LoTsA HaPpEniNgs! [Sun 31 July 05. 4.52am]
hellO! ytd juz went for CLS non budget event. hahah fun! morning went late. meet up with arens, peter, lance, amos and jiaxing. then aft tt walk to SAC together. then ice breaker. my grp got amos, june and daddy mommie are jieying. nasaire, and aaron. then went to ecp there rain heavily!!! juz when we were opening our packet of chicken rice... tsk! then we faster chiong to the shelter. machiam like war liddat. cuz the wind super big, then alot ppl chionging.. then the wind make the sand hit us til v pain. wah then u look at the sea arh.. the waves.. tsk tsk. super nice. rain til so heavily like last time jing me irenes jason go fishing tt time.

then aaron take the trash bag act like super man. hahaha.. then we went into the rain do billy banja. hahaha.. v fun! then tat xiong scold us.. hahaha.. so cold.. brrr.... then we huddle together cuz so cold... papas were v nice. shelther us frm the rain with the big big trash bag. hahaha.. then aft tt rain stop le we went to plae liaO!

run here run there.. weixin station was the best la. hahaha.. flour and slippers. make me til got flour facial... then aft tt me and june wan to put into action our big big plan! tt is to throw weijian into the sea! but ben they all told us tt they planning to throw qin zheng. so they cannot help us. cuz lata weijian dun wan to help them. so we wait lo.

got one chance me and june sae. weijian super near water, so me and june gathered peter and amos and we chiong. me and june go there push him, we failed! he stood strong! we looked ard for reinforcement, but peter and amos were nowhere to be found! we realised we were betrayed. and surrounded by monsters! omg. hahahha.. the year 2s din let us get away.. tatxiong tried to pull me into the sea. i struggled and when the rest of the guys came, we knew we were dead. they carried me and june and threw us into the sea. we got up wanting to fight back, i saw june being carried, i tried to save her, but both of us ended up gettin dunked. then suddenly we saw hope coming towards us, ARENS! the yr2s ask him to throw us inside the sea or else he kena. but he sae: i rather i kena! then oh no! they pinned him dwn and put sand into his pants and buah... hahahhaha.. omg! me and june tried to save him, but our efforts were futile. in the end we retreat with a drop of tear rollin dwn our cheeks, goodbye arens...

june and i were warriors! we wun give up so easily! so we came up with an ingenious plan, if we cant bring weijian into the sea, why nt bring the sea to him! wahahhaha so went to take the red pail, filled it with water where the senior claim they last saw a row of men doing business in. and went to hid the pail of shit water behind the dustbin. who knows wenjian walked rite into our trap! wahahhaha.. he drew closer and june and i went into action. we splashed him with the shit water. he took out his hp and we dunk the rest over his head... wahahhah we defeated the GM head!!! he called for help. me and june hugged the lamp post. refusing to let go. tatxiong open the dustbin suggesting to dump us inside. but we gave them our best lost puppies looks and wahahhah victory was ours in the end!

then aft all the actions, june and i went to wash up and ate the BBQ food. then we went hm together with jieying peter amos and arens.

last wed and thurs were the chalet with yuting, clar, yoshika, alex. v fun oso! we went nitewalk and did alot of stupid things. nw im sun burnt!

and i went back to sajc for the overseas expedition camp. saw jielin lina they all.. mr ho and ms soh too! ling xiang told me smth tt hrmz.. not shock bah.. but was surprising... yea.. its amazing hw small the world is. then when i had to leave, quite sad la... we hugged, sae our goodbyes and take cares.. then b4 tt went for class gathering. audrey din even come la.. waste our time. class rep oso nvr come. tsk!

HahaHahHa... [Fri 29 July 05. 2.34am]
soo eng.. where are u... i wish u are with me nw.. haiz... theres so mani things i wan to tell u... actually all along i wanted to talk to u. but i noe u are so busy with ur As nw... i dun wan to disturb u.. so here i am again.

i wan to bang my head against the wall.. hahah.. why is life so weird. sometimes u are so happie and problem free, and other time u are suddenly juz overcome with sadness. sad to see other ppl sad, sad about ur own life, sad tt ppl arent sincere, sad at ur own naive-ness, sad tt u cant help, sad about the fakeness in ppl.

