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Wednesday, July 05, 2006

*CaNT TaKe iT* 11.40pm

i tink im going tru a mental breakdown. oMg.. im friggin short tempered, n jumpy n moody n fed up. i get piss v easily. i juz got pissed off with someone. and im feeling so stuffed up in the chest right now. and the other moment i will feel so sad... and self pityful. i tink any moment im going to start cryinG.. wats wronG with me oman.

i cant seem to finish those reports.. i realli tryinG to plan my tiMe. theres the nite cycling this fri, i noe u gonna sae i can choose nt to go for tt. but i wan to go cuz its impt. im trying to regain smth i've lost. smth u wun understand... and i've oso promise weixin to go. plus i realli need some timE out.

sat morning dere's SMRT briefing. afternoon theres poly50 traininG.. this one i muz go. its like super impt. with the whole team running n takin timing. n tx mention specifically he hope the whole team to be dwn. so im nt going to let them dwn. and then theres work at nite. i push it to 10pm - 2am.

sun im sure to wake up late n have to study for tue's test n where do i get my time to do the mol bio report. i noe is my own prob. who ask me dun do earlier. but i realli cant find the FRIGGIN TIME!!! ever since i came back frm cambodia theres a friG lot to do. i havent stop working since. so many responsibilities. so much to tink of. so many thing at risk. right nw. i realli cant take it.

but i noe soon i will be donE with this report n i will be able to take it again. so yahh.. this entry is juz for me to vent my frustration! -sighs.

~ { Wednesday, July 05, 2006 }
aiming for the sky above;