i aM NoT MiSs NicE... [Wed 31 Aug 05. 11.43pm]
omg.. todae is the suaiest day ever.. i realise i din have alvin's thumbdrive with me ytd... then i started to panic and became real hot tempered.. then i cool dwn tinking might be with alvin. i msg him but he slp le.. then next morn which is todae morn, he tell me he dun have!! then i go sch the comp lab T413 search. but got lessons so i din go in. a guy came out of T413 to talk on his hp, so i ask him wat time lesson ends. he sae 12.. so i went for lesson and then went back to search at 12.. onli left the cap there.. someone took the thumbdrive...

i was realli at a lost... but yutai and alvin were veri nice.. they keep saying nvm.. yutai sae got backup for poster, then i msg alvin ask him but he sae dun have! he sae onli save in thumbdrive.. aft readin that msg i realli break dwn le.. started crying in the comp lab.. heng no1 see.. so paiseh... cuz is all my fault lo.. i made them stay back and do the poster and in the end i lose it.. haiz.. the more i tink the sadder i become.. but alvin and yutai keep saying its okay, can do again.. haiz thanks alot.. :]

then actually wan to go back jss.. then i ask yan they all they sae nt going back.. in the end they went back.. i decided nt to pon le plus i lose the thmubdrive.. no mood go le.. so din go.. koksiew msg me sae joe and him waiting for me.. but i ask them to go ahead 1st...

then was realli sad for the whole day.. aft searching the comp lab i was exasperated le.. i was so sad lo... no1 was there to help me.. i felt so super lost so i decided to msg sister, i was inside the lift.. then the doorlift open i heard someone sae "WANWEI!" it was sister alex! seriously was realli relieve to see him.. he immediately notice smth was wrong with me and came to ask me wat happen.. but i knew if i tell him i will start crying again.. so i sae i will tell him lata. plus his frens were hurrying him to get into the lift..

then aft sch went comp lab to do finish my part on IDEAS. sister came to talk to me.. realli realli tks arh sis! i was realli glad u were there to lame.. hahha.. if nt i will juz sad myself to death in the lab.. heez..

then aft finishing went to cap ball briefing and then VB.. weixin came and talk to us juz nw! miss her lots lo.. she always so happie and high.. hahha.. then VB theory test all copy ans one.. hahaha.. then next week last lesson prac test. zzzZzz... we got improve liaO.. hahah.. not bad can win abit.. ahhahah.. juz nw feel like hitting that trashbag lo.. the ball roll past me... me and amos see but we dun wan to help him take.. then he juz stand there looking at me, so i bo bian went to take lo.. then he sae "thank u, u are so kind" so sarcastic lo.. i juz give him that kinda look.. then amos laugh.. stupid trashbag... hope u walk fall and break ur leg.. grr... stupid amos keep teasing me bout that guy that i sae look like a jap.. he even wan to go tell him i interested in him lo.. KA PUI! hes same gang as trashbag lo.. stupid amos...

then aft tt i went to club discuss cap ball strategy.. haiz abit worried leh.. haiz.. but we will do our best! i will defintely give everything ive got.. yeap! lookin 4ward! :]

ExAmS FeVeR... [Mon 29 Aug 05. 9.30pm]
hrmz.. went to work on sat. last day of work le! til aft exams.. Zzzz.. no more happy saturdays... working at settlers nowdays is much more relaxing.. mabbe cuz there are enuff manpower le ba.. so i always look forward to sat.. seeing them and playing games! wahaha..

sat was quite okay. auntie din come janice and willis took the kitchen. they veri funnie and cute la.. then theres some rumours going ard in settlers concerning a particularly new staff by the name of willis... wahahha.. with whom he has a scandal with i shldnt elaborate. then aft work we went 7-11, cw owes me sweets, so i got him to treat me sour skittles! hmm but little did he noe wat izzit use for.. aft going back to settlers we played halli-galli! wahahha.. yeap! sour skittles was the forfeit.. i won lo! made them all ate 5 sour skittles at one go.. wahahha.. there was KaeJer, Willis, Chin Wee and Darren.

