*sHHhh..! This is a Library!* 12.40am

juz nw took Mol Gene paper.. was quite alrites larhhs.. no comments.. haha..

then met Ying dunno why ended up go cut hair together. hahha..

oh yahhs! in the morning on my way to sch guess whu i saw? Wang Gangyi! i was at JE mrt stnt there, he patrolling the area, stand there like stone liddat.. wahhaha.. then i look at him i tot he saw me, i smiled @ him then he look away. Then i sae WANG GANGYI! then he looked at me n stunned! hahaha.. he like haven wake up liddat.. zZzz.. with police like him arhhs, tink MRT stnt kena bomb alot of times liaO.. hahaha..

always see him de nehhs.. next time gonna take picture with him in his uniform! wahahha..

then i went Lib. was putting in my utmost effort to concentrate, then heard lotsa noises frm another table. i was darn pissed larhhs.. i alreadi cannot concentrate le they still make soOo much noise.. Zzz.. at tt point in time i was tinking "if someone go ask them to shut up , i wld love that person v mUch" then the man sharing the table with me stood up and went over to their table "Excuse me! this is a Library nt a playground! what school are u all frm?"

i was luffing silently in my heart then. then i heard the man said "Jurong..." then i STUNNED. OmG.. not possible.. Jurong students nt so ill-breed de! cuz the shelf was blocking i cannot see their uniform. i still dun believe they r Jurong pupils so i went over to see, is Jurong.. ville.. hahhaa.. hEnGs... :p

aniwaes realli admire this kinda ppl, standing up for wat is right.. so mani ppl there studying but no1 went to tell them off aft they were making so much noise for like 5 mins? hMms.. i muz learn to be fierce le! :]

*Singapura BOLEH!* 1.41am

wahahha! SINGAPORE WON! yay! SINGAPORE WON MALAYSIA! yayys! hahaha.. i watch the 1st leg super pek chek with the stupid goal keeper. he super butter finger nehhs.. dunno whyys he is goal keeper! Zzz.. but heng todae sudden death he caught the last ball! wahhaha.. he is nt the hero lorhhs. the M'sia player whu fail to kick in is the herO! hehes.. =x

todae concentration v low.. want to drink Chicken Essence but ran out of it le.. zzz... oso nt feeling well.. ate smth wrong.. then super low.. ask my sister test me then better abit.. wanted to go lib de.. but todae sat.. too many ppl.. zzz... then stay hm lorhhs.. watch soccer, watch zhou xin chi's stupid show.. luff til burst. hehes..

received a msg frm cw, then realise i miss working lots.. zzz.. esp nw during exams.. siaNz arh! cant wait for this to be over.. FREEDOM! :]

*LiB = mY 2nd HoMe?* 2am

nw is exams period. bo bian.. have to hse myself in the JE lib.. i at hm will slack like mad..

juz nw go there.. v gd.. cuz got free table waiting for me.. heez.. then sit there with my big biG pkt of sweets... to last me the whole day.. hahha

then gt a old old uncle he sitting on the floor at the shelf there.. kept looking at me. mabbe i look like his long lost daughter? hahha.. =x

then went hm to watch TV.. i realli wanted to watch priSon break.. 2hrs special todae nia.. but i din.. haiz.. WHY!!!! nVms.. cuz i noe i can borrow frm Willis or Weiquan the VCDs.. burn liao then can go Thailand watch.. hehe..

nw talkin to Kaka n Kian Tat.. Tt Kian Tat mad de.. ask me go Mug@Moberly study overnite.. i will juz fall aslp there larhhs.. hahhaa.. although i wan to try.. but cannot risk my beauty slp arhhs.. hahaha.. lata i become old n haggard.. :p

aniwaes everyone jiayOu for exams arhhs! :]


mY LaoPa n Me!

*WeB ChaT* 3.30pm

waHhs! juz nw ORSYRM quiz was disastrous! i studied finish le but cant rmb anything.. but i expected it larhhs.. hahaha cuz i din practice muchHs. Zzzz...

