settlers BBQ pic. [Sun 27 Feb. 1.20am]

(red shirt- caris... going clockwise danielle, javen, jason, david, darren)


zaki, me and weasly!


me and sayang! (fizah)


fizah the lady boss... kekke


they playing bang!


i said i wanted to appear in every picture!

juz nw in the morning i wanted to go swimming.. but in the end raiN! haiz... then went to work lo... then okay la.. not veri veri busy.. nowadays business not so gd.. dunno why.. then veri funnie.. tot chin wee veri shy one.. todae got a veri cute female customer came. then he keep staring... haha.. then still tell me and wansi his heart melting.. aww... haha.. then i left ard 9 plus and go hm.. tired... saw a familiar face on the train. was tt guy who came to settlers ytd. the one whom i taught jungle speed to. tink he recognise me oso...

hrmz then that day went to jiaqi hse for mahjong session. wah hes, me, jia and carmen played for 2 hrs plus still haven change wind.. hahha.. then hester tai tai big winner lo.. i won the 1st game then nvr win liaO.. hahah...

tml need to go work at chikuyotei. siaNz leh! im the onli waitress tml.. arghh.. aft tt meet irenes mabbe bringing her to the settlers holland V branch see see look look. yawns. nitez!

sHaTTerEd pRiDe. [Thurs 24 Feb. 10.45pm]
Wat have i said again... haiz........ IM VERY TIRED! everyone juz leave me alone k! my mood swing is super horrible nowadays... sorrie to those who experience my wrath. i felt like a spoilt brat whenever i show u all that stupid face.. but i cant help it.. juz leave me alone to cool dwn k... i realli dunnit anyone right now... im drained out physically and mentally... give me some space to breathe...

haiz... i feel like u are juz making use of me.. but i cant bear to leave the place... wat can i do... haiz... i feel terrible... super horrible......... im having gastric and it hurts like hell......... im going to bake brownies...

SuperMan. [Wed 23 Feb 05. 2am]
hrmz... went to work juz nw. wah i seriously hate sato-san lo... cant stand him... stupid shortie. argh! *pull out my hair*

then juz nw at settlers colin taught me VS. hrmz okay la.. the game... i haven realli got the whole game. but basics can le ba... i guess colin and adrain will be helping me build up my deck. i dun tink i wan to spend my money on those cards. juz for fun la... so mabbe can use their decks lo.... chin siang gave me a rather, i repeat rather valuable playing card. the superman card. heez... adrain veri irritating oso lo todae. haha.. then todae no booking one.... but nearli full hse arh... i step into the cafe kena shock. then immediately teach games non stop le...

actually wansi and fizah suppose to go take injections one. but close liaO the place. yawns... tml hope dun have full hse arh.. siaNz!


yan and wen at JP.


my fav chilling out place...


Darling and me at Settlers cafe.


Yen and me @ Somerset MRT station.


Wansi and me @ settlers.


Settlers Lohei..

i thought i have forgetten... [Tue 22 Feb 05. 12.44am]
Sometimes life has to go on.. no matter hw hard u wish for that moment to last... or hw much u miss someone who live in the past... someone who onli live in ur memories... u can think bout that someone at times.. but dun brood over it...

i recalled all the lost opportunities... i believe it was all destinated... u always appear during the lowest point of my life, but everytime u left without saying a word. slowly, without us even realizing, we have stop talking to each other.. it's tiring trying to keep up with you. why has talking to u become a task. to think we used to be able to talked bout almost everything... Always laughing our heads off together.

As time goes by, my phone doesn't ring so often... there was awkwardness whenever we were ard each other... ur lips remained un-curled when our eyes met. we wld find ways to avoid each other. even if we did talk... we have to crack our brains to make the conversation last for more then 5 mins. then gradually, we lost contact. i wld juz stared at ur msn nick, wondering wat is going on in ur life. i wan to talk to u but am afraid we wld end up in the most hostile conversation like we always did when we talked. so i gave up... something which u already did long ago...

