*leTs cHioNg* 1.08am

yoZz..! hahahs.. im `tirEd... physically... hahahs.. cuz poly50 training quite frequent these days.. cuz its coMiNg!!! in 14days.. OmG.. so fast rite.. tiMe realli realli flies.. faster then fly.. hahha..

aft coming back frm Cambodia it realli takes abit of settling dwn n getting used to.. cuz toNnes of work to do.. and alot of unsettled business tt i left behind when i went over.. nw muz face them le.. Zzz.. siaNz.. everyday is so siaN!! onli lookin 4ward to playing sports.. no heart to study.. but i noe i muz.. i keep reminding myself til im abit numB.. -sighs-

ytd i juz had a change of minD.. abt my future.. im quite determined.. shouldnt sae too much in case i have a change of mind again.. hahah.. if 1 year lata i still feel the same then will tell u all.. hahahs.. :P

poLy50 totally rawks larhs.. hahaha.. omG.. i quite like training.. cuz we always encourage each other. n knew afew more new frens toO.. look 4ward to the adidas jersey n new FBT shorts! wahahha i hope its black.. yahhs i tink its black.. all my FBT shorts are blue.. so many le.. Zzzz..

aniwaes quite tiring larhs.. but i see the guys arh i dun feel tired liaO.. cuz for girls every 1 round they run 9 larhs! so how can i complain tt im tired when i see them so hiong! realli v cham.. jiayOu o CLS! ni men ke yi de! :]

this fri got Asean Youth outing! yays! miss them so much although onli a week! hehehe.. alot ppl going.. actually was planning to nt go poly50 training n go for gathering cuz start at 7pm. but aft todae i see how they suffer when ur team member dun comE hohs.. i realli dun have the heart to.. so fri i will have to go the gathering late.. :( omG.. i hope can see everyone of them..

aniwaes.. tml is the last day le.. if i dun go then tts it. but i dunNo.. i realli dun tink i can. -sighs- i will juz let this one pass.. if its meant to be, it will be. :]

*i kEep TeLLiNg mYsELf DiS...* 2am

oH goOd.. im finally here to update. this isnt going to be a long post though.. i juz feel bored frm all the reports so am here to lament.

dear.. i've got 2 more reports untouched* realli is UNTOUCHED.

yuupps cambodia trip was great as u wld have guess.. hahahs.. i've made realli gd frens frm different countries.. closest was of cuz singaporeans, and next is the thais and frens frm brunei.. has been keeping in contact with one of them frm Brunei, tink my phone bill is gonna explode. lucky i onli sms.. sheena even called.. hahas..

alot of thiNGs to tell.. keep it short. sheena is my dearest room mate. shes great. me her n zirong (all 3 frm SP) are sticky mates.. we are always seen together. Zirong is our papa.. sheena is my Laopo. hahhas.. complicated r/s. but aniwaes.. we hung onto each other for the 12 days and took care of each other. well mostly was they taking care of me though.. heez... esp ziRonG laopa!.. he help me tru alot alot alOT of hurdles.. both physically n mentally..

he was there for me when i was facing my worst fear, needles... i tink i nearly broke his fingers with my grip.. w/o him i tink i will be left there crying to death. i was realli so scare when i was told im going to be put on a drip. there was no way ouT even though i argue with the Doc.. he was there keepinG me going with the soNgs n dance when we were paintinG the ceiliNG.. it was tirinG, but So FuN! heez.. :] n not forgetting on the plane, when i was so tired n sick, my dearest laopa was oso there.. u always understand so well... laopa if u are reading this, i cant thank u enuff! :]

n sheena tt blur sotong cum shopping queen! hahhas. she spend like hundreds of US dollars shopping on this trip larhs.. hahaha.. her bargaining skills are great.. we are well known for tt.. hahahs.. aniwhere oso can bargain. i spent great times with her. chatting to slp, she taking care of me tru the nite to make sure my temp go dwn.. sharing IpOd on the bus, sharing the same interest, n sharing the same bed.. hahhas.. her bearing with me watching soccer tru out the nite... thank u laopo! u are greaT!

hMm i din bother to update recently cuz alot of things to do n my camera spoiled! :( haiz.. drop it during the boat excursion on the floating mkt.. Zzz :( then when reach spore memory card got proB!!! double zzZz

aniwaes i will update when i get my pic back yahhs.. im missing the days there.. though the last few days over there were quite xin ku. juz smelliNG food makes me wan to pukE.. but im alrite nw.. saw a doc this moRn.. its juz gastric problems.. im starting to miss the slow pace of life, cosy hotel room, hot hot sun. early morning sunrise, and most imptly frens!

