*a HaPpY DaY!* 4am

heyyS! todae was such a happy day. in the morn i went back to sch to clear clubhse. then nw cleaner le.. with jiayi huizhen weik n doreen. heez.. then aft tt L2G5 go to wayne hse. b4 tt we went shopping for fooD. preparing potluck. in the end i suggested each person cook one dish. n they all agreed. i cook sambal kang kong.. they sae too salty. wahahhaa.. doreen cooked tofu n baked beans... then theres instant noodles with lotsa lotsa ingredients. wahhaha..

then we had a spread. aft tt dessert was served.. weik made icecream n orea bite size. super nice! then we eat finish liaO we sang songs to wayne's guitar. realli veri fun.. love todae much!

aft tt went for work. talked with weik alonG the way. when i reach work. suet yee told me i workin upstairs with her. i quite gd mood juz nw. then v happie lo. suet yee's a v nice girl. alot of thiNGs to talk abt. then aft tt alot ppl come in, then onli me n suet yee. nearli CMI. then got 2 tables write service full marks n wrote my name! wahaha.. but i realli took initiative to chat n plae with them. they super nice... h

hope L2G5 to be happy always! :]

*cRaPp* 4.12am

its now 4am n im still nt aslp! crap. im gonna be a panda lata in sch! sure fall aslp de. diE! lata 6.30 am need to wake up. in 2 hrs time.

im abit stress nw.. cuz i cannot find a chalet for non budget event! aloha is fully booked. Even changi de! oh man. i wan to die. then i found some ulu safra chalet. even tt is fully booked. kill me pls? im so big headed now. someone pls suggest somethiNG?

crapp

*MeaNieS* 1am

sigHs.. im now an official meany. juz nw held the MC interview. we are supposed to be serious. cannot smile cannot luff. i ask them y cannot smile smile n give them a nice feeling then interview them. but they sae cuz need to pressurise them n see how they cope with it. feel abit bad.. but i've gotta do my joB well. cannot smile smile be angel while rest of MCs so fierce. then year 1s wld tink they deviLs. so sorrie to those whom i scared. esp my kiaS! feel abit baD. tml still got another rouNd.. i realli hope to find someone whom im comfortable working with. Mr Ho hopes tt non budget can be by end of MaY.. i realli need to work on it liaO.. anione got lobang for chalets pls inform mE! :]

juz now L2G5 v bonded. wahahaha.. so happie to see all of us so happie todae. but wayNe like got abit problem he doesnt wish to share yet. hope wateva tt's botherinG him will not clung onto him animore. i realli hope everyday can be like todae. L2G5 so happie together. hees...

tml lesson at 8. onli half an hr break. til 4.30pm. i can go n diE! Zzzz..

*CLS recruitment Drive* 10.12pm

juz nw was the recruitment drive! b4 tt went running with doreen wayne yutai weik. so long nvr exercise le! stamina like shit. then went to plae squash. sigHs miss squash alots. then went to learn the "but if i let u go" dance last min. wahahha.. cuz alex tot mc cannot perform. but in the end i still chap in. hehes. so fuN.. then aft tt went to eat with mr ho n the rest of the MCs.

President- Annabel
Vice President- Weikang
Secretary: Hui Zhen
Treasurer: Siew Ling
QM: Jia Yi
Social Comm Head: Chun Long
Sports Comm Head: Alven
Welfare: Doreen
PR: mE! :]

he bring us to staff center. restaurant. he order 8 course meal. and desserts! super full lo. but veri yummy. recently keep eating gd food. ytd juz went hard rock with clar alex n joan. then aft tt went to watch 8below. we chionG to Lido lo. cuz late for show. wahahah.. the day b4 i went to watch the sentinel with L2G5. wayne lost his hp aft tt. super suay.

ytd actually i got blogged de. then got error. the post super lonG lo. but din get in. Zzz.. ytd morn went for the ASEAN youth project launch. super scary lo. is press conference liddat. wahaha. alot of reporters. then we keep taking photos. n i realise my this trip is during this E learning break lo. my goD.. i realli tot is sEm hoLs.. sian diaO. aniwaes this is a CIP trip to Cambodia to refurbish a sch. hMm...lookin 4ward :]

tml got MC interview. muz stay late in sch agaiN! haaha.. mummy gonna miss me liaOs. :p

*i DuN waN To HaTe yOu* 12.45am

hMmx. juz nw read some ppl's bloG. i agree totally. same feeliNGs i have here.. everyonE loves new thinGs.. everyoNe likes to make new frens toO.. its so excitiNG n there's muCh to talk abt with ur new freNs.. but in the meantime, wat about those who stood by u alonG the way? are u going to juz forget abt them, and onli go runNinG back to them when u need their help? humaN beiNGs are juz like tt. they love new thiNGs n often neglect or throw away those old onEs..

i hate to noe someone so well. startinG to see each other's fault. if i have one wish. it will be to tuRn back timE. definitely.

