*sOLiTuDe* 2.50am
tml b4 the celebration i will finally have some time to myself... feel like going to the old chill out place.. but v lazee... so far away.. tink i will juz go shop for prezzie n chill out in towN.. need to find quite a no. of presents.. then go take back my sandals at settlers..
i need the opportunity to sae.. but i cant find it yet.. haiz... i shld have juz said it tt day.. i feel abit weird... this time tink its for real... i cant escape from reality anymore.. hafta wake uP.. this kinda thinGs always happEn... it is sad.. yeS.. but i will soon forget bout it too.. the past few days hasnt been gooD for me.. it is one of tt period of the year... where everything goes wronG.. u feel rotten n lousy. i hasnt been good either.. throwing my tantrum ard... tks a million to those who put up with me...
this stupiD issue has gonE on for so long i dun even feel much for it anymore.. it is upsetting to tink tt im actually letting it go. but wat else can i do? i realli duNno wat to tink.. we kept going tru the same thing over n over agaiN... i tell myself i shld stop... but by the next week there we go agaiN.. i realli dun wish for this to go oN anymore.. last mon i was disappointed beyonD anything.. i juz wan to lead a simple carefree life, okay?