Night Safari! Today the Thai Teachers frm the Sch of Deaf will oso be coming! actualli was tinking to go see them, but got called in earlier to do script training todae, with Jini. heard script training is gonna be tough. sighs- hafta prepare to get scoldings. luckily got SayLin with me, or else i will be damn scare la.

they were saying tt once u work @ nite safari, ur social life will be reduce to just ur colleagues. its like becoming so true la.. i wun be able to go for the LOL gathering on Sun nite! :( super sianz..

the only comfort is tt SayLin n me will be having our 1st Ben n Jerry's Sun nite aft work. to celebrate the end of our OJT. so we say muz ren! cannot eat BnJ these few nights. They always eat aft work cuz there's staff discount. so one cone is like $2.90. haha.. We oso get to go to Bird Park n Zoo for free! :]

oh n why am i up so early? actualli i woke up automatically. something tt i dun do very often. i slpt at 2.30am ytd. 7hrs of slp. weird. haha.. aniwaes its a good thing la. cuz I've gotta do some research on the animals. Ytd heng i did research on the snakes la! cuz Poh Shan (Big Boss) asked us. Phew~

so todae, im doing Photo with Mark, Prem n Frances. Stress.. cuz Frances n Prem will be there. Hopefulli nth goes wrong. Pray*

oh u noe! on tue, Jessy told me tt Amanda Tee sings in Pub. then i was tinking she look v familiar. Then i rmb! i saw her @ Ben n Jerry's Cathay b4! When i went there with L2G5 the last time! she was singing with another girl. n we were all saying tt Amanda's voice is nicer! Omg. so interesting la.. hahaha..

oso ytd i met Melissa n Amanda Tan. Melissa's really nice n easy to talk to. hope get to work with her more often. :]

N ytd i did Post Deployment with Bala. Hafta clear up the kitchen n wash everything. n i gotta clear this whole box of mice's legs.. all cut up. so sad... n gross. but tts wat we hafta do la.

Working there can be quite fun, but yet stressful. but i guess tt is working life. Esp when u are new. Once u get over this phase, u will be okay. Rmb Jini told us, she's there for the animals, not friends.

Okay. i betta go do my research le. And i have a 3 page script to memorise. OmG. Pray for me man. :]

2008-04-15T01:51:00.004+08:00

*1st Day of Work @ Night Safari* 1.50am

i juz came back! frm nite safari. the uncle was nice enuff to send every1 right up their doorstep.

surely u wan to noe how's my 1st day rite? 2 words to describe: culture shock.

i met another newbie Say Lin @ the bus-stop n we waited for some time b4 we were led in. n i tink we went in at a bad timing bahhs.. things will quite out of place. n an accident happened too. 1 of the staff got bitten by an insect, n an allergic rxn occured. so everything was very hectic.

i was told not to mention too much about nite safari on my blog yet. haha.. cuz it's quite easy to track dwn a staff's blog. so i shldnt elaborate.

main ting about today, we had an orientation of the place. spent time in 3 sector: The photography section, the critters section n the Creatures of the nite show section. basically just watch how everything runs. but we did help out with hosting during photography. n the skills i learnt in Settlers comes in just handy here. :]

things began to calm dwn ard 5pm. when more of the part-timers came in. ppl of our age. so we started to talk more with them. seriously in the afternoon when i 1st step in i was tinking, will i be able to survive tru 7 days? it was quite scary. intimidating i shld say. haha..

alrites aniwaes the ppl there are quite alrite. just hafta get use to them. and 2 particularly nice ppl. 1 of them is so funny n cute.

and the jobscope is quite cool lo. i will get a chance to handle snakes, kill mice by slamming their brains on the counter n dice them up for the snakes' food, clean out poo, interact with tourists n lotsa cleanings. i tink these will cover my 7 days of OJT.

what i learnt frm todae: if u wanna work for long in the nite safari, u must...

learn not to be scare,
get down n dirty,
be able to take scoldings.

oso i din get to take much picture, just 1. n is SayLin who took it, nt me. cuz i din have my hp with me. so lemme end with this pic!

The BIG Cats

2008-04-14T12:02:00.002+08:00

*Newbie* 12.04pm

oww..! i just had my flu jab todae. 4got to tell u ytd, i got my Night Safari job!!! :] so happy lahh.. hehes... i actualli have given up hope on Sat, but they called ytd! phew~ so lucky :]

so later on i will be starting my work. 3pm to midnite. Aniwaes the position i applied for is Animal Show Presenter. budden heard the jobscope consist of oso training and cleaning. so yeapp! todae im a nooB! hehes.. hope my colleagues r nice :]

i cant wait for my 1st show! hehes.. veri nervous.

oso decided nt to go Taipei with Irenes le.. cuz realli no money to spend on this trip. although she is paying for my hotel accomodation :( haiz.. nvm.. save the money to go redang, pahang, stong! hehhes.. im going STONG in June! yay!!! cant wait lo!

Also today is Xin n Alvin Birthday! 21st and 20th birthday! Wish u both a very very happy birthday!!! though i noe Xin mugging, budden muz rest arh! :]

realli miss Xin n Seow! cant wait for their exams to end! :]

i go liaO! go prepare for work. hahaa.. 1st day cannot be late. lata take pics let u all see! tata!

2008-04-14T00:37:00.002+08:00

count to 10 and take a deep breath.

i am learning. to be calm.

and i have tried my best just now.

i need to talk

2008-04-12T15:47:00.003+08:00

*YES! my 1st camp!* 3.50pm

yay!!! i finally secure my 1st camp!!! hehes.. end of this month! weets! so happy. working under Chief Veron. :]

this morn went to Jalan Bahtera MOE Campsite for CHA training. took the ulu bus no. 957 frm CCK n along Lim Chu Kang Road, a few red shirt ppl board the bus n 1 of them (Cerlyn) ask if i am going for the training too! so heng to meet them, cuz i din noe where to alight! haha..

then went there met some other ppl. Farid came too. had the same training with him under Eunice. had some theory session then practical. where we hadda plae the stations. Giant's finger n Vertical wall. Oso learn the correct belaying skills n command. Veron n Mojo were our trainers. Mojo is v funnie. heez

then during break, Veron approached Cerlyn n me to join her camp end of the month! hehes.. finally lo. nw i understand le. ur pay will raise fast if u perform well inside. so u realli needa put ur heart n soul into it. :] n oso it helps if u are frens with the CIC, u can get lotsa camps tt way. now i noe, so i realli hafta start with any camp 1st n noe more ppl!

had lunch with the gang of them at Lot1. quite easy n nice to talk to. the few of us were somehow link to each other. Weijie knows JyhYong n Joan. Karnita noes Sam, Mike oso just grad frm SP. hahhaha.. the world is so small!

ytd went to helped Auntie @ her office with her computer. she dunno hw to transfer data to thumbdrive. spent 1 and half hr there. veri kang kor arhh her old computer! do half way mouse spoil, hafta go get new one. -.-

then aft went to VIvo to meet Shuxian, Alvin, WAyne, Alex, Aud, n Qiqi for dinner. i reached there early n so qiAo see Gangyi!!!! he meeting Kangwei to get present. so i walked with him 1st.

so happy to see them lo!

aft tt when they come le, wanted go Marche, but too full. so went Hei Se Hui (Black Society). the food quite ex lo. is restaurant la. but nevertheless, had a good dinner n nice catch up. Halfway tru dinner GY n KW called me as me go out. n they got Caramel corn for me frm Daiso!!! cuz i said i want to try. they so nice lo!!! thank u!!! :]

Bosses Restaurant aka Hei Se Hui @ Vivo

Our food!!!

2008-04-10T22:18:00.014+08:00

*Stop n Stare* 10.19pm

My new song from the Wed Band @ Wala Wala again! that guy intro me to the song- Lips of an Angel. ytd when we went, it was him again! n we requested tt he sing tt song! :]

okay frm the start. ytd went to KQ hse in the morning. we started our baking for LipTeng. Firstly the spongecake. i asked KQ to buy the spongecake mix cuz i was realli afraid we will fail. cuz my start-from-the-scratch-spongecake failed trice already. didnt wanna take the risk.

Our spongecake mixing @ high speed!

while waiting for the spongecake to bake, we made our breakfast. i was suppose to make pancakes while he's gonna make me focaccia sandwich! budden his sandwich was faster n so we ended up eating tt 1st.

n u noe tt toot KQ! he cannot differentiate between Cabbage n Lettuce. He go n put cabbage in my sandwich!!!

Cabbagey Sandwich

YEW!!! i hate raw cabbage, so i said "Lets toast our sandwiches". and look wat happened...

toot KQ did not check the toaster n let my bread burnt! :(

Nevertheless it was nice lahhs.. hahaha... just abit too cabbagey.

aft a nice b/f we were too full for pancakes, so we cont with the cake. Hoever, due to somebody, we had lack of butter. wahaha.. hadda wait for CC to come n meet her @ HV to get some butter.

CC wore the colourful top tt we gave her and she looked v pretty in it! :] cuz is i choose de ma! wahahhaa.. :p

when we went back to the hse, we slice the cake n layer with Ganache cuz it's meant to be Super Chocolate Fudge Cake! heh heh heh

CC was the main designer for the cake. and TADA.....!

while the cake was setting in the fridge, we prepared our dinner! and due to somebody again, we have got no seaweed to roll our sushi! so we ended up eating nigiri instead of maki. However our nie-ing (squeezing) technique is nt so good, so we just press the rice into a shape and eat with Takuan and tuna. hahaha...

Look @ our hands! as dirty as _ai_uan. hehe

We oso had apple dippers with our left over Ganache.

my god.. i do nth but eat with i go to KaiQuan hse. Zzzz... but it's so fun! hehes

Then we watch a very stupid Anime called Panda Go Panda or smth liddat. it was so lame. bth. the 3 of us were like Errr..... n we ended up watching Howl's Moving Castle. It was quite nice! but all is so Meng Huan. The happy ending is too happy le.. hahaha..

Then we went to meet up with LipTeng @ Wala Wala ard 9pm. He bought us Donuts! frm Harrods n KK! OmG. i had quite enuff of donuts. hahaha.. he oso gotten me n CC this!