then nw in club waiting for the Director's Meeting to start at 4pm. -.- chatting with Alvin n Deen. hehes.. Deen is my Thai fren.. i updating him on my Thai ITP. hope can meet up with him, Mike and Nam over there. :] Alvin updating me on Settler's stuff.. he say got a PRETTY girl juz joined them, frm SP de.. and she knows hw to pilot a plane! wahahha.. so cool.. cant wait to meet her! :]

miss Settlers and the ppl there! Alvin, Hwee Ming, Willis, Suet Yee, Guan Jie, Weiquan, Jon, Janice, Kaejer... basically everyone there larhhs! haven gone to work for a month le.. all becuz of stupid Exams.. then ITP another 2 months! oMg.. i want to go Netball training with Minz... :(

this hols realli sarks larhhs.. 1st time got 9 weeks hol hafta spend it on ITP! GrRr.. so frig lorhhs. aniwaes when i come back im gonna change alot of tings! hahhaa.. 1stly is to rebond my hair.. smth i dRaG so superB lonGggg le! since a year agO! wahhaha.. then change my hp with Yutai! we changing to SamSung ultra-slim edition. Then im gonna change my entire blog! haha.. i wan to make it more interactive le.. or else v boRing.. hahhaa.. more piCs!

with my 3.0MP camera fone tt im gonna buy, i will take pics everyday! kekes n oso im gonna look for another jOb. nt gonna quit Settlers bahhs.. juz another joB. its time for a new environment le.. veri long since i did tt.

but all these dunno got enuff time to do marhhs when i come back. cuz i shld be coming back on 12 April. then 16th start sch le! Zzzz... sick nehhs.. hahhaa kay larhhs.. i gtg le.. meet Weik for the Directors' Meeting liaO.. im gonna complain bout the E priniting system again! so expensive! wahhahaa.. Tata! :]

*SoNg Tt ToUcHes ThE HeArT* 6.50pm

was watching the female finals for Superstar tt day.. yahhs i like Diya. n glad she woN. hehes.. like her personality! not too feminine.. but pretty! :] then the last song they sung by Chen WeiLian de.. i hear on TV found it quite nice.. then heard on Weijian's blog.. so kope frm him..

i find this song very touching.. the lyrics super meaningful larhhs! i hear liaO cry lorhhs.. hahha.. but nt becuz i emo or wat, is realli juz becus the lyrics is meaningful n very real.. n oso Chen WeiLian sing quite nice larhhs okiiE? though i dun realli like him.. budden yahhs.. is realli v nice.. can imagine hw the person who wrote this song feeling.. aiyo k i noe ur hair standing.. hahah but realli v nice. show u the lyrics!

歌曲：触摸
歌手：陈伟联 专辑：我只是想要

听说南方从来不会有寂寞
听说在海边世界没有尽头
你哭覂告诉我你和他梦想的种种
我会是你雨天的湖泊
拥抱你的温柔

好想看你的笑容
对离开的他说
你心中那份美丽
怎么找都不会再有

轻轻触摸未来遥远的风
有一天你会找回你的梦
幸福是看得透
而不是舍不得他的所有

慢慢触摸天空暖暖的火
我在这天黑了也不会走
你的快乐除了他还有
我永远守候不要难过
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听说冬天叶子熟了会脸红
听说在天空有迷人的星座
一起去探险吧
也许你会喜欢而感动
你沉默的时候
我知道你的心还很痛

真想看你的笑容
对你的他大声说

my fav phrase is 幸福是看得透而不是舍不得他的所有. hehe meaningful hohhs?go d/l.. :]

*cHiLdReN- NaiVe* 10.17am

ytd went to sch for Doreen's event. BiG BaNg. it was sorta a New Year celebration with the childrens frm Children Society. Tt society tt we had our PTN. Jieyun n me were the Games I/Cs. basically the whole day was games n food, so we were on our feet all the time.

this is the 2nd time tt i came so close a grp of children. there were 18 of them. We had a no. of games..

the 1st game was Dog n Bone: i tried to use my booming voice to get their attention to let Ros speak. but to no avail. most of them had a sulking face. n when playing the games we split them into 2 diff grps n they started hating each other! omG.. i wanted to die.. some of them were esp rude! they use all kind of mean words on each other.. n one even scolded me for siding the other team!

my temper was rising fast but i keep containing.. i knew i cldnt scold them. the more i scold the more rebellious they wld become, so muz use soft approach. so i juz kept quiet.

n aft tt we played poison ball. tts when they started to warm up. n they started clinging to us.. the girl who scolded me even came to talk n play with me..

i quite like her, but frm my 1st experience in the home during our PTN, i knew i cldnt get attached to them. so i juz keep my distance frm her. she kept askin me to give her my hp accessories, but i told her i cldnt as they were gifts. n she wanted me to give her 1 pkt of sweet, so in the end i gave her my lakerol. haha..

children, they are realli simple.. if u treat them gd they will treat u gd. if u treat them bad, u better expect hell frm them. haha...

