mY CoFFee SwEeTeNeR. [Sun 30 Jan 05. 11.03am]
sMiLe sMiLe sMiLe! :] ur smile brightens up everyone elses day! :]

im veri fan myself arH!!!!!!!!!! i wasnt even liddat a few days ago... why does that thing keep popping in my mind whenever i close my eyes or whenever i juz wan to get my mind off things... veri xin ku leh.. and i dun even noe wats going on... juz let me be happy like a month ago can? sighs.......

treat my family to dinner juz nw.. wanted to go IMM's bali thai.. budden papa sae dun wan... go cheaper one... then go westcoast eat peng he lo... not bad la... todae din go be free labour leh.. hahah.. so sorry... tml got work in morning.. mabbe after that go SPCA... then go do all the things i wanted to do... go walk at clarke quay.. go check out the swimming costume... go library.... yay... finally...

(guess i'll juz have to wait and see)

i aM sO WoRRiEd cAn...=( [Sun 30 Jan 05. 1.08am]
i am realli very worried... i dunno why i will feel this way... juz nw when i saw u, u were like so troubled.. why? i nearly cried seeing you behaving that way... i really hope nth is very wrong. hope to see u smiling soon...

work wasnt as busy as i expected today. it was alright la... overstaff actually... got free labour... hahah.. then got fizah, chinwee, evonne and me.. but chinwee left before the crowd actually arrive.. so left with us and 3 free labour. hahha.. =p

wah then that evonne arh.. make me til so kan chiong k... call me out frm the holding area tell me wat i write the time 7.10 customer sae she come in at 8.30. then aft that they keep discussing then i dun even noe wat is going on. then aft tt then i noe wats the problem. customer ordered a-la-carte. then they said they din noe bout the dinner sets package thing. then tink evonne ask them who took their order. then she sae is me. but i remembered i told them bout the set dinner! but wat to do.. customers are always right. wat can i sae right.. apologise lo.. aniwaes i veri pek chek not cuz of customer. she veri nice. keep telling me nvm.

sometimes arh.. i realli will get veri bad mood one lo.. working there.. on fri and sat i rather hide inside kitchen or holding area and wash dishes arh... juz nw chin siang they all sae my face like wan to kill ppl liddat.. but i din realise... hahha.. hope din scare the customer...

tml my turn to be free labour le.. hahha. cuz chin siang alone til late afternoon.. go help him lo.. since he juz nw pei me go carrefour.. heez..

iShiYaKi GoHan... YuMmMm [Sat 19 Jan 05. 2.25am]
wah.. juz nw dinning area 3 ppl order ishiyaki gohan set.. wah.. the smell hoh... i can die arh... so nice!!!! i muz eat b4 i quit! then the stupid fat pig buy mochi for us leh.. dunno why so nice.. shiang lan dun dare to eat.. ask us go try 1st.. hahaha...

then nt tt busy in settlers la.. can cope lo...

STUPID BUGS! I SWEAR TO KILL ALL OF YOU! [Thurs 27 Jan 05. 12.38am]
arghhh! the red spots on my hands are increasing! cant stand it!!!!!! so itchy! arhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! stupid dunno is bed bugs or wat. so er xiN!

the swelling on my eye still haven gone dwn leh! arghhh..

i discover smth juz nw. but im not sad. hw come? hrmz...

juz nw onli me and colin on duty lo! siaNz diao! run here run there. nearli died. got a new full timer. call wan si. hahah.. colin sae we are the sisters. wan wan wan... talk to her for awhile. find her quite nice. she is going to be 20 this year.

then at night staff nite lo... yawns... im tired.. got block nose and aching neck... haiz.. why nowadays so weak. cannot afford to be!