*YumMy!* 12.20am

yOz! i came homE not lonG ago.. bathe le.. so shiok! hehes.. u noe where i went juz nw? i went to marina square! y am i so haPPie.. cuz i got to eat! wahahha.. i went with vin n tiNG. we were searchiNG for somE stuffs. then we got hungry. tiNG wan to eat carls junior. i wan to eat jap fooD... n we were consideriNG FC toO.. so vin took FC, me jap restaurant, tinG carls. we o-ya-bei-ya-soM.. vin woN! so we went FC, then he sae aft tt can go jap eat dessert. so we agreed. aft dinNeR we chioNG to jap restaurant. i ate shiratama mattcha zenzai. WoOTs! last time when i workin in chikuyotei always dying to eat de. they eat chua biNg.. wahhaha. we share share. v nice! yUuMmm...

juz now lesson was plain boRRrrinnnggg... i had to keep buying stuff to eat to perk me uP. MMM was super monotoNe.. i wanted to slP liao lo! haiZ... siaNz... then nTh muCh.. vincent they all keep deprivinG me lo.. Zzz.. cough everythINg oso cannoT EAT! arGh.. i juz wanted to eat one chiP.. juz oNe... in the end i have to steal.. i noe its for my own gooD.. but cough so loNG alreadi.. i juz wanted one! haiz.. i noe i v naughty. but i can take care of myself de..

ytd saw tt persoN.. but tt persoN totally ignoRe me though i waveD... tks aloT arh.. haiz

*CaMbOdia HeRe i CoMe!* 12.30am

heyYs!! im soO happie todae! whY? im chosen for the cambodia CIP trip! yay!!! hehes... juz nw was the interview.. i was quite worried.. they ask us to sell ourselves.. i see a few potential de.. then i tot i din speak too well. then can onli choose 4 out of the 15 ppl.. i was quite scare.. but luckily i came tru! yay! im so happie i can go.. its a new learning experience! wOo!

todae onli go sch for one lesson. AnP2. mS yeE de.. i was late for 15 mins.. once i stepped in they started calling me angela... irritatiNgs.. haha.. then ms yee v entertaininG.. hahha.. then aft sch went shop ard with weixin... nth much to buy.. was coughing too much to bother.. haiz.. sickeninGs couGh.. when will u heaL? cough til my lungs gonna come ouT.. my riBcagE hurts.. Zzz....

juz nw watched resident eviL.. Woo~ scary... nice shoW... 1st time watch finiSh without slpinG.... but bad endiNG.. haha.. TmL goiNG to be a loNgg daY. NiTes.. i go read coMics liaO.. :]

*HoLs HaVe oFFiCiaLLy EnDeD* 1.58am

Zzz... todae is the beginning of sch days.. i quite look forward to having new teachers. Mr Ho n Ms yEe.. n my new EP! self defence for girls! wahahha.. so coOL! i cant wait to start! :]

my coughing is getting worse... cant get it to stop.. haiz... sickening.. wed xin bringing me to see chinese doc.. Hmm.. hope it gets better.. once it does.. im going to eat anderson's of denmark. wahahha..

i realli hope thinGs will get better.. im trying so hard already... i realli am.. i keep thinking alot alot.. i dun wish to be me either... i tink im over sensitive.. tts y i get upset v easily.. haiz.. mabbe its juz me... i realli dun wish to be liddat.. how i wish im someoNe who doesnt give a care to anything anyone does... now im trying so hard to change... i get upset but i dun show it... does it couNT? is tt realli changinG? i cant describe how i felt... but i tink its the feeling of losing someone close to u... im learning to love my friends all over again...

*i LoVe ReSoRTs* 11.42pm

wOo~ juz came back frm the 2 days 1 nite retreat in JB.. was not bad.. i onli realli thoroughly enjoy myself the 1st nite... was super cooL.. i tell u the 1st day wat we do 1st. we meet 8.30am. i tell u my couGh is super disgusting lo.. i was abt to be late tt morninG.. so when i see the train 1min comiNg i run up the escalator.. i manage to board the train but i like kena asthma attack lo.. i was tryin to catch my breath n my hands n feet were white n cold.. xiA daO wo lo! is the stupid flu n coLd lo.. siaNz.. spoiler!

