sCaReD ë HeLL OuT oF mE! [28 July, 10.32pm]
u noe juz nw i while watching channel 8 9pm show.. i saw the white words appear at the side of the TV screen... but i nvr went to read it properly.. then my mum told me got someone jump onto the tracks into an incoming train at Bishan... when i heard, my heart nearly pop out.. i tot is the guy fell in.. accident... although i knew it is not possible... i dunno why.. so silly rite.. then i keep waiting for the news... then heard is some 31 year old guy... although relieved but still feel sorrie for the person.. wat makes him so upset that he had to commit suicide...? is the world realli so depressing? but why din he tot about hw his loved ones will feel b4  he decided to end his life... ppl who die on their own will are so selfish.... din spare a thought for others..

im shortlisted for the selection camp for the Thailand CIP trip!!! so happy!!! tot my CT results sure cannot make it one.. but guess they wanna see the promos.. hehhe.. i am so looking forward to it!!! but if onli i can go OBS too... hehhe... todae end sch at 2 plus then went for the CIP briefing then went to Tanglin Mall with hester and janice... went to Cocoa Tree and went to walk walk.. saw a realli cute kitty balloon.. veri veri cute! coz got legs one.. hahah.. but guess hw much it cost? $15 plus bucks lah! if below 5 i still will buy.. haiz.. so ex!

tml is service learning day.. going to pasir ris beach to clean up... then actually i wan to stay on the beach and play one.. but the class dun wan... i wan to go wild wild wet... but sam they all dun wan... haiz... so sad... tml is such a gd day to go... can play on beach leh! whole day... haiz.. mabbe go watch movie loh.. so long since i have been outdoors on the sand under the sun beside the sea... hehhe... Longing for holidays.. longing to see 2/4 ppl!!! heheh.. cant wait for dec.. hope i can book a chalet! =p hehhe.. k lah.. update u sOoN!  


Papa bday!



Rapture!
silly sammie with overload makeup on her face.. hehe


si si and me!


cat!


band of brothers... keke... the sleeping one kena stolen by thomas! >=(

My Happy Ending

So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

 

Let's talk this over

It's not like we're dead

Was it something I did?

Was it something You said?

Don't leave me hanging

In a city so dead

Held up so high

On such a breakable thread

 

You were all the things I thought I knew

And I thought we could be

 

[Chorus:]You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

 

You've got your dumb friends

I know what they say

They tell you I'm difficult

But so are they

But they don't know me

Do they even know you?

All the things you hide from me

All the shit that you do

 

You were all the things I thought I knew

And I thought we could be

 

[Chorus]It's nice to know that you were there

Thanks for acting like you cared

And making me feel like I was the only one

It's nice to know we had it all

Thanks for watching as I fall

And letting me know we were done

 

[Chorus x2][x2]

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

bLoOd!!! ~oLe!!!! [22 July, 9.04pm]
heLLoO!!! wahhh... u noe that day in chem lab. isabel sitting beside me.. then we doing this stupid experiment. the one u have to measure temp of the FA1 and acid... then veri confusing coz got two burettes.. then will mix up.. then lesson ending soon.. i guess beL veri kan jiong... then dunno hw she drop her beaker against the edge of the table and she tried to catch it.. but it landed on the grd.. then she dun care started to wash her other apparatus.. then suddenly sumone sae isabel go blooD!! then i look over.. she was putting her palm under the running tap and then the blood keep flowing out... oh my gosh.. it was alot alot of blood... then i stood there stun.. til that time then i noe im scare of large amt of blood... the blood juz keep flowing non stop u noe.. dye the water on her palm to a bloody red... so scary.. then i keep going oh my god but din noe wat to do.. hahha.. then mr koh came to help.. felicia too.. then use tissue to stop the blood and then brought her to GO for treatment.. she had stitches to seal up the wound..