BeTrAyaL @ HoUsE oN ThE HiLL [Wed 26 Jan 05. 1.49am]
yeap.. thats the game i wanted to learn for so long.. and juz nw played with fizah, chin siang, adrian and javen. but at the end of the game i still dun get it.. hahha.. it was they playing among themself all along.. cuz i halfway have to go serve customer.. onli 1 grp came in for the whole day todae. so veri slack... tml got lotsa reservations! but onli got me, alvin and colin. si liaO.... staff night summore.. they sure come plae VS.. argh..

todae adrain they all teach me alot of bad things.. hahha.. told me i shouldnt like pooh... cuz... i dun wanna sae here.. hahah.. then we sae alot of ghost stories... yuan lai settlers oso got... hahha.. they are realli everywhere... sae wat last time alex, josh and adrain playing betrayal.. then ard midnight suddenly the glass juz shattered... scary huh... then gt that eerie stairway behind.... yewww....

im not so sick le.. although juz nw wake up go chikuyotei still feeling dizzy... hope tml will be okay!

UrGe- A SuDdEn sTrOng SeNsE oF EmOTiOn. [Tue 25 Jan 05. 2.48am]
i knew it all along... :]

ah! i wan to eat haagen dazs ice cream cake! JUZ SUDDENLY HAVE THIS URGE! how?! i realli wan to find a time where can gather with wenjie, sooeng, yujing, irenes and caiyan and sit dwn in swensen or haagen dazs juz splurge our money and eat all the goodies! realli miss them... i wan to go buy the chinese new year goodies and i wan to sit dwn with my family (all present) and eat a reunion dinner... i wan to go walk along the riverside at clarke quay.. i wan to cook smth special for my family... haiz.. so mani things to do so little time....

todae i din go to work.. why? i woke up feeling so weak frm head to toe... finally breakdown le... guess i wasnt a super woman aft all... i din even have the strength to reply to the smses.. fell aslp straight aft smsing fengling to help me take mc.

woke up veri much later feeling much better but with sore throat. guess it was all that left over fries me and charis cant help eating.... hahah..

oh man... i was heating up the garlic bread... then i went to see whether chao ta liaO... then felt the air frm the broiler... so cold! yuan lai i so stupid.. go set the temperature to so low... arghhh... nw have to wait another 20mins b4 i can eat le.. siaNz...

oh then spend the whole day at hm feeling grouchy... fnally get to watch channel 8 series aft so long of not being at hm in the night... so funny leh the 9pm show... then watch desperate housewives... a veri funnie and gd show... cant wait for the next episode... charmed is ending soon le! but i cant watch.. cuz wed got work.. haiz!

the 1st time a guy hit me and it hurts... [Sun 23rd Jan 05. 11.43pm]
chinsiang la! hit me so hard with the hammer... the toy hammer la.. but he hit veri hard.. hahha.. but nvr orh ceh... heng arh.. or else he die! :p

juz nw veri funnie!!! wah.. i laughed til my face go red. cuz ard 6 plus the crowd coming in. then justin ask me whether the "Lau" is coming not. if not can cancel him then the walk in got space. cuz he book at 5pm. so i went to call lo. then the phone ring veri veri long. i wanted to put dwn le.. then then someone pick up. so i sae, "hi! im calling frm settlers cafe." then i heard a tiny "huh?" but i juz continue... "i'll like to check whether u r coming in coz if not we can give up the seat for other customers..." then no reply.. then suddenly i heard tru the phone sae "hi im here" and a guy was standing infront of the counter waving to me... wah i huh?! veri loud then i laughed non stop le... then the stupid fizah and chinsiang realise wat was happening then oso laugh laugh laugh...

he was seated at table 8 all along. cuz juz nw his fren come in 1st. then i ask him got reservation not he sae dun have.. tink he wasnt aware.. wah lao.. so paiseh... hw i noe rite.. hahah.. then i oso din realise the lady at table 2 is justin's wife... til i ask the small boy boy he know justin arh.. then i ask ur papa? then he sae ya.. hahah.. i veri blur oso dunno why. actaully shld be chin siang blur.. cuz ytd he, colin, brian, chinwee and darren stay in the cafe til todae 7am in the morning to plae twilight imperium. then chin siang juz slp in the cafe lo.. til morning 11am then woke up. hahah crazee leh them!

then juz nw chinsiang's fren came in.. ask me make the lemon tea jug for them.. then i give them the small plastic cups.. then Javen happen to be there.. then suddenly Javen veri serious, he sae "wanwei, come i got smth to tell you.." then i tot he wanted to scold me for giving plastic cups. cuz i tink he quite particular bout this kinda things.. then i follow him into the holding area lo.. then he suddenly turn ard and said "im very hungry" wah i feel like bashing him up.. hahha..

