I Think I'm in Love.... [Sat, 27 Nov 2004. 11.56pm]
i felt a tingling sensation when i saw him... a wave of emotions overwhelmed me.... the sudden feeling of shyness crept onto me... blood rushed to my cheeks...

that soft gleam in his eyes... that well sculpt jawline... the smoothness of his skin... his smile just melt my heart... oh man........

i love zhou jie lun!!!

ahhhhHHHH!!!! i went to "wu yu lun bi yan chang hui" ytd!!! oh man.... the 1st time i went to a concert... and my idol too! im gonna die... ahhhhhh!!!! i got the tics for free frm goondo chewy's fren... oh man... the seat was lousy.. but got a big screen infront of me... whenever jay sing my fav ballad i will squeal with delight... hahhaa... i love it when they focus on his face.. enlarge.... enlaRGE..... ENLARGE..... at one point of time when he was singing "hui dao guo qu"... i felt myself fallin for him.... but the feeling quickly went away... hahha..

then halfway he hand the stage over to nan quan mama... aiyo dunno wats tat.. then me and chewy went to find better seats infront.. and we manage to find one facing the stage directly and not too far frm hiM!!!! ahahahhaha... im going crazee! arghhh... thats a woman in love.. hahha...

when he danced i always shriek... hahha.. i love his dancesteps in ye ye pao de cha... wahhh he is so super cute!!! and then his last song was qi li xiang... me and chewy went dwn more front to stand and sing.... join in the atmosphere... hahhaa....

aft that we dunno hw to go home... then wait veri long dunno to walk to mrt or take bus or take cab.. then we linger there till midnight la! hahaha.. then finally dial a cab. in the end joey's phone batt flat when the operator ask him hang on... then jia dial... then we wait til rain.. no shelter sommore!! we are so suay la! but we tink its all veri funnie.. then finally reach hm ard 1am...

went to visit kor on thurs.... his face changed quite abit.. but he still remember a lot of things... esp bout my younger days.... then he keep saying i neva talk.. hee.. dunno wat to sae... then went to visit the changi chapel and musuem with mummy and papa... stayed there veri long.. i read alot bout the jap occupation... haiz.. veri sad... went to light a candle in remembrance of those who died...

then todae neva go out.. stay hm practice guitar... i learn the intro for qing tian!!! arghh super nice.... plae till my fingers nw sore liaO... yawn... lata go jess hse plae.. hahha.. seeya!

A sneak peek at my Udon Thani photo Album! :]

a bird eye view of bangkok...

at the bangkok airport!

the guys...

the air steward lina was drooling over...

another one of lina's love... keke

ziwan, jielin, lina and me!

at the dining area... GRP 1!!!

welcome buffet cum steamboat dinner!

Dirty BooTs! TirEd FeET

The completed hse by Grp 1! with shihjie... haha..

us with the home owner!

silly mr ho... haha

my left over in sizzler....

the 3rd hse with my hero infront!!! :]

mr ho!!! and his massage session! hahaha

my closer friends!

us and the guys on the friendship bridge!

me, my sore eye.. and the cutie!

ahh do u see me sitting with NouM!

behind the guys are bob and NOUM! and dunno liao...hahahah the front line most outcast is chay!

business class 1st course!

Udon Thani 16th Nov ~ 23rd Nov [Thurs, 25th Nov 2004. 3.50am]
IM BACK!!! frm my 8 days trip!!! wahahha... it was super fun!!!

i shouldn't bored u by all the small details.. aniwaes had each day written dwn in the journal... so i shall give a brief update.

