*Bye Bye!* 3.46am

wow. im about to leave in an hr time n im like haven pack finish? hahaha

ytd juz came back frm msia trekking, then todae go sch play captain ball with the GLs, and juz nw aft reach hm Seow n Xin came over my area for a chat. we chatted til 2am larhhs. tts y im now liddat. hahaha..

i relli deserve to die. always so last min. tsk tsk!

ehhs.. msia trekking was quite fun arhhs! can onli update when i come back frm Thailand, cuz photos not ready. hees..

i checked my exams results le, can go in peace. haha

i will be back on the 17 March! tks all for the sms well wishes! i will takkaires de! :] see u Soon!

*P.S. i love you* 1.15am

i cried and laughed n cried and laughed. in the end i went to watch with Irenes. cuz in the morning met her at NTU. Irenes cried everytime Hilary Swank recieved a letter. haha.. its realli quite touching. Ireland men r realli good looking. 1 more want added! trip to Ireland! haha :p

oh yah went to see the Palmist, the things he sae v funnie. make Seow n Xin laugh like mad.. hahha... He sae i'm very strong, too strong. hahaha.. and then aft tt i dun wan mention here liaO.. hahaha! u wan noe come ask me personally. hahhaa... but aft listening did get some reassurance lahhs.. hmm.. oH he oso mention tt since im so strong, i shldnt marry a Sissy husband, i shld marry someone sexy and WILD. wahahhahahhaaha! so i tink im going to Ireland. hahahhaa :p

i pack til headache lehhs.. hahaha.. hate packing lo. though i love going overseas. hahhaa.. siaNz.

Weiquan flying off tml le! he going to China for ITP. hope he get BIG BIG present for me! hehes Bon Voyage Weiquan! :]

wat else... actualli nth much to Blog. hahaha.. juz looking 4ward to the trips, and coming back frm Thailand!

oh had a chat with Papa ytd. i need to start thinking again.

juz nw walk walk walk i suddenly tot of smth lehs.. then felt v touched. cuz i piece together all the small small things this person did for me. wan to say thank you!!! :] xie xie ni!

hao la. headache arhhs.. going slp le! nite nite!!!

*Best Old Friends* 1.40am

wow wow! i just came back from yet another SUPERB catching up session! 1stly with Chenloon and Xizhou, then went to find Seow n Xin. Love all of them loads lo!

this morn went to sch for meeting. then went to practice dance. not bad larhhs.. we almost gonna finish learning le! n u noe wat! Bae taught us how to breakdance! n i manage to learn 1 move!!! waaahhahaha! yea man! i noe di ban dong zuO! hehes..

aft tt went to CityHall to meet CL n XZ lo. then we went to Changing Appetite. Actually Waraku Pasta, budden alot of ppl. hmm although the food wasnt reali good, but the company was amazing! i tell u we are realli like long lost friends lo. No awkwardness though we haven't realli talk to each other for 6 years. Though they 2 keep suaning me, budden its realli, funnie. i luff alot alot larhhs.. n summore we were the same camp grp during Sec 3 camp, then we talked about the things last time, so funnie!!!

its realli v nan de lo i tell u, 3 ppl frm diff classes and diff stream: Express, Normal Acad, Normal Tech. we click super well larhs! haha.. its so fun lo, talking to them. haha i realli hope to meet up with lots more ppl! next up is Bear n Derek liaO! haha..

oh.. im gonna leave for Msia on sat then come back mon. wed leave for Thailand le! hehes.. so looking forward man!

tml going to NIE! go with Seow go find the Shi Fu to Kan Ming. hahaha.. Cuz heard them mention, i v gian. he like v accurate. but i noe my character, aft listening sure tink alot. budden juz curious lo. i will take it with a pinch of salt nia! hehe.. :p

i realli hope got one person to listen to me whine... hahaha.. alot of tings i wanna sae n whine n complain about. tml mabbe im gonna go watch movie, alone! hehes.. cuz gonna watch a show tts gonna make me cry. heez! see u! :p

*Cooled* 2.30am

juz came back frm nite cycling with Rabnick n Meng.

felt so much better.

mabbe im abit xiao qi oso. sighs. i oso dunno. i juz dun like ppl being so fake, so hypocritical.

aniwaes we went to eat PRATA! wahahahha! Zzz... dies. the jogs oso cannot make up for wat im eating nowadays! oMg. i mus CONTROL! which i did quite well in Settlers ytd. haha.. smth gross happen, but i tink im not allow to mention here. hahaha.. aniwaes they realli break my heart larhs.. these ppl. sighs-

okays.. so we went to Labrador park aft tt. the view is still SO NICE!!!! can see Sentosa oso.. we sit there chatted for quite long. i tink about 3 years nvr see Rabnick le.. hahaha so nice to catch up. n next week gonna meet CL n Xizhou. hahaha super hohhs. this worse, around 4 years nvr catch up. im realli doing alot of catching ups. hahhaa

k larhs. tml needa go get poke by needles! :S go slp lor. nites!

why is it you?

