*CaTcHiNg uP* 11am

now i muz copy wat damn clar always sae. why is there onli 24hrs in one day!!?! i realli realli wish tat there is more time so that i can get more slp, train more for captain ball and spend time with my frens n family. frm the start of 2nd sem til now, i tink i went home for dinner not more than 3 times. everyday eat outside food. wan to puKe.. UrGhh...

and schworK! i need revisioN!!! so scare of next week. there's the halloween event at settlers. on mOn n TuE. then my quizzes are on tuE n WEd.. oMg.. HOW!? then lata going to so call work @ the halloween party. diEs...

ytd chiong to watch death note with Nasir, sEow n Xin @ JP. quite a nice show.. L veri kawaii. hahaha.. cant wait for the 2nd part.

then tt time went to study with damn clar finally got to meet one of his Machy fren, Havard. he veri nice, drive us go eat tang Yuan.. cuz i craving for it, then damn clar ask him out to eat. then he drove n send us hOme. :]

i needa go le! update soOn! :]

*iM sO aFraiD* 3.22am

im so afraid tt this feeling will fade away soOn. this feeling of wholeness, satisfaction.. every gd thing comes to an enD, i noe for sure.

u juz have to be urself, why learn frm somebody n behave like someone u are not. its so tiring to be always giving n nt receiving. i noe.. so why do tt.

theres so many misunderstandings cuz i nvr bother to explain.. do u always have to announce tt u are doing smth for somebody? for those who dont, does it mean tt they dun care?

how do i tell u u are wrong when u tink tt u are so right? how do i explain to u when u are talking liddat. i dunno if u mean it, but i realli dislike the tonE u talk in sometimes. how do i noe if it's a jokE?

how i wish im someone whu juz speaks up my minD. mabbe everything will be so much clearer, n so much better. how i wish..

im so afraid we will nt be the way we are after i tell u how i feel. im so afraid to lose this friendship but yet it feels so terrible to not be able to tell u how i feel...

*MoNeY isNt eVerYthiNg* 1.23am

wOots.. tts rite! money isnt everythinG.. n im about to lose all of theM! Zzzz.... i wan to take up as mani jObs as possible w/o affecting my studies so tt i can save up for my overseas ITP.. budden realli cant find the tiMe.. Zzz... i wan to go Australia for my ITP, so need alot alot of money.. haish! so fan!

then halloween coming.. going with my frens to a party which bring u to 5 diff clubs.. 1st time im going for this event, isnt realli prepared.. juz go there see see n have fun bahhs.. but tink its gonna cost quite abit.. with the costume rental n everythiNg... Zzzz...

then Ops black.. i lookin for BOOTS! those pointy pointy enD. anyone so kind enuff to lend me? cuz im a witch. and a witch needs a pair of boots.. Zzz.. if nt i have to go rent or buy.. Zzz... my money is realli flying away...

juz nw cap ball training in the darkk.. duNno is i nite blindness or wat.. cannot realli sEe.. hahahs.. but veri fun.. todae i brush up abit on the way i throw.. gdgd.. im loving every min of training.. esp when im improviNG..

then over the weekend went for the sailing experience camp. okies larhs.. nvr realli get to sail.. but sit on the powerboat v shiok.. me n kaka wan to go get the license.. but duNno how.. hahahha..

tmL is hari raya puasa... selamat hari raya to alL! have fuN! :]

*oPs BLaCk, viVo ciTy, PuLaU BuKoM, suShi Tei!* 11.47pm

heyys! want to update about 3 diff days event in this entry! hehees..

1stly, mon nite went over to settlers aft cap's ball training for filming of Ops Black, the murder mystery during halloween nite. hEes.. its a event where u juz pay $19 to have free flow of food n drinks n get to plae games with us for 4 hrs. and theres attractive prizes to be won!! heEhee..
im a super lousy actress larh.. keep NGs.. cannot memorise my script fully too. whahahaa.. aniwaes i will be dresS as a witch! wahahhaa..


doLphiN (ë girL wiTh ë DoLL), YuaN Yueh (the clownish SaMurai), mE (the not-so-witchy witCh) :"]

thEn ytD, went to Vivo city with Vincent, Yutai n Wayne aft sch.. cuz i wanted to buy smth.. then nvr go b4 oso.. we went HBF to eat WangJiao 1st.. then went over to Vivo. their sky garden super nice larhhs! the view of Sentosa is WoOTs!!! hahahhaa.. but v hazy.. Zzzz...

then we went Toy"r"Us! we tried on the halloween stuffs! veri funNie larhhs. the mask tt wayne worE.. omg.. everyone was luffing @ him.. even 2 girls whom we duNno.. walked past, look at Wayne then burst out luffinG.. Zzz

im goiNg to shoW u a pic oF hiM.. aRe u readY? hahaha here goes.....




then juz nw aft sch went to Pulau Bukom, the shell island there teach games.. settlers outside event.. the grp quite spontaneous.. so quite gd.. heez.. then the food oso nice. wahahha! i chiong go take cab dwn to Pasir Panjang Ferry Terminal juz nw.. then cab sae cannot drive in, drop me outside.. i walked into it require 15min.. Zzz...