ytd i took part in street soccer for Gomes.. me, ying ying, hester, janice, yanling, sarah, abigail, angie, amanda and ziwan took part.. so fun! we played against Romanis J2.. against xin yan, rebecca they all... then abigail fell a few min into the game.. she hurt her head and butt.. she was lying on the ground groaning in agony.. realli can see she veri pain.. she cannot even get up.. scare me.. then i tink is mr ong came to help... then she went to rest.. then got one part me and xinyan and sum other ppl were crowding ard the ball... fighting for possession.. then xinyan pushed me (not on purpose)... then i fell. she kept apologizing but i noe is she too excited le.. haha.. but we lost 3 nil in the end.. bad.. hahah.. but veri fun.. then after that venn1 against romanis2.. they draw.. so we have to win venn or we r outta the game...

b4 the match George keep insisting we take a pic with the referee.. then the team dun wan... then he sae juz the captains then.. so i went to take with that kelong ref and eeOn.. hahah.. game started.. venn1 score first.. then got one time i was infront of the goal, ying passed the ball to me, then i kicked hard... it was between me and eeOn(GK).. the ball flew with full force and smacked right into eeOn's face... i xia dao ban si! i hit eeOn's face! heng she nvr angry with me and she's not hurt... heez.. then aft tt we score.. then we score again! so is 2-1 lead... and the game was like ending in 2 mins time.. so we keep defending... then it so happens i was chasing aft the ball.. yingying was infront of ziwan(GK)... then i ask ziwan to get the ball.. tink ying got the wrong msg and she went to kick it.. i was inside the penalty box and the ball happens to hit my hand.. handball...... oh my god! i was so shocked... but wat to do... i was so sure we were gonna win... then eeOn got the ball in... haiz... that sucks... we draw the game but lost to venn by points.. we got 1 they got 2 coz they draw with romanis... it was realli so upsetting.. the team keep sayin is not our fault.. but... haiz... nvm! next yr we will make a comeback!!! wahahhaha.. =p

got staff match.. i watch the one against gomes2.. ms lee veri funnie.. hahah.. she plays everything one loh.. hahha.. then i keep laughing at her then she gimme that kinda look.. hahah.. then weishan romanis1... they won both games lah! 6 points... wah.. tink romanis gonna clinch the championship... tsk... gonna take part in the interhouse touch rugby... can onli allow two touch ruggers per team.. not fair..  wish me LuCk!!!

i DuNnO wHaT To TiNk, i DuNnO wHaT To FeEL... [17 July, 11pm]
heyee!!! i went to do survey at raffles juz nw.. then i realise there are still lotsa nice ppl ard.. esp non chinese men. i go ask them help me do survey then they gladly sae sure! then all those stupid chinese all wave me away... then went esplanade and do oso.. all the couples.. see liaO oso nearli sore eyes.. hahah.. =p then went walk ard abit then took 97 home.. fell aslp most of the way.... then wake up at JE area and saw a couple sitting 2 seats infront of me.. the back view of the girl look so familiar... then i called out.. poh siew? no reply... poh siew? no reply... POH SIEW! then the guy told the girl sumthing and the girl turned ard.. and it was porkY!!! hhahah.. then she sae eh!!!!! then she faster turn back and hide her face!!! wahhaha.. i shall not announce here who that guy is... is ex-jss person.. hahah.. she so funnie.. then i told her i dun look at her then i alight liaO.. she arhh.. at bus terminal le still hiding.. dun wan alight.. hahah..
 
then went IMM with jessie.. cycle there.. then talk alot bout disgusting ppl.. hahah... she veri funnie loh.. we cycling along a stretch of road.. then we talking bout the thailand trip selection camp... then she sae she onli scare if its like odac OEC.. the one take tampon and.... then i sae HUH!?!?! TAKE TAMPON!?!?!? then she repeat again.. then she suddenly realise and burst out laughing... hahhahah.. we were laughing so loudly lah... nearli fell off my bike... so i stopped and laugh til enuff then continue.. hahah... she wanted to sae poncho... dunno wat she tinking arh... hahahha...
 