*So Stuffy* 7.30pm

so many things tt i can take. but try not to raise ur voice at me.

when one person is angry, its easy to put dwn everything can go.

when there is nth for u to stay, its easy to juz leave.

wats holding me back then?

*AcHinG* 2.45pm

Phew! juz came back frm BT trek with steven (my boss) leading the way, alvin n chinwee. it was an okay route. tink walk with weixin they all b4. dairy farm. n i saw some ppl tt realli inspire me o! i saw a few ladies they were carryin backpacks i tink tt weighs about 15kg? and they were wearing weights on their ankles, n they were trekking up BT. im full of admiration for them. for their stamina and for their determination. *clapps*

i want to put in my long term wish list, tt is to climb Everest. budden i dun dare to put it dwn yet. or else it might be 1 more thing i cant accomplish. but i will train n train n train. n 1 day when im confident enough, i will put scaling Everest into my wishlist. :] hehes

hmm nw slacking at home. later going Settlers. nw tinking whether to go Jason's hse 1st. Gangyi Meng they all there.

oh aniwaes ytd Sentosa was fun larhs! hahaha Luqman came! like hw many years nvr see him le. his muscles so big now! wahahhaha... all of us keep telling him tt. hahaha.. he was my Laogong lo last time. hahaha nw got gf liaO. cannot. hahaha

then i tink we realli old le lo. all of our stamina drop like mad u noe!!! all of us felt the same way larhhs! last time we can continuously plae ultimate frisbee, beach volley, water captain ball for how many hrs. and NOW, we play awhile captain ball alreadi wan to die le lo! seriously. so sadds.

we plae awhile stop plae awhile stop. hahaha.. then Qing brought Zeze here! hes so cute. all of us keep playing with him. esp Gangyi n me. Gangyi kept teasing Zeze lo, make til he super high. he stayed with us from afternoon til we go hoeren hse ard 2am lehhs! n he's not tired! he's super hyper!! @ 1st i hyper with him de, around 11pm i cmi liao.. but he still so hyper! hahaha.. Qing, i understand how xin ku it is to bring up a child. i pei fu u! jiayoU!!! :]

then Gangyi as usual the clown, kept trying to entertain everyone. hahaha... can always count on them to bring up the mood. tks! :] n u noe wat Gangyi did. they put a whole bag of sand in my bag which i din realise til i go n bathe larhhs! no wonder i felt tt my bag was so heavy! Grrr... we bathe in the open lo. me irenes n wen. cuz toilet v full, we bathe with clothes on, but saw lotsa things we shldnt see. wahhahaha!

aniwaes aft tt wanted go pour the sand on Gangyi de, then he kept saying isnt him. then i tot is Ian, went to hit him. n in the end aft i reached home, GY told me it was him. n he sae he's not scare of me. hahaha.. GY u gonna die SOON!

actuali they go out with me they very suay, always kena hit by me. hahaha.. esp KangWei n GY. hit til they very red lo! act i noe is very pain de, but i cant control my strength. so sorrie. :( tks for always giving in to me, nvr hitting me back. hahhahah.. :p

n then got Eng, Wen n Irenes. as usual we chat n catch up. Wen hadda go early to do hw. sadds.. then the rest went to Earle Swensens to eat. not bad the food. went there a no. of times. quite like it. :]

aniwaes aft tt was Hoeren the car thing as i updated ytd. hahhaa.. i got over it le. :]

actualli i feel tt im very Xin fu. i've got a good family n realli good frens. im very thankful for wat i have now. :] pray tt this will nvr change :]


the hunks



the babes



us all! :]

*HOEREN IS MAD* 3.21am

actualli i wanted to go n slp le cuz tml morn going trekking. but im here blogging cuz i realli kena shocked. n im still abit stun now. so i wanna tell u all about it.

todae was the annual 2/4 chu 3 outing, n as usual it was fun n full of crapps. hahhaa.. n Qing bought Zeze here too! so even more happie! :]

okies aniwaes lets cut it short. details bout outing i will tell u again tml. so aft the outing we went to HoeRen's hse. n he sent us back home aft playing Wii n drinking (i drank juice) @ his hse. n omg. he watched Initial D n apparently he loves tt show! so he's always trying to drift without hurting his TOFU (us)! who are sitting @ the back of his van w/o seatbelts!

n so Qing, Zeze, Zhixiong, Luqman Irenes n me were behind. n @ this stretch along West coast road, there was a car accident. n when we went past it all of us turn back to look, even Hoe Ren (the driver). n i was the 1st to turn back to the front n i saw Hoeren still loooking back n our van was heading into a Taxi who stopped to turn right!!! i scream at HoeRen n he turned back to swerve away juz in time. but the swerve was quite scary, jerk all of us awake.

i realli v shock lo. cuz I saw with my own eyes tt we were heading into the Taxi. i was quite stun throughout the rest of the trip. n he was still doing his drift. whew. im glad i got home safely. Hoeren still say send the rest back 1st n drop me last although we were alreadi at Pandan Gardens, i kept screaming @ him lahhs. throat sore le.. Zzzz

im gonna pray for Hoeren....

