[Sun 13 March 05. 1.50am]
i am in trouble.. hw come i will feel this way... im sad. super sad. super super sad..... sad sad sad sad sad.... sad. sad. sad. sad. sad. such a nice person like u dun deserve this kind of treatment. mabbe along the way i was one of the "contributor" for ur frustrations... i din mean to.. so sorry... i find it hard to talk.. and that makes things no better... i tot i had been trying rather hard.. but not much improvements.. and worse still is i dunno wat u r thinking. sometimes trying too hard can make a person rather tired... giving up is the other onli option... im drawing closer to tt point... pls open up b4 tt...