i cant help it but cry when the thais left... we send most of the other countries off on the last day cuz our flight is one of the lastest. when i saw cute Dean, mike and all of them i realli cannt control animore.. haiz... maureen too... i miss naM nAm my comrade. cheryl.. mingli... sam, daniel, n so many more ppl... siGhs--

lets face it. sch starts in a few hrs timE... back to the real world. :]

*in CamBoDia RiGhT nOw* 10am

heyys! the 10am is Cambodia time. nw is 11am in Singapore.

hrmms.. logging into the net at the hotel lobby. its US$0.50 per 30 mins kays! so i shall make it short. had spend 8 days over here in Cambodia. lotsa things happen.. gd n bad...

ive a cute n great roommate. sheena. she's beside me right nw...

aniwaes wasnt feeling v well past 2 days.. was actually send to the hospital n put on a drip ytd morning.. along with 8 other ppl.. hahaha.. all gastric flu.. tts wat the doctor said...

if i tell my mum she will kill me.. hahah hengs my mother dun use the internet.

thanks alot to all those ppl who took care of me.. sheena wasnt feelin well too.. but she took care of me all nite.. cheryl, mingli n ying shya n zironG n marcus... tks to all..

now sheena n me have to stay in hotel lata going for closing ceremony.. tts all.. update more when im back! see u! :]

*iM nOt unFeELiNg* 10.50pm

okayy.. nw tell u abit bout tt day.

started by meeting in sch. then registration. GLs helped me manage the crowd so me n mark can stay in club to settle the groupings.. the food came. tks so much to weijiaN.. w/o u i wld have to carry all those lunch boxes myselves... n then weijian help me co-ordinate the giving out of lunch boxes..

aft tt we left for pasir ris.. it was raining over there n i was worrying... when reach there the rain still quite big.. n abit messy. nt realli sure shld i start.. then schedule was abit delayed due to the bus. then tink peikun saw me v pek chek came to cheer me up with his stupid hard gay moves.. hahah tks! i was realli cheered up aft seeing u acting stupid.. hehes :P

aniwaes we started n everything went well! i rented a bike n went ard to check on them... mark toO.. we travelled ard n took photos... then aft mass game. BBQ started. the food was good.

then some of them went for nite cycling... they gt 2 extra bikes n i was realli tempted to go.. but i noe i cant juz leave everything n go.. so i stayed.. Zzz.. hahahs.. but it was fun over in the chalet toO!

halfway during BBQ, me alvin ting n alex sneaked out... we went to plae stupid things.. OmG.. hahah.. we wanted go jacuzzi.. but it was closed.. we played in the pool but was chased away. n we became the DUCK TROUPERS! wahahha.. we followed quan han they all n did stupid thinGs.. oMg.. hahaha.. it was realli stupid.. all the way til downtown east.. n we became even more stupid.. whahaha... cannot sae wat we did.. :p

then we saw weixin they all n we went to buy alcohol.. the biggest mistake... i bought 'nite', a 5% fruit wine. i finished the whole bottle.. we walk back.. i started to feel the heat, and v soOn i was dwn.. i dunno whether i was drunk. but i juz cannot tink clearly n my head hurts like hell.. my face was so red.. my legs had patches of reddness.. it was scary.. i laughed n cried uncontrollably. it was embrassing n sickeninG...

when i was liddat. weixin, yuting, alex, wayne n alvin took care of me.. they realli stayed by my side tru out the whole nite. i felt cold n felt like vomitting.. felt cold cuz we played in the pool b4 tt n my clothes was wet. alot of ppl were v concern for me... realli xie xie ni men.. they bought ginger tea n warm water for me.. all these i rmb :]

zhiyang they all do some stupid magic tricks on my n i found it so amazing.. wahhaha.. aniwaes it wasnt a great feeling when i was so 'drunk'. budden it feels good to noe tt so mani ppl care n during tt time.. i felt somehow happy.. cuz i was laughing n laughing uncontrollably.. mabbe tts y ppl like to get drunk to 4get their problems? hahaha... but i wasnt doing tt larhs.. i got 'drunk' accidentally.. nt going to do it again.