Sam came to joined us around 10 plus. they dranked Asahi while i was just enjoying the music by the live band. we hadda leave. leaving KQ n Sam there. cuz we stay far far away. i took like an hr plus to get to KQ hse la! Zzzz...

then this morning went with Papa to jogging. My papa is so strong lo. every morning go jog reservoir. i dun tink i can wake up every morning to do so. but i will try. hehehe

Met with Mummy @ Coffeshop for b/f. so long din go tt Coffeeshop le, last time always go there for fishball noodles n toast. That uncle say "Wah! ur daughter so big liaO!" hahaha.. he grew older too! :x

then went home to prepare the feast for the night! well actualli nt a feast, just prepared for me n mummy! cuz Jie n Pa nt eating @ home. sadds. :(

todae is the 1st day i stayed at hm the whole day since start of holiday lo. so i hadda watch my 200 pounds beauty! so i prepared myself a Ham n Cheese toast (again) n settled dwn to watch. The girl is so super pretty la!!!! n the guy oso v good looking!!! Omg lo.. they so pei! i watched til i cry larhhs!!! love the show! sighs-

then i started preparing dinner. On the menu is Thai Asparagus n Sweet n Sour Pork! i prepare frm 7pm til Mummy came back at 8.10pm. wahhaha! still haven finish! Mummy kindly helped out, she helped me cut the veggie. Finally had it all done at 8.40pm. n we settled dwn to eat!

nt tt i wanna boast, but it realli tasted nt too bad! hehes

Sweet n Sour Pork

Thai Asparagus

My mummy sae is finger licking good kayys! hehehe.. :p

but i felt tt the veggie abit too salty n the pork abit too much flour. but other than tt, shld be alrite. hahaha...

shld list some credits for this dishes... many tks to...

The Wok Bible....

.... and its owner!

hehes

hao la! i going to do smth liaO! update again tml! nite nites! :]

2008-04-09T00:41:00.003+08:00

*Cheese n Ham Baguette* 12.41am

i have been eating this for supper 2 nights in a row.. cuz ytd i got 2 halves baguette frm Carrefour n it expires tml. dun wanna waste it so toasted it with cheese n ham. nice.. but the baguette isnt of good quality.

im quite sleepy already actually. but just a brief update on todae!

In the morning went to the Zoo for interview. it was almost same as the 1st interview i went. read a script to them. but this time it was grp interview. i din performed v well, budden competitors were about my standard. so can onli prays. haha..

aft tt went to Sentosa with Weik, Yutai n Jermain to celebrate Jerm bday. it rained la! halfway into our card game. then we chiong for Shelter at KouFu. they ate smth n the rain stopped. we went back there again n aft half an hr, it poured like anything la!

i was having such a relaxing time lying on the mat n staring up the sky lo!

the coconut tree underneath the dark dark sky

oso we saw alot of monks there todae.. we saw a few of them smoking larhhs! hmm dunno r they actualli allowed to do so..

Below is a pic showing Weik's weird habit of eating ice kachang with his deformed spoon.

k tts all! i need some slp! tml BIG day! :]

2008-04-07T01:17:00.005+08:00

*i Dun Like Changes* 1.17am

changes suck big time lo. i hate it.

met up with LAOPO today!!! so so soo happy to see her!!! i miss her sooo much lo!!! oso see tt stupid Yutai. we go sing K together. im nvr going Kbox again man. tt place is so low standard aft i went to Chevrons KTV. hahaha siaNz.

okies then we went to Suntec. i met with a Super nt helpful Singaporean n i was super low.. so we went to cheer ourselves up with a pint of BnJ! wahahhahaha!

aft tt Laopo went hm, YT n me went to Vivo.

had a chat with both of them todae... YT is bigg mouth! blab out so many things! wahahhahaha :x then i told them alot of things oso!!! old de oso dig out n say! they are my 2 most trustable friends (besides xin n seow)! hahaha..

aniwaes i will nt be fan. cuz there is nth to fan. i oso dun tink there will be anything to fan about. so dun worry k! if the time comes to fan, then u will be the 1st person i will fan! hehehehe :]

oh yea! i got a call frm nite Safari to go dwn for an interview on tue! so excited!!! hehe.. if succeed then i will be an Animal show presenter! hehehes!

i love gatherings n chats! :]

dun treat me differently, cuz i can sense it.

2008-04-06T03:30:00.002+08:00

*Tireds of What?* 3.46am

went swimming in the morn. so long nvr swim le. so shiok! then went Sengkang to meet CW they all to visit Auntie! so so so happy to see Auntie!!!! but she seemed so weak.. but she still very chatty! hahaha.. had an hr plus chat with her.. i miss her sooo much!!! now when i go work nobody to talk to me in the kitchen le! :(

went to work with CW n Alvin. so long din work le.. n 1st day i work i spoil ppl bday surprise. Zzz... cuz a table requested for their cake to be brought up. they inform CW, then CW brought up le i sae i serve. but i realise i dunno who is the 1 who requested for the cake. n i dunno issit a surprise ma, so i dun dare to ask. then suddenly i rmb i saw the 4 of them walk in together n 1 is holding the cake so i tot all of them noe le. so i went to the table n ask, "ermm, u all requested for a cake rite?" then 1 of the guy's eyes grew v big n he like choke liddat. he stood up n sae "wat did u sae? oh yahh we ordered fish burger!"

then i knew wat happened n i began to luff larhhs.. siaNz.. i felt so guilty aft tt.. cuz nt a surprise anymore. so sorry! :(

then quite okay la.. nt v tireds. see Kyla they all i happy le. Kyla tt ger super crappish!

k tts all for the day! im sleepy le. go orh orh! :]

u can stop it le. stop wasting ur effort. i wun fall for the same trick twice.

2008-04-05T01:54:00.002+08:00

*Bygones* 2am

went to CLS games day today! in the afternoon Weijian woke me up with his call, asking me go dwn to eat lunch with them n Mr Ho. then i went dwn got to see Peikun n him! so happy lo! i miss my beloved Seniors so muchh! :]

then aft went to eat buffet at Staff Centre, funny tings happen larhhs.. so stupid lo. bth! tt stupid Weijian! haha.. but ended up he treated me to lunch, so still okay. wahahaha :p

then i joined Jennifer's station most of the time. played water n soap n mud n everything! i so miss the time when i was a GL.

during evening they played Treasure Hunt w Angels n Devils. tt was quite boring cuz most of them quite low le. see liaO oso sadds.. i oso cant seem to find back my kick to bring up the spirits. or rather i dun feel suitable to do it bahhs. but tings will be different when im attending camps as Camp Facilitator! :] i shall be HIGH HIGH HIGH! :]

oh! during the game, somehow some1 lost the Mr Ho's access card. so all of us dispatch to go n find. Shao yong so super guilty n sad larhhs.. see liaO i oso sadds. Shao Yong is a super good person lo. n i tink he is v responsible too! n he is becoming my PR successor! im so happy!!! hehes.. Shao Yong wo yong yuan zhi ci ni! wahahaha...

then dinner with most of them @ Clementi. Tze Hao n Chia Hui were there too. it has been long since my last dinner @ Clementi. Still rmb during Poly always go there for dinner with Seniors, everytime aft CapBall or Poly50 or just any event. -sighs- i realli miss those days alot alot!!! i miss being a year 1/ year 2. i miss Weijian's batch seniors. :(

i went to clear my hotmail inbox... checked all the past emails to see which can be deleted n realise there r lotsa msges tt i forgotten about. i realise tt tru my Poly Years, realli lotsa lotsa lotsa things happened to me. Many Ups n also many many Downs. i realise i have learn alot n tru reading these emails, i refreshed my memory of these events, rmbering hw wonderful life was 2 years ago.

sometimes i realli wish time cld just turn back. mabbe if i took a different route then, it wld have make a great difference. mabbe just change 1 thing tt i have done, things wld all be different now. it's so crazy how tings changed so fast.

im just so amazed.

2008-04-04T03:20:00.005+08:00

*Chef Yeo* 3.21am

todae went to Chef Yeo hse again w CC. i nw so familiar with his hse i noe hw to close his toilet door liao! wahhaha.. he cooked Gong Bao Ji Ding for us! actually the dish is call, Sichuan chicken in Gong Bao Sauce.. wahahhaa.. CC helped to carry the chicken meat onto the chopping board n i helped to diced the chicken! heh heh!

and then Chef Yeo mixed up some steps in his 'Wok Bible' n we ended up with a very salty n not spicy Gong Bao Chicken. but still taste nt bad larhhs.. must give him credits for being so brave to try to poison his dear frens... wahahaha..

aniwaes im alright, din LS. CC shld be alright too! hehes...

Chef Yeo's Sichuan Chicken with Gong Bao Sauce

Chef Yeo oso make salmon cheese toast for us! yummy! hehehe.. so xin fu! got so many things to eat! CC n me eat til so full lo!

it started to rain heavily just when we wanted to leave KQ hse. then they acc me walk to HV Phoon Huat to get some stuff. CC n me were sharing a big umbrella n KQ selfishly took 1 big umbrella all to himself.

the road outside his hse flooding like mad larhhs! then in the end CC n me kena splashed til become drop-in-the-soup-chicken! by the stupid hao lian ppl driving big big cars who dun wan to slow down instead purposely drive faster into the big stupid puddle to make us all wet. Zzz... we were trapped at the crossing lo, and helplessly being splashed by so many cars u noe! Zzz..

budden it was realli quite funny, i 1st time kena splashed by car til so cham. CC n me luff til stomachache.. aft tt when we getting drier liao on the way nearing HV, this stupid Merc drove dwn the slope, CC n me were at the bottom. he was driving quite fast n i was like "Cheryl, errr...." then SPLASH! we werent quick enuff to siaM. tt was a super big splash larhh! mostly kena CC. then CC so super angry she turn ard point middle finger to the driver! wahahhaa.. so funny larh! then she kept scolding.. hahhaa... bth tt ger. hahhaa..

aft tt we parted liao, i went to meet Nasir n Weik for dinner @ Dhoby Xchange Just Acia. i did smth v stupid larhh.. i cldnt decide between Spinach Tofu or the Dumpling Meal, so they ask me to toss a coin. Then i took a 20cent coin n flipped, in the end flip to another table beside us larhs! Zzz.. so diu lian!!!! then i force Weik go help me find, he even go ask another table gt see a 20c coin anot. hahaha

aniwaes the ice cream n drinks there are FREE FLOW!!!! so i chiong the ice cream! wahahha.. i scope til so nice lo.. i so got standard, din let Settlers down! wahhahaa..

aft tt went to shop supermarket to buy my Raspberry but dun have.. So gotten peach instead. Somehow i love to shop supermarts lo. hahaha dunno why also!

aniwaes i blog so much tink my peach white chocolate muffins ready liao! hahah all cooled n ready to eat! :]

Peach White Chocolate Mini Muffins!