Day 1 - Tue 16th
Reach changi airport at ard 6am. transit at bangkok and reach undon thani at around... hmm 4got the time. hahah.. thailand is 1hr behind singapore. the view on the plane was seriously breath taking.. i sat at the window seat. lina changed with me. sweet of her. a little get sat infront of me on the plane frm spore to bangkok. she kept playing with me. hahaa.. cute.. we kept taking photos of an air steward in the flight to udon thani. lina nearli fainted when he served her food. haha. btw the food was good.

we were present with garlands by the Habitat for Humanity ppl once we reach udon thani airport. had a shock. took the song tiao ( our main transportation in thailand) to Bann Kham Youth Hostel. It looks spacious and clean. girls slpt upstairs and the guys dwnstairs. owner name is Heidi. the toilets had no flush. communal bathing with a big tank of water. went to plae volleyball aft tt. outside our hostel is a straight pathway leadin to another hostel. there lived Thai students. around age 19. all boys. and naturally, we were excited. since the team was made up of 23 girls and 7 guys. haha...

played heart attack on dinner table with mr koh and the gers. was crazee... then had dinner. tom yam soup!! yummy... lights off 11pm.

Day 2 - Wed 17th
1st day of work. met Bob, Chay, Tusunny and Noum. went to visit last year houses built by the seniors. then grp 1 and 2 split to work on 2 separate houses. our home owner was a veri nice lady. had a daughter named Fish. we carried the soil from another place to lay the ground. then did the flooring for half the day. and had half of the wall built. it was quite tiring. the carrying buckets of soil and gravel. but everyone hung on. plus we had the HFH ppl helping us and the villagers then came lunch. lunch was great. they put in lotsa effort. a thai boy working with us bought a watermelon for Pamela. hahaha.. he likes her.

dinner was sumptous. cuz its the welcome dinner. had buffet steamboat and bbq at a veri nice place. they sat beside Yulin.. she dig some stuff outta me.. and had the whole dinner table asking me bout my 1st crush. arghh terrible ger.. hahha..

went to the Big C supermarket. smth like giant. well the stuff are cheap. din buy much.

Day 3 - Thurs 18th
woke up for PT. super funnie! we had to find a whistle and i was the assigned person for the group. i saw the whistle in mr koh's hand and all the 3 of us (me, jieru and grace) went to chase for it. mr koh run run and run.... then he came to the volleyball net there with jieru and grace behind him. i took a shortcut and waited at the otherside of the volleyball net for him to come. jieru and grace close on his heels and guess wat he did? he ran straight into the volleyball net.. head 1st and did a rebound!!!! hahahhahahha... i saw the whole thing happen right infront of me and laughed til i squat on the floor. oh man... he is super funnie... hahahha...

2nd day of work. finish our house todae. climb up the scaffold todae. super fun. haha.. during reflection mr ho, mr lee and mr koh re-enact thomas joke of the day. hahha.. veri funnie. it was bout him wanting to seal up some ventilation blocks.. hahha.. then got one ah beng kid kept trying to hit me. small boy so cute.

went to the opposite hostel to plae UNO with the Thai guys. they veri nice. and lingxiang saw her eye candy. she super excited. and he was playing the guitar summore.. serenaded a lot of girls.. hahha..

Day 4 - Fri 19th

3rd day of work. not much happen. went to work on te 3rd houses with grp 2. b4 that went back to old village with mr ho to get things. then aft that build the cement wall. at night was dinner out. we went to eat at sizzler. then shop around. lina bought a diagonal strip adiddas top. i cant find nike shorts.

at night grp 2 went for village tour. me, lina and jielin were talking bout our past. hahha.. super funnie. coz i half aslp liao... i slpt in the middle of them.. then they sae i keep talking dream talk.. hahha..

Day 5 - Sat 20th

4th day of work. last day of work. we manage to finish by 4pm. aft finishing the wall with Lina we went to ride on the song tiao to another new site to deposite the building stuff. then i came back juz in time for lunch and we went on to doing the flooring. had to finish by 4pm. i helped in the cement mixing most. it was a realli back breaking job. the cement is darn heavy. 50kg. the guys carry it. then i help mix along with the guys...

i tot the home owner's son was quite gd looking. and plus he is realli nice. cuz i was taking the blocks then suddenly 2 fell on my leg.. i had one block on each hand le.. was trying to support the another 2 blocks which fell on my shin or else it will fall and hit my feet. he came to my rescue! hahha.. help me lift away the 2 blocks.. then when i laying the bricks i saw him smoking. then lina told me to 4get bout it. i told her i will help him quit smoking... hahaha.. of coz i was kidding!

at night the masseurs came... wah super shiok! she stretch and pull me and poke me til i laugh like mad. kept taking photo of mr ho and his massage session. hahhaa... went for village tour. knew smth was wrong. it was a night walk. juz walk a silly stretch of dark road la. so stupid. hahha.. then b4 that go 7-11 buy things to eat.