ytd was rapture! in the morn got council commendation.. then saw eugene teo.. he got invited to watch.. then went with weishan and denise to raffles city... then saw eugene again.. he saw me first then call me.. then i screamed.. he startled me lah.. then weishan saw her fren when we going up escalator.. then he sae smth bout NUH dunno wat.. we cannot hear properly.. then weishan called him.. then she stunned diao.. coz she receive the news that her sec sch mate is in hospital.. got knocked dwn by vehicle and is brain dead... i hear liaO i oso xia dao... so mani accidents happen lately.. this is the worst i have heard of.. then me and weishan both stun on the bus trip.. denise keep tryin to calm weishan dwn.. veri sad... she is the same age as us.. she still got so much to do... haiz...
 
aniwaes  we went to shop for clothes.. then i went hm earlier.. coz i need to bath and change and meet hester and janice at dhoby ghaut at 6.30.. then when i was taking 143 hm frm je, my phone rang.. a no. i dun recognise.. so i juz pick up.. then that person sae "hello wanwei?" then i sae yah.. then he ask me noe who he is not.. then i sae no.. who are u? then he sae is him lah.. then i sae ohh, u change no.? then he sae yah.. then he ask if im in sch.. then i sae no.. then i ask y.. then he sae he tot he saw me in PS... then i ask him oh he in ps arh.. then he sae yah.. then i sae im not loh.. im heading hm.. then he sae oh.. then we had this awkward silence.. and it was irritating.. i felt abit fed-up so i so errr okay.. then he sae yahhhh... then i sae bye.... haiz... i juz found out he lied bout smth else again... he was in jc for the 1st 3 month.. i dunno why he wan to lie to me even about such thing... haiz.. juz forget it lah... i dun noe wat to tink animore... he onli talk to me when he feels like it.. i alreadi tolerated it le.. wat more can i do..
 
well reach ps at 6.30pm, then janice and hes sae they will onli reach ard 7pm.. so i went to buy sunflower for sam.. then went to buy bread for jan and hes.. then took a cab there and reach juz in time... Liz and Roy saved seats for us.. then saw sam danced... hahha.. wah she dress til veri sexy... tight tee, short shorts and high heels.. hahha.. so unlike the toot sam i noe.. hahha.. then got outside ppl breakdance.. they so lihai lah.. then got a surprise item, "SHACKLES".. then the ppl came on stage.. then i see eh like not students.. then i saw MR YONG!!! hahaha.. weishan and me laughing at him that day when he having soccer match.. weishan keep sayin he veri cute.. hahahah... then he oso dunno hw to dance lah.. then saw a veri tall teacher wearing a hat.. then i din noe who izzit.. aft that then gt sumone tell me is Mr dennis Lam.. wahhhh... mr lam leh!!! hahahha.. so cool lah.. ms Lim lee oso got... Ms gillian lee is the choreographer leH! the ms lee who always eat chicken wings during touch matches... the ms lee who look like a doll.. hahahha... when the teacher dance arh.. wah... everyone clap and cheer like mad... hahha.. then aft tt went to leisure park to eat with denise and shan.. eh u noe wat! joel like denise leH! the odac senior.... he gave denise a rose... we walked passed the odac-ers then alex waved to us.. then behind is joel they all... then denise talked to joel then me and shan quickly siaM.. hahha.. aniwae we ate BK and denise's dad sent us to aljunied mrt and i reached hm ard 12.30am... so tired went to slp...
 
eh k lah.. tink thats all... tml i still wanna go plae bball.. go slp liaO! nitez!!! =]
 
 

SiCk oF ScHoOL... [11th July, 2.48am]
heyyee!!! im feeling so siaNz of sch leh.. hw arh? haiz... even touch too... me and weishan both agree.. she dying to join soccer... me? u noe wat i like... haiz...