then auntie cook spaghetti in mushroom soup for me todae! yum yum.. but veri full.. cuz she added milk inside the mushroom soup... burp!

yawns.. tml work at chikuyotei in the morning.. aft tt can rest le! off at settlers! yay..! go out and plae... haha

im not sad.. really... [Sun 23rd Jan 05. 1.31am]
todae was a not so lousy day. hahah.. xiao yen help me took over my lunch shift in chikuyotei so that i can go to settlers earlier. so sweet of her. but i owe her one. hahah.. then i went there and Jason was there. done a quick stock check then off Jason go to buy things.

then dunno hw hoh.. i cut my thumb with the tibit tin veri deep. wah then blood drip here drip there. nearli drip into the customer's tibit bowl.. haha.. then at 1st i wanted to plaster it. then tinking later the thing will be moist moist cannot seal up veri pain so din put lo.. use tissue press. then i din noe i drip on the chair.

then stupid jason veri funnie. he came into the holding area and ask who cut himself/herself. then i show him lo.. then he told me i drip on the chair.. and he thought was..... hahhaa.. he veri idiotic la... then he oso veri bu yao liaN todae.. hahah dunno wat wrong with him. he sae the female customers came to check him out.. hahahhaha.. veri funnie la he... then the auntie in the kitchen oso veri funnie.. keep scolding me todae sae wan to beat me.. hahah.. she arh... sae wan to buy cane summore..

hrmz then the 2nd auntie cook fried spaghetti for me.. yummie! so nice.. hope tml got mushroom soup! kekkee...

sO HaPpy! :] [Thurs 20 Jan 05. 1.37am]
im so excited! hehhe.. bout lata.. cuz i will be seeing someone! yay~ keke... sHhhh... hrmz hair haven dry. tml got work lehz.. yawns... todae chikuyotei so busy! busy til my hair wan to fall liaO... suddenly one u noe.. then aiyo veri cham lo... but manage to cope la...

hrmz then go settlers.. hrmz nth much happen la.. todae was another peaceful day. went with colin to buy syrup. then walk here walk there... then bought prata! wahhah. buy for everyone oso... yummie! then went back... and then start to get busy le lo..

oh yah veri funnie juz nw.. Javen keep complaning veri hungry then ask me help him cook fish and chips.. okie lo.. i help him lo.. but in the end i decided to add extra ingredients inside... hehhe... coloured rice on the coleslaw... hershey chocolate syrup on the fish fillet... im so kind make for him lo.. but he din eat finish the coleslaw... nxt time dun make for him liaO... hmph.

then did the closing... then told colin we going off le.. then stupid Javen again sae.. bu ke yi... qu xi wan... he veri idiot one hoh... keep asking me wash dishes.. wait til i learn all the games then next time on shift with him i will sae "Javen! qu xi wan!" hehehe... =p

yawns... hey "the source" u still reading? i will live happily ever after there la.. u wan to tell me who u are? :]

iM DyiNg... [Wed 19 Jan 05. 12.43am]
juz nw went to work at chikuyotei. then veri funnie la.. we told alot of ghost stories... wah then shianglan told me bout the ghost stories of chikuyotei itself.. i realli goosebumps all over lo... then alot la... hesther got, i got, yen got, shianglan oso got.. then we stand there talk talk talk for so long noe.. then aft tat all the customer come in one is go sushi counter.

then i went over to buy stuffs in carrefour for settlers lo... wah... that one realli... i started off loading my trolley with bottled drinks.. aft finishing it was alreadi full le.. and soooo heavy! i push til i muz use my stomach to push.. hahha... then alot ppl looking into my trolley.. tinking weird weird one.. haha. then wait cab wait so long.. then finally reached.. chinsiang and colin there onli. then we carried the things in and colin told me he wan to speak to me bout smth personal la...

wah then i kept tinking wat u noe... in the end turn up some source of his read my blog la.. read bout brien of coz... i feel bad but oso relieve la.. cuz colin din get angry becuz brien is his fren. he juz told me if there's any problem can find him la.. then colin kept dun wan to tell me who is his source.. haiz dun care le la.. aniwaes i told chin siang. then he told me that brien alreadi tinks that i got the wrong idea of him... hrmz so ya... i dunno la.. colin sae he's coming dwn tml.. so ya.. see hw it goes la... todae was gd.. cuz not alot of customers and i have alot of peace todae.. cuz brien isnt dwn la.. "the source" muz be reading my blog nw.. haha..