Day 6 - Sun 21st
went to Sarnelli house todae. was veri excited. b4 that went to the Catholic Church. slpt tru most of the session. when i reach Sarnelli house at 1st was at a lost. the kids were eating. then aft that was colouring session. (btw Sarnelli house is a orphanage housing HIV infected children) i sat dwn in the circle with the children and a girl came to sat down beside me and held my hand. and then we became quite close. she sat on my laps and i coloured with her... but shes quite selfish. wouldn't share her crayons with other kids no matter wat i say. and when i tried to touch another boy she pulled my hand away... haha... small tyrant.

then i saw goy and jacK!!! oh man they are so small and cute... goy is realli veri veri cute!!!!!!! her eyes oh man.... and naughty too.. hahhaa..i carried alot of them. but jack wun let me carry him. he cried when i tried to.. i gave up too. became realli drawn to kee-dee. a 8 years old polite boy. veri sad to know that they are slowly withering away.. but they are all veri happy and cheerful... lina was veri close to joi joi. i couldnt find pee at 1st. but kee-dee lead me to him when i show him the picture. they called him pee pee there. hahah.. veri cute. then we played chicken dance and bubbles with them. aft tat serve them ice cream and soft drinks.. carried goy while she ate her ice cream.

when we had to leave, the kids went to take their afternoon nap. then lina cried on the song tiao.. the worst part was when the song tiao was driven away the kids ran out to wave goodbye.. that got lina crying even more.. she keep saying oh no dun come out.. and that got me crying too... me lina and ziwan were crying... lina was saying joi is alreadi so thin le! hw can she take the torture of the HIV virus. i was quite sad to think kee-dee slowly dying.... but im glad we brought joy and laughter to them that afternoon.

went to had vietnamese food aft that... and then went for a bit shopping a a shopping alley. then went to the friendship bridge linking thailand and laos... we had an "MTV" photo shot with DingHao on the bridge. super funnie. and then went on to have a veri sumptous dinner beside a river...

Joel was sent to the hospital in the night due to a persistent fever.

Day 7 - Mon 22nd
alot ppl continue to fall sick. i woke up with a swollen eye todae. haiz.. so ugly... morning had house dedication and then went to a veri grand hotel to have an international buffet spread. then Noum sat on the same chair with me to teach us how to fold the tissue rose! hahaha.. they were all so excited. we nicknamed him "cheng shou wen zong". hahaha... then chay jealous we dun wan him to teach us fold flowers. hahhah.. veri funnie la. btw chay likes yulin. hahhaa..

then we went to donbosco sch... played basketball 5 on 5 with the girls at first. then after that 6 of the thai guys vs us 11 singapore girls. hahhaha.. lost like mad... chay and bob help us... i jump ball with a veri tall guy... bob was the person throwing the ball.. i had a shock when he threw it directly to me.. hahhah.. he veri funnie...

then played soccer with mr ho and the CIP team guys... super funnie la!!! girls playing soccer is realli cannot make it.

aft that we went to learn taekwondo. the stupid taekwondo master teach me then i kena hit by him... argghhh.. hahha..

then went on for the farewell dinner. alot of tears.... they tie on our hands strings said to bind our body and soul together when we leave the place. we were crazy over Noum when he went on stage to sing karaoke. we present him with roses.. hahaha.. then aft that jielin was feeling veri unwell... thus we acc her.. she vomitted... and she went to rest on the song tiao. we went back and i acc jielin the the dorm. then slp til next morn....