Yummilicious!

Got one looked particularly Chao Ta cuz i added Cherry Jam inside, which is a new creation. but in the end it flowed out while baking, but still it tasted alrites! hehes..

Hao la! so super late le, muffins oso done n i shall go slp! tml going for CLS games day n mabbe at nite will join Shu Zhen they all go pubbing. Rest lo! nites! :]

glad we are out of each other's lives

2008-04-03T00:55:00.002+08:00

*Meet Up* 1am

i received a piece of very bad news today. i called Auntie wanting to tell her tt im going dwn on Sat to visit her as i wanna pass her sum stuff i bought for her frm HK. however i was told she is dwn with an illness n tts y she left the cafe. i'm sad to know bout it. But there's nth i can do except to pray for her. i will miss Auntie so much! :(

just nw had dinner with Ben dan, Weijian n Weik @ MS foodcourt. pass Ben Dan her krispy kreme. tml going over to KQ hse. cook! hahaha.. 4eva doing tt. hao la.. i go slp le! so tired! this week is FULL! i wanna start work sOoN!!!

2008-04-02T03:57:00.006+08:00

*End of Eat Shop Sleep* 4am

yo yo yo! im back!!! once again! from Hong Kong this time! wEets!

Hong Kong was OKAY. i like the weather there! so cooling!!! can wear baggy baggy jacket everytime i go out. wun sweat oso! heez..

did some shopping.. mostly bought sports goods from all the factory outlets.. spent the most in Nike.

then we ate many diff tings too! the food there quite ex ehhs! but i tried their egg tart, Bo Lo Bao, milk tea, Wanton noodles, Yu Dan, Pearl milk tea.. all quite nice! heez.. esp their Pearl milk tea! love it so much!

oso had Dim sum @ a restaurant, not bad. quite cheap!

aniwaes had quite a fun trip i can say. only bad thing is the hostel, got cockroaches! Yewww... n their bathroom is 1 m sq by 1 m sq! waahahhaha.. so small larhhs!

let my pics do the talking bahhs!

Just touchdwn @ HK International Airport

Krispy Kreme!!!! (1st food consumed in HK)

The nice nice Dumpling noodleS!

Fa Yuen Jie

My 1st smelly Tofu!

Huang Da Xian Temple

NIKE!!!! Cheap cheap!

Going to take airport express

Me n my little blue luggage

Fufilling experience larhhs can say.. sad din get to meet my Sista there. :(

Oso very happy for a friend! BRAVO! :] u did it le! hope u r happy now :]

I am abit sad.. cuz my necklace n anklet broke. I'm gonna get new necklace n anklet using my 1st pay! :]

k i go slp le! tml morn breakfast is Lao Po Bing n Krispy Kreme.. hahaha nites!

2008-03-27T05:27:00.003+08:00

*Leaving for Hong Kong!* 5.28am

WOO!!!! i am leaving for HK in half an hr's time. in Changi airport now, everyone of us using the free internet access larhhs.. mostly blogging! wahhahaa.. now I'm getting abit excited liaO! cant wait to eat all the good food there! hehes...

Juz nw went for FO camp 08. See all my great grandchildren. i helped in the nightwalk. With seow we stationed at 1 station. heez... glad to see Seow n Xin b4 i leave.

Okiees.. nth much to say liaO! tt stupid Weikand staring at my screen now. hehes.. go liaO larhhs! tata! :]

2008-03-26T00:02:00.006+08:00

*Not So Tireds Anymore* 12.04am

i was a walking zombie when i woke up today. I woke up late n was late in meeting Lip Teng n Kai Quan! Zzz... paiseh arhh.. make u all wait so long! hehe.. but they so understanding nehhs! :p

we went to Minds Cafe, I won in 90% of the game larhhs! Kai Quan was the ULTIMATE BIG LOSER! wahahhahaa! KAI QUAN u suck! :p (i noe u r reading) :] hehehes... but he going to work at Settlers soon, so mabbe in a few months time he wont suck so much! wahahhaha

then aft tt we went to eat Soup Spoon! upon my request! hehehes.. i Love Soup Spoon! So healthy and so Yummy! but the wrap i ordered todae was YUCKS! Tikka Chicken. Shall nt eat that anymore! but my all time fav Tokyo Chicken Stew saved the day! :]

Then Lip Teng went to meet Xiao Ling @ PS while Kai Quan n i were contemplating on whether to get the J.Co Donuts. or rather is just me. wahahhaha.. n that evil Kai Quan kept pyscho-ing me to get! Zzz.. while considering, we went to O'ChaCha! the staff gave us a sample of the Ocha Latte, n then we gotten ourself the Azuki Ocha Freezie! omG! is so heavenly larhhs!

Azuki Ocha Freezia w Kai Quan's dirty hand :x

then we stormed Jason's market place to look at those recipe's book (while deciding whether to get the donut) hahaha.. but in the end we din get it larhhs.. next time bahs! :]

ytd was realli too tired to update much. i keep falling aslp infront of the comp. aniwaes ytd oso went out with Lip Teng n KaiQuan plus Meng, we went to SPCA then Kai Quan's hse. His dad cooked Japanese cuisine for us! complete with Salmon Sashimi, Taikuan (Jap Radish), Cucumber, UNAGI, miso soup n jap rice! Weets! so super nice larhhs! Eat til so super full.. aft tt still got honey dew n apple n grapes! wahahaha tks KaiQuan + Family! :]

oh yah then i went home ytd at JE interchange, there was this idiotic n sick Bangala who kept taking pics of women using his camera phone. n he din even bother to switch off his camera sound larHs! den there was this stupid lady who wore a spag dress went to walk infront of him, then he turned n faced her n took her pics! he is so IDIOTIC! i was so angry i took out my hp n started to take pic of him too! he saw me doing it n he took my pic too! GRRRRR....

when he was taking his 1st pic...

when he was taking a pic of me!

when im free im going post him on STOMP. So angry larhhs! Grrr.... these ppl are becoming Dan Da Bao Tian! GRRRRRRRRRR

i still haven pack my bags. im leaving like tml? to go FO. hahaha.. Zzzz...

when i was working at the Toa Payoh Hub i met an uncle who talked to me. i told him alot of things too. n i begin to see things clearer. heez.. so ppl dun worrie! im alrights! :] tks for the concern :]

k larhhs.. i go le. tml gotta wake up early! nites! :]

2008-03-25T01:49:00.004+08:00

*Tireds* 1.51am

these few days had been quite tiring! worked over the weekends @ Toa Payoh Hub for the promoting of frozen food by AVA. Main job is ushering n give out booklets. n face all the desperate aunties.. Zzzz

worked with Chenloon n his frens. all v fun ppl! so easy to click with them n they are v entertaining too! hahaha..

They looked so gay in aprons! hehehe
From left to right to centre:
(Yi Long, Jeremy, Ned, Brian, Chenloon n Me!)

All of them so big sized lo.. so scary. wahhahaa.. but tt Yi Long super di seow. he sae til i keep hitting them lo. hahahhaha

okay my eyes are closing soon. realli canot take it le. i update u tml!

2008-03-23T01:17:00.002+08:00

*Will i Be Able To...?* 1.20am

today was a tiring but fun day. until i reached home, i became quite sad. i tink.

i want to scream tt its unfair, but i cant. i wan to cry, but i cant. i cant show tt im affected. i've to hold back my feelings so tt there will not be more than 1 person who will get upset.

its not anybody's fault. really. who can i blame.

life is just like that.

u cant have everything that u want.

can i talk to u?

2008-03-21T03:36:00.007+08:00

*Pad Sing* 3.40am

wat am i doing up so late? i juz finish my FACIAL n waiting for it to solidify larhhs.. hahaha! :p

todae was such a fruitful day. went to HA for the interview. woke up so friggin early and headed down to River Valley Rd. It was raining so heavily lorhhs, then a single decked 143 came. super Zzz... aniwaes i manage to reach there just on time.

Aft 2 hrs of interview, and some team building, i managed to get the job in CHA. then get to know a no. of new friends. went with 3 of them for lunch at Central aft tt. next Mon morn got training lorhhs.. so early again.. Zzz...

then i went dwn to Vivo to meet Tai. Chatted with him for awhile and i headed dwn to HV to meet Kai Quan, Sam n Ching Haw. we bought all the ingredients le then we proceed on to KQ hse. We started preparing the ingredients for Pad Thai (Fried Noodle Thai Style), and we started cooking without properly getting ready.

The dish came out alrite, but it didnt smell as fragrant as tt we made in Thailand. hahaha... but it tasted alrite. Lip Teng came just when we finish cooking, thus the 6 of us finished that big bowl of wat we call, the Pad Sing! (Fried Noodles Singapore trying to copy Thai style) hehes

Pad Thai the Singapore Style

TADA! yummy! :]

Aft the delicious Pad Thai meal, we were tinking to order Pizza. wahahhaha! but all of us ren! we ren til 6pm when our soaked glutinous rice was ready, we prepared our Kao Neow MaMuang aka Mango Sticky Rice. We thought this dish wld be simpler, however the rice turns out to be abit hard n not so sticky. Nevertheless, it was a good job done for 1st timers like us! :]

Kao Neow w MaMuang

me n LT stayed on aft tt to watch the 9pm show. then he acc me to Cold Storage where i gt all the things i need. and we headed back home.

Alot of stupid things happen during our cooking experience. hahaha.. they really very stupid larhhs.. keep making fun of KQ. hehes.. tml got LOL gathering. realli looking 4ward! hehhes.. :p

So now my FACIAL is gonna solidify soon i shall oso go slp liaO. or else tml i sure CMI de! hahaha... Nite nites!

end by showing u a super nice pic! :]

Us @ the Rainbow Fall Trek

2008-03-18T16:23:00.006+08:00

*im BacK!* 4.24pm

hello!!! im back from Labour of Love (LOL) Thailand (Chiang Mai) 2008 27th Feb - 17th March! wahahahhaha.. n i feel so happy.

happy to have been on this trip, happy to meet new friends like KaiQuan, Lip Teng, Dennis aka Muthu, May, Siew Lee etc. happy to get to know old friends like Cheryl, Jon, Meng Juan, Jun Hao, Peter etc better. happy to have learnt sign language. happy to have met up with Mike (from ASEAN Youth CIP 2006) in Bangkok. and happy to have new memories created. :]

I went to Chiang Mai Anusarnsunthorn School for the Deaf. On Day 1, the children greeted us with much enthusiasm. Thai ppl are ever so friendly and polite. They helped us to carry our luaggages and settled down in our dorm.