i won darren in blink! wahahha.. 17 cards is my record.. meaning i have game while darren is still holding on to 17 cards.. muahhahah... looking for more challengers.. then ard 3am then close up everythin. i gave all of them do my RWP survey. stupid willis and chin wee lo... keep laughing non stop. esp the sauna part.. asking them if they willing to pay for spa services like sauna. then they kept luffing la, they sae holding area alreadi like sauna le.. FOC summore.. hahaha... then took cab hm with eric and chin wee.. i din noe eric sharing cab with us, then went the cab came cw and eric move 4ward then i sae "bye!" then they so shock lo, turn ard to look at me... hahahhaha.. then i realise eric sharing with us, then cw keep luffing. still sae "byebye wanwei"... hahaha.. idiots..

exams is nw 3 weeks away!! my god.. juz nw the microbio test realli sucks lo.. if i had study more i tink it wld have been quite easy.. alot i study but i forgot.. darn.. my mind was complete blank when it came to the growth phase thing. arghh.. cant wait for OCT to come! there squash chalet, CLS chalet, LTC... and of cuz 2/4 gathering! wahahahha..

CaPTaiN's BaLL roCks maN! [Fri 26 Aug 05. 11:17am]
Hihi!!! wahaha.. ytd went to PR meeting! then quite fun la... quite enthu! me, amos alex and peter is helping out in the PR stall for food and funfair. kekeke.. then got the Food GamE! ahahha... they ask who wanna be GL no1 put up hands.. then GM so mani ppl put up hands, including me, alex amos and peter. then aft tt we see so mani ppl, we discuss le decide to be GLs.. then ppl start to follow oso le.. im oso the GL head.. volunteer cuz gt more cca points and is FUN! wahahhaha.. looking forward to OCTOBER! realli realli...

then aft tt we went for poly50 training.. got speed training.. then aft tt do sit up push ups.. then went to eat then go hm.. then juz nw we went to plae cap ball aft sch! Friendly match against tat xiong and weijian's team.. those participating in the SPSU one.. then wah at 1st keep losing.. we plae so mani rounds lo.. our team not so well form.. but i trust everyone of them will plae their best.. we played with tat siong, weijian, seniors.. i tink got plae 3 to 4 match.. then the last match was with peikun's grp.. wah that one super shiok! we all whack all the way.... run non stop lo.. chiong arh dun care liaO.. den got ben and tat siong come in help us. in the end we won 17-16... wahahhah.. peikun super tall lo. so difficult to get past his defence... tsk!

b4 tat i referee-ing 2 games for them.. hahah be referee oso gd.. veri fun.. can blow whistle.. wahhahaa.. :p then i went to eat with tat siong, gravin, arens, le tian, eng tat, satyish, qin zheng, seng wei. veri funnie ppl.. then sae amanda and caiyan at clementi statioN! then i take train back with them.. hehehe.. miss them so much!

tml going alvin hse to do project.. Zzz.. IDEAS going to be over le! yay! wahhahaha...

3 more weeks to sem exams... jiayoU! :]

wHy aRe ThiNgs TuRnInG uGLy [Thurs 25 Aug 05. 12.57am]
juz nw went to the sports complex opening. participated in captains ball with aaron, weixin, seow, ben, nasir, mevis. we got 4th.. lost 1st match by 2 points, 2nd match by one point. haiz.. but nvm... we tried our best. and i had fun. b4 tt got soccer match, SP alumni soccer VS ex national team. LIM TONG HAI was frm SP lo! and he came to help us plae... he sure cute! wahahhaa.. onli me and amos noe who is he lo.. the rest all dun care.. hahaha.. amos super idiotic lo, keep making fun of a line dancing lady...

then aft tt i went to settlers to celebrate Dan's bday... heheh yay succeeded! i still scare wun turn out well... was veri fuN! we had alot of fun playing apples to apples.. then they went KTV i went hm.. need to study for microbio lab test tml. Zzzz..

hm.. i wan to lead a carefree and happy life. so frm nw onwards, i wan to put asides all other things and concentrate on my studies, my cca (squash and CLS!), my frens and family. thats all.. and of cuz work. yeap... so even if there was smth, i had to let go nw. jiayou 4 my test tml! :p

bLaCk TuEsDaY [Tue 23 Aug 05. 11pm]
today is gloom's day. -sighs- i went to sch late, actually nt veri late one, budden met adrain at JE MRT, so talk to him then walk slower. then @ SP liao sae fang hui, then talk to her din walk fast. so altogether late for 15mins. then i din feel like going for maths le, so i went lib to do maths tutorial. haha.. then the weather is super nice, keep raining...