"i dont understand you and you definitely dont understand me." yes i believe that now... i really do...

Tried and Tested. [Sat 19 Feb 05. 10.53pm]
after the 2nd overnite at settlers on fri nite. i learn a lesson. u realli need a clear and awake mind to learn games. so if im gonna learn animore fun games. im doing so in the afternoon.

fri evening i work frm 3.30 til 7 then i go airport send weiqi off le. she super sad la.. cry and cry and cry. then i hang ard there awhile... then left b4 weiqi leave. cuz i scare i will cry ma.. gave her my home made cookies... haha... i let hesther, yen, ling, wansi, alvin, colin, auntie try my cookie hoh... all wan to die liddat. eat finish 1st one dun wan to eat le... they 1st bite shout liaO.. SO HARD!!! where got la! i tot it was okay ma... onli darren sae its nice... hahah.. thank you darren. :] but tat stupid javen has got to add in sarcastic remarks. he said to darren: the length u wld go to impress a girl. -sighs- idiotic javeN!

colin gave me a lot of tips on better baking and even ate a 2nd one to encourage me... hahha.. oh u noe aft i send weiqi off i went to eat at raffles city subway, and guess whu i saw... kelvin lim and gang... with sista but i din see sista. saw kelvin they all smoking then i go talk to him. then i walk to clarke quay then rest in settlers then aft customer all left. colin tot us a railway game... wah... realli brain dead leh... can die arh that one....

then played articulate. i partner with javen. hahha.. this time it is realli proven im better at guessing then describing... my grp and colin's grp draw the game. oh btw the ppl who stayed over were me, colin, javen, darren, chin wee and alvin. then we went hm ard 6 plus am. we walked to raffles mrt. the river in the morning is super nice lo!

then juz nw i got go walk there.. sit there veri long thought tru alot of things.. nw mind veri clear le...

tml working agaiN! better go get some slP! :]

Overnight at Settlers. Try it. [Tues 15 Feb. 10.48pm]
wahhh... last sat arh. we overnite at settlers leh. me, colin, chin siang, chin wee, samuel, evonne and javen. tell u arh.. im realli crazee over mahjong liaO lo.. has been dying to plae ever since that day. at 1st javen playing VS with evonne. then me, sam, chin brothers playing attika. then me and evonne go wrap coins so javen took over me. then after that the last customer left liaO we setup the mahjong table liaOz.. hahah.. me, colin, evonne and chin siang start the 1st round. then plae a few rounds lo. let me warm up. then we stop.

we all gathered to plae acquire. tell u javen is super irritating lo.. hahah.. keep irritate me the whole of the game. explaining stuffs to me so clearly as if im dumb. hahha.. then sam went to slp. so evonne, colin, chin siang and chin wee went to plae mahjong. then javen make me the expresso coke.. wah.. super leh that one... keep me up tru the nite. then i played balloon cups with javen while they mahjonging. then wah play play play. when we finish the game is dawn liaO... hahha.. then Javen has gotta leave. so i went to watch them plae mahjong.

then chin wee is veri lihai lo... dun see him quiet quiet.. wah.. won so much money lo.. either his luck is super gd or he is super lihai. hahah.. then aft tt ard 8am. me, chin siang, chin wee and evonne walked to chinatown to eat. then chin wee treat us drinks with the money he won.. hahah.. then we walked back to settlers. chin wee went hm. left me, evonne and chin siang. then evonne go slp, me and chin siang played chinese chess.... til fizah came. then i left. went hm slp frm 2 plus til the next morning (mon morning) 8.30am. super lihai hoh.. hahah then went to work. valentine's day oso needa work. tsk! full hse summore lo.. hahha..

