TRuE? [Wed 29 June 05. 12.17am]
mood swing mood swing.. i can feel it coming... im veri stress up nw. darn pissed oso... can u pls stop giving me stress... sch work is building up. i skip squash todae to do my IDEAS and some tutorials. im alreadi lagging behind in sch work.. im struggling during classes. but i dun wan to disturb doreen by keep asking her qns. then in the end i juz give up.

im so angry nw. wan to kick someone... term break faster come! i nit to go to my fav relaxation place.. and i need to tink bout things... im trying so hard to concentrate during lessons, but sometings juz bug me.. goodness i hate this. i realli wan to get gd results.. stop giving me this crap. my mum asking me to quit work. haiz... i dun wan to...

i haven seen joan for 2 weeks le! goodness.. alex oso.. so long nvr go out with them le.. haven even go for our dinner outing... we seem to be focusing on diff tings..

aft wat we talked bout juz nw, im seriously in doubt. u are the sort of person who cant take failure. if someone dare u to do smth, u wun sae no... and tt exactly matches wat i heard... and tts exactly why im worried... i have so mani qns marks...

i juz wan to break down and cry and let all worries be gone...
all of u... pls leave me alone....

SuRpRiSe! [Mon June 27.12:43am]
woOo.. im doing research for my prac nw.. siAnz.. came to see tt u all complain i nvr update. so here i am. got alot of events going on. but no time to update. so sorrie bout it. Fri got squash. Joan din come. she gt smth on. so i went alone. then run then plae.. same like every practice. alex they all waiting for me to go eat. so i went off ard 8pm. although training hasnt ended. then went to bath, then go eat with them at clementi.

tt darn aaron arh. getting v idiotic. he pinch and pull my cheeks lo. was so painful! i scold him he still continue. made me hit him til my hand pain oso.. irritating arh aaron! then aft tt i take the train with arens wc and a senior towards pasir ris. cuz i going to Danielle's hse @ East Coast for Javen surprise bday party. hahah was real fun la. went to bedok to meet chin siang. then we took bus 40 there. then eat bake rice. then ard 2am Javen arrive. me and caris hide behind the stairs, then we pop the confetti thing and i spray.. wahahhaaa.. so funnie lo. he was shocked la. abit. hahah.. then we make him do 8 forfeits. then aft tt talk, plae werewolves in dan's rm. i was dead tired. then ard 3am chin wee, yan xiang and colin came.

we called Javen the liar! muahahhaa.. cuz he told colin tt he's going to meet a fren tt we all dun noe.. when all along we were expecting him in dan's hse.. whahahaha.. hrmz can smell smth fishy? wahhahaa.. then we plae plae til ard 6am. i wanted to go hm cuz lata got work. then colin sae slp at dan hse or else no time oso. so i slpt at another rm. then ard 10 plus yong xiang and weide came to woke me up. they tot im Dan. whahah.. then realising i was late, rush to wash up and my bag was locked in dan rm. (hrmz the bday boy was inside oso) :] wahahahha i shall nt elaborate. i went in sae sorrie sorrie then faster come out. then weide and yong xiang send me to Settlers. V nice the 2 of them. tks alot! :] was raining heavily oso...

then work til ard 9 went hm.... juz nw morning go gombak stadium run with damn clar. next week is the triathlon le.. goodness. my timing is super lousy lo! omg... haiz.. dun wan sae le. waste money.

ShacKeD! (tks colin) :] [Sun 19 June. 11.40pm]
wahh i juz came back frm the 3days 2 nite Rovers kayaking expedition. im sunburnt.. painful on the face... and freakin tired.. and theres a whole load of work to do... tml practical need to do research. tml data sheet dunno need to hand in nots.. then tml tt presentation mircobiology... my arms is aching abit and im sleepy.. oh my goodness.. and nw im waiting for wayne to send me his edited presentation so i can do mine..

realli find some ppl v irresponsible.. my class is v competitive oso.. i hope i can survive.. stress.... aniwaes the kayaking was real fun! tell u bout it another time.. i need to go do research liaO!