There were children age ranging from 10 - 20 years old. We were introduced to the kids at the next morning assembly and each of us given a sign name. Mine was with both my hands cross and index fingers pointing in and out in and out. The children gave us those sign names. Mine is still unexplained. hahha

my workgroup was workshop. our task was to build a barricade at the playground such tt the children do not throw sand into the neighbour's hse and to paint on the wall to beautify the school n to fix the spoilt tables and chairs. Fixing of the tables n chairs was hard work, cuz they cannot be fixed properly no matter how we do it. most of us grew pek chek aft awhile. however, painting of the mural was nicely done :]

I also got to make alot of new friends over there. Esp while working at the playground, the kids and some of the older children wld come dwn to look at us doing our work, just to keep u company, or talk to u. i meet these bunch of girls at the playground n i chatted with them using sign language n a Thai to English Dictionary for quite awhile. soon i grew quite close to 3 of them.

1 of them was 11 years old and she run to hug me everytime she sees me. she then became to be known as my Nu Er as she looks abit like me too. haha

the one on my right is one of my gd fren and the one on my left is my nu er. :]

above is the twin girls, the one on my right is the quieter one, the one on my left is the noisy, active and emotional one. and also my fav fav girl and best friend over at the school.

there was 1 night in which she and another girl sneaked out of their dorm to chat with Pat. And i was there with them, i chatted with her for 1 hr plus i tink. we talk bout many things. they were very curious abt our life in Singapore.

she was also the one who made me cried while we left the school. haha cuz she cried. luckily my nu er left earlier than me. or else i wld have cried even worse.

anyways life over there was really great. we had 3 full meals a day, which explains for all the weight i put on. haha and oso friendly matches every once in awhile. Had soccer, volleyball, basketball and captain ball aka chairball. of which i participated in 3. i sprained my pinkie during the bball match and luckily Ms Ng helped me tui na, or else wld have been even more swollen.

aniways they are v zai lo, we only won them properly in basketball. they rest of the matches all they win. Chairball is cuz no guys are allow to play, their girls are damn good at shooting larhhs.. the onli difference is we muz shoot into a basket tt the captain is holding.

and this is my FAV teacher over there. he is the PE teacher who always organise friendly matches, taught me Muay Thai, treat me Gah Feh (Coffee) and taught us bad words in Thai. he is a super joker lo.

and this is no. 13 the soccer player. he is one of the cuter lookin guys over there. and Cheryl's fav is no. 14 JemLong. He is one pro soccer player. i do not have his pic but i bet Cheryl have a lot. hahaha.. :p

actually there are alot to update, i oso dunno how to organise them. but i will have to cut it short as im going out soon. the last impt thing i wanna say is, aft i left the sch n went to BKK, we stayed at Asia Hotel. and the best thing tt happened to me in BKK is tt i got to meet up with Mike, although i paid 275 Baht for it, it was worth every single cent. haha

he came to my Hotel Lobby ard 1am BKK time and we hugged the moment we saw each other larhhs! i missed him so much lo! we chatted for 1 and a half hrs. Cheryl, Lip Teng they all waited for me at the side til they wanna slp liaO. hehes.. im very amazed by Mike, he is becoming a Barista and has his own small business. he gave me a small gift, something tt he did with photoshop. i will miss him so much. but i will be there for his Cafe Opening if i can! :]

okays. nw i need go out le. i will update more bout the trip if i can. see u! :]

2008-03-03T21:45:00.002+08:00

*In Love* 8.50pm (BKK Time)

oh no!!! im falling in love... with Patrick's god son!!!! he is so cute!!!!

todae is such a fabulous day! omg... i tink im gonna miss this place alot. the kids are so super adorable lohs!

juz nw i was painting the wall and my fingers were stained with black paint. then he came over, saw my hand, and held my hand n lead me to the sink. n u noe wat he did? he helped me washed my hands!!!! he used his tiny hands to scrub away those black paints on my hands... omg... i fell in love with him at tt very moment. he is so shy and cute larhhs! omg omg! im so excited rite now! hahahha

then he wan to find Patrick, so i lead him to Pat and he ran to hug him larhhs.. he is so cute mans. hahaha

then todae Patrick, Rong Xuan, Terence, Jonathan, Kai Quan, Wilson Khoo played soccer against the Thai Sch team. heard they got overall 2nd in Thailand. they very lihai larhhs! then the PE teacher got helped us play. he very funnie de loh! veri naughty oso.. pulled the pants of his soccer player. the best teacher around! :] hahhaa in the end we won cuz they got give us face larhhs.. hahaha

and i found a Thai student whu look like me. actualli is she found me. cuz they pulled me over to take pic with her. then they sae i look alike as her. hahah next time show u all pic when i upload.
then when im painting the wall, a bunch of girls came over to chat with me. i tink im getting good at sign language. hahhaa.. i can actualli understand most of wat they sae. hahhaa.. then they gossip with me larhhs! they told me who they tink is good looking, then keep asking me whether tt one is my bf, this one is my bf... hahhaa.. veri funnie larh them.

then i chatted with Jon n Pat, very funnie oso. found out alot of tings ;)

k larhh! i realli gtg le. Mr Ho chasing me. i update again soOOn.

i realli love this place! go find the girls to gossip le! tata! :]

2008-02-27T03:46:00.003+08:00

*Bye Bye!* 3.46am

wow. im about to leave in an hr time n im like haven pack finish? hahaha

ytd juz came back frm msia trekking, then todae go sch play captain ball with the GLs, and juz nw aft reach hm Seow n Xin came over my area for a chat. we chatted til 2am larhhs. tts y im now liddat. hahaha..

i relli deserve to die. always so last min. tsk tsk!

ehhs.. msia trekking was quite fun arhhs! can onli update when i come back frm Thailand, cuz photos not ready. hees..

i checked my exams results le, can go in peace. haha

i will be back on the 17 March! tks all for the sms well wishes! i will takkaires de! :] see u Soon!

2008-02-23T01:12:00.003+08:00

*P.S. i love you* 1.15am

i cried and laughed n cried and laughed. in the end i went to watch with Irenes. cuz in the morning met her at NTU. Irenes cried everytime Hilary Swank recieved a letter. haha.. its realli quite touching. Ireland men r realli good looking. 1 more want added! trip to Ireland! haha :p

oh yah went to see the Palmist, the things he sae v funnie. make Seow n Xin laugh like mad.. hahha... He sae i'm very strong, too strong. hahaha.. and then aft tt i dun wan mention here liaO.. hahaha! u wan noe come ask me personally. hahhaa... but aft listening did get some reassurance lahhs.. hmm.. oH he oso mention tt since im so strong, i shldnt marry a Sissy husband, i shld marry someone sexy and WILD. wahahhahahhaaha! so i tink im going to Ireland. hahahhaa :p

i pack til headache lehhs.. hahaha.. hate packing lo. though i love going overseas. hahhaa.. siaNz.

Weiquan flying off tml le! he going to China for ITP. hope he get BIG BIG present for me! hehes Bon Voyage Weiquan! :]

wat else... actualli nth much to Blog. hahaha.. juz looking 4ward to the trips, and coming back frm Thailand!

oh had a chat with Papa ytd. i need to start thinking again.

juz nw walk walk walk i suddenly tot of smth lehs.. then felt v touched. cuz i piece together all the small small things this person did for me. wan to say thank you!!! :] xie xie ni!

hao la. headache arhhs.. going slp le! nite nite!!!

2008-02-22T01:39:00.002+08:00

*Best Old Friends* 1.40am

wow wow! i just came back from yet another SUPERB catching up session! 1stly with Chenloon and Xizhou, then went to find Seow n Xin. Love all of them loads lo!

this morn went to sch for meeting. then went to practice dance. not bad larhhs.. we almost gonna finish learning le! n u noe wat! Bae taught us how to breakdance! n i manage to learn 1 move!!! waaahhahaha! yea man! i noe di ban dong zuO! hehes..

aft tt went to CityHall to meet CL n XZ lo. then we went to Changing Appetite. Actually Waraku Pasta, budden alot of ppl. hmm although the food wasnt reali good, but the company was amazing! i tell u we are realli like long lost friends lo. No awkwardness though we haven't realli talk to each other for 6 years. Though they 2 keep suaning me, budden its realli, funnie. i luff alot alot larhhs.. n summore we were the same camp grp during Sec 3 camp, then we talked about the things last time, so funnie!!!

its realli v nan de lo i tell u, 3 ppl frm diff classes and diff stream: Express, Normal Acad, Normal Tech. we click super well larhs! haha.. its so fun lo, talking to them. haha i realli hope to meet up with lots more ppl! next up is Bear n Derek liaO! haha..

oh.. im gonna leave for Msia on sat then come back mon. wed leave for Thailand le! hehes.. so looking forward man!

tml going to NIE! go with Seow go find the Shi Fu to Kan Ming. hahaha.. Cuz heard them mention, i v gian. he like v accurate. but i noe my character, aft listening sure tink alot. budden juz curious lo. i will take it with a pinch of salt nia! hehe.. :p

i realli hope got one person to listen to me whine... hahaha.. alot of tings i wanna sae n whine n complain about. tml mabbe im gonna go watch movie, alone! hehes.. cuz gonna watch a show tts gonna make me cry. heez! see u! :p

2008-02-20T02:19:00.006+08:00

*Changed Blogskin* 2.20am

i changed my blogskin! hehes.. the song is nice :]

Ooo... juz nw went to learn Thai language. the teacher is super cheeky larhhs! he taught us alot of bad things! tsK! but v funnie larhhs.. haha.. remind me of P'Den, P'Pyg, p'Naam, Mike, Deen.. miss them :( the lesson was alrites larhs, considering i stayed in Thailand for 7 weeks b4. can manage basic Thai. :]

aft tt Gym with CC, Meng Juan, Bae and Lip Teng. Uncle David v disturb de lo. he saw us then he sae "eh u all go swimming arh, if so i also wan to go and swim" haha.. he speak mandarin larhhs. direct translation. super se lo. bth. haha.. then aft tt he come into gym talk to us. treat as entertainment. haha.. then i saw my ou xiang Ling Er, she was swimming. she's a triathelete, heard got champion for alot of compe. Ou Xiang lo! hehes

had 2 injections ytd. somehow i wasnt v scared. tink cuz b4 tt i was trying to control my fear. keep telling myself i needa control my fear, cant let it get the better of me. tink can be done de lo! b4 i Bungee Jump i will use the same method, mabbe then wun be scare le. hehes my wish is to be brave n strong n daring lo! :]

recently i keep thinking of smth. but frm tml onwards, im gonna stop tinking about it. cuz i guess it's not worth the time? besides, i cant afford to.

hao bah, i gtg slp le. tml eating b/f w mummy and going shopping @ Sheng Shiong in the morn. hees. nites! :]

Tireds - aft Badminton

the pineapple tarts tt KaiQuan taught us!