aniwaes juz nw aft service to college and As listening compre... i went out with weishan.. oh btw i had my A level oral on Fri.. and it suck k... haiz... then we went to JE sports complex's gym.. did the treadmill, stepping machine.. striding machine, the bikes and the rowing machine.. then went to add back the carbo we cut off.. coz we ate DQ's blizzard.. her fault lah! introduce me to such creamy stuff.. yUcKs! then went to walk ard... saw hanxiong at the 3rd floor.. i saw him 1st, then wanted to call him de.. but he was walking in between a bunch of scary looking guys... so i juz continue walking.. then he saw me and called "wanwei!".. wah then i tink die liao die liaO... then i act as if i juz saw him and sae "eh!".. then he sae smth like bu yao jia jia... hahha.. tink he noes i saw him liaO... heez.. his dress code still the same.. pai kia style.. but grow taller le lah... hahha..

then we were so tired we went hm.. i reach hm le slp for a few hrs.. then came online discuss PW... so sickening that stupid project..

oh then fri was college day.. the day b4 went to orchard to buy the nail polish and stuff... then met jie and joyce for dinner at marche.. then continue to shop for nail art stuff then onli ard 11pm then reach hm.. i felt so so so tired.. still remember the feeling.. but still have to cycle to qing hse to take my digi cam as i need it on fri.. i was so tired my eyes closing liao lah.. haiz... muz thank Felicia for automatically helping me out with the stall.. i was angry coz of my oral and then jess was waiting for me.. then oso no one help me with the preparations... except for jia.. on wed i went to her hse til 12 midnite to do the title for our stall lah.. haiz.. im not gonna be in charge for anything anymore... so sick of things alreadi.. i used to be so enthu bout class things in sec sch when there is yujing, yan, wenjie, eng they all... not animore.. its sad hw my enthu for sch is gone aft i enter jc.... haiz..

serena's club is recruiting ppl for contact rugby.. one of the reasons i stayed in touch is so that i can join her club.. but nw i re-think... mabbe sch work is more impt.. i got a 50.7 for chemistry... but 11 ppl fail in my class.. then maths gonna be a sure fail case.. the rest i dunno le...

u noe smth.. i feel that i will be happier in JJC... coz the environment and ppl suits me more.. mabbe oso becoz lotsa jurong ppl there.. hai wateva... stay chirpy! =]

JoNny wHuSh! JoNny WhUsH! [Tue 6th July 04, 3am]
ahhhhHhhhh!!! i met Jonny Wilkinson today! ahhHhHhh!!! hahaha... okay lets start frm the beginning.. i met Wenjie at JE mrt to pass her my digi cam.. then we take train together. she alight at tiong bahru.. she go there slack to wait for her frens to go do interview for pw. then i go habourfront meet ally. actually wanted to go Sentosa... oh yah! then i saw jjc band drummer, silves, met him twice outside le.. always near train.. i tink he recognise me coz of my stupid behaviour during the concert.. hahah.. aniwae me and ally went tohave breakfast at mac, then decided not to go.. coz b4 that raining veri heavily, ground all wet.. then summore Youth day.. alot of YOUTHS go there... hahha so we went town.

we wanted to watch meangirls then realise not showing yet. so we went to walk ard ps, cine, heerens, taka and wisma... oh centrepoint oso.. then we veri ki siaO.. took alot of photos.. hahha.. i cannot upload the photos to my com nw, show u next time. heez.. then i drag her to parco bugis junction to see Jonny wilkinsoN!!!!! actually he suppose to be there at 2.30, but when we reach, ard 2.20 he alreadi there le! oh my god.. he on stage signing posters.. onli those who spend 200 and above at the newly opened addidas shop can get his posters and signature lah.. then we keep trying to squeeze to the front coz me and ally too short.. hahha. cannot see.. then i wanted to take photos. then one lady veri kind, she let me go infront of her and tell me where to take better.. she's so nice lah.. thank u! =] then after tat i squeeze to the veri front... then took alot alot of pics... again cannot upload.. next time yah.. heheh.. he's so cute lah when he smiled.. then infront of us were a bunch of western kids. then blonde hair and so cute.. then the person there veri gd.. see they whole family of kids let them go up take with jonny wilkinson... although they nvr spend money there.. then the small boy let jonny sign a small rugby ball.. hahha.. then he came back dwn, stood infront of me. then i suggest to ally ask him let us take the ball.. then ally ask him... then he so cute! he posed with ball let us take him.. hahha.. veri veri cute! then after tat i siaN liaO.. coz got 2 blonde girls infront of me keep hitting their hair against my face whenever they turn their heads... and then summore took alot of pics le.. so me and ally went off... hahha.. jonny wilkinson is so cute! =p i saw carol, jacquelin, lina and zhiwan @ parco oso.. coz b4 that odac guys against counsellor soccer... then lost 4-3.. alex was the goalkeeper.. then he keep blaming himself for nt diving to save the last goal.. hahha... saw shuwen oso... she went to buy stuffs for poly use...