its nt a simple joB.. trying to control a bunch of screaming n hyperactive kids.. ppl whu are considering holding such events or becoming a kindergarten teacher.. consider carefully arhs! hahha

*My Lappie!* 2am

yayys! todae came hm frm sch Mummy told me she got me the adaptor le! so i cld use the laptop le..! hehes im using it right nw.. the keyboard takes some getting used to.. abit small..

todae was a busy day... had lesson til 12.. then went for GEMS quiz... it was friggin farnie lorhhs.. cuz b4 tt me, alex n weik went to the comp lab to revise our GEMS.. then they were sayin the teacher so lazy surely set the same as online quiz de.. so we go memorise those essential ting.. then go in see the paper i burst out luffing lorhhs.. its almost exactly the small larhhs! zzz... hahha.. heng we go revise..

then aft tt went to meet KK professors.. they came frm Thailand to here with their students for a visit bahhs.. then we flying over soon.. wahhaha.. they veri frely n nice o. got one thai ger v pretty! hehees...

then FYP briefing.. the topic we want to do is as nicole says: hotcakes.. wahahha.. siaNz... pray can get bahhs.. i realli v interested... :]

then went for MC meeting.. yays.. this committee stepping dwn le..! woots! hehes.. next acad year club dunno will become like wat.. but seniors will still come dwn visit de.! no worries.. hehe... aiyohh.. i becoming senior soOn.. hw did time pass so fast.. so scary sehhs.. :p

then went to eat LJS with xin.. then went hm! hehes... nw muz get ready to chiong exams.. then chiong play for 2 weeks.. then chiong ITP then finally chiong FYP! hehe.. sadd i cannot attend FO :( budden sure will go day tour! hehes jiayou bahhs!

*ToOtHaChe* 11.44pm

my wisdom tooth is giving me pRoBs again... :( pain dao yao si! arGh... i wan to go extract it!!!! aft exams! hmpH! take it out once n for all.. grRr.. so mafan!

ytd got to write in my PD (personal diary). v long nvr update PD cuz of u larhhs! blogspot.com! everytime write in u but nvr write in PD liaO.. hmm i starting writing in a diary since i was P6.. up til nw i've got 4 of them le! finishing my 4th one sOon. hehees.. cool hohhs.. so much memories stored uP. i luff @ all the stupid tings tt happened when i look @ the past entries.. when im old le, sure find them all v funnie de.. :]

it is onli during exams time tt i get to write more often in PD cuz thats when my pace of life slows dwn n i get the time to tink bout 'nonchalant' stuff. normally when i have the free time i wld hit the pillows le.. hahah..

hmm im leading such an active lifestyle nw all tks to 1 person.. my 1st bf.. he wanted a break up cuz he was too busy with his own life. and while he has so much tinggs to keep himself pre-occupied to prevent him frm tinking, i was there wasting my time away grieving. then 1 day, it dawn on me tt why shld i be wasting my time while he is enjoying himself. so i swore to keep myself busy with all the activities i like, so busy tt i will have no time to tink bout anyting.

and till nw, i've been leading tt lifestyle. nt giving myself a moment of rest. i cant keep still.. i have to have smth to do. hahah.. its gd in a way larhhs.. v fulfiling.. hahaha.. it can be tiring though.. but at least im doing tings tt i like.. :]

kayys nw i gtg le.. talked too much. wahha! see u!

*SeNTiMeNtAL?* 12.42am

juz nw i post an entry.. budden there was an error... Zzz.. haha.. i was telling u all about my small little dreams for the future.. aWw.. too bad u all nt fated to sEe.. wait for me to make it come true then u all will noe le okayys! :] hehe

ytd recieved a msg frm Engtat... then we started talking bout some stuff.. which sets me tinkin again.. letting go is so hard :(

when u are going tru tt phase, it is pure mental torture. emotions come n go. nw tt im over it, im beginning to miss the times when i actually feel... when i actually felt so much for somebody. all of us are onli humans, it's onli natural tt we have feelings.. so there's no need to deny. n nw i have no qualms talkin bout it either.

its no wonder ppl sae tt being in love is xin fu de. u feel all kinds of nvr experienced b4 emotions. the way ur heart flutter when u see the person u like, the way u smile when he/she smiles, the way u keep tinking bout tt someone, the way u want to do the things that he/she likes.. hw u wan so much to make him/her happy.. hw u can do tings tt u tot were out of ur own limit just for him/her. how u dun feel tired even aft a whole day of work just becuz u get to see him/her at the end of the day.