2008-02-18T02:21:00.002+08:00

*Cooled* 2.30am

juz came back frm nite cycling with Rabnick n Meng.

felt so much better.

mabbe im abit xiao qi oso. sighs. i oso dunno. i juz dun like ppl being so fake, so hypocritical.

aniwaes we went to eat PRATA! wahahahha! Zzz... dies. the jogs oso cannot make up for wat im eating nowadays! oMg. i mus CONTROL! which i did quite well in Settlers ytd. haha.. smth gross happen, but i tink im not allow to mention here. hahaha.. aniwaes they realli break my heart larhs.. these ppl. sighs-

okays.. so we went to Labrador park aft tt. the view is still SO NICE!!!! can see Sentosa oso.. we sit there chatted for quite long. i tink about 3 years nvr see Rabnick le.. hahaha so nice to catch up. n next week gonna meet CL n Xizhou. hahaha super hohhs. this worse, around 4 years nvr catch up. im realli doing alot of catching ups. hahhaa

k larhs. tml needa go get poke by needles! :S go slp lor. nites!

why is it you?

2008-02-17T19:25:00.002+08:00

*So Stuffy* 7.30pm

so many things tt i can take. but try not to raise ur voice at me.

when one person is angry, its easy to put dwn everything can go.

when there is nth for u to stay, its easy to juz leave.

wats holding me back then?

2008-02-10T14:43:00.000+08:00

*AcHinG* 2.45pm

Phew! juz came back frm BT trek with steven (my boss) leading the way, alvin n chinwee. it was an okay route. tink walk with weixin they all b4. dairy farm. n i saw some ppl tt realli inspire me o! i saw a few ladies they were carryin backpacks i tink tt weighs about 15kg? and they were wearing weights on their ankles, n they were trekking up BT. im full of admiration for them. for their stamina and for their determination. *clapps*

i want to put in my long term wish list, tt is to climb Everest. budden i dun dare to put it dwn yet. or else it might be 1 more thing i cant accomplish. but i will train n train n train. n 1 day when im confident enough, i will put scaling Everest into my wishlist. :] hehes

hmm nw slacking at home. later going Settlers. nw tinking whether to go Jason's hse 1st. Gangyi Meng they all there.

oh aniwaes ytd Sentosa was fun larhs! hahaha Luqman came! like hw many years nvr see him le. his muscles so big now! wahahhaha... all of us keep telling him tt. hahaha.. he was my Laogong lo last time. hahaha nw got gf liaO. cannot. hahaha

then i tink we realli old le lo. all of our stamina drop like mad u noe!!! all of us felt the same way larhhs! last time we can continuously plae ultimate frisbee, beach volley, water captain ball for how many hrs. and NOW, we play awhile captain ball alreadi wan to die le lo! seriously. so sadds.

we plae awhile stop plae awhile stop. hahaha.. then Qing brought Zeze here! hes so cute. all of us keep playing with him. esp Gangyi n me. Gangyi kept teasing Zeze lo, make til he super high. he stayed with us from afternoon til we go hoeren hse ard 2am lehhs! n he's not tired! he's super hyper!! @ 1st i hyper with him de, around 11pm i cmi liao.. but he still so hyper! hahaha.. Qing, i understand how xin ku it is to bring up a child. i pei fu u! jiayoU!!! :]

then Gangyi as usual the clown, kept trying to entertain everyone. hahaha... can always count on them to bring up the mood. tks! :] n u noe wat Gangyi did. they put a whole bag of sand in my bag which i din realise til i go n bathe larhhs! no wonder i felt tt my bag was so heavy! Grrr... we bathe in the open lo. me irenes n wen. cuz toilet v full, we bathe with clothes on, but saw lotsa things we shldnt see. wahhahaha!

aniwaes aft tt wanted go pour the sand on Gangyi de, then he kept saying isnt him. then i tot is Ian, went to hit him. n in the end aft i reached home, GY told me it was him. n he sae he's not scare of me. hahaha.. GY u gonna die SOON!

actuali they go out with me they very suay, always kena hit by me. hahaha.. esp KangWei n GY. hit til they very red lo! act i noe is very pain de, but i cant control my strength. so sorrie. :( tks for always giving in to me, nvr hitting me back. hahhahah.. :p

n then got Eng, Wen n Irenes. as usual we chat n catch up. Wen hadda go early to do hw. sadds.. then the rest went to Earle Swensens to eat. not bad the food. went there a no. of times. quite like it. :]

aniwaes aft tt was Hoeren the car thing as i updated ytd. hahhaa.. i got over it le. :]

actualli i feel tt im very Xin fu. i've got a good family n realli good frens. im very thankful for wat i have now. :] pray tt this will nvr change :]

the hunks

the babes

us all! :]

2008-02-10T03:13:00.000+08:00

*HOEREN IS MAD* 3.21am

actualli i wanted to go n slp le cuz tml morn going trekking. but im here blogging cuz i realli kena shocked. n im still abit stun now. so i wanna tell u all about it.

todae was the annual 2/4 chu 3 outing, n as usual it was fun n full of crapps. hahhaa.. n Qing bought Zeze here too! so even more happie! :]

okies aniwaes lets cut it short. details bout outing i will tell u again tml. so aft the outing we went to HoeRen's hse. n he sent us back home aft playing Wii n drinking (i drank juice) @ his hse. n omg. he watched Initial D n apparently he loves tt show! so he's always trying to drift without hurting his TOFU (us)! who are sitting @ the back of his van w/o seatbelts!

n so Qing, Zeze, Zhixiong, Luqman Irenes n me were behind. n @ this stretch along West coast road, there was a car accident. n when we went past it all of us turn back to look, even Hoe Ren (the driver). n i was the 1st to turn back to the front n i saw Hoeren still loooking back n our van was heading into a Taxi who stopped to turn right!!! i scream at HoeRen n he turned back to swerve away juz in time. but the swerve was quite scary, jerk all of us awake.

i realli v shock lo. cuz I saw with my own eyes tt we were heading into the Taxi. i was quite stun throughout the rest of the trip. n he was still doing his drift. whew. im glad i got home safely. Hoeren still say send the rest back 1st n drop me last although we were alreadi at Pandan Gardens, i kept screaming @ him lahhs. throat sore le.. Zzzz

im gonna pray for Hoeren....

2008-02-06T18:14:00.000+08:00

*Happy Chinese New Year!!!* 6.25pm

phew! i juz came back frm shopping with Eng! we talked so much!!! i updated her on all those things tt we missed out for the past 1 year or so? i tink tt was hw long since we last had a proper chat. whew~

we walked from Far East to Taka and she bought 2 pretty dresses :] she treated me to lunch n i treated her to milk tea. haha nw im at home waiting for Reunion dinner to begin! hehes..

ytd went with Yan to shopping in the morn. @ Bugis. aft tt went to CLS reunion dinner. at 1st tot is gonna be abit sianz. cuz juz half an hr b4, 3 seniors msg me sae they will nt be coming. abit sianz diao. budden i still go. cuz still got Alvin, Arens n Weichong. so we went.

n who noes, Yongsheng (the senior) was oso there. he very entertaining lo. talking to him v easy n he's v funnie. then he told me he n Zhiyang oso going UQ. they renting a rm together. then lata on Zhiyang came! we all sat together n they very funnie larh! both of them, like clowns. luff til i stomachache. n even better, Jiayi, Waiseen n Dim came! i was so happie to see them larhhs! then we realli had a senior table le. n we kept di-siaO other table. throw yu sheng at them. hahaha..

my last dinner with CLS was a happy one :] i will miss my dear juniors like my ben nu er Ong JiaWen, Mark, Kelly, HuatJin, Edmund, Angela, and tt stupid Jianwei etc etc. hahha.. but i will come back to visit. :]

alrites. i gotta go help out! Happy Lunar New Year to all!!!! :]

show u some pics from the Jason's bday chalet...

3 convicts. heh heh heh

Mac Breakfast!

eeeekk!!!

