*NTU HosTeL* 11.30pm

WoO! ytd went to Sentosa for PR outinG. it was very fuN! though the year 1s left early.. budden we year two n jieying n weixin oso can plae.. hahha.. then aft Sentosa we went to eat at HB, played pool @ West Coast, i din plae though.. din feel like.. then went to alvin hse to tOn. me, weik, wayne, jieyinG. his hse v nice lohHs! super alot of FooD! we ate cold soba for supper.. hehhees..

then i toO tired fell aslp til next moRn.. then went to eat breakfast.. i went hm n went to mEeT amanda, eliz, janice, mindy at NTU. aft tt hester n jiaqi joined uS.. miSs them soO mucH!! went to see janice, amanda's and jia's roOm.. i like jia's roOm the best, cuz they have connectinG toilet n then they decorate til theres a homely feeliNG.. hehehes.. nice nice.. next tiME i oso wan to live in the hostel if i manage to get into uNi. :] todae was overall a nice day..

til i watch my lovely samsoon juz now.. is a sad episode todae.. haiz.. i cannt control liaO.. i going youtube to watch the remainings episode.. cuz todae the stupid idiot got back with xizhen, i realli dunNo hw the story is gonna twist n turn til he likes sansHun...

i oso feel veri sad abt certain thiNGs in life.. its not anything bad that has happen to me.. but tt is happening to ppl ard me.. i esp feel pain aft i read her bloG.. the sadness is so real n vivid... alot of thinGs happen in life tt we do not understand.. and we nvr wish for them to happen but they just do.. sometimes it hurts so much tt u tink it will nvr heal.. u feel so vulnerable yet there's no1 there to help u. everyone is reaching out their hands but u juz cant reach theM.. it's an undescribable feeling... that u have to go trU, alone. and @ this point in timE onli u can help urself. it is difficult yesh, if it isnt then all that u've been tru must have been a lie..

and ppl always lie.. no matter whu they are.. one thing human have in coMmon.. lies.. but we must all learn to trust.

a relationship is not about thinking how much effort u have been putting in to keep it going. and how much effort the other party has NOT been putting in. If the r/s really means so much to u, does all these really matters?

i put in alot of effort to keep my sec sch class r/s going.. and the only reason is becuz they mean alot to me. i've always taken it for granted tt a class will always be as bonded as us, 2/4. but becuz thinGs appear otherwise, i've learn to treasure them even more.

we must work hand in hand for miracles to hapPen. :]

*FiSh n Co.* 1.15am

WeEts.. juz nw went to cycle with jess in the moRning.. we went to taman jurong park.. then climb the spider web talk talk talk.. go eat lunch n our fav ice kachang! hees.. then go her new hoMe see see look look.. v big n spacious n nice! then we slack.. gossip... hahahha.. then aft tt i cycled hm n bathe n went to meet the gang at JP.

we went to fish n co. to sorta gather n celebrate eng's bday. me n jing shared the seafood platter for 1. cuz we both quite full.. JP fish n co. service cannot make it lOhs.. super slow n blur.. serve wrongly 2 tiMEs.. wait duNNo how long b4 they bring our drinks n tar tar sauce.. CMI. then we sang bday song for enG, ask us sing loud loud in the end they pang seh Me.. i alone sinG so louD. like retard. Zzzz...

but overall v fuN.. the bill came up to $158... hahaha.. then the guys went hm.. the girls all went dwn to coffee bean n chat.. so funnie loh.. hear all their stories.. then ard 10.30 we got chased out then we finally went hoMe..

wed nite we going yay! settled liaO! gd gd! see u girls soOn! rmb no skirTs! :]

oh yah.. show u a pic b4 i go.. wat my sis cook for me ytd for dinner.. she spent so much on the ingredients juz to cook for her bf.. hahaha.. n i got a share toO! but it was a healthy n nice meal!