aft RWP was going hm, then @ the station realise i lost my voodoo doll! i search my whole bag, dun have! then doreen wanted to acc me go back look, but i ask her go back 1st as she live quite far. then i went back alone to find.. i walked the exact same route i took while coming out. i looked harder outside the FC 5 co-op, library and T4 com lab. all dun have! omg... i find til my head veri pain. then met Aaron outside T4 there, he ask me why i look so lost, when talking to him i quite sad le.. the more i talk bout it the more sad i become. then he went for lesson so i took the route again to walk to the station. but i din manage to find it. im super sad...

becuz i had a premonition b4 tat.. omg.. i still remember lookin at my voodoo doll b4 tat and tinking will the string break. and i realli lost it.. -sighs- its smth i treasure... cuz fizah gave it to me... haiz i miss her lots.. still remember the 1st time i met her i dislike her, cuz she kept frowning... hahaha.. but she soon became my best mate in settlers.. we share alot of our life and secrets with each other.. but nw that she left settlers, i onli seldom get the chance to talk to her online.

although it's onli such a small ornament but it means alot to me.. i realli hope i will find it back.. haiz..

and last week i broke the necklace tat was my bday present.. omg.. i wasnt so sad at tt point, cuz i noe that theres a shop in JP and PS which can fix the string for me.. but when i went to both place, the stall has gone. everything change so much. the necklace means alot to me oso... why am i so clumsy.. omg.. i wan to knock my head against the wall.. sighs--

ppl realli need to treasure the things and ppl ard them b4 they are all gone... things change so fast...

theres altogether 4 things that make me real sad todae.. the first 2 i have alreadi mention. the other 2.. lets juz sae tt when i realli need someone to be there, theres actually no one there..

todae juz suck, okay?

LiFe iS GoOd To mE [Mon 22 Aug 10.59pm]
ohhh!!! lotsa things coming.. Zzzz my exams timetable is out! 21st to 29th. i have about exactly 1month to study HARD! and i must! cant flunk this exams nw.. yea! im motivated! wahahhaha.. hmm... wed is cap's ball semi-finals! yea.. so looking forward to playing with them. 2nd sept got the SPSU cap ball.. omg.. so excited osO!

hmm wat else.. lemme see.. oh went to work on SAT! realli glad i did.. sort of lift me up frm all the sch stress.. cuz i get to see darren! chin wee! auntie! willis! and i met Janice, a veri sweet girl.. hm and who else.. oh ya and some of the customers humoured me alot.. hahah.. then got Kaejer.. hahah he super funnie and nice.. always ask us go eat.. then played "Blink" with chin wee. he's a super retarded person lo... hahaha.. lost to me both time. still sae challenge me. hahaha.. i left last card he left 12 cards! hahahha.. then he's super cheater.. keep dun wan to put dwn any cards cuz i cant put my last card.. keep tryin to escape.. but i still woN! wahahaha..

then we closing til about 2 plus am... took cab hm with cw and another partner. then i got motion sickness.. felt so terrible... so kept quiet all the way til hm.. wan to puke lo.. arghh..

juz nw went to watch the maid with doreen. wahahaha so so la.. dun have lasting effect.. doreen is a brave girl.. haha.. i got hide she nvr...

todae onli went sch for prac lo.. audrey's one.. then all the rest of the lesson cancel.. we release at noon. Zzzz..

hmm im oso feeling super sick nw.. i feel quite cramp up. hmm hw to put it.. its juz tt i wan to do smth.. but some factors are stopping me frm doing so.. and im oso super tired.. got IDEAS and lotsa things.. SiaNz.. i better get going! hehhe.. til the next time! c u !

Destiny is in your own Hands. [Mon 8 Aug 05. 1:51am]
Because in this world, there are people who just sit there and do nothing, letting chances slipped by. That is why this world is filled with remorse. No no, i am not going to be one of them. Definitely not. You grab chances and hold on tight. Not just see them go by and doing nothing about it. Chances are created for you to turn your dreams into reality. Do not waste such a good opportunity.

I believe I know what I am doing. I am going to make it happen myself. And not just sit there waiting for it to happen. Sitting on your hands would not reap any good. I know I am on the right path. Because I see a rainbow at the end of the path. :]