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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

*i WiSh* 1.44am

i wish i have more time for myself.. im so tired.. tired as in sleepy... i wan to slp.. but there are things that are bothering me n i dunno how to go about to address them..

GLs meetings n trainings are alreadi a handful... plus there are some stuffs going on.. i realli feel veri blessed to have my parents.. they are veri understanding thus they spare me the trouble of having to worrie bout family... my home is a haven for me now... a retreat.. bt not everyone is as lucky as me.. i realli appreciate the support that my mom n dad has been giving me for the past month.. i felt alot of different feelings.. i feel tt i've the responsibility to work n earn money so tt it wun be so hard on my parents.. they get me wateva i wanted..my old digi cam spoiled.. n they upgrade the maxonline plan to a more expensive one juz so tt i can get the free olympus cam.. they paid $79 to buy a memory card for me.. they dun blame me or show me a black face when i go home late every single day... i realli appreciate all they have done for me.. realli....

but nw i wish i have more time for them n myself... every single moment that i have free... i filled it up with work n frens... i dun wish any r/s to go pale becuz of my passion for FO.. i love wat im doing.. definitely.. but i can tell u i wun give up everything to put tt as top priority.. yesh i give most of my time to GLs' trainings.. but i wun sacrifice any r/s for tt..

i noe alot of u are veri concern... but im realli tired of havin to repeat the same thing again n again... alot of times i need support frm u.. but i dun find it... im sleepy.....

~ { Tuesday, March 14, 2006 }
aiming for the sky above;