*HeaD paiN* 1am

yeSh.. my tou hen tonG... tink lack of slp.. but still i wan to blog cuz wat happen todae muz be written dwn! heez.. i spend a fantastic day out with yan, irenes, jing, wen, enG, mad, xihui n benji.

afternoon i went shopping with yan then was tryin to see wat she like then we all buy for her as bday present.. then still muz act i 4got her bday to make it seem more real.. hahaha.. jiaLat.. i scare she sad i realli forgot.. then aft tt iRenes tt quEen arhs.. meet 1pm she 3.30pm reach.. hahhas.. then i act stomachache ask them go ahead 1st.. i go far east buy 3 items tt caiyan kan shanG..

aft tt went to NyDc.. yan din expect wenjie eng jing to be there.. aft tt mad n xihui then benji came. hEez.. then we got a slice of cake for her.. i ate 3 amigo n shared hazelnut elephantcinno with jinG.. yummy.. nice nice... realli glad to catch up with thEm.. called to di siaO gangyi oso.. hEhS... 2.4 outing coming soOn..

oh yah den wenj tt wild ger. wan go clubbing aft 2/4 outinG.. then we all duN mind so all agreE on a date.. cuz the NS guys shld be cannot go clubbing de larHs.. next day need to go back to camP.. so we tinking wenj, irenes, jing, me n eng go.. yan cannot go :( then now i looking at all the ladies nite.. hahhaa.. finding the nicest club to go..

asked willis tt PRo juz now.. he recommended dBL O. sEems not bad.. mabbe will go there baHs.. sEe hOw.. hahaha din noe wenj so wild! hahaha aniwaes i love girls' nite ouT. yea! so look 4ward to iT.. though we 5 no experience, but tt makes it fuN-nEr! hahhaas.. muAckS! love thEm! :]

*wAT e HeLL iS wRoNg wiTh mE?* 1am

i realli duNno.. i cant figure it ouT.. my head hurts friggin' alot rite now n im super touchy right nw. i forgot whens the last time i felt so confuse.. so confuse with wat im going to do.

now is hols alreadi but i DuNno where to go.. as in i duNno wheres the direction.. my hols sEem to be well plan out.. SEemS 2 bE.. and i tot it was..

todae woke up to a super bad day. i woke up at 12pm. alot of miss calls n msges on my hp. and i silent it the nite b4.. so din woke up to any of it.. n realise chalet is wed, nt thurs.. and i cant go Tml.. n cant go at nite cuz thurs morn need to go sch.. n todaes program to nite safari was spoiled.. cuz of the stupid price.. the esplanade screen rOom realise need $6 per hr..

i tink i woke up on the wrong side of bed. but my bed is against the wall n i have onli 1 side to get dwn frm.. so tt means i have waking up frm the wrong side for a year now.. Zzzz..

anD my hp was super lagging todae.. i recieve a msg frm yutai ard 6pm tt said, "call me asap, i tink u slping right now" n then i sms him ask him call me cuz im outside. then he ask me why i looking for him. then i ask him why he lookin for me? in the end it was a msg he send in the morning, like 8hrs agO? and aft i put dwn the fonE i recieve msges frm xin n wayne tt was also suppose to be recieved in the morning.. i was still wondering y they din reply me.. Zzzz..

but overall it was still alrites.. cuz went out with tat n weik. we watched ant bully.. i quite like tt show.. quite fuNny @ some parts.. n we went to walk ard n eat.

then ytd aft paper went to Minds Cafe with L2G5.. we make super alot of noise.. n even poured a cup of iced tea on Whos the Boss set.. hahha.. then plae til so violent tt cards lost a couple of tiMEs.. quite glad their cards lost.. they sae i evil.. haha.. but the host was nice.. hafta thank him..

kayys i cant go on animore. my head is gonna explode. look 4ward to seeing yan tmL! nitez

*sO paiNFuL?*

heyys.. felt like bloggin' again can? hahhaa..

recently chatted with my mUm.. i realise tt frm when i was young til now, she made me believe in one thing v. strongly. and tt is NEVER to trust MEN. hahahas.. i noe nw is wat generation liaO.. budden weirdly, she instilled in me tt n til nw i've nvr 4get. she sae tt she is lucky to marry papa. cuz though papa is super bad tempered, n loud but he takes gd care of the family. n yeap.. i agreE :] he's tt one in a million...

i've SeEn alot of thinGs to make tt belief grow even strongly.. i DuNno if the rest of u feel it toO but for me, i tink i've been tru myself n sEen toO mUch of it in friends around me tt yaHhs.. i cant help but feel tt way. juz in case some of u misunderstand, i dun mean to sae tt my past r/s were bad.. they were realli great ppl but juz talkin bout some of those i've been tru' but nvr been IN.. hMm if u get wat i mean.. hahhas.. but im juz glad i hadnt bEen in.

still rmb tt timE when i was in my 2nd r/s.. my mother knew but she din breathe a word bout it til the day we broke up. then she said "wei, u got a bf rite?" i was totally shocked, n ask how she knew. she said she saw us. then i ask why she din interfere.. she juz gave me a knowing look n said "well, i noe u all will break up one day" hahaha.. seE! tts the kind of attitude my mUm has.. n i have pick it up frm her.. hahha..

so now.. we shall both pray tt we find tt 2nd in a million rites?

p/s: dun be sad.. rmb wat i've said! :]

show u a cute pic!