time realli doesnt matter nw. nt at this exact moment. in fact, nth matters to me at this point in time. i juz wan to think about wat u have said, hw can someone be so insincere and so untruthful. its okay if u dun tell me, but u din have to lie.. was it realli neccessary. i wun hate u for nt saying, but nw, i seriously have no more faith in this friendship. i called u a veri gd fren, mabbe it was juz my wishful thinking.

theres always a point u wan to make when u come and talk to me. i juz din see it at tt time. for once i tot u care, but again, it was juz becuz u are curious. realli, wat are u? there shld a purpose for u existing in my life. we cld have stop all contact, but since we din there shld be a point in our friendship rite. but nw i realli dun see where we are going.

u are always the cause. since so long ago. can u let me off? if only we din keep in contact. i keep forgiving u, i dun tink u realise. everybody moves on, why does a part of me still remains stagnant.

everyting tt i sae will seem so insignificant tml. but i mean it right nw.

iM LoST... BuT DeRes aLwAys aLL oF u.. [Wed 27 July. 12:05am]
oh yay lata going chalet with damn clar, alex, joan yuting and yoshika! heheh.. sentosa here we come! finally break aft such hectic week. a well deserve rest... but my one week holiday is so fully pack... haiz... sch work needs to be squeeze in!! i realli need to get some project done.

juz nw went for training. yea fun! cuz onli 3 ppl. so i learn alot. plae 3/4 with jian hui and yi hao and jun and joan. v fun. they teach us alot of things. my backhand realli need to improve.

OoOo i eating maggie mee now. so nice. juz nw din eat dinner so hungry. yummy. hehhee..

hope can faster plae squash again! hehhe

SP sQuAsH CaMp 22/7-24/7 [Sun 24/7 05. 10.55pm]
heLLO everybody!! im back!!! hehehe sorrie so long din come to update! have been quite a hectic week with alot of quizzes and activities. but nw its the term break! wahhaha.... i juz came back frm squash camp! i tink this camp is the best leisure camp i have been to! it was realli quite unexpected la... i tot sports camp shld be quite boring and all. and this is the 1st squash camp in SP ever! it was realli quite a good one.. applause for the seniors! :]

i realli feel tats its the ppl tat makes it happen. ppl like yimin, dominic, alvin, and actually everyone. seniors and campers. din expect everyone to be so oNz and happening. my grp is v oNz oso! so coincidentally i ended up in same grp as joan again. then got kim, yanhan, mingzhou! and leader is zi xuan. i noe them all liaO so easier. feel quite comfortable in tt grp.

fri nite aft sch went training. then straight away camp. then we eat, plae double wacko, gd evening game. plae dog and bone, then aft tt slp. wah tell u arh.. dominic realli v funnie lo.. everytime will luff one hear him talk. during gd evening game he call himself asshole. hahaha. he sitting beside jiewei. so everytime we will sae gd evening jiewei, asshole... blah blah.. then like scolding jiewei. v funnie la.. hahha..

then yan han plae dog and bone like doin matrix stunts.. hahha he veri lihai. hrmz then we go slp. 2nd day plae telematch my grp won! wahhaha.. then captain ball my grp won!!! then aft tt got those station games. plae poisonous ball, plae with jiewei grp. wah tt no.5 arh. plae twice ended up me and him left in the game. last 2 survivors. then tt time i throw him i fail then he throw back at me and smack my face la!! then he laughed laughed laughed. cuz nt allow to smack hip and above. then i faster take and smack him back. damn funnie la. 2nd time he smack me til my thigh red lo.. idiot. hahah.. he luff veri funnie one, is contagious.

then aft tt alot of slack time, we go chat and tell ghost stories. i sae the gangyi story til kim cried lo... hahhaa.. then we went to eat, do cheer. oh ya btw my grp is silent killer. the cheer all so dumb lo, mingzhou tink one the name. hahah.. then we plae charades, our grp veri zai. guess alot correct. hahah then aft tt we bathe liaO go guys bunks plae indian poker.

im v suay lo! 2 times go 2 times i kena. the first time i get 4, then i change card, i got 5. sian diao! then 2nd time plae mass one. all girls plae. 2 lowest number muz go the guys toilet take the green underwear on the floor. i kena 2 spades! wah siaN diaO! with xueli lo. i realli wanna puke arh.. hahha.. then yan han jie wei kunzhi they all keep saying. wahh i respect u.. hahhaa.. idiots lo. then me and xueli go then take pic with the underwear. then we threw it at dominic. then he ranger ma, reaction fast then siam and kena kunzhi! hahaha so funnie.

then we went back bunk sae ghost stories. dominic tell again. he tell til machiam like jokes lo.. hahaha he realli veri veri funnie la.. cant stand him. laugh til i stomachache. then also quite scary la.. most is army stories. then i cannot take it le, fell aslp on the floor.

next morn break camp, go queensway eat with zi xuan, see jun, joan, jianhui and no.5. then joan buy racket and we went hm.. yawns.... tml going watch movie with G5L2. hahah.. nitez....