WaT To dO? [Tue 14 June. 11:44pm]
oh man.. im realli veri confuse nw... i dunno wat to do about alot alot of tings... im tinking of quitting squash... BUT I DUN WAN TO!!!! but on the other hand.. i wan to do well in my studies.. but theres realli no time for me to do my work. juz take last week as an example. mon was lessons til late, then i tink i went to je library to do maths. then tue squash, wed got wat i forgot le, but i noe i din study... thurs sch til late... fri squash. sat work for 12noon til 2am... (goodness)... sun went to spend time with my khakis. oh man... when does studies come in?

then soon sports elective is going to start.. and when CLS gets busy, man.. it will be hell... im here to study... oh man.. pls let me be responsible enuff to noe tt...

and then i juz heard frm my fren some stuff tt makes me have doubt.. mabbe all this is too gd to be true. so it cant be real... rite? i dunno wat to tink la.. mabbe i will juz let it all go by so tt i wun have to worry about all this animore... haiz... squash... the more i go for training the more i wan to stay... i wan to throw my hp away....... haiz

i LoVe 3 S (ScHoOL! SeTtLeRs, SeNiORs!) [Sun 12 June. 3.22am]
actually nt the seniors... i juz write so tt got 3 S... cannot tink of anything else tt start with S le.. hahahah.. :p okay so long nvr update.. alot alot alot of things happen la.. basically sch and CLS stuff... well i joined squash together with joan! yay! hehhe.. we having a fun time inside... Joan veri lihai lo! glad tt we are both in. she can guide me! :p

then ytd went to squash training, then got ard 13 ppl waiting in club for us.. alex, arens, weichong and some seniors. then we hurry left with them to eat at clementi. then yoshika joined us... then veri funnie.. the seniors keep speaking in weird tongue.. hahah their special language. so cooL.. hahah.. but they use tt to tease us la.. so nt veri cool aft all.. hahah.. then chin siang call me go KBOX!!! arghhh i wanted to go so much lo! chinsiang, chinwee and alvin and tink one of CS fren going. At choa chu kang. but when i eating with CLS ppl alreadi 9 plus liaO... den summore i so sweaty and smelly. dunno wanna go nt, summore hp batt finishing. so i called mummy ask.. then she dun let me go.. so in the end din go.. haiz!!! they had so much fun lo! haiz..

then juz nw go work. morning got seniors citizen come for some function. then taught them game.. they speak tamil 1 to 10 with me! veri funnie! cuz i noe hw to speak. then suddenly they sae tt. then i sae "EH U ALL NOE HW TO SPEAK!" then we go started saying 1 to 10 in tamil.. hahaha.. taught them halli galli and sequence. although they din realli get the game, but they participated la.. was v nice to see... :] then aft tt busy til ard 1 plus am nia.. tt stupid chinwee super irritating lo. ask him tell me bout ytd KBOX he keep doing the mystery of the abbey thing.. ShHhhh..... idiot leh! arghh.. then take cab back hm with him.. he heng i nvr punch him.. or else he dunnit go hm le..

tml going to alex hse with clarence and weixin! yay! wahhahaha..


2/4 outing. taken @ heerens!


my BEST buddies! love u all! muacks! :]

i Love 2/4 and My New kHaKis! :] [Sat 4 05. 1:17am]
hello! wahahhaa.. wed i went out with wenjie, caiyan, sooeng, yujing, caiping, kareen, benji, gangyi aft sch. we went to orchard.. walk walk talk talk eat eat.. hahha so fun lo! being with them, though we dun do much things... we went to take neoprints! so farnie! hahahha.. then aft tt we went gio buy clothes. i buy jeans, gangyi and ben buy shirt. tt gy so farnie lo. tell us his softball stories on the the train.

then juz nw went to lib to find alex clarence and joan. they talking bout out C-L-I-Q-U-E things.. hahha... can see they realli veri concern about us this grp of khakis. realli glad to have u all as my buddies! ^_^ den i went for squash trial with them, we plae liao go plae bball. alex went off for gathering. then aft tt go clubhse slack and then go eat at clementi with the seniors. hahha.. i love poly life alot... nvr regret getting into sP.. :] mabbe i will join squash. i will definitely be an active member of CLS club and my sports elective! volleyball! yea man.. u all can go see us spike at sentosa next time! wahahhahaha! hope i can cope well!


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