Guess who's sleeping? :]

2008-02-04T01:26:00.000+08:00

*First 2 days of my Life as an SP Grad* 1.38am

yea! i came back from FUN! hees.. went to Jason's party ytd! @ Costa Sands Pasir Ris. b4 tt went to NTU talk and met Xin for lunch @ out of the pan. had crepes. yumyuM! finally satisfy my cravings. xin treated. tks xin! hehe sorrie make u po fei! :] along the way argue with xin bout some beliefs things. hahaha v funnie.

then met Kangwei @ Cityhall to go Pasir Ris. i bought him 2 donuts frm donut fac for his bday prez. hahha.. cuz he sad no1 give him prez. so i give him lo! 1st time buying frm donut fac. not much queue le. haha..

then talked to Kangwei bout our future plans for studies. hmm.. we all realli grow up le lo! :( our chats no longer nonsensical crapps. but real plan for our future! haha.. so scary. but im so hopeful too! :]

reach there met with Ian Kelvin Wen Meng n we went over. we went to rent bikes for our overnite cycling n went to the room to chat n plae, Jing was there too. saw ppl like ziqin, zhenhui.. Ziqin noe Ian too! cuz they r divers. the world is small! hahaa..

then Jingboon, Gangyi came. tt GY is FOC lo! buay tahan him. they lemme hit til v jia lat. hahaha.. til my hand oso pain :( but i tink i hit realli quite pain nehhs.. sorrie o. i realli cant control. hehes

then aft blowing out the candles, Jason stripped half-naked n ran round Costa Sands shouting : "TODAY IS MY 21ST BDAY!!!" saboed by his army n cscc frens. hahaha he so cute nia. Jason told me one of his frens recognised me as a Settlers waitress.. -.- im call Xu Wanwei k! nt sum Settlers waitress. Zzz haha

then ard 11pm we start on out 46km nitecycling. hahaha.. some of them long time nvr exercise le. but all of us endure!!! so many funnie tings happen la! we went to talk about our sec sch life @ ECP. rmb all those funnie tings. such as "Ah ma! le eh qiu leh!?" hahah..

then we oso play swing @ 5am la! 7 adults playing swing. then GY pushed me fly so HIGH! i love swings!!! :] GY kept di siao Kangwei oso. so super funnie. we luff til whole neighbourhood gonna wake up le lo. hahaha :x

finally we reach chalet. all half dead. so tired. we went to eat Mac b/f then bathed. did stupid things at mac la. damn funnie. sae Jason (CLS) too.

then went to slp at the reception area to wait for bike shop to open. n i saw KEN!!! well i din see him. but he saw me! then he called me n i was so surprise n happie to see him! realli v happie lo. i dunno why. he is a veri veri caring expedition head! he led us to Cambodia n he called us one by one when we touch dwn in SG. to chk up on how we were doing. cuz we were admitted to hospital, so he ask us go do chk up n stuff back in SG. but time was short, we hadda run. nvm! i will try to organise a gathering aft i come back frm overseas :]

then we went back hm. Kor Gee is back!!! my irritating brother! hahaa.. then jie kor n mummy went to eat sharkfins n abalone with aunty they all! Zzzz.. but i stayed hm cuz nvr make bookin for so many ppl. n i went to take a nap.

in the evening went to meet yan n irenes for dinner @ IMM. irenes was late for an hr la. we hungry till wanna die le. but we all noe each other's style le. all accept n understand. hahaha.. we had Ajisen for dinner n had dessert! nice nice nice! hehe.. not becuz of the food. but its the company! :] miss yan!

sat gonna meet them ALL for nian chu 3 outing to SENTOSA! weets! i have time to do so many things nw! hehehe.. many ppl are gonna come i guess. cuz it was plan like 2 months ago? hahaha.. yea! n we r gonna have a gd reunion dinner. :] lookin 4ward!

ohh yea. i met again! i was abit surprised. cuz b4 tt i tot tt mabbe i will see this person here. wahahhahahaha.. this person always appear when something is about to happen. hmm lets see wat is gonna happen next :]

the way ahead is so full of possibilities! im afraid but yet so lookin 4ward to see wat the future has in store for me. life will be great! :]

2008-02-02T02:51:00.000+08:00

*I AM A GRADUATE* 3.11am

i am dead beat. but i tink i ought to tell u this:

I AM A SP GRADUATE! :]

2008-01-20T23:35:00.000+08:00

*Wow!* 11.40pm

though im v sleepy, i tink i ought to make 1 blog entry. hahaha.. cuz has been v v long since i last post an entry. nearly 3 weeks le! whyys? cuz of exams! my final examinations in SP le! im gonna be a graduate in 2 weeks time! :] this is so v exciting! hahaha

as graduation draws nearer, things are becoming more n more real. decisions tt i have to make i cant escape anymore. 70% of ur life is about making decisions. 1 wrong step will lead to regrets. but i believe in fate n destiny, so i guess wateva decision i make will lead me there :]

again there are so many tings i look 4ward to aft examinations! esp going back to Thailand! i realli cant wait to go with those ppl. i love my workgroup! :] WORKSHOP rocks! hahaha.. we shall give our sweat n blood! :]

i miss Settlers n 2/4 so muchs! esp Soo Eng, Wen, Yan, Irenes, Jing! cant wait to go out with them! alreadi set a date w Eng n Yan! yays!!! :]

i need to talk, talk to alot of ppl. hope to find some guidance. prayys*

i realli wanna say I MISS YOU! :]

2008-01-01T23:50:00.001+08:00

*Feelings* 11.54pm

crapps.. im having the blues again! the-nite-b4-sch-reopens-blues. siaNz. i realli hate this feeling man. n im procrastinating like anything la! im suppose to be practising my OC presentation. but i've alreadi been procrastinating since 10pm! 2hrs lo! i cld have finish practising. n i was lookin @ my past blog entries. hahaha..

im feeling nostalgic. n i feel like i wan to do alot of tings! Actualli wanted to go cut hair with Jiawen todae. Budden didnt. she went to cut short le! i've been sayin i wan to cut since like how long ago, til nw still haven lo. Zzz... actualli wan my new hairstyle to signify a new start, in yr 2008. i realli am 1 great procrastinator. but aniwaes i tink it tru le. im glad im a chinese, cuz im given another chance to experience the new year. hahhaa.. so i will be cutting my hair aft the exams! just b4 CNY. so can signify a new year! n oso a new leash of life for me aft my graduation! hehehes.. gd tinking ehs! :p

okay so ytd went with my les partner to Esplanade n squeeze with all those ppl. but we rch quite earli lehhs... hahhaa.. b4 tt went to have end of year dinner with family @ Tung Lok Signatures Restaurant @ The Central. So high class the place, spend like $200 over for 5 person's meal. Jie Jie treated. hehees.. then went to find Jiawen lo. then we sit there on the floor chat for 4 hrs liddat i tink. then got this Indonesia guy came n entertain us with card tricks. v farnie larhhs.. cuz he kept showing us til JW n me dunno hw to response le. He is v lihai, seriously. but he keep showing us til we abit sianz. hahaha..

the fireworks was nice! but felt tt last year 1 was nicer? hmm dunno lehhs but last year one seem more magnificent. closer to me. hahaha..

then we squeeze out of the crowd tell u was MAD. like last year when we squeezing in. i was holding Jiawen's hand n leading her tru. then i keep feeling got a hand on my back, tot is JW's so din bother. then when i turned around is a BGL de la! -.- haiz. wat to do. expected lo. 2 gers go squeeze with them. Alex u are right man. hahhaa..

aft tt went TCC at raffles upstairs. so COOL! i love the place man. realli love the place. i heard bout it b4 budden din go til ytd! i will be going back SOON! hahaha.. 1st person i tot of bringing there is Eng! cuz we sae wan go eat dinner together. heez. cant wait! :] i got SOOOO mani tings to tell u! :]

aft tt went to sit by the river, then in the end JW dad fetch us home. :]

okayys aniwaes my main purpose is not saying all these. juz wan to preoccupied myself til tt feelin goes away n i can go back to my schwork. oh mann.. sucks. haiz. why sch reopening so fast. sianz... i realli enjoyed this hol lots lo! i miss Settlers. Zzzz

oso went to read my diary ytd. aft so long. went to look for the photos. still there. planning to return. i oso dunno wat to tink lehs. i once promise myself nvr to forgive this person. so scary rites. but all i wan to do rite nw is to let it go bahhs. recently talked n realise we have both grown up le. gd ting. hahaha.. hope u prove to be a gd fren. :]

2007-12-30T03:08:00.000+08:00

*Xmas is over! Here comes NY!* 3am

had a great xmas!!! xmas eve was esp good!

i went shopping abit b4 going to Settlers. To get that exchanged gift. I went to Bodyshop n met Jade! she was working n she gave me 50% discount off the item i purchased! hehes.. so lucky! i then wanted to get something for the ppl who was working, budden didnt know what to get. Saw Beard Papa Sweets, but they were only left with 2 cheesecake sticks, so i decided to give them to Kyla n GJ. i oso finally bought the $2/pc mochi!!! Green Tea flavour! I LOVE GREEN TEA! :] some self-indulgence during xmas! wahahha

My $2 Mochi! YuM~

then it was work @ Settlers! hehe.. with ppl i love. Worked upstairs with Kyla n Guanjie tt swt couple. then Jiawen, Alan, Kahloong, Jenn, Kiantat came to play games. Although work was super busy tt day, i was suffering from headache n Kiantat spilled Spirit on me the moment they play games, i was still enjoying myself. hahaha.. n Ah Ham came over aft tt!!

this was my xmas eve dinner! KJ cooked it esp for us! :]

so aft work we had gift exchanged, and KJ recieved my prez n i gotten his! hahaha.. it was a small manicure set, with nail clippers n tweezer (although i dunno y tweezer is needed in manicure). hahaha..

then i went to HongLim Park where JW they all were waiting for me. Alvin was there too! though he said he aint gonna be. And he prepared a feast! there were potato chips, 6 donuts, alcohol, cakes n muffins! so cool! we picnic @ HL Park @ 4am in the morning! hahaha.. aft the picnic they went off home n i went back to Cafe. bathed n gossip with Ham then slp til morning n went home :]

List of Xmas gift tt i received:

1) Havianas slippers (Limited Edition)!!! :]
2) A box of Hersheys Special Dark Chocolate Stics
3) Mini manicure set
4) 2 cute handphone accessories
5) A set of face care products
6) A family of Gingerbread man cookies
7) 4 christmas cards
8) Many many christmas SMS wishes

tks to all for ur prez! i love all of u soo much! :] MuaCks!

wanna show off a picture of my fav prez!

my dear Bonsai made for me de!!! A family of gingerbread man! so cute rites!!! i was abit reluctant to eat them! the 1st time she baked lo! she put in so much effort! n they tasted fabulous! hahaha.. she even handmade the card for me! I LOVE U SEOW! :]

I love Christmas!!! :] looking 4ward to New Year! :]

2007-12-25T16:00:00.000+08:00

*Merry Christmas!*

:]

2007-12-25T14:02:00.001+08:00

*Updates* 2pm

has been long since i've updated. realli been super busy. with so many things i cant rmb wat.