then aft tt reach there le we took a bus to msia, then waH the resort is super nice! wahahhaa.. we had to do a presentation 1st... then aft tt check in.. n then free tiMe we go roam ard.. then aft dinner which is a buffet spread, we went up to rooM to talk n plae.. then aft tt the FUN part! hehhee.. we went dwn to the bar, got a so call live banD. 2 singers n a pianist. wah super cOoL.. they sing v nice.. then we order cocktails.. i share with weikang the blue lady. nt tt bad.. wanted to order long island iced tea but i noe i cannt finish 1 by myself, so ask alex to order. then we sit there listen music.. we are v enthu audiences lo! hahaha.. we sing n clap. then til the soNg "i love u baby, and if it's quite alrite, i need u baby to warm a lonely nite." sorrie i forgot the title.. wahaha.. me n huizhen higH lo.. we go out dance together.. then v fUn.. some of the rest joined in toO... then aft tt we high all the way.. we dance to alot of sonGs.. pulled the seniors n lecturers aloNg toO.. hahaha.. we mAD liaO lo.. pole dance all comE ouT.. i pei fu annabel.. dun see her so quiet.. wheN she HiGh arh.. she even more mad than any of uS! hahaha..

then realli veri veri fuN.. i enjoY singing n danciNG.. then the singers oso see us v high they v hapPie.. hahaha.. i realli love tt nite lo.. then aft tt we went back to RoOm.. then me n huizhen n audrey went to walk ard, take photos, then we go sit at the pool bar, soak our feet in the water.. waHh.. shioK! then we take turns to start singing a soNG.. then all will sing together.. hahhaa.. i enjoyed my time with the 2 of them aloT lo.. they v sporting n hiGh.. hehehe...

then aft tt we went back to rOom.. they got confession session. then i join in abit i go batHE then listen talk til ard 5 or 6 then slp til 8 plus. eat breakfast. oso buffet. then aft tt go shoppinG.. nth much to buY.. siaNz.. then went back to singapore.. on the bus journey back, raining v shiok to slp.. but v bad for my couGh.. veri xinku.. haiz.. i cough til i tear lo...

this retreat have a lot of gan shOu n aloT of thiNgs... boTh gooD n bAd ba.. but im veri glad to noe audrey n huizhen better tru this retreat.. veri tired le.. go Zzz.. nites! :]

*sOLiTuDe* 2.50am

tml b4 the celebration i will finally have some time to myself... feel like going to the old chill out place.. but v lazee... so far away.. tink i will juz go shop for prezzie n chill out in towN.. need to find quite a no. of presents.. then go take back my sandals at settlers..

i need the opportunity to sae.. but i cant find it yet.. haiz... i shld have juz said it tt day.. i feel abit weird... this time tink its for real... i cant escape from reality anymore.. hafta wake uP.. this kinda thinGs always happEn... it is sad.. yeS.. but i will soon forget bout it too.. the past few days hasnt been gooD for me.. it is one of tt period of the year... where everything goes wronG.. u feel rotten n lousy. i hasnt been good either.. throwing my tantrum ard... tks a million to those who put up with me...

this stupiD issue has gonE on for so long i dun even feel much for it anymore.. it is upsetting to tink tt im actually letting it go. but wat else can i do? i realli duNno wat to tink.. we kept going tru the same thing over n over agaiN... i tell myself i shld stop... but by the next week there we go agaiN.. i realli dun wish for this to go oN anymore.. last mon i was disappointed beyonD anything.. i juz wan to lead a simple carefree life, okay?

*sIcK CaT* 1.07am

i slpt the whole day le lo.. Zzzz... cuz of the cough medicine.. drowsy de.. i went to cat shelter on SuN... alot alot of catS! veri fuN.. i fed them with wet fooD.. it was at pasir ris... then went to woRk...

ytd actualli go watch ice age 2 de.. mass outinG with the year1s.. budden i sick... went to pS.. then cannot take it.. cough til dizzy so went hoMe.. haiz wasted...

then alot of thinGs happEn la.. veri happening since the year 1 step in... haha.. look 4ward to seeing L2G5! :]

*i SuCk ToO* 1.10am

juz nw woke up at 3 plus pm! muz be the stupid cough medicine.. drowsy de... i was suppose to meet joan go far east.. but woke up toO late.. haiZ! stupid me! then in the end i onli went for camera lesson.. then aft tt i took bus dwn to chinatown.. walk to settlers.. go find KJ.. then went to sit dwn at the river there slack...

i keep think think think.. actually am veri stupid.. haiz...think wat lo.. everything is so simple.. i have to make it complicated.. i believe in fate.. all the more i wan to go against it... i realli hope im not doing the wrong thing.. cuz its not possible...