then aft tt i slpt awhile n bathe i was fully awake liaO. some of us went to cheers n nasir, me n ting shared Ben n Jerry! wahhahaha oMg.. its a new flavour.. marsha marsha marshmallow! wahahhaha.. heaveN! then aft tt cuz onli got 2 bikes.. me n nasir ride there de. then got me ting weix n nasir. so i sat on nasir's bike n ting sat on weix's bike.. then they sent us back to chalet.. butt v pain but veri fun! hahahs..

then daniel mel nasir weixn n some others ride bike go watch sunrise.. then in the morn rainin heavily.. papa nasir ben n some year 1s go do stupid thinGs.. hahah dun sae liaO.. aft tt left n went hOme.. wahhaha...

i enjoyed myself thoroughly! tks to so mani of u... :]

*sPeCiaL ThaNkS eDiTiOn* 10.15pm

im nw veri luaN.. dunno where to start frm. cuz i haven done my packing.. n im leaving singapore in 10hrs time. n i haven even started on my bird flu essay. this week pass too fast for me. sighs- so i decided to start here! by bloggin' heez...

NBE was a great success! abt 60 year 1s turn up and everything was going well and smooth.. no big cock ups. realli like to thank alot of ppl for helping me with NBE.. juz to list a few...

mark- u are reli a great assistant. u helped me alot for this. congrats on the success of this event! :]

annabel n cindy- tks for all the advices n tips for holding NBE. :]

alvin n yuting(GM head n ass GM head)- realli realli tks for making the games all turn out well.. without u 2, i wldnt have done it. clapps clapps (and not onli for this, but oso like to thank u 2 for taking care of me when i was u noe.. hahahs)

all the GMs- xie xie ni men!

GMs cum Log cum medics- tingfang, shijia n ur gang. realli so grateful to u all for helping me with the job tt ppl dun like to do. xie xie!

GLs- weichong, shuxian, peiqi, zhenye, amos, sheyah, evelyn, quan han, yunzhen n jiayi. realli tks sooo much! u all r a bunch of dedicated ppl n realli put ur heart into this joB. well donE! tks to jiayi n shuxian my heads for co-ordinating the GLs. :]

weixin- special tks to u! helping me book the chalet. tt time i was realli panicking.. cant find anyone to help me book. realli xie xie ni! n oso for takin care of me during the nite! :]

alex n wayne- hahha tks my sista n wayne o. for taking care of me during the nite!

participants- u all play a major role in makin NBE a success! tks for being so spontaneous :]

seniors- realli tks weijian n gang in helpin me buy the cakes. tatxiong, engtat, satyish n gang help me set up the BBQ n bbq-ed for us. im sincerely grateful to all seniors for coming n making the chalet a more lively one!

teachers- mr ho n ms yee... tks for coming dwn to support NBE! :]

all to all others... though i din mention, but tks alott to u by juz turning up for NBE. :]

*LaHhs lahHs* 6.30pm

i nw in the clubhse... lata going Giant buy NBE stuffs.. veri tired.. alot of thiNgs haven do... my report n reports and reports... Zzzz... i wan to slp.. so tired nias.

budden lata eng meeting me. yay love her... she acc me go buy n eat dinner @ IMM.

todae came to sch plae tennis with zhenye huizhen n weik. veri fuN! its a gd sports. heez... i still rmb abit technique learn frm last timE. Fun FuN... then aft tt they gt GL traininG.. i veri thankful to them.. see them liddat i veri consoled. cuz they are a veri dedicated bunch of ppl. most of them turn up... xie xie ni men o. :]

then aft tt i go pack up all those stuff.. go buy mineral water. and den slacking in clubhse nw... veri cold... todae morning i woke up with a swollen thumb. dunno wat bit me. then my left thigh there got a VERI VERI BIG swollen patch. super disgusting... yeEwww... yuckS!

*BaDd* 12.40am

juz nw morn went miNds with ting alex n alvin. we played alot of games.. i choose all thoSe settlers dun have de.. wahhaha.. learn alot new gamEs... veri fuN.. but the one we enjoyed the most was Halli Galli! wahahha.. and oso we played one go Richochet? or smth liddat... its veri excitiNg.. alvin lost then he have to do forfeit. i ask him stand on sofa and shout i love settlers.. he go take settlers oF catan.. idiOt.. hahaha.. then tiNg let other ppl hit her buttocks! wahahhaha! :p

then aft tt we went to eat n i went back settlers give cw back his money. nw pay him fully back le.. dun owe anything can go cambodia peacefully. wahhahaa.. no laRhs.. juz scare he need the monEy so faster retuRn..

then i step in settlers i stuN dao. onli one table.. veri veri weird feeliNg... veri empty.. when i left miNds was ard 6, and there was quite a no. of ppl there.. liminG went there with her BF, then when we leaviNg cindy n peilin and their gang came dwn.. -sighs- wats happEning to settlers.. Zzz... realli hope business will pick up soOn.

then aft tt i went boat quay walk walk.. veri nice place o.. love it there... i can stand there the whole nite lohS.. view super nice... and todae weather veri shiok toO.. heez...

lets stop assumiNg.. both of us..