its amazing the things love can make a person do... some ppl die for the person they love. they throw themself infront of tt someone to take a stab/shot for him/her.. tt doesnt onli happens on TV.. i read abt such article on reader's digest toO. Love makes u do ting u would nvr imagine urself doinG.. so isnt love a wonderful tinG? :]

hmM no? u dun agrEe? some ppl sae being in love is tong ku de. esp when the other party dun reciprocate.. some ppl tink tt its alrite... u love tt someone, so just as long as tt person is happy, u are happy.. u noe wat i tink? bullshit. humans are selfish beings. it is 1 in a million tt can do something liddat. its onli an excuse for ppl who dun have courage to admit their feelings..

its sadd.. its sad tt some ppl juz wait n wait n wait.. not even knowing wat they are waiting for... until eventually, their feelings die off.. unwittingly

its also sad tt some ppl refuse to accept any form of love.. becuz they have been hurt so deeply b4. they cant bring themself to trust again..

and there are also some who grab any chances they have with just anybody.. becuz they cant stand the lonliness n needed support.

there are alot of up n downsides.. its hard to tell right frm wrong in love. just follow ur feelings bahhs! open ur heart n eyes n u will realise tt Love is realli a miraculous phenomenon. :]

*i NeEd sMTh TaT's ReaL* 9am

wEeTs! i din fail my plant sci.. phEw~ budden dun dare check my biochem. wahhaha.. aniwaes ytd i was contemplating whether to take todae's Mol Gene test or take a MC as suggested by Dr Chiam.. wahhaha.. cuz my 1st test did well.. i din wan to risk.. budden aft some tot.. i feel tt shld go n try.. go n do the qns might help me for exams.. hehe.. and im glad i did.. or else wld feel v guilty de.. hehes..

and todae was a gd day... could concentrate real well and manage to get sometings done. and chatted with doReEn too in cluB. veri seldoM get to talk so much with her le..

then aft tt went to dinner with family @ Bukit Batok! veri nice.. eat til i wan pukE. hahaha.. and summore jiE jie went toO.. took lotsa fotos with her on papa's caB. hehes.. i like to call her SHoRTiE! cuz she shorter than Me.. she super gek. wahahha... aniwaes realli glad can spend tiMe with them. actally my sis is veri cute n pretty de nia.. juz like her sister! wahahhaa.. :p

tai sae i look not my usual self recently.. hmm i oso duNno issit true. mabbe tinking bahhs.. realli need u to appear again. guide me along n show me the way. *pRaY :]

*LiBrA* 1.15am

hmm.. those whu knows me well will noe tt im someone whu tinks alot.. tinks alot bout consequences, about wat might happen if i make a decision. n i am v fickle minded toO.. everyone noes tt.. hahaha.. Jessica says tt im fickle minded even when im eatinG.. i choose set A le i will suddenly change to B.. n coincidentally, tt happens to be the characteristic of my horoscopE: Libra. Indecisiveness n fickleminded-ness.. hahas

want means want, dun want means dun want. actually everything is juz so simple.. but i have to go n tink alot alot n make myself all messed up. duNno why im so suspicious. so skeptical. when a stranger suddenly becomes v gd to me, i will tt he/she has a motive.

as human beings it is onli natural tt u will wan to height ur defenses when u are in the face of danger. everyone will wan to protect themself frm any harm. juz like porcupine, it will roll into a ball of spike when a predator is ard. but is it realli right? will being so defensive of urself let u miss out on alot of gd tings in life?

for eg. a person is so afraid of death. thus she wun wan to go swimming for she is afraid of drowning, she wun wan to go camps for afraid of snakebites, she wun wan to go bungee jumping for fear of the ropes breaking and she wun wan to get married for fear of her husband poisoning her to get her heritance.

hmm? hw to define wat's right in life? maybe there's no definite ans. maybe it's juz about going for wat u feel rite.. even if it means getting hurt in the process.. at least u've tried.

*PoP! (open champagne)* 11.16pm

yays! its over le! the Sentosa Challenge has ended successfully. it didnt rain n there was even abit of sUn!

hehes.. realli glad to see most of them enjoying.. papa's team gt the 1st, my Pupa but minus me n plus Andre n Jieying won 2nd, and tat siong's team gt 3rd! so goOd!

i wan to thank alot of ppl.. juz for supporting me.. coming to my aid last min.. participating in the race n alot alot of other tings.. realli tks all.. realli tks. noe there are somE bad points in the event. we will pass to next generation to let them improve de. hehhes..