[dEaTh by PoCkY] -by piYo

yea tts my darlin piyO.. she's hairless @ the bottom due
to old age n suspected excessive junk fooD consumption.
MSG makes ur hair fall rmb? she looks like porcupine now..

*RuNniNg aWay aka avoiding is GoOd. but onLy iN The ShORT rUn* 1am

okies.. its one more day left to these stupid exams period.. n hols is cominG.. i long for holiday so much but yet i oso dun wan it to come so fast.. cuz the faster it comes, the faster it ends.. veri veri soOn it will be 2nd sem of year 2.. i realli dunNo how time pass so fast.. its so amazing.. n so scary.. veri sOOn i will be out of SP.. a change of environment is gd.. but i duNno wat the future holds for me.. i DunNo will i continue to study or go work.. or wat? hahhaa..

ytd n todae have been calling up the PR members to inform them of details of IC.. ytd called my soN pauL.. i told him the details like wat i told everyone else.. it was juz like memorising script.. so i sae finish liaO i said bye.. was about to put dwn when he said, "so how's ur exams going along" i was pleasantly surprised.. cuz those ppl i called b4 him all said bye when i said bye.. so i said they are okay n i ask him tOo.. he sae everything is finE n tats it. we put dwn the fonE.. but somehow i was feeling veri happie aft tt.. i mean i duN talk to paul veri often.. but frm tt small little gesture, i can see tt he cares.. :]

aniwaes same old ting im gonna sae.. cant wait for hOLs to be here.. juz one more day!!! i will be outta the cage soOn! wahahhaa

*cLiCk!* 12.30am

WoOts! todae is a haPpy day! cuz i juz watched click! wahahha.. finally..

aft todae's paper met ying for dinNer.. she saw me frm afar then scream my name so loud. then she ran n hugged me.. everyone was looking but nice welcoMe.. hahha.. i noe hundred years nvr seE her le.. aft she let go, weirdly she said this "everything is going to be alrite" i looked @ her, choked on wat i wanted to sae.. i so long nvr update her le.. but somehow she always noes.. tks yinG. everything is going to be just fine :]

aft dinner i went hm.. then felt fuNnie.. felt like watching a movie.. but i lazee call ppl.. i was deciding between ghost game or click. i wanted to watch click, but ghost game sounds attractive.. then summore click muz go til JP, ghost game can watch @ JE. in the enD i flippa coin... it told me to watch click.. n i nvr regret..

i watch the 9.25pm shoW... the ending was so touchiNG... i cried n cried.. my body shaking uncontrollably.. the person next to me keep looking @ me LoHs.. budden i dUn care.. but i was a gd show cuz it din give me a sad feeling.. aft i cry sure got scene to make me luff again.. in the enD it was a happy ending.. so glad it was..

the show teaches us to treasure wat we have.. our family.. tts rite. alot of thiNgs in live u hate so much to do tt u wish u can juz fast foward n get everything over n donE with.. but actually everything tt happen to u be it sad or happy u shld be thankful.. cuz it makes u feel..

*cLeAr mY ToTs* 1.05am

OoO ahhh.. BIA is oVEr! hEaR TaT? OVER! yay! wahahhaha

n gEnTiNG is coNfiRm.. HeaRd TaT? CONFIRM! yay!!! wahahhaha

juz nw go with xiN to book.. din noe we taking grassland.. hEhees.. departing sun 7.30AM @ Boonlay.. then sat nite i work til 2am.. can straight go their hsE ToN liaO... ZZzz..

juz nw went hm with damn clar.. he sae til 1st world hotel v scary liddat.. hahahha.. SpOoks

aniwaes juz nw hoh.. actually suppoSe meet xiN 6.30pm @ JE. then hoH.. duNno hw hoh.. i fell aslp larhs.. and i wokE up @ 6.45pm.. i was tinking jialaT! die liaO.. i so shock i slpt so long.. then i ruSh to seE my hP.. hrMms.. y no miss call.. yuan lai xiN oso late. den i call her she tot i going to hurry her.. but i still at HoMe.. wahahhaa..