*CLS FO 06/07* 12.38pm

heyys! im back! wahahha.. sorrie so long then update. was lazee... CLS FO camp 06/07 had ended. it was a success! yay! im now the mother of 21 great kids. they are zephas! me n alex are zephas mama n papa. hehe... they rawks man!

we GLs had 4 days 3 nites of camp. 1st day is thurs. prep camp. we onli do icebreaking with the GMs n stuff.. then do our souvenir. eat.. then slp. nvr do much. we slpt at the rock climbing area. i kena lotsa mosquito bites. nw still got the scar.. Zzz.. then in the morning woke up earli. then go bathe liaO then got ready to welcome the year 1. we went to gather at Mac. i ate fried rice. hehe..

then aft tt do ice breakin with year 1s. then separate into 5 diff grps. my grp east wind, we call ourself zephas. my grp super high.. they all so cute! hehe.. love them lo.. nvr give me n alex much trouble... we din have to keep urging them to come up with new cheers n stuff. they veri auto. hehe.. then aft tt flag melody then went to labrador.

at labrador we eat lunch. then flag melody part 2. then aft tt played those station games. then we went to clarke quay. bugis fountain under renovation. haiz.. so suay.. we broke the tradition.. but actually clarke quay tt one bigger n the water is cold! so shiok! hehehe.. it was raining when we went there.. on the bus my kisa super high. keep saying lame stuff.. hehehe.. so entertaining. then when alight we gathered n ran to the fountain. i kena the strong water twice. super fuN.. then we ran ran ran all the way till we reached shears bridge. most of them ahead.. onli me n alan were behind.

then aft tt they plae games lo.. then we took bus back to labrador. on the bus i was stoning. the stupid uncle he opened the door. i din noe.. cuz v cramp. i sat at the place where the door is. then when he open wayne got up then i kena stuck there.. then dan n weixin they all see liaO they dunno wat to do.. super pain la.. they tried to pull me out.. then in the end finally can.. then aft tt i wake up liaO.. hahaha.. super pain la!

then they went to wash up, eat dinner n slp... then we GLs had debriefing with seniors... weixin n dan n isaac. then aft tt they went recce. we went to slp. nvr bathe. nxt morn woke up bathe, went to wake the children up.

in the morning arens bluff them afternoon break camp. some cry lo.. so sad.. it april's foll joke lo... then whole day plae wet station games. the battle for bathing time super disgusting la.. the smell makes me wanna puke. dunno wat they yse. tink vinegar.. then yoshika come make me with the ting til my shirt stinks like hell lo.. hahhaa.. then aft tt kias eat dinner i went to bathe with siewling. tink we bathe v long. hehe.. sorrie alex. then they save me a pkt of food. then weixin n jieying help me with campfire songs while i eat. aft tt alex come back le we went to hall n sing. dan eng tat they all join us. they make my kias super high la.. hahaha.. glad to see them havin fun..

then aft tt campfire... seriously i din noe campfire is we GLs like so call in charge de lo.. everything we decide.. then no 1 told us anything so we last min then do. then in the end i have to go help for SHIM nite.. with joan n yuting. veri sad have to leave them there... so i keep running back n forth. isaac gimme 10 mins to get ready. siaO lo... omG... then aft tt SHIM nite.. mark was the shim if zephas. he super sexy. wahahha... then peter was the senior SHIM. he oso super pretty lo. he wear yuting's bikini top. then wear garbage bag... wahahhaha.. peet-u-weet! kekeke.. then senior wan isaac to LC with him. omg.. so er.. hahhaa. our kias sing for me n alex... then aft tt do barney song.. i love u u love me. then grp hug.. so sweet lo them. then all the girls plus alan kiss me n the guys kiss alex. veri sweet hoh.. so touched. :]

then aft tt nite activity. we GLs went to hide.. dan talked to us... then aft tt we write msg til we slp... then in the end went back..

then we GLs chiong the nite. by i cannot take it i slpt. then next morn woke up the GLs who din slp veri high.. so obvious who din slpt.. they talkin nonsense lo.. hahhaa.. then aft tt we talk to our kias.. alvin told me my kias v low. so me n alex rush there.. then they quite high leH. we sae zephas oei... they oei back v loud. hahaha yay! then aft tt plae cap ball. GLs with GMs. all the kias cheering for us lo.. make me super high.. hahaha.. then aft tt debriefing.. give them photoframes.. do billy banja..

peikun kept hanging ard our grp.. then i find it so weird.. then he told me n alex tt realli tks us GLs lo.. we did a great job.. blah blah.. then he hugged alex n me.. then i tot y he so nice.. i ask alex.. yuan lai he interested in my grp one of the girls i tink.. hahhaa.. idiot leh senior.. my papa oso liddat.. sad si... haiz! aft tt went to eat long john with ang whoosh. then went home lo...

mon i din wan to stay at home.. so i woke up liaO juz dress up n went out.. planning go city hall eat subway. then go settlers. then weixin told me she eating outside oso.. so we went kenny rogers at marina. eat til so full.. then ytd went to celebrate wayne bday. we went yuki yaki @ marina. so ex la... i these 2 days spend 40 bucks on dinner.. Zzzz... i can go n die liaO... lata going take my pay with alex n joan. then go qway get my nike shoes! yay! hehehe...

now@ library with joan n alex n weik. alex so stupid lo.. dunno how to register for GEMs.. lousy.. wahahah.. see u lata!