*Happy Chinese New Year!!!* 6.25pm

*First 2 days of my Life as an SP Grad* 1.38am

yea! i came back from FUN! hees.. went to Jason's party ytd! @ Costa Sands Pasir Ris. b4 tt went to NTU talk and met Xin for lunch @ out of the pan. had crepes. yumyuM! finally satisfy my cravings. xin treated. tks xin! hehe sorrie make u po fei! :] along the way argue with xin bout some beliefs things. hahaha v funnie.

then met Kangwei @ Cityhall to go Pasir Ris. i bought him 2 donuts frm donut fac for his bday prez. hahha.. cuz he sad no1 give him prez. so i give him lo! 1st time buying frm donut fac. not much queue le. haha..

then talked to Kangwei bout our future plans for studies. hmm.. we all realli grow up le lo! :( our chats no longer nonsensical crapps. but real plan for our future! haha.. so scary. but im so hopeful too! :]

reach there met with Ian Kelvin Wen Meng n we went over. we went to rent bikes for our overnite cycling n went to the room to chat n plae, Jing was there too. saw ppl like ziqin, zhenhui.. Ziqin noe Ian too! cuz they r divers. the world is small! hahaa..

then Jingboon, Gangyi came. tt GY is FOC lo! buay tahan him. they lemme hit til v jia lat. hahaha.. til my hand oso pain :( but i tink i hit realli quite pain nehhs.. sorrie o. i realli cant control. hehes

then aft blowing out the candles, Jason stripped half-naked n ran round Costa Sands shouting : "TODAY IS MY 21ST BDAY!!!" saboed by his army n cscc frens. hahaha he so cute nia. Jason told me one of his frens recognised me as a Settlers waitress.. -.- im call Xu Wanwei k! nt sum Settlers waitress. Zzz haha

then ard 11pm we start on out 46km nitecycling. hahaha.. some of them long time nvr exercise le. but all of us endure!!! so many funnie tings happen la! we went to talk about our sec sch life @ ECP. rmb all those funnie tings. such as "Ah ma! le eh qiu leh!?" hahah..

then we oso play swing @ 5am la! 7 adults playing swing. then GY pushed me fly so HIGH! i love swings!!! :] GY kept di siao Kangwei oso. so super funnie. we luff til whole neighbourhood gonna wake up le lo. hahaha :x

finally we reach chalet. all half dead. so tired. we went to eat Mac b/f then bathed. did stupid things at mac la. damn funnie. sae Jason (CLS) too.

then went to slp at the reception area to wait for bike shop to open. n i saw KEN!!! well i din see him. but he saw me! then he called me n i was so surprise n happie to see him! realli v happie lo. i dunno why. he is a veri veri caring expedition head! he led us to Cambodia n he called us one by one when we touch dwn in SG. to chk up on how we were doing. cuz we were admitted to hospital, so he ask us go do chk up n stuff back in SG. but time was short, we hadda run. nvm! i will try to organise a gathering aft i come back frm overseas :]

then we went back hm. Kor Gee is back!!! my irritating brother! hahaa.. then jie kor n mummy went to eat sharkfins n abalone with aunty they all! Zzzz.. but i stayed hm cuz nvr make bookin for so many ppl. n i went to take a nap.

in the evening went to meet yan n irenes for dinner @ IMM. irenes was late for an hr la. we hungry till wanna die le. but we all noe each other's style le. all accept n understand. hahaha.. we had Ajisen for dinner n had dessert! nice nice nice! hehe.. not becuz of the food. but its the company! :] miss yan!

sat gonna meet them ALL for nian chu 3 outing to SENTOSA! weets! i have time to do so many things nw! hehehe.. many ppl are gonna come i guess. cuz it was plan like 2 months ago? hahaha.. yea! n we r gonna have a gd reunion dinner. :] lookin 4ward!

ohh yea. i met again! i was abit surprised. cuz b4 tt i tot tt mabbe i will see this person here. wahahhahahaha.. this person always appear when something is about to happen. hmm lets see wat is gonna happen next :]

the way ahead is so full of possibilities! im afraid but yet so lookin 4ward to see wat the future has in store for me. life will be great! :]

*I AM A GRADUATE* 3.11am

i am dead beat. but i tink i ought to tell u this:

I AM A SP GRADUATE! :]