oHaiYo!!! [Sat 12 Feb 05. 12.40am]
haha! juz nw went to work at chikuyotei. wah.. no business suddenly. after the realli busy CNY.... abit not used to it.. then the irritating korean woman come again. heng hesther not on shift todae. cuz her "best fren" ma... hahha.. then me and xiao yen was sent to the taka branch. and my worst nightmare came true. i have to walk frm meritus mandarin to taka in kimono. wah i keep grabbing xiao yen lo... then when we crossing the road hoh... i told xiao yen lata we step in taka branch chikuyotei and see aragawa-san. we will sae OHAIYO!!!!!! then i sae the OHAIYO!!! veri loud... wah then a guy turn around and smile weirdly at us... guess who.. is GM!!!!!!!! oh my god! i din see him infront lo... hahahha lata he tot i sae ohaiyo to him.. wah lao! paiseh dao yao si!

then went settlers. Wansi, yanxiang and darren were there le.. colin in sentosa.. hahah.. then once i step in wansi veri loud: WANWEI YOU FINALLY HERE! i tot why she see me so excited... cuz they wan me go carrefour... hahahha.. then go lo.. buy le come back.. then ask chin wee come dwn help. then javen come oso... then me and javen inside kitchen. he teach me and train me up for valentine's day lo. haiz... but he veri nice la.. hahah.. although i keep scolding him. juz dun get too busy. he will start to be abit bad tempered le...

then played lost cities with him, taught a grp gulo gulo... liddat lo. todae....

oh ya then on thurs rite.. work in the morning at chikuyotei. then break went over to settlers bai nian. hahha.. played one round mystery of the abbey. wah i din manage to plae finish lo. i reach ard 3 plus nearly 4. then play til 5.10 i left le... to go back to work.. siaNz..... but earn money la. that day business gd i tink. we got free ice cream. i ate the maccha ice cream (green tea).. realli nt bad leh.. hesther scope one ma.. then she gimme 2 scoops... hahah...

tml go swim 1st then go work. yay... can relax abit le!

wat do you want. [Sun 6 Feb 05. 11.56pm]
i realli dunno wat u wan.. dun ruin my happiness when u lost urs... my business is realli none of urs.. hope u will stay out of it... nw i dun even noe izzit my fault or izzit urs... why do u blame me? am i the cause? snap out of it will u.

went to new creation church @ suntec with caris. saw jing and her boiboi. then give her the xmas present. then she caem back to gimme chocolate. so cute arh she.. hahah.. then colin and his wife came lata. with the daughter. so cute! held her tiny hand... hahha..

ytd was the mini gathering for weiqi at settlers.. they enjoyed themselves la... glad to see tt. then like to plae the manga manga lo... scream and scream. hahah.. jason BBQ at east coast oso... had a long talk with gangyi on the train... update me on his life... then reach hm ard midnite lo...

i Really feel like crying. but no tears wld come out. [Sun 6 Feb 05. 1.20am]
todae was actually a veri happy day. i cld have been smiling all the way when i am typing this. but smth juz happened...

i realli dunno wat to do..... i should nt have trust anione... i shld have known... u promised me but in the end wat happen?

i wanted to be frens but u have to go and mess it all up.... haiz... it was such a happy day.....

BuRnT FiNgeRs.... [Wed 2 Feb 05. 1am]
i burnt my FINGERS!!!!!!!!! @ chikuyotei.. with the stupid konabe... its realli so PAINFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i din noe the handle so damn it hot! i go and wan to take the wok rite.. waH!!!!! my fingers stick there and i heard sizzling sound.. i pulled my fingers out and the skin all turn white le....... pain til tears wanna flow le......... no medicine summore! so bo bian.. use ice lo....... then aft that the pain still excruciating leH! got the burning sensation all the way on the train. wah.... then reach settlers le then got medics.. hahha. colin help me apply medicine.... wah.. so pain :`- then got 3 purple and 1 blue plasters on my fingers.. hahhaa..

juz nw ate the Japan rice with unagi sauce.. wah.. so nice! esp for me the rice lover... yummy... so nice!!! wanna eat again... then xiao yen sick then quite busy... so shiang lan and chris help oso...

juz nw was boardgame meetup nite @ settlers.. realli veri busy lo! can die arh..... so stuffy leh make til the place... change shift with chin wee on sat.. so i can go jason's bbq.. yay!