*EvErYthinG cHaNgEs buT BeAuTy rEmaiNs* 5.09am

zzZ guess wat im doiNg up So early @ dis friGgiSh hR? wahhaha.. i waitin for my hair to dry! wahhahah.. juz nw coME back frm poly50 v tired. juz slpt on my bedrm floor til 3 plus am. then i woke up to bathE... yEee.. wahahha.. so er hoHs!

juz nw in the moRn went to watch X-mEn3 with tinG, wayne n alvin. we ate yoshinoYa, student mEaL. then wayne q-ing infronT of me, the person ask him for his student pass. then my turn he nvr ask. then stuPid wayNe go n complain, he sae "y u nvr ask her for student pass?" then i sae i look yoUng maHs.. wahhaaha.. then aft tt i went back counter Take chilli flakEs, the perSoN giMmE one more waffle fries... but actually i got le.. tiNk he forgot. then i take there then realise.. then juz eat loHs.. wahhaha.. *eviL*

then yay! i bought the broWn toP le! tks tiNG for brinGing me there! so happie todae! i finally bought iT! wahahha.. tiNg bought the black oNe.. next tiME we wear togeThEr! :]

aft tt actually wan go nydc eat dessert, by tt time abt 4.45 le.. then by the tiMe we settle dwn wan to decide is alreadi 5. i felt so uneasy dunno if i shLd go poly50. cuz at orchard le so lazee go dwn summore eating my fav dessErt! hmm budden i felt so bad, i called weik. then he sae up to me de, but i cant get over the guilt. so i went dwn w/o eating.. sorrie ting alvin n wayne pS u all. next tiMe i treat u all maC icecReaM kaYs! hehes..

den trainiNg nt so tiriNg lahS.. cuz todae v little ppl coMe.. then we discouNt til nvr do sprintinG.. hahahs.. then i playeD squasH! yay... waited so loNg.. tink 2 weeks nvr plae le.. iM FriG lousy in it but i still love it all the saMe... heez.. i love hittinG wiTh all my mighT! shiOk! :p then aft training went to eat KFC with papa, weik, peikun, siewmai, weichOng n jasMiNe.. jas n siewm veri funiE arHs.. cannt tahan them...

lata goiNg ouT again. betta go Zzzz le!

*i MisS aLL oF u* 12.22am

tt frig alex. make my hand all orh ceh! he pull me super hard lo!!! mei liang xin de! gRr... WoO. i leaving for cambodia this comin sat. so pls all dun msg me, i wun be bringing my hp there.. i will be back on the 21st. yeapps!

i miss my sec sch frens alot alot.. dunno y got this feeliNg tt i wan to see all of them b4 i leave.. i noe sound v wat.. budden juz to be safe... u nvr noe wat is gonna happen over there.. but im sure nth will happen. hahahas.. but still... hhaha nvm.. i will be back! wahahha.. fatter n tanner!

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*WaT 2 SaE?* 12pm

heyys. ytd went for poly50 selection. the 1st time i run til i realli can feel pain lohs.. realli is the part between the thighs n the butt. cannot make it. super pain til mAD. esp aft the last sprint. i spray alot alot and run deep heat. wahahha.. shiOk.. todae abit pain still.

nw in club. lata going for NBE recee. b4 this went for cambodia meeting. i tell u the itinery nth like the thailand trip i went for. we going there juz to paint sch n then alot of sightseeing n shopping. then we staying in hotel summore. omG. cannot make it lohs.. realli veri cham. then instead of 11 days is extended to 12 days. cuz no flight back. all fully book le. so stay there 1 more day.

haiz v inorganise lo.. everything is in a rush b4 i leave for cambodia. so many homework n reports. and im super disappointed. beyond anything lohs... i tink u are right. i tink wat u sae are all true. ive been feeling it all alonG.. but nw... ive cross tt line. im sorrie i wun be able to anymore. realli dui bu qi. i need to go away.