aft tat me meet wenjie to watch spiderman2. but too crowded at Lido... i saw cynthia again.. with her bf.. hahha.. always see them... then me and Wenz went jp.. then sold out.. hahha idiot.. so we end up eating and shop for my jeans..

den went to meet jie at her working place in tiong bahru and we went to eat Venezia ice cream!! the belgium chocolate so nice!!! yummy! then we go IMM buy jeans and went hm... oh btw portugal lost to greece.. 1-0 @ 90mins.. haiz.. heng i nvr watch.. coz i fell aslp.. or else i vomit blood liaO... haha..

k lah, muz slp le.. lata muz go raffles do survey for PW... tired.. haiz pw is realli.. powerful depressant.. as in making me depress.. hahha.. nah kiddin. yeap.. i will upload the shots sooN! dun worrie.. u will get to see jonney! wahahha 





so CuTeEeEee!!




the small boy with a small rugby ball.. on it is jonny's signature! =p

wEi wEi~!!! [2.11am, Sat 3 July]
hahaha! i put that title coz lizz suddenly came to my mind.. hahah.. coz she always call me tat... she's so cute.. she always go, wei wei! then keep pattin my head and smiling at me.. hahha..

yay!!! todae last day of impt papers..! hahah! yay yay yay!!! can slack abit liaO! CoOLz... i needa rest... ytd chatted with ym on Msn.. actually he quite okay lah... got quite some things to talk bout... then nvr see him in sch todae... he shld be in hall since i saw lychee they all.. hmm weird.. then not online todae oso.. he like everyday online one... so qi guai.. hope he's fine...

then after paper i guai guai took 198 hm and then eat... slp.. then went to find yanz... pei her eat again.. hahha.. then go tuition.. saw MaNDa!!! hahah.. she arh.. veri disturb me.. coz she drinking a can of H2O... then i wan to drink.. i snatch frm her then she sae.. too bad i not drinking ke le... hhaha.. idiot ger!

then i went pandan take CD frm qing... coz she bathin then i wait for her.. then i play with the cats dwnstairs.. so cute!!! so mani cats u noe! nw i noe why teban no more.. hahah.. coz there got ppl feed them... they got 3 different type of food to choose frm one! hahha.. cat lover fed them... so kind.. then all big adult cats... eating i squatting there watch them... then suddenly i saw smth sneaking up behind me.. then i turn ard to see a bicycle brake in time to avoid collision with a kitten! then that kitten xia daO... run back to the bushes.. then i went to coax it out... it was SOoososooosososooso cuteEeEee!!! oh my god... its eyes so big!!! then keep looking at me with that big big eyes.. oh my god.. im in love with the cute kitten... hahah.. keep thinkin of it.. tml go back find... i bring the kitten to the plate of food.. got one big cat eating.. then the kitten approach then the big cat smell her and snarl at her.. then i SHHHH the big cat.. she angry she ran away... hahah.. sorrie leh... =p then got one black and white cat keep comin to me... pleading for affection.. hahha coz i strokin the kitten.. then the adult cat keep coming in between the kitten and me... keep meowing and looking at me.. hahha.. cats are such affectionate animals..

hey k lah.. i wan to go le.. veri tired.. =p tml portugal vs greece! muz watch! finals! opening they play ending they oso plae.. hahha.. bao tou bao wei.. =p see u then!