EvERyThiNg cHaNgEs [Sun 10 July 05. 1.20am]
nth will ever stay constant. ur look changes... places change, people change, feelings change.. indeed, the onli constant is change... i tink im quite blessed... im born in a family tt loves me, im nt very stupid, i have 2 hands and legs, i look okay, im in a gd course, i have my frens with me, i am healthy and fit. wat else can i wish for rite. yea.. i dun wan anything to change. i juz hope that those ppl by my side nw will nt leave me, and i will get to catch up with my sec sch frens often. and of cuz to be able to concentrate on my sch work.. simple and nice. :]

it was only just that i realise i have been taking alot of things for granted. it was onli just tt i realise the possibility of us going separate ways is so real. all of us.. the few months spend together was realli a happy one for me. i have learn alot of things with u all.. although we sometimes became so fed up with each other, sometimes even shout and hit each other, things will always turn out well at the end of the day. we were like separate paths meeting, we walk one road together and nw all of us face mutiple forks ahead. in the end will we choose the same pathway? if all of us choose a different route, will our paths cross again? time will tell... :]

*that place will have our memories* :]

WoOOhOo! RWP Oral Presentation is OVER! [Tue 5 July. 2.20pm]
im nw in the comp lab oringa lesson. juz finish my grp's oral presentation on Aromatherapy. I stumbled abit. other than tt. shld be all go well ba. wayne speech darn long. yawns..... lata cannot go squash again! sadded... need to go hm rush chem report. need to hand in thurs. consists 40%! and i haven even started! goodness... hehehe.. nw doreen's grp presenting.

yay! the osim triathlon result is out. my running time is 10mins 4 secs for the 2km run. jiejie swim for 7mins plus and clarence the most lihai! 22.2 secs for 10km biking! we came in 6th position! hehehe... got 2 foreign grp b4 us. we are the 4th Singapore grp! hehhe... so happie... if we trained up nw. next yr we will be 1st! wahahhaa...

lata got boardgame meetup! i wanna go... -sighs- need to go hm rush la.. haiz.. cant even go dinner with them lata... jiayou! aft dis 2 weeks i will be freeeee! (hopefulli) squash squash squash! :]

Osim Singapore Asian Triathlon Championship 2005. [Sat 2nd July 05. 11.55pm]
WoohhoooOo!!! its over!!!!!!! wahhahaha... shiok! super shiok! nw my muscles are aching! wahaahahaha... yay!!! todae mornign work up at 5 plus regretting... tinking why did i promise damn clar to participate! but nw i noe its all worth it. the experience is gd! wahhaha.. i went dwn then took clar's dad car to ECP. then we pin up our bibs, draw the no. 1000 on our arms and legs.. 1000 leh! so nice hoh our no. wahhaha.. then met my sis.. joyce came too.

then aft tt sis report to swim start area. me and damn clar dunno where to go.. we so kanchiong.. hahaha. then we ask ard.. run here and there.. finally was told to go to bike transition area to wait til my sis swim finish. hahaha.. then aft tt my sis finish.. i saw her.. went to take the timing band frm here.. strap onto damn clar leg and off he goes!!! so exciting lo! then about 20 plus mins damn clar came back.. it was my turn! wahh.. i ran lo.. although at times feel tired le but keep pressing myself... saw the MENS single triathletes.. i got tell them jiayou. cuz saw them walking le.. poor thing.. do so mani tings alone... then got one girl pace with me. we overtake each other a few times.. when i see the straight route i chiong liaO... then yay cross the finishing line! then the girl gimme H2O, a tag with no.5 on it. and remove my timing band.

then we waited to see the prize presentation. then went to eat. then i went to work. todae is event at youth park! colin, me, yanxiang, evonne, javen and darren were there. then evoone and yanxiang left. then aft tt we teach some kids games. taught the volunteers oso.. then pack up at ard 7 plus pm. colin got me a whole bunch of balloons! wahhaha... so paiseh.. :p we gave to a kid aft tt...