Day 8 - Tue 23rd
we woke up ard 4 plus 5 and had to leave bann kham for the airport. din manage to take photo with the hostel guys. at the airport was terrible... on the song tiao i was trying hard to catch the last bit of fresh air in thailand... then the airport.. aft we take photo with chay, bob noum they all.. i couldnt help it but cried... chay gave me a tissue.. hahhaa... i controlled and i kept looking back at them. ziwan cried too.... lina abit... then we board the plane back...

the plane in bangkok was delayed.. and guess wat. we got the business class seats!!!! hahaha.. oh man... i sat beside a business man... he was reading some proposal.. veri gentleman. exchanged seats with me so i can sit beside the window. the food is so good! theres realli a diff btw economy and business.. hahha.. watch animal planet... then alight.. went home.. raining heavily.....

miss thailand already..

YaWns.... [Mon 15 Nov, 2004. 2.42am]
wahh.. i juz pack finish my bag.. actually oso haven finish.. juz pack the clothes into plastic bags and label them.. aiyo so mani things to do.. tml so busy still...

oh yah sat i went out with jielin. lina and ziwan.. when to buy all these trip stuff... hahha.. i woke up 12 noon and saw like 3 or 4 msges frm jielin.. she veri funnie la.. she had been sitting in qway since 11.. coz her fren din meet her.. then she keep saying she wan to cry liao ask me faster come.. ahahha.. then i rush there lo.. met her at ikea.. then went suntec to meet lina they all.. all in all feng nu ren waited for 2 and an half hrs la.. hahah...

then went to carrefour.. they stupidly funnie lo... went to the robinsons sales and saw this super cute winnie the pool underwear for children.. and they love it so much they went to ask the auntie for the biggest size... sae wanna wear to thailand together.. i was in a corner hiding my face then.. haha..

then juz nw went back to suntec with wenjie.. bought all my stuff... then updated her on the funnie stuff... and we went hm...

mummy cook chicken rice todae! yummiE! then tml going guitar lesson then go meet joyce then go ks hse liaO!

ThiS sOnG iS SUPER SWEET!
1st i'll like to start off with a song!

Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy

Wouldn't it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice

Good night my baby
Sleep tight my baby

-end-

super nice rite!!!! awww.... i love english songs! super sweet! i got this frm yanhan's hp... and he send me this super funnie audio clip.. i was in the esplanade la... then so quiet.. when i listen laugh til so loud! hehhe.. oh aniwaes i went to attend a ceremony with derek and yanhan todae. actually meet at je mrt.. then i was late as usual.. hahah.. so in the end i board the train they haven board. then i alight at clementi and board the train they are on. and smth super disgusting and sickening happen at my hse bus stop k... refer to personal diary.

then we went citylink to eat BK. arghh.. din feel like eating. but went ahead aniwaes. or else they will tink im on diet. then force dwn the fries.. arghh.. dunno y nowdays always dun feel like eating... then aft tt went to walk ard.. then i went to sch...

had a super fun day!!! master my dance step in 45mins in the SC.. with so mani ppl watching... hahha.. then went to learn thai.. todae one veri fun! hahah.. i noe hw to sae "i am beautiful" in thai liaO! hahaha! i ask mr koh one! he veri funnie lar! he like unwilling to answer me.. then wanna laugh but trying to control... hahha.. then aft tat perform for them.. made 2 mistake.. the backing part mine and evonne's butt bump.. then everyone laugh.. arghh... haha..

then aft tt eat! i ate super fast. coz i was not hungry. hahha.. contradicting? well im liddat... heheh.. then had fun with feng nu ren! she veri idiot lar... then draw the bookmark.. then pack clothes and toys.. mr koh super funie la! together with mr lee and mr ho... like lao wan tong liddat! keep taking the toys and plae...

then mr koh ask me wat i plan to do la.. then i tell him... haiz... at least he bother to ask... not like.. arghh.. oh and u noe during dinner... arghh... i was collecting the food and he was infront of me... i dunno why but i felt anger.. thus i did not acknowledge his presence.. though he was looking in my direction...a few times le.. i felt he wanted to greet.. but aiya.. wat the hell...

tatz!