V SLEEPY.. >> I juz fell aslp infront of coMp.. Zz.. aniwaes then juz nw aft Shell went to Vivo with Willis n Hwee Ming to eat! we wate sushi tei! we order alot sides n all share.. super funnie larhs.. alot funnie yet disgusting thing happEn. heEz...

we ate sashimi salmon, sushi, chawanmushi and alot more.. the total bill came up to $70. but willis sae he treat... but we dun wan.. aft dinner @ sushi tei we went haagen daz.. eat til $33 plus.. todae is such a Sinful day.. hahhaha..

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*PiCs*!















sTuPiD aLeX n dAmN cLaR!


kHaKis 4Eva! :]


4's a BIGGER CROWD OUT OF BED LOOK! hahaha


kHaKis @ SuNTeC


My LaOpO WEIQI n I!


SeTTLeRs @ ECP.


sEow, XiN n ME @ Bukit Timah


3 MoNkeYs! :]

*100% PuRe TiReDnEsS* 1.43am

nowdays is the peak season.. where everything is juz happening at the same time. so friggin tired.. i can barely get enuff slp let alone think about thinGs. the moment my head hits the pillow i will be snoring liaOs.. realli so tired.. there was a period of timE when i was so busy with sch work n CCAs n clubstuff tt i will juz sit on my bed n cry, becuz im juz physically n mentally so drained.. Breakdown is the word to describe then. lets hope i will nt go back to tt situation.

Intercons is coming up. its a veri impt match for me. Club brightens up my sch life n allow me to meet so many nice ppl.. i shld do smth to repay back bahhs.. Last year we got the Challenge Shield.. This year i realli hope we wun lose it.. For those who duNno how much it mean to mE i hope u will juz keep quiet n save ur comments to urself. its not juz any other cap ball match.

And quizzes are coming up. i haven been revising much.. Zzz...

Ultimate frisbEe toO! compe coming up. another sports i like. i can make alot of noise during the game.. tt thurs plae til my knee got onE BIG BIG orh ceh! erxin!

juz nw had PR meeting.. 1st time i hold so mani meetings in 1 day.. i tink altogether i repeated 6 times wat i wanted to sae. cuz ppl keep coming in at different intervals.. though there's 2 slots, i din want them to wait so long til the next onE. so juz keep repeating lorhS.. hahhaa.. i noe yutai n wayne recieve the info v last min, sorrie i din make sure everyone got the msg. but i was quite disappointed when u all din stay even though i sae it will be juz for awhile.

aft tt cap ball traininG. fun! love every single moment of it. heEz. then went to watch movie. the departed.. totally like infernal affair..

recently im realli toO shacked out to bother much of anything except the compe coming up. i duNnit all of u to understand anythinG, cuz there are alreadi ppl who do. but i will veri much appreciate it if u do.. todae watch movie til i headache n sms-es kept coming in. n i was easily irritable.. veri bAd.. veri veri bAd..

*BiRThDaY suRpRisEs!!!* Fri 13 Oct 06

EeEek!!! Today is Fri the 13th...! wEeTs.. hehehes.. haven anything unlucky happen to me yet.. heEz.. for the past week had been trying to update, but always fall aslp. so nw in club nth to do.. waiting for Cap Ball training. so can update le.. heEz..

lets start with Sat.. Last Sat aft my work went over to Damn Clar hse to ToNn.. super funny larhhs.. they wanted to gimme a surprise.. i went into clar room onli see him n alex.. then they keep asking me to go n bathe. but i veri lazee, so i read ppl's blog in his comp. then i read Joan's blog, she wrote: "hahahaha.okioki.gotta go lerhz.gg damn clar house...shhhh....ww doesnt know.gna give her a BIG surprise!!" so i look @ them n sae: can ask Joan come out liaO. then they so stunN.. then Joan crawl out frm under the bed.. Ben si loh them.. hahaha..

then aft tt we chatted n goSsip alot.. hahha.. then clar ask us go out of the roOm. there were 2 slices of chocolate cakes n tiramisu on the table with the candles on it. then all 3 of us so happy. alex oso shock.. cuz he helped in planning everything, but he din noe we celebratin his bday oso! a veri belated one. hahhaa..

then aft tt we 4 cramp in damn clar's bed n talked n slp. single bed loh.. cramp dao yao si, but veri nice! hahha.. so touched :] hehehes.. tks bRo n SiS! realli enjoyed myself...

then the next morn clar mum's bought breakfast for us. so nice rite! then she gave the 3 of us aNG Baos oso.. hahha.. then i played fatal frame with damn clar. er Xin game.. scary...

then i went hm bathe n rush to ASEAN Cambodia trip ppl's outinG, @ Marcus hse in Simei... then Liyan bRought a Japan fren with her. so we met another new fren! hahha.. n they gave me surprise toO.