then i rush out lo... in the EnD when i inside the lift.. i realise i wore my shorts inside ouT.. then i late liaO suMmoRe.. so inside i tiNking whether go back n change anot.. then See like nt veri oBviouS leh.. tinking wan to changE anOt.. hahahha.. ThEn i sEe the flooR.. itS at 7th flooR.. theN i TinKing got tiME to change inside lift b4 doOR opEn anoT... hahahha.. realli aloT of tots went tru mY miNd @ tt point in TiME.. hahahs.. toO kan ChionG...

hEnG i nvr do anything stupid.. i went back hm to ChanGe.. then i tolD Xin.. she sae heng i go back to change or else she dun wan walk beside me.. hahahas.. such a Gd FrEn hOh! :p

-i've Tried for sO so LoNg... GiviNG up So mani TiMes along the way.. but to finD myself back to where i was agaiN... wHy do u wan 2 4get i dUn understand.. i reaLiSe tt i DuN nOe u aT aLL-

*aN oLd iNjUrY TaT nVr HeaLs* 1.49am

darN paiN :( my stupid knee is working up again.. duNno y today so paiN.. i no more pills le.. all expire.. zzZzz.. walk oso got problem, like spasm liddat.. kekes.. the doc sae will nvr heal unless i go for operation. siaO!

veri sOon exams will be over! ytd i got an sms frm ziwan. yay! im so lookin 4ward to the hoLs.. cuz i tink im going to be doing thinGs tt i loVe for a month! heez.. pRay pRay*

GenTiNG is so nEar alreadi!!! oMg.. juz nw talkin with weiK bout the rides! im so excited loHhs! i can imagine myself on the roller coaster at the highest poiNT.. weik sae is veri hhiGhhH! shiOk! wahahhaha.. iM maD laRhs.. hehhes..

look tru the photo albums during sec schs.. chalets durinG sec 2.. omg SUper FuN.. hahaha.. i miss them So mUCh.. so long nvr 2/4 gathering le! nvr! sePT will havE dE! i promiSE!!! hehes.. duNno y juz nw suddenly tinking of the times in Cambodia toO.. rmb Jahad's laughter i keep smiling to myself.. hahahs.. n mike.. Dean... wondering how they all doiNg nw.. wiSh them all the bEst! :]

*CaTcHiNg uPs* 1.07am

hEheS.. ytd i send alot of fowarded msGes... to ppl i care n miSses! esp to thOsE frens i nvr contact liKe in a million yEaRs? hehehes.. ppl like bunyue, chenloon, fizah, amanda, gangyi... juz wan them to noE im tinking bout them! :]

i saw Nu Er YaN's bloG... n frm them link up to aloT of other ppl! jessica.. qing.. kareen.. blah blah.. i realise realli has been a long long timE since i last talk to theM.. has been missinG out on alot of thinGs.. then juz nw msg gangyi, planniNG a bbQ oR dinner during sept! hehehes.. for whu else but 2/4! hehehes.. so thoSe reading my bloG n fRm 2/4, keep ur weekenDs fReE! :]

i realli wan to catch up with my frenS Frm OBS ToO.. ppl like bunyue n nelson... has been so so loNgg.. but i duNno hw to.. as in like v weird.. out of a sudden call them ouT.. heEz.. nvM.. seE how it goEs..

TiRed.. tml got Gems tesT.. like so Zzzz rites... study week still hafta go back.. siGhs.. shall go slp earli :]

*iM a FRiGgiN FReAk* 1.11am

i finish my tub of Cherry Garcia!!! :( i miss it so mUch.. the yummy choc flakes.. Mmm.. hehehes...

todae was boRinG.. xcept the exceptionally nice NDP parade on TV.. though its almost the same as every year.. duNno y tt its super nice during the exams period.. i seEm to be doinG a lot of thiNGs i dun normally do during exams period.. hahahs.. aniwaes HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :]

juz receive willis email n read sueT yEe's blog.. realise i realli miss the cafe.. so envious of theM.. can go to cafe n plae GaMes.. realli dislike myself sometimes foR not able to put asides my studies... i duNno if im correct or wRonG.. some of my freNs sae "Studies is not everythinG" i noe tt veri well.. studies is defintely nt EVERYTHING to me... but i also noe tt i do nt wan to see tt disappointed look on my mother's face ever again.. n i've been fooling ard alot during this semester.. this is the onli timE to make sure i dun friggin fail the sEmester..