TeaRy EyEs [Thurs 11 Nov 2004. 1.12pm]
hey! im so happie u noe.. dunno why but like a big heavy stone lifted off my heart le! coz i decided to 100% cfm going poly! hehhe.. veri stressless nw... hmm tml going training tell serena.. juz nw got exco meeting... then stupid jesselyn, see my fringe laugh non stop.. talk to me oso laugh... and she keep going SO CUTEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! even took a photo of me while i was unaware.. hahha she send to me and put it as my wall paper! she keep saying so loud in the cafe la... SO CUTEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! then was ard... arghh... hahha stupid woman..

then aft my exco meeting i went to talk to ms lee... ms soh is so veri nice la!! i love her to bits!!! she explain patiently to me when i was all so blur during the meeting... ask me bout my decision.. i told ms lee my decision... then yah.. she look a bit weird.. hahha.. then aft ms lee went into teachers' room le ms soh stayed back to talk to me.... she hold my arms and talk til quite touching... haiz.. then i keep asking dun sae til liddat... i can see tears gleaming in her eyes... then make me cry oso... i sae bye and ran to toilet.. hahha... nvr realli cry la.. im stronger le.. hahha..

yeapp then went to meet samy and chewy at ps... we went to eat.. saw my frens bf... and i totally hate him.. then in the foodcourt sae caiping! hahha.. she veri funnie one la.. tink she with her bf.. then she keep changing subject when i ask her.. hahhaha... then aft tt sae melissa!!! we hugged and talked so long.. hahha samy and chewy wait beside.. then aft that walk here walk there.. far east see clothes.. then heerens... then eat ice cream.. hahha..

aft tt at JE mrt station saw mengfei and fabius! haha.. then talk for awhile... fabius keep looking at me and sae my face change le... hahha.. dunno wat lar... then mengfei the 1st to not comment on my hair! hahhaa..

Escape to Paradise [Wed 10 Nov, 2004. 1.38am]
Wheeeet! one more week!!!! yay! im going away!!! so ppl dun sms or call me frm the 16th to the 23rd of Nov yah... im chilling in Thailand... haha.. not realli.. go there sweat like mad... build houses, visit orphanage and shopping!!! yay!!! hahaha... took the malaria pill todae... hey nowadays Thailand so havoc... So this may be the last time u are seeing me yah... hahah.. ani last words?

Lata will be the end of PW officially... yay! i nw rushing the rationale thing... hrmz... juz nw msg ppl to tell of my change in hp no. alot ppl msg back ask me who am i... sad case... hahha.. they nvr record my no. down... some i dun even noe who.. then chee poh got msg me back.. long time din chat with him le... veri sweet guy... i wun forget this veri gd fren! and weipeng oso.. hahha.. he always reply with one word... then AiJuan called me to ask me who am i.. hahha... all the OBS nutcase...

k700i is abit of a lag phone leh... sianz diaoz...

hope everything will be alrite lata.. tatz!

[Goy]


[Bang]


[Dong]


[Boom]


[Pee]


[Super Cute Jack]


[Super Duper Cutie Jack]

See those children up there? dey are frm the sarnelli hse.. its an orphanage in Thailand... they look so cute and innocent.. but they are mostly infected with HIV or AIDS... if u wanna noe more bout it go to www.sarnelli.org. i will be going to visit them during my thailand trip. if u guys have anything to donate.. give it to me asap k.. be it toys or stationary or clothes... have a heart! =]

LeSsOn 1: HoW To KiLL a MoCkiNg FiSh [Mon 8 Nov 2004. 12.26am]
hmmmmmm..... went to ECP with wenjie todae. having a minor headache nw.. guess frm all da heat... weet.... we met 11.30am at JP. go meet zul he passed me the kebaya. then veri funnie la.. i take the train then alight and saw this white man taking a soft toy cat as a violin and then singing and dancing to some elmo and the pussy cat song... then i go find zul and wenjie and drag them go see.. hahha.. then we went to eat mac.. actually me onli.. zul fasting, wenjie eat le... then we talk talk talk then roddie came. then me and wenz left.