I am a pig I am a pig I am a pig.. and then i mutated into a fat pig.. As time flies, evetually i became an ugly big fat pig.. That's all for my birthday : ]

okays.. i juz reach hm.. this is 2nd part of my entry.. that sentence above appear miraculously in my entry. hahaha.. juz nw in club duNno who go n typE de hoh...... Zzz.. hahah give credits to u. post it uP. hahah..

okayys then the cambodia trip ppl brought in a cake for me! i quite surprise oso.. tks alot! then the stupid zirong n gang go bwahh mayonnaise on my face n neck.. Zzz.. hahha

then on monday was the biggest of all surprises! aft sch went to meet seow to go suntec secret recipe to meet xin. then on the bus i luff luff luff with seow til i piak the plastic bag on my face n kena a scar on my cheek. hahaha. idiot loHs.. then reach there le xin late.. then come quarrel with seow.. @ 1st i noe they putting on a show so i luff luff luff.. then aft tt seow pulled me away while xin ran in the other direction..

then seow brought me to secret recipe where i found joan n clar! joan recieve the same play oso.. hahhaa.. her side is clar n alex quarrel.. then in the end xin n alex ran out with 3 cakes n sang happy bday for us! hahahha.. it was quite a surprise! tks so much for organizing everything for us! :]

then the surprise wasnt over.. xin n seow went to the toilet n came back, someone put her hands over my eyes n ask me to guess whu izzit.. whu do u tink it was? it was my dear! WEIQI!!!! omG.. n i guess correctly u noe.. i realli dunno hw i noe is her.. juz can sense her presence.. hahhaa..

so in the end we all sat dwn n had a great dinner.. they spike my drink with sake lorHs.. Zzz...

then comes tue where i receive a realli nice wallet n pencil case n cute comb frm L2G5. TkS so mUCh!!! :]

and weD!!! had cap ball training aft sch.. i coughing like mad loRhs. stupid haze.. then went to meet enG @ JP.. Qing was oso there.. then they brought me to pizza hut where i found irenes, jing, wen, caiyan seated with a chocolate cake n candle on it! n when i went in they sang happy bday to me! hahahha.. oMG.. they are so sweet! they got me a veri nice cake frm coffee bean n a purple wallet! hahaha.. loves them!

alot of surprises n well wishes this year.. realli so happie! tks guys for letting me have an unforgettable bday! loves u all! :]

*SoMe PpL JuZ sTaNd bY u QuiETLy...* 12am

SMILES! heez.. cuz it can create a thousand wonders! heEz..

im here to update le.. hMm... lemme tink wat is there to update.. CLS interaction camp juz passed... it was over last weekend.. it was a very special camp for me.. cuz it was the 2nd camp where all 4 of us, joan, alex, clar n me gather together aft FO. and it was oso my last time being a GL. so there were lotsa emotions during debriefing..

on the 1st day was realli shocked but realli happy to see damn clar there.. din noe he will attend a CLS event. he was there as a photographer. then we got to hang ard abit.. the 4 of us.. though not aloT.. mabbe only juz for a tiny while, but it was a special feeling. cuz we realli seldom get this chance to. esp in sch... it was a CLS camp which made us come together.. and hopefully we will keep it goinG :]

and damn clar even got us sweets n herbal tea.. juz for alex, joan n me! heEz.. we shared the drinks..

aniwaes my grp was "Jiao Lang"! they are the bird ppl.. hahaha.. im Jiao Ma, calvin is Jiao Pa. wahahhaa.. so cutes ehH.. the camp went smoothly overall.. the highlight for me was the wet slope bahhs..

it was on the 2nd day, n my grp so zhun kena the last stnt for wet slope. so it was all dark when we went there.. then when we reached there they asked for the guy GL, n i was quite relieved.. then suddenly Tat Xiong came "what's this grp? oh Calvin's grp.. WANWEI!!!!!!!" then i noe gone liaO.. hahhaa

i went up the slope n was made to sit on the dustbin top. they din tie me up though.. i see Calvin v cham.. everytime they wan to do smth to Calvin they will ask me look away.. then i will hear lotsa screaminGs... hahhaa.. then they did a hair treatment for me lorhs... with kikoman soy sauce.. egg, flour, chilli sauce.. etc. then tt wasnt enuff.. stupid ppl go put Wasabi n chilli sauce bwahh my neck. wahh omG.. hot til my tears wan to come out liaO.. hahhaha.. the person i rmb most was Marlon. hahhaha.. acually nt alot of seniors is i close to de over there.. alot new faces... so can sae heng bahhs..

then nitewalk i went to aiyun n alvin stnt.. she super cute larhs.. she was a character frm Ju-On.. hahahha..

hmm.. aniwaes wan to apologise to anyone whom i scare with my swinging mood b4 the camp.. realli dislike the system of work in the organisation tts y i often lose my temper. oso wan to thank a person who cheered me up twice during my low points. although nt veri close with u but realli tks for the effort to cheer me up. xie xie ni! :]