Tea Chapter- OCIP meeting

well.. last week was the 1st week of 2 week term break. on Mon we went to the Thailand OCIP briefing. met with Cheryl n ppl @ Outram. And Mr Ho brought us to walk such a long way in the rain to this place call Tea Chapter. and i was wearing a dress larhhs.. cuz aft tt meeting for JW bday. so super kao wek.

aniwaes the place is nice. so serene n quiet, well tt was b4 we arrive. aniwaes get to know most of the ppl going for OCIP le. quite a nice bunch of ppl, mostly juniors. but during the trip itself some seniors will be going. so its good larhhs :]

my table drank Hua Cha- Rose Tea. was very soothing to the throat. nice! :] the waitress taught us the right way to drink tea.

the glass kettle that uses candle flame to boil water

JW Bday Surprise

Then aft tt met up with JW n Alex @ MS Kenny Rogers. then went to Crazy Elephant @ CQ. we surprise JW and she was so touched she cried larhhs.. hahaha.. silly girl. but due to her sillyness she din ruin our surprise for her. cuz jennifer n gang were waitin outside the pub n i happen to bring JW to walk tt direction, i saw Jenn they all larhhs, but Jiawen din, i quickly pulled her away.. heng arhhs.. hahaha.. Sha Ren You Sha Fu! :]

Jiawen crying.. tears of Joy. hahha

4 Handsome men n 4 pretty ladies outside Clarke Quay toilet

2/4 Xmas gathering

This year, we held our annual 2/4 Christmas gathering @ Kok hse again! hahha without fail man.. has been going on for 3 years i tink? I LOVE 2/4 SOOOOOO MUCH! *MuAcKs*

this time there were more ppl! All those who came were Wenjie, Irenes, Yujing (Left aft awhile), Caiyan, Caiping, Kareen, MengFei, JingBoon, Zhong Yong, Kang Wei, Ian, Gangyi, Jason n ME! n of cuz Kok cuz is his hse, and his bro Kok Swee! hahahha.. realli so glad they make the effort to come dwn. n tks to Wenjie for organising together w me!

I LOVE THEM!

realli no 1 group of ppl can make me so happy and frustrated @ the same time. they are the only one! b4 the outing i was having this conversation w Ian n KangWei. They were so funny yet so irritating i was luffin n crying at the same time while talking to them. It has been a long time since i luff like tt while chatting on MSN. hahaha.. The only other person whom i rmb can pull off this feat is Bunyue my OBS fren. hahaha...

aniwaes.. i was there later as i was working. n while working i was baking that jelly cheesecake larhhs! so i was running into the kitchen n then out to the main hall and into the holding.. hahaha.. but luckily nt alot of customer tt day. Auntie helped me with the baking of the cake! :] she loves cheesecake too n i gave her the recipe for tt.

i went to kok hse late as i was working. when i rch i immediately went to bathe cuz i stink frm work. hahaha.. Gangyi was doing his usual murmuring bout me wasting Kok hse water n me being buay paiseh. wahahhaha.. tts him! such an idioT. hahaha... These ppl are out to irritate larhhs.. esp to irritate me n Wenjie! BTH! hahaha..

aniwaes there were lotsa food larhs!!! the whole table was laden with food like 2 pizza, 1 box of kuay teow, 1 box of tarts n puff, 1 cheescake, 1 logcake, 1 box of chicken wings, 1 box of jelly... we eat til wanna puke. n again Gangyi was murmuring bout me eating non-stop. hahahaha... i was super hungry larhhs.. n happy! so i ate super alot! hahahaa cuz happy to see them marhhs!

The Mei Nus

aft tt Gangyi n Ian lock themselves up in Kok Swee's room to do some Montage ting larhhs.. hahaha.. stupid. They took lotsa stupid foto n video using my camera! hahahhaa.. realli.. onli they can come up with such stupid ideas lo.. BTH.

Heres a sneak preview:

Hahahha and there are videos too! super farnie larhh them. i stayed on til quite late as i was waiting for Papa to fetch me home. Wenjie n Irenes acc me since they live juz opposite. so Kok, Kokswee, and 3 of us girls sat dwn n chat n played cards.

im looking forward to our Annual Chu 3 outing @ Sentosa! hehehes.. BIG HUGS for my dears!
lets keep our 8 years of frenship going! :]

Heres a video to show u why i love them so much... hahaha

2007-12-22T00:36:00.000+08:00

*CLS Annual Dinner & Dance 2007*

it was a great ADnD. though nt as many tables as last year's. but definitely fun.

went to Jiawen's place in the afternoon. Yoghurt barked at me for v v v long until i bribed him with food. hahaha.. Jiawen's mummy kept calling him Ham Sup dog. cuz he kept sticking to us. hahaha..

n aft tt went over to the Auntie's place to make our hair. cheap cheap nia. n Auntie lend me her earrings which i din wear.

reached Hilton rather late as we set off late n JW forgot to bring camera oso. then reach there le i follow Jiawen take escalator up. BIG MISTAKE. my classmates super Sabo de. clapped n cheered so loudly once i come up. so diu liaN! hahaha...

then we settled dwn n dinner was served. i went on stage twice larhhs! 1st for playing the 7-UP game, 2nd for best dressed. aft best dressed catwalk show, each person hafta place a sticker on the person whom they wanna vote for. i was realli happie to noe i made so many frens tru put my 3 years in poly as i've stickers covering my face n arms larhhs.. hahaha..

realli thank you to all those ppl who supported me. Esp Alvin, Wayne n Alex who did their GL stuff when i was doing my catwalk. or else i wld be realli realli paiseh. tks so much!!!

The CLS year3s + Mr Ho!

the foto i like best! (becuz it show my pretty gloves)

aniwaes.. im here to cont this post. i fell aslp the other time. hahah sorrie.. was so tired.

aft ADnD, my darling nu er wanted to go clubbing. budden we figured it wld take a long walk n it wld be too dangerous for 2 cute girls to go clubbing all b themselves, thus we tot of doing smth romantic. we went to watch "The Golden Compass" act wanted to watch The warlord, but tics left are front seats. Aniwaes it was nice lo! i like the Polar Bear alot!!! cant wait for the 2nd one to come out! :]

then aft movie alex came to join us. we walk walk walk tru fort canning, then went to clarke quay n nua all the way at Mac. in the morn i went home w Clar n his frens. i fell aslp while standing. hhahaa.. then Clar ask me to sit on the floor, he was sitting infront of me n somehow i fallen aslp with forehead on damn Clar's knee. they took a pic of tt. Damn funnie la. Kowtow to him tru'out the whole train ride.. Zzz...

okays.. the next few days happening i will post it in another post! hahahah tats!

2007-12-18T01:35:00.000+08:00

*Walk Away* 1.36am

today morning went to NTU with seow to watch Xin's vball match. they won easily la. played agst some xiao mei mei lo. hahhaa.. hope to see them in the Finals. then aft tt went to OCIP bonding at Outram. Mr Ho brought us to this place call Tea Chapter. wah inside is high class de lo.. let u drink diff kinda teas. my table drank rose tea. so nice... heez... then learn some Cha Dao. fun! :]

then proceed dwn to MS to have Kenny Rogers with Jiawen n Alex. aft tt we brought her to Crazy Elephant to give her a surprise.. Jenn, Alan, Kevin, Xinyu n Alvin were waiting there. Jiawen is realli ben ben de lo. standing infront she still din see them! heng lo! then our surprise was carried out successfully! wahahhaha.. HAPPY BELATED MY DEAR! :]

she cried larhhs.. tears of joy! im so glad to see her so happy! then jenn n xinyu kept mimic her sobs. hahah v funnie.

i realli tink i cannot take it anymore. this has gone beyond disappointment.

i have money. even if i do not have money i will not CHEAT ur money. dont friggin look dwn on me. i realli hate it.

i realli dunno hw to be a gd fren to u anymore. i dunno hw to face u without feeling disappointment and hw to face u without tinking about all those times u made those hurtful remarks n rmbering all the negligiance. i cant look at u n smile, n pretended tt im not nt at all affected. i juz cant do it anymore.

todae is the last time i letting my weakness show becuz of this frenship. im so sorrie i cant live up to ur expectations of a gd fren.

u shld realli learn to appreciate those ppl that are still there for u.

2007-12-15T00:59:00.000+08:00

*Closing this Chapter* 1am

played Semi Finals juz nw. CLS vs SPSU. we lost 10-12. sadds? sure i was. but din felt tt it was an unfair match. no grudge held. guess SPSU had planned to play rough frm the beginning. cuz halfway tru, HX told me to becareful le. though they were rough, but it is just a strategy. juz tt we din have the ability to carry tt out. if we are big n strong, im sure we will plae to our advantage too. although mani sae they have no sportsmanship, but i felt tt most of them were good opponents. in a match, there is bound to be a winning n losing team. we cant blame it on the opponent everytime we lose. streaking of ball, we can do it if we want to. but we can't. so who do we blame? we can onli ourselves for being too kind to the opponent.

anihows. i realli played like shit. but its over. i will get over in a few days le! nw i juz wan my black FBT back.

todae marks the end of so many tings!!! sch term, capball, and kickboxing lesson! but i wun wan my capball life to juz stop here. somehow i will make it go on! hehe.. and kickboxing will upgrade to Muay Thai! i muz save save save! :]

wahahahha i saw someone juz nw! wahahhahaha.. dunno im dreaming ma. hahahaa.. so coincident lo! last time oso liddat. hmmmmm... mabbe tml i will see the same persOn! wahhahahahaa...... :p

out!