AHHHHHHH 911!!!!!! [Mon 17 Jan 05. 12.22am]
I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO IRRITATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arghhh okay im back to hating bryan... its briAN actually.. like wateva... arghh... dunno why i find him more and more irritating!!!!!! juz nw me and fizzah having headache.. then made me become veri bad tempered le.. i face black black the whole day... summore with brian ard.. i realli cant cant CANNOT STAND HIM!!! he is sOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO IRRITATING!

i try not to be ard where he is.. but the cafe is so small! i dun even noe why is he so free to come dwn to the cafe everyday! he helps out but dun even get paid! so wat for!? he likes to act as if he knows everything... and i find it even more irritating when he tries to be helpful! i tink he noes i find him irritating.. cuz juz nw i told him i will do the root beer float.. then he came into the kitchen wanting to help.. then my face veri black and said nvm. i can do myself.. then he sae oh okie.. then smth like he will be a obstacle standing there. then i sae yah...

and he loves to serve women.. esp all women grp. such a pervert! arghhh.. and he laughs horribly.. arghhh.. i knock off at 9 juz nw.. but i stayed to plae games with chin siang they all.. actually Javen ask me join them for betrayal in hse on the hill. i wanted so much to plae! but brian was playing.. and he keep asking me to joined in.. but i juz said nvm...

then aft that KK ask me join him and chin siang for a german game.. so i went ahead... and aft a round... Brian came running and said "I want to plae i want to plae.. teach me.." i nearli fainted... and he came to sit beside me.. i nearli died.... and i noe one more gd fren todae. adrian.. a veri funnie chap.. then we all plae the german game together.. veri fun. we laughed alot.. i still manage to luff though brian was beside me...

then we played dragon delta.. hahha.. me and another new guy help each other.. cuz chinsiang and adrian played b4.. then we keep sabo-ing them.. oso another fun game.. laughed til nearli died... that brian din plae.. then change to "im the boss" and brian joined in again.. haiz.. din get to finish learning that game though.. colin called the cafe and ask me help take stock.. aft that i went hm le.. cuz papa come fetch me liaO...

ytd when i knock off i went to find papa ma.. then that idiotic brian came chasing aft me and said im given the honour to guard u to ur dad... wah i felt like kicking him okay.. i ask him to go back.. i said my dad will ask qns... then papa saw and he realli ask me.. haiz.. i realli feel like taking a hammer and knock him on the head.

i DoN't LiKe PpL wHo BoSs mE aRd! [Sun 16 Jan 04. 1.37pm]
i m realli irritated by a person frm my workplace.. keep telling me wat to do and pushing away all responsibilities... but i juz bear with it lo.. aniwaes dun get to see her often.. dun wan to turn things ugly...

hrmz work was overall fun juz nw... morning went ps carrefour to buy those stuff.. the taxi driver was a nice guy.. went into settlers and saw jason.. so happie.. hahha.. i realli like it when he's on shift. veri nice person. then chin wee and fizah were there too.. it was a fun afternoon la... learn 2 games.. modern art and abit of dragon delta. hrmz.. then oh yah! bryan came later... hhaha.. i still dun dislike him but sometimes he gets irritating la..

then afternoon colin nt there i feel more at ease lo.. teach the games better oso... feel more myself... then got a customer walk in.. actually wan to walk out le.. but i actually manage to get him to sit dwn and have a beer.. we talked for bout half an hr.. actually intro him bout cafe onli.. then we went on to talk bout animals.. hahha.. he told me bout his family and even called his son and ask me to talk to him and ask him to come to the cafe.. hahha..

then fizzah went hm ard 8.. she look veri tired out recently.. haiz... bryan was there helping out lo.. actually me and chin wee can go off at 9pm.. but veri ke lian.. i went off at 11.30 but chin wee still have to stay.. cuz he's the onli floater ard.. haiz... i helped to wash abit here and there.. i find him realli funnie though he dun talk much.. a veri shy person la...

k.. gotta go liaO.. tml work full day at there.. but chin siang there tml.. so can relax more.. hahha..