reach mac le wan to go book pit. then 2pm close le.. we reach 2.30pm. then the women sae cannot le.. haiz... then we walk to bedok jetty lo... so long!!! budden with wenjie easier... cuz we talk talk talk luff luff luff.. then keep taking pics... hahah veri funnie la.. then reach le lor.. ard 4pm.. then lotsa that small silver fish... then we fish alot of that.. but we dun dare unhook. oh b4 that i wanted to buy the line hooks frm the neighbours... but she gave it to me for free... hehhe.. so nice.. then alot small kiddies come see me and wenjie catch fish... then unhook veri scary... alot got hook tru the eye.. gross... then i wanted to dissect... but realli veri scary.... we use tissue to press the fish then unhook.. wenjie poke the penknife with the tissue covering the fish.. then in the end the fish haven die... but the tissue is inside the wound open up by the knife.. so er xiN! then the sun set... so nice... we pack up and left...

did lotsa walking... then went to eat at bedok interchange there. then went hm!

ytd was the guitar lesson. our teacher's name is fairy.. hahha.. he is veri niceeeeeeeee!!! no one brought guitar though.. hahha.. then he pass his ard... then on fri was the CIP rehearsal and stuff... got team building and we went to plae water bomb... so fun! then pam and krystle kept laughing at me.. so irritating.. then stupid jielin laugh at my hair... idiot.. si nu ren! then we went to eat at HB... shared ice kachang.. yummy!

WaiTiNg....... [Thurs 04 Nov 2004. 10.38pm]
haiz... do u like to wait for smth u noe will nvr come true? the feeling is bad rite? hmm yah i noe.. i have been tru it lotsa time.... im a person who dun take initiative.. so bad rite... but i cant help it............ i realli dun feel like... although i do wan to talk and find out wats going on in ur life... but my fingers dun follow instructions...

haiz... wat to do... muz be my dad's genes... hahah... well nth much to sae.. juz waiting... waiting...... and waiting.......................................................................................... nice song....

"I Do (Cherish You)"

All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations
Seduce me 'cause I

I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do

In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Til that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all of my heart
'Til my dying day

[Chorus]

BoOhOoHoO~ [Thurs 04 Nov, 12.52am]
i wanna cry le..... why? coz i went to read a stupid testimonial juz nw.. well actually its 4! [SoBz*] idiot person... *kNoCK mY HeAd aGaiNsT ThE WaLL* [SoBz*] he's a diot... okay nvm.... who cares............................................. [LoUd SoBz*]

ReVaMpEd... [3 Nov 2004, 10.34pm]
....... okay... not exactly.... juz abit... aiya... when u see me u will noe wat i mean le! hahaha.. u curious rite? so faster... pei me go nite safari!!!!! no one wans to go coz too ex le... where got... once in a teenage year time leh! pls pls pls... anyone interested sms me ya!

hmm went to training juz nw.. feeling veri unwell coz ate onli a bread.. then serena tot i on diet.. ppl standing she keep asking me to sit.. haha.. then weishan and jesse damn irritating... keep going... diet diet diet! then they went queensway.

i went JE to cut my hair... then went into the library b4 tat... and took the escalator up... anddddd..................... guess whu i saw? wahhahahha... wang gangyi and jietong! their back was facing me... then they sitting on a sofa beside a pillar... but i still not veri sure izzit him so i go hide behind the pillar and listen. and hear gangyi's voice alrite.. hahah.. then i go behind him tap his right shoulder and hid back behind the pillar.. then he like God liddat... he sae muz be Wanwei..... hahaha.. then i cannot control i laughed and came out frm my hiding place... then ask him hw he noes.. but he dun wanna ans... hahah.. then i sae hi to jietong and give him that "hoh-hoh!" look and went away... ahhah.. then he sms me and ask me wat i was doing. then i walking out of the lib he saw me again and ask me go over.. then talk for awhile loh.... hahha.. kept teasing him... said bye to them and went to cut my hair....

then met mummy for dinner... going with jie to buy k700i on sat.... oh man... cant wait... hahahha.... hmmm wat else? oh mabbe i going to work.... hm dun tell u 1st! wait till i get the job le then give u a surprise! hahahha.. tatz!

die die die... smth is very wrong with me... im so fickle minded k! juz nw aft hearing irenes they all talk i wan so much to go poly... but juz ytd i was so determined to stay on in jc... shucks... i realli cannot decide... help me!!! arghh....

and smth else is wrong... arghh... i think im falling into the death trap.... urggghhhhh!!!