deep dwn inside me i noe im right.. i dun ALWAYS study.. i did so badly for so many of the quizzes.. i onli study durinG this period.. but i will doubt myself when i seE so mani ppl ard me going out to plae n enjoy themselves..

todae i realli felt like going to Sentosa.. even if it was aloNe.. but i kept controllinG.. ytd buddy class went to sEttlers to plae.. so tempted.. so much thiNGs i wan to do but i keep telling myself.. all this can be doNe aft the exams, without guilt eating me inside.. buT i've failed oNce.. OMG.. i DuN WaN to Be a FRIG whO onLi caRes aBt StUdiEs!!! ahHhHhHH!!!!

*iS DiS wOmaN FoR ReaL?* 1.25am

im So sinful todae.. ate too much ice creaM... wahahhaha... but i likE n i enjOyEd myself.. its call self indulgence okays? :]

juz nw aft sch went to buy thinGs @ jP. then go lib study, yutai n wayne were there tOo.. then aft tt wayne came over to my hsE to create havoC.. Zzz... he koPe my BnJ and ruiN my guitaR... wahahha... no larhs.. i shared my BnJ with him n he taught me guitar.. tkS! yuaN Lai Champagne Supernova onli consist of mostly tt 4 chords? wEeTs.. cant wait for the day i can plae n siNg @ the same timE.. hehees...

juz nw Grey's Anatomy v sad... there was this guy who had this super unusual mutated face.. tink its some disease n to add on to his misfortune, he had a tumour in his head. oMg.. then he insisted on going for a plastic surgery though his parents werent for it. And he said smth like this to his mUm: "i noe in ur eyes im always beautiful, but i juz wan to hear it from someone else's mouth for once." well i noe tts super off.. it wasnt at all wat he said.. but the idea is there laRhs huh.. hehhees..

aft tt he went for the brain surgery to remove the tumour... but they lost him.. haiz... then with the permission of the parents, they did the plastic surgery for him... i felt so much emotion then... i was picturinG myself toRn b/w the choice of continue to live with a tumouR in my head, oR to go for the surgery nt knowinG if i wld wake up frm it. i realli can imagine myself right there, feelin tt helplessness... knowing it is a decision i have to make, and tt no1 wld be able to help me..

i realli duNno wat i wld do if i have to face tt dilemma.. to noe tt if i risk it, i might nt be able to wake up to all the beautiful things life has to give. and i was tinking who i will go to juz b4 my surgery... its like theres so mani thinGs u muz do b4 the surgery cuz u duNno if u will live to complete thoSe thinGs... but theres onli so limited tiMe...

Life is so heartbreaking at times.. SeEinG all those misfortunes happening to ppl who are nt any different frm uS... i duNno hw to put into words hw i feel right now.. but yesh.. life is realli so fragile.. treasure it as best as u cld..

*Oh-So-Heavenly* 2.09am

Im the happiest girl at this point in timE! why? cuz i've got 2 tubs of BEN N JERRY'S in my freezer right noW!!!! wahahhahaha... oh my GoD.!! Tks 2 my Papa!! we went to fetch mummy off work juz noW.. n i ask him can drop by clementi's NTUC and he said yesH! hehehes.. budden he forgot to bring money.. n even aft discount 2 tubs of BnJs cost 18 bucks. He wanted to turn back hm, but i said 4get it. Then he remembered tt he has a container full of COINS on the car, so all the way to NUH i was countinG 18 bucks worth of coiNs.. wahahhaa..

We waited for mummy by the road side.. then papa suggest i hide. so i hid in the rear seats and mummy boarded the front passenger seat. Then for 5 mins i was hiding tinking hw to scare her. finally i reach my hands infront n tap her on the shoulder with my body still nt in view.. she realli xia Dao loh!! hahahhas.. soRrie mUmmy! nw 7th month cannot anyhw plae..

Then i went into the NTUC but dun have fossil fuel le!! sadded.. but nvm.. bought the 1st 2 flavours of BnJs tt i've ate. New YoRk super fudge chunks n Cherry