Ms MaRia BaNgaLa... [Sat 15 Jan 05. 12.25am]
yawns.. juz came back frm work.. the cafe is still open for the stupid staff like colin, javen, darren, chin siang and plus plus to plae twilight imperium.. smth liddat la.. hahah.. they crazee one la.. wan to stay overnite in cafe to plae the game..

came into the cafe after work and saw bryan.. hahha.. i dun dislike him animore.. he's quite nice la.. juz too corny and lame and over friendly... hahah.. but realli.. treat him as a gd fren alreadi.. though he's balding.. hahhaa... the 1st thing i go in fizzah veri excited.. told me all about ytd hw bryan spent the nite in the chalet... with weasly.. hahhaa.. the gay guy... he kept touching him and stuff.. and juz nw during work weasly sms colin to ask him for bryan's number! hahahhaa.. so funnie.. we were laughing like mad.. then bryan kept wanting to kill me and fizzah for teasing him..

then it was a busy nite la... yan xiang came in ard 5 plus with his frens to plae games... then he came into the holding area and i was chopping ice.. then i said hi and he ask me who i was.. such an idiot.. haha.. then stupid javen sae is ms bangala... maria.. another idiot. then i went out and yanxiang kept asking me to take orders for him and his frens.. then he told his frens smth bout me la.. i dunno wat... so i refuse to take.. ask chin siang take.. hahha..

then me again was the floater... haiz.. so tiring.. then yanxiang came in to sae bye.. ask me to sms him aft work for i dunno wat reason.. din ask i oso haven sms him.. lazee.. then heng got darren help me with the floater work lo... so not so xin ku.. and me and darren and chin siang was talking nonsense in the holding area la.. haha veri funnie la them.. they made a drink which i find veri nice but they sae not nice... then ard 11.20 liaO i slacking with them in the office.. they told me a veri sad news la.. jason's wife juz passed away few weeks ago.. jason is such a nice guy la.. haiz..... veri sad..

then i slack 10 mins called papa then go liaO... si ren javen came in saw us slacking and sae we eat snake.. then i sae im going hm le.. then he kept asking me to wash dishes... keep saying dishes haven wash finish cannot go.. hahah that idiot.. dunno why they suddenly keep teasing bout me and maid's stuff.. hahha..

go bath liaO.. tml still muz go supermarket buy stuff for the cafe.. yawns.. nitez! :]

Settlers.. The One Big Family! [Fri 14 Jan 2005. 2.37am]
okay i juz got back frm the company chalet half an hr ago... it was so fun!!! i was at chikuyotei in the morning.. then aft work went over to settlers to meet fizah and colin. then bryan and roderick were there alreadi... they played games for a while and david, colin, roderick and bryan left in david's car.

then left me and fizah to tend the cafe... luckily not a lot of ppl came in.. then chin siang came over, charis... and then chin wee. so we sit in the cafe talk talk talk til jason came to drive us. On board Jason's car me and fizah had motion sickness... cuz got traffic jam. so kept starting and stopping. make me til wan to vomit. as charis me fizah and chin wee were squeeze behind, charis was kind enough to let me lean back and she sat front wards. i fell aslp and guess i borrowed chin wee's shoulder without knowing til i woke up.. haha... but he's a nice chap. didn't complain or woke me up. then fizah and charis had to go to the washrm. so we stop at a petrol kiosk.

then aft tt we reach le started BBQ-ing... then roderick is my chef! hahaha.. then i met so mani diffierent ppl. for example weasly.. he is so funnie!!! cuz he's gayish.. and then Zach... Justin, Yan Xiang... i felt so click with all of them.. then during the BBQ David told us alot about horoscope.. the interpretation for mine is quite true... then coincidentally yan xiang's sister is Lirong frm JSS...