2007-12-10T23:15:00.000+08:00

*A New Life Awaits!* 11.45pm

yEa!!! today is another happy day! im looking forward to so many things!!! hehehes..

my sis told me tt her colleague going on a 2 week vacation n needs someone to look aft her 2 kittens! I agreed le! Mummy somehow agreed. wahahha lata i ask Papa when he comes back. Im sure they will allow! onli 2 weeks mahhs.. hehehe.. YAY!!!

and then i got a place in the OCIP to Thailand! yay!!! Thailand again! i realli tink i've an affinity with this place.. hahaha.. i LOVE Thailand. everytime go to Thailand is go different part of it. 1st time went to Udon Thani, 2nd time went to Khon Kaen, nw going Chiang Mai! hehehe.. cant wait! and Cheryl is going too! but she going there grow plants. whahahaa.. i hope i go there to cook! hehes..

then aft the Thailand OCIP is Hong Kong trip! hope Laopo they all all can go. then will be so much more fuN!!! :] mUacKs!

hmm juz nw Mummy fell dwn at work. :( she sprained her arm and bit her lips. Jie helped her to rub, but nw she in paiN.. juz put her to bed. hope Mummy will recover soon! cuz she needa help me take care of my kittens! hehhee :p

i cant wait for Xmas! im working on the eve! pei Kevin la! see wat a Wei Da mummy i am! hahahha.. nVm lahhs.. can get to spend xmas with them is good too!! hehees..

im so lookin forward to graduation!!! :]

this's the season to be jolly. Shalalalala lalalala! :]

*its okay to copy, but there's no need for excuses :]

2007-12-06T23:16:00.000+08:00

*Phew* 11.18am

TODAY IS THE BEST DAY! wahahahhaha! 1stly cuz FYP has ended ytd!!!! n juz nw i went out with Manda! that seh peh peh! still as seh lo! hahahahha.. miss her soo mucH!

it realli has been so long since it was so relaxing. nth to worry bout! hahaha.. aft sch went to meet her at Dover. poor Manda. i forgot tt i sae we going IMM, in the end she travel dwn le then we go back up to City Hall. cuz wanna go MS. sorrie Manda! Cheryl was with us. cuz she waiting for her frens.

then we went to walk around n shop. then we 3 went to Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe. i ate my french toast agaiN!!! yum yum! but Kim Gary de is definitely better! hehe.. shall go n eat tml! :p

somehow Manda n Cheryl can click. wahahha.. which is v good. so we sit there talk. then in the end Cheryl's frens came v late! so we talk even more! hahaha..

then aft tt Cheryl went off n me n Manda walked to Bugis to buy Takoballs for her sis. then we talk n talk n talk again! wahahhahhaa.. super lo! i love to talk alot alot! wahahhaa.. esp with ppl that talk alot too! hahahhaa. mUackS! :]

im juz so super happy la. hahaha.. 1 person noe why. okayy mabbe 2. hahaha..

n i can foresee a very happy xmas for me! :]

2007-12-03T01:33:00.000+08:00

*Back frm Kuala Lumpur* 1.35am

oOooo! im back frm Ms Yee's wedding in KL! weets! so funn!!! oMg.. so super relaxing and happie!!! it was like the times i went to chalet with 2/4 peeps.

aniwaes. we stayed in Shah Village Hotel. It's not too bad. we squeezed 6 ppl into the Standard Room. Yutai, Weikang, Alvin, Wayne, Aiyun n me! of cuz i shared a bed with my Laopo! so xin fu lo!!! hehes.. i got to huggs her! wahahhaa

1st nite reached there late. we juz went to eat A&W n went back to slp. then 2nd day was the wedding in the morning. Ms Yee is so pretty!!! n so cutes! hehes.. love her to bits! :] the husband is just as cute n fun! he had a shock expression when Wayne went to hug Ms Yee. hahaha.. Ms Yee! i wish u a blissful n blessed marriage! :]

aft which we went to a big big shopping centre. tt place has like so many things to eat la! oMg lo! we wanted to eat TGI Friday! budden no seats for 16 ppl! hahaha so we went Thai Express where they saw a cockroach on the floor! Ewww... then we went to ride the Eye on M'sia. A big ferris wheel. hate it when the guys started to swing the cabin. Grrr...

went back to the room to play. Laopo got a forfeit in which she had to ask the receptionist if he knows where to get Condom. hahhaa.. poor girl. had Roti Telur at a nearby coffeeshop with buddy class ppl too. then went back to watch Star Movies. Was showing The Grudge 2.. lame show.

then sleep again n went shop ard on Sun morn. had our last A&W meal n went back home! so tireds now..

had my Heats on thurs. n to my surprise n delight, i came in 3rd in the 400m women! overtake the 3rd ger @ the v last moment. phew~ din throw CLS face. haha went with Jiawen, Azhar n Alan to Bugis to eat. had a v nice western food there. but ex oso! did my Pedi @ Bugis st aft tt.

gtg le o! tireds. relli cant wait for FYP to be over!!!

2007-11-30T01:11:00.000+08:00

*Grief is private, but the whole nation is grieving with you* 12.45am

the loss of 5 national rowers, healthy young men with promising future has shook the nation. ppl are weeping, mourning for the loss of a nation's pride.

we shld keep on remembering them. pay a tribute to them by visiting the websites below...

Wei Zheng http://rvhs2j2001.blogspot.com/

Jeremy http://rememberingjerbroni.blogspot.com/

Boon San http://bgpoh.blogspot.com/

Stephen http://energizerloh.blogspot.com/

Reuben http://ntu.facebook.com/group.php?gid=6327748991

it is so heart wrenching, just by reading the tribute blog to Weizheng and Jeremy. i cldnt bear to go look @ the others.

i cant imagine the pain the families and loved ones are feeling. it is true wat they said, the ones who are alive suffer more than those who pass on.

it is sad. like wat lina had said. how all of us come to gather together after so long, but it is for a wake.

we hope you are happy there... :]

2007-11-27T23:56:00.000+08:00

*Why?* 12am

i cant focus on anything much. the qns "why?" kept revolving around my mind.

i feel like i juz wanna sit dwn n stare into blank space. thinkin. why?

it was n still is so shocking. it's so hard to believe. when i saw the photo, i was totally dumbfounded. i cldnt tink right. so many "whys?" were going tru my head.

why? i began lookin, msging, msn-ing anyone. looking for concrete evidence. but deep inside, i already noe it's the truth. but i still cant bring myself to believe it. how did i not realise.

he knew why i went to look for him. he answered my doubts w/o even me asking. somehow i began to cry, sobbing uncontrollably, n i didnt want to control. i juz wanna ask why. i wan to turn around n ask my mummy "why?", it is really not fair.

i dont understand.

2007-11-26T01:02:00.000+08:00

*The cat is BACK!* 1am

yesh! she's back. n she gave me a scare! this cat is uber clever lahhs! i was peeping out frm the peep hole n i cant see her, cuz she's juz rite underneath my door. then i saw the metal gate swinging open by itself. damn freaky lah! the cat can open my metal gate! n summore it stop mewing, i turned back to go back to using comp, it used its paws to pound at the door! i let out a scream n ran to my sister la.. this cat is realli v scary la. hahaha

recently read the news report on the 5 dragon boater who went missing n were later found dead while participating in a race in the Tonle Sap river in Cambodia. somehow i felt v sad upon reading the news. dunno y. lata heard tt 1 of them is a fren's fren. death is so real. it comes knocking when u least expect it. hw can anyone predict their own death. the dragon boaters had finish their competition, but asked for a leisure row, who noes it will end up with the death of 5 of the team members. its realli so sad. they were young n healthy, whom ppl dun normally associate death with. saddening...

treasure everyday

2007-11-25T01:03:00.000+08:00

*sCary* 1.15am

there's a white cat outside my door right now! n its mewing so pathetically. i heard a soft mew juz nw, n i went to open the door, saw this cat running away. i started calling it n it came back. it came v near to me but when i reached out my hand to stroke it, the cat backed away. but it kept coming foward n wanted to enter the hse. the cat was quite aggressive lo! somehw i dun feel gd about this cat n i close the door abit, peeping at it frm the small gap.

the cat kept putting her nose at the gap there. n it started to claw on my door! i felt quite scare so i locked the door. budden it keep mewing so super loudly! Omg. my dad was afraid she will wake the neighbour, so he open the door n sHooSh it away. it ran to the middle but chiong back wanting to enter the hse. wahhhs.. quite scary lo.

then my dad ask me not to go near the door, she can smell me then wun leave. i so want to let it come in but im afraid of her oso. it mew for about 5 mins, my dad sae she's like a mad cat. then my dad sae mabbe is a ghost. well, i tot of tt toO! so stupid rite!? but somehow i was scare of the cat.

aniwaes nw it stop mewing le, but can still see the shadow outside my door, guess its slpin outside my door. nvm, let it be bahhs...

juz nw went lao di fang w Jiawen. then went to Bugis, i finally got my Specs le!!! aft so so long. these few days my eyes v red n irritated, cannot take it. nw dunnit wear contacts everyday le! heez.. then we went to search for Ms Clarity Cafe. hahaha search til hafta use GPS to find the location. hahaha.. we like orienteering lo. but finally found it at ard 9pm, ate our dinner there. well it wasnt too bad. nice atmosphere, juz abit too cold! hahhaa.. we talked n talked n talked n talked. tt ger alot of thing to say. wahhahaha ji za po! :p

so ghastly!

well, the food there ws alrite n the service was nt bad. the best part is theres no service charge n GST! i wld recommend tt place to anyone whus lookin for budget food with mediocre standard. :]

then we left the place n went to walked around. decided nt to go hm so early, wahahhaa.. although it was like 10pm plus. so we went to see the time of the last train n we went on a little mission! i shall nt sae wat yet. will reveal soon! wahahhaha

aniwaes tt ger was real toot la. she duno hw to take picture one lo. she make me miss 5 traffic light crossing lo. Zzz... hahaha... then she luff so loud! tsk tsk! unglam! hahhaa :p

the final GOOD pic we took.

ho ho ho! so nice rites? i love Xmas spirits! :]

juz nw when i my flat dwnstairs. i was smsing, nvr look at the floor. then i heard n felt a crunch underneath my right foot. i turned back n i saw a squashed a cockroach!!!!!!! OMG LA!!!! i actually killed a cockroach!!!! it's the 1st time leH! im so proud of myself! wahahhahaa.. budden my hair kept standing aft tt. so er... hahhaa

squashed
tired le. go slp! nite niteS! :]

2007-11-23T01:52:00.000+08:00

*Unconditional?* 1.50am

its so difficult to read ppl's mind.

finally FYP is over. left with only the presentation. next week going Ms Yee's wedding over the weekend. can't wait! :] budden hope to complete the FYP ppt rehearsal all tt b4 next next week. 5 dec is our presentation le!

juz nw aft sch went to jog. and so qiaO saw Nasir. he was going to jog toO. so we go jog together. talk talk talk while jogging. it's so nice to catch up. he's 1 person i can talk anything to. it feels so good to talk! hehes..

aft tt went to play bball then go eat @ FC3 together with Alvin, aft his NAFA. tml going with Kyla n GuanJie to participate in the SMIT Board Game Rally. We r gonna win them all! wahahhaa.. Colin sponsered them the game lo! such a good idea, y din i tink of it when i was a MC. hahaha..

past few days slpt like 1-3hrs la. OC presentation, quizzes. nw finally better le.

sometimes i feel afraid to put certain tots up here. and i wonder hw long more can i go on like this. everytime smth like tt happen, the pang in the heart n i juz close my eyes, wishing it to go away. as much as i hate to admit, what he had said is true. u made me feel tt my decision is so right.

cant wait to start :]

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