So proud of Pupa.. Weixin Seow Nasir. but hw can they win w/o me!? i realli Lao Shu Si mahhs.? hahhaa... saDds.. i wan to win the zoo one with them! yayys! :]

im so tired n sleepy nw. but stupid hair haven dry.. so happie everything went smoothly! :]

tks everyonE! xie xie ni meN!!!

todae was a rotten day.

a bad start, a bad end.

dun wish to elaborate.

Right now, encouragement n support are welcome.

dun need lecture or advises.

things will be great. i juz noe... :]

*CRaZy eLePhaNt* 11.20pm

okiies! ytd we went to Crazy Elephant again.. it is at Clarke Quay.. wanted to go to Blue Jazz @ bugis there.. budden no live band was playing.. so we went to clarke quay instead.

ordered same drink n food as aft aDnD tt time.. hahaha.. then we played same games.. but this time the forfeits were worst! much worse.. hahaha. and mostly 60% of the time i kena.. and is nt directly de.. is ppl kena then need partner.. then i kena.. zZzz..

ytd planning to drink til i drop de.. but is realli drink til v xinku.. wan to puke cannot puke.. wan to faint cannot faint.. juz seh.. then headache like mad.. xin n seow have to hold me to walk to MRT station.. they scare i collapse.. hahhaa.. drink craneberry plus vodka? and redbull n vodka? and wild turkey n coke.. the last jug sucks larhhs.. din drink much.. so all was v light.. but guess my body juz cldnt take it..

i go hm liaO dig finger into my throat to puke oso cannot puke.. disgusting feeling.. juz go to bed..

this is 2nd time i feel so nan Guo aft drinking.. and i dun tink i wan to experience it again le.. drinkng wun make one happie or high... its all a lie.. yahhs.. so ppl DUN DRINK! it will onli corrode ur liver n add on to those calories! :p

ohh yahhs.. i dunno if im allow to show the pics.. but wayne was a great entertainer ytd.. hehehes.. i luff like mad at his last forfeit.. BTH! wayne u rock larhs! (onli for ytd) :]



my lovable Bonsai.. thks for these past few days!
MuAcKs!

*LaTe NigHt SnACk* 1.36am

u noe wart? i tink im pregnant.. hahahha... im eating alot of snacks larhhs! i suddenly crave for kueh.. then i ask my mum to buy back frm work. then i juz went dwn to 7-11 to get myself sour prunes n chewy candy.. Zzzz..

ytd went to K with xin n seow! then aft tt we din noe where to go. i said i feel like roller blading. then they two immediately sae OKAY LOH! omG.. hahaha.. then we went ECP.. seow din noe how to blade.. but she still oNz me.. so touched :] then me n xin oso nt v prO tt type de.. so we 3 juz fall her fall there.. xin seow is the break dancer of the day n im the stunt faller.. hahaha.. the 1st fall i lie parallel to the ground.. wahhaha..



then aft tt blading back it rained! rain so heavily! but we juz cont blading in the rain.. so shiok! wash all the weariness away! we were thoroughly soaked larhhs.. but it was so fun! hehehe.. then we went to eat subway soaking wet.. hehhees.. so cold but so fuN! :]

ytd i luffed super alot! esp during kbox.. realli luff til my stomach pain. hehe

tks xin n seow for pei-ing me! hehhes realli xie xie.! :]


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these few days realli experience wat is tiredness.. purely mental tiredness..

i wan to sae alot of things but felt tt it will be too selfish of me.. wan to scold ppl.. but cant bring myself too.. want to scream n kick n punch.

i used to tink why cant they feel hw i feel.. but actually why din i put myself in their shoes instead..

all my close frens have been trying their best to lift my spirits.. u all did.. realli... :] without u all i wun noe wat to do. i promise u all i will be better de... wun gu fu ni men! :]

im nw in a situation where i cant move backward or forward. i feel so helpless as i cant bring myself to do wat i want to do.. n no matter wat the ans may be, tinggs have already changed.. n this is smth i feel most regretful.