then when we about to go fizah opened the bacari my first time drinking liquor.. then i drink half onli stomach cannot take it le.. my face turned veri red... summore is bacari mix sprite.. they sae cannot drink dry.. too strong... then fizzah dun wan lemme drink le... that stupid yan xiang keep snatching it frm me.. i juz wanted to finish my veri 1st cup... i felt like a stupid drunken women begging for alcohol la.. haha.. then colin allow me drink.. so they let go.. then in the end yan xiang ask me let him try... then when i turn ard.. he finish the whole cup le.. arghh.. then Justin sent us all hm... evonne kept vomitting... justin la... he drive super fast and the sharp turn... scary... i hope i dun get a hangover tml!

settlers ppl are realli friendly and nice! love them all.. :]

i MiSs aLL oF yOu!!!! [Tue 11 Jan 2005. 12.16pm]
i went back to sajc juz nw! after working the afternoon at chikuyotei. i went to eat and go back to sajc to join them for pe.... and settle my withdrawal.. wahh.. i quite miss the place actually.. at 1st i was dreading to go back... but i realise i miss the touch girls... my class.... ms jillian lee... mr chay... ally... and so mani more ppl!

i went to change to pe attire once i go in and went to find them at the cafe. thomas saw me 1st and shout veri loud WANWEI! then hester rush to hug me liaO.. hahah.. she so cute.. cut hair... then we hug here hug there then i went to ti siaO my captain jesselyn! hahaha.. she twist my hand til veri hard la.. cuz i go cover her eyes frm behind.. hahaha..

Den go for pe liaO... Jiaqi replaced me as the PE rep.. then i kept hiding behind her.. dun wan let mr chay see. then mr chay go hide behind pillar.. hahhaa.. copycat! then i shout veri loud MR CHAY GOT MISS ME?! then he veri paiseh.. sae GOT! hahhaha.. he veri funnie... then made us run on the spot.. then run 3 rounds track.. wah 2 month nvr exercise liaO... so shiok the feeling!

then mr chay was talking to me lo.. ask me wats my plan blah blah.. then he told me alot ppl tink its a waste that i choose to go.. i dunno the alot ppl refering to who... din ask.. he ask me why din reconsider... but aiya... i alreadi tink so long liaO... decide liaO muz stand firm! haha..

then aft tt go cafe slack.. go let mr mannan and the librarian sign the form.. then go touch table wanted to scare ms lee... then weishan saw me coming and shout so loud XU WANWEI!!!! then aiya no fun liaO.. budden veri sad.. cheryl and weishan was sitting at the touch table discussing with ms lee bout leaving touch... then xiaoling came.. another problem.. she leaving oso.. then yeeon came.. another one! oh man... altogether 4 are leaving.. budden yeeon i nth to sae.. cuz she is not veri regular... but weishan and xiaoling! oh man...

ms lee keep wanting weishan to give a proper explaination.. she dun wan to let weishan leave cuz not enough ppl on the team le... and summore she is a gd player... shan ask me come back plae summore.. crazeee...

then i listen awhile go with xiaoling find serena! she cut her hair liaO.. her knee got operation.. so scary... heard that she not recovering veri well.. still see her running here and there on the field.. haiz.. she's realli a gd coach.. heard wenxun leaving too.. but not officially.. haiz.. wats happening to the team! haiz..

then aft tt me sam jia and hes went to ps to eat dinner.. we ate delifrance.. then went to walk and shop.. i went to get derek's present.. find til head wan to burst.. then sammy hurrying hm.. so i got him smth i like.. hahhaa... so convenient eh..

