*MiXEd* 1.53am

eh wth lo... this is so er xin. i duno wat to write. so mani things i wan to sae but i dun wish to write here... i juz tink tt... well i duNno wat u all are thinking... mabbe u all cant see.. mabbe im not showing.. wateva. i hate wat my brain is going tru right now.

i realli dunno wat kind of a person are u. is wat i tinking all wronG? i realli wish sO.. do u noe how i feel when i saw tt? i try not to let it bother me. i keep smilinG. i din feel tt smiling was a chore. til u made me so tired i realli cant smile animore.

i oso need an exit myself. i realli wish to go away frm all of these right nw. dun ask.

u are the onli one i attempted to talked to bout this. but u made me feel guilty about how im feelinG... n it realli sucks. i din even get the chance to finish telling u how i feel. n now i cant.

all my gd frens are trying to help the whole world. are trying to please the whole world. but actually who i need is juz someone who agrees. juz simple as tt. u are nt a superhuman. u cant help everyoNe..

i regret showing my weaker side infront of u.

i keep wanting to tink tt i dun have a problem til u show up. mabbe i seem too stroNG to need any help. tks alot.