SO FAN ARHHH!!!!! but nvm! cuz tml i have a great bunch of frens who are going to acc me to drink to my heart's content. hehhes.. i noe this is v unhealthy, but i wun do it often. cuz nw im veri curious wat damn clar meant by floating.. hahaha.. i feel safe with them cuz they noe hw im like aft drinking.. so they will take care of me de! :]

lets throw all our sorrows away n embrace happiness!!! :] :] :]

*dO i ReaLLy LoOk LiKe iM sTuPiD To yOu?* 5.11pm

todae is a great day. wonderful weather with wonderful breeze.. going to go cycle abit aft dinner lata..

hMm... somehow i feel so emotionless aft all those episodes.. like the truth no longer matters anymore. although it muz be known.. but i tink at the back of my mind, i alrdy have the ans.

wish this can end now.. its fascinating the turn of event.. how one thing leads to another.. and another and another..

the Bintan trip with settlers ppl was cancelled due to bad weather over there.. like Weiquan said, we can do nth there except drowning.. haha.. and just about time toO. cuz my cousin juz came back frm Bintan, had food poisoning so bad tt he had 3/4 of his large intestine removed. My mum will nvr let me go there...

i discover smth which amaze me ytd. my eating habit tells alot about my r/s with the ppl im eating with. usually i eat like nobody's business.. im hungry i eat. below is a little info, u can notice the next time u eat with me.. might nt be totally accurate.. but yahhs about there..

when eating with me....
u dun see me holding a tissue in my hand - im most comfortable hanging out with u.
u see food flying out of my mouth when i talk and i dun even apologise - well this nvr happens larhhs.. cuz i always apologise.. hehehe
u hear funnie noises (eg. me slurping my soup, and chewing nosily) - i always hang out with u and i shld have known u for at least a year, and we are the same kind. wahahhaha
u see me picking my teeth with straw but trying my best to hide - we seldom hang out and eat together.
u see me cleaning my teeth with tissue - i feel quite comfortable in ur presence
u see me playing with the leftover food - this range is BiG. u can be a total stranger to my very best buddy. cuz i always do tt.. :]
u see me covering my mouth when i chew - THIS IS THE WORST! i am most UNcomfortable with u and pls do not ask me out to eat the next time!

*HaPpY nEw YeAr!* 5.12pm

todae is 1st of Jan 2007!!! woots! todae i woke up becuz of tt chime tt sound on the 1st day of every month.. woke up to a beautiful afternoon.. with the warm sun rays n birds chirping.. those horrible things tat were happening for the past few days seem like a dream. n how i wished it is one.. :]

ytd we went to Zhenye's burfday party. the honeydew sago was nice! hehehes.. and chocolate his doggie was so cute! it was a chihuahua.. hmm then jiayi, peiqi, meijun, wayne, yutai, alvin, weichong, zhiming were there.. we sat on the rows of chair outside the corridor playin all kind of lame games.. hahaha..

then we went to vivo to walk.. and we ate BnJ! one pint of it in 4 different flavours! the 1st layer was strawberry shortcake, then cherry garcia, dublin mudslide n finally coffee! hehe.. it was shiok! yuM yuM! hehes.. i felt so happie n xin fu aft eating tt one pint of BnJ.. hahha..

and Yutai intro me to a Samsung fone.. actualli i was tinkin of getting sony ericsson or nokia onli.. but i fell in love with tt fone he showed me! so im getting tt! hehehes.. it is the ultra slim edition de.. super nice! :p n i realise one tingg.. my blog is so boring cuz theres nt much pic! aft i get my 3.0 MP fone i will be posting pics on every entry! hehes..

then we went to esplanade at ard 11pm to see the fireworks! actualli is go shears bridge to find jieyun n huizhen.. budden when we reach there arhhs.. omG lorhhs.. hahaha.. the no. of ppl there were madness.. it was so hard to even c where u are going.. at one part when we were trying to squeeze dwn to the merlion there, it was like madness larhhs.. it was realli squeezy!!! hahaha..

tks wayne n yutai for shielding me frm all the "FUDGES".. keke.. nw den noe u all so gentlemen.. wahahha.. :] then we finally found a place to settle dwn n saw JermaiN! hahhaa.. then we all stand there to wait for the fireworks.. wayne, yutai n me kept giving false signals.. we started shouting "10.. 9... 8.... 7..." even b4 it was midnite.. waahahha.. but no1 wan to entertain us.. all bo chap us.. wahahhaha.. but super funnie.. the aunties behind us oso started to trick ppl.. n wayne kena cheated.. wahhaha..

then aft tt went to meet xin to go hm together... it was 2am le.. heng still gt bus 97. hehhees..

tks for all the ppl whu are concern. no matter wat is happening rite nw, i believe things will blow over soon de. one person cannot remain sad 4eva de.. we will get better! :] muacks! happie new year! :]