OP iS oFFiCiaLLy OVER! [Wed 03 nov 2004. 12.28am]
okay! good! pw is over! i tink the presentation went okay. but the qns... haiz.. gone.... hahah.. aniwaes aft that went harbour to eat with yitshan. liqi. minchu. sam. jia. wankay. but i nvr eat. coz aft tt meeting jason and kareen they all. then wah lao.. so silly la k.

jason is still as idiotic as ever.. keep pushin blame.. hahha.. no la.. cuz he sae irenes is bringing her frens along... then in the end is him bring two of his frens... hahah.. then we went to eat at yoshi... then they wan to go plae pool.. but i half U cannot enter. so in the end they went. me, kareen and eng went to meet irenes and her frens. then her frens oso go plae pool. so me eng kareen and irenes went to eat. she eat onli la. then we talk talk talk. then irenes and jason fren edric and yongjun came to join us. then we go walk walk walk til cathay. wanted to watch movie. then in the end some watch this le some watch that. the 3 guys went hm left us 4 girls watch cellular... not too bad la.. the front nt nice... then aft tt better le... 3 stars bah! kekke..

then hmm... go refer to my personal diary k.. wan to tell u smth. haha.. yeap. we went hm aft tt loh... oh yah.. took neoprints oso.. hahha so funnie leh... haiz miss them lots!!!!

Oh mAn... The 1st good news for days!!!!!! [Mon 01 Nov, 11.02pm]
no its not that i got promoted.. hahah.. better than that! mr ho juz sms me!!!!!!!!!!!! and guess wat he sae?!?! he said im cleared to go for Udon Thani!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh man... i feel like crying.... muz be ms alice tan and him help me one... cuz tt woman where got so nice! hahah... they are the greatest lah! oh man... im so happy....

okay mr ho juz replied me... cuz i sae "muz be u and ms tan help me one, mrs lim where got so nice" then he sae "nope, we din do anything. she juz instantly let u go. mrs lim actually very nice one..." wow... think im gonna have a different view of her nw! hahah.. if she let me promote.. things will be more different! hahah.. im so happy nw la... i wanna sing... hahaha..

la la la la la.... hehehehe... im doing last min pw checking.. tml is final OP! hahahah... i will try my veri best la! yeap yeap...

juz nw went town with jia and sam... btw we have a new gang. the stockings gang. jia is the da jie, sam 2nd, me 3rd. still on the list is hes, bel and manda. hahha.. and we got our sorority names.... sam is goondo samy, jia is goondo chewy, im goondo waggy, tai is goondo kitty, manda is goondo titty (hahahhah u noe why!) and bel is goondo nanny. hahaha.. yeap! so cool rite! then in town we keep calling goondo samy.. then we veri siao la.. laugh so loud like the 3 GOONDOs... then keep got this evil cult approach us... give us some evil phamplet.. and even curse goondo samy's father la! so idiot. i wanted to take a look at the phamplet. but samy grab it frm me and threw it away...

then sam went back earli... then me and jia went taka eat and drink.. then when i walk towards the wisma link.. pass giodano... guess who i saw!? i saw LIM!!!!!! hahah.. then i remember sis told me he working there. so i creep up behind him....... then he was about to turn ard so i quickly turn back so he cant see me... but he saw! hahah.. then i wanted to messed up the clothes... i sae i wan this! then i took one trousers... then he scold me F word... hahha.. cuz he folding the clothes ma.. hahhaha.. then talk to him for awhile.. he beg me not to go sp.. hahah.. idiot... then liddat lor..... i went hm with jia on the train.

then ytd went to spca with sista. then i went to ECP alone.. he went to church... hmm.. i sat there looking at the sea... wanted to walk to jetty, but gave up halfway... cuz i wearing the Teva slippers. veri painful... then went to examine the pits... 26 is the best liao... so i booking that. hmm yeap.. oh yah! then i bought a small pure choco ice blended frm coffee bean. that was pure indulgence.... i added whip cream. so sinful... but its juz that one day.. haahha...