oh btw.. wahh... we saw this realli realli realli realli realli realli gd looking guy in ps... at first i saw him upstairs... then i din realli take notice of him but onli of his jacket cuz he wearing ngee ann dragon boat's jacket... cuz my jie jie fren inside there... which is cl's brother... and one more fren... then aft tt go downstair levis saw him again... realli is indescribable... hahaha.. is there such a word... but realli lo.. oh man... the 2nd time i look at him i tink he is those sporty type.. veri nice body and looks.. then i told jia and hes.. cuz sam and i saw.. then they went back to look.. then jia oso sae veri gd looking.. then after tt we went out saw him again.. we were turning the corner then i see him.. our eyes connect!! i nearli sot si... hahhaa... no la not so kua zhang.. but wah.. realli veri gd loooking.. then i see he got wear specs.. so decent looking and so sporty.. wat a perfect combination.. hahhaahahhaha

oh man.. im going ngee ann poly...... hahhaha.. even hester oso sae veri gd looking.. the 1st time all 4 girls agree that a guy is veri gd looking.. hahhaa..

k enough of my hua chi... eh show u some funnie photos! hahaha.. my collegue go and wear my sa uniform.. her name is hesther... 20 plus years old le.. frm msia.. she sot diao juz nw.. ahhaha so excited upon wearing my uniform...








silly sammy in pink frames!



in downtown east.... in the dead of the nite...

What did you do to deserve this? [Mon 10 Jan 2005. 12.32am]
I found this somewhere on the internet.. Find it very meaningful.. juz wan to share... :]

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Don't be too good I will miss you. Don't be too caring, I might like you. Don't be too Sweet, I might fall for you. It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all...

If someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for some reasons he couldn't stay, don't cry too much... Just be glad that your paths crossed and; somehow he made you happy even for a while.

Time will tell. If she's yours she will surely come back.Don't throw your back to love when it's already in front of you. Don't drive it away from you because if you do, someday you'll think back why did you let love fly away when it was once residing next to you. Treasure the one who loves you! It's not easy to find a person who loves you.

The greatest regrets in our lives are the risks we did not take. If you think something will make you. happy, GO FOR IT. Remember that we pass this way only once. Time doesn't wait. If you think you might have found the right one, treasure the person, don't let that person get away. Don't let fear hold You back. Give it a try or else you might regret later...

"No one other than ourselves know what can truly make us happy." Two tear drops were floating down the river. One teardrop said to the other, "I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him. Who are you?" ..."I'm the teardrop of the man who regrets letting a girl go..."

Nobody will sympathize with a person who constantly lets chances pass by without making any efforts to salvage them. We normally don't realize how important our loved and close ones are until they leave us, and then we start regretting, which results in misery. Lost time is NEVER gained again !!!

SoRe FeET [Thurs 6 Jan 2004. 1.29am]
wahhh todae i made so much mistake at work... i dun even dare to go serve that particular customers le... i order take wrongly.. then forget write sushi and sashimi order to sato san. then wah.. alot of thing. i dun even wan to sae le.. heng tomomi san veri forgiving.. haiz...

then 1st day at settlers. my hands all wrinkled up le.. help to wash alot of dishes.. cuz scare fizah got too much to wash tml morning... then i did hosting to veri funnie customers la.. got one of the guy in the grp kept asking me stupid qns... although they have been here b4 le.. make me laugh til cannot sae anything...

then fizah veri blur oso... nvr help me do a drink. then that stupid customer face black black. cuz he waited veri long no one serve his drink. fizah still tell me serve le.. haiz.. todae veri suay la!

few days ago at chikuyotei. tink i workin dinner time.. hrmz i tink was sunday. then got this 2 funky jap guys came to the sushi counter with their parents. they are brothers. wahh.. once they step in ceres nearli fainted. hahahha.. she veri excited. kept saying the elder one veri gd looking. and i tot their hair look weird.. haha.. then was new year ma. then muz serve a sake call otolso. then muz pour 3 times one... then i was serving them.. i kept tinking of ceres then when i pouring i pour til the younger one's pants... then i cannot tahan i burst out laughing.. wah..... was so lao kui. i immediately pass to fengling ask her help me...

aft knowing ceres interested... everyone crowd ard to look noe.. shianglan(cashier), iris(captain), chris(food caller) and all the waitresses crowd ard to look at the 2 brothers. it was realli veri funnie la.. they all 3 gu 6 po one leh.. hahha.. then i tink the brothers know la.. cuz sato san kept making fun of ceres. then they eat finish they faster go liaO. though their parents haven.. hahha

yawns.. tml working at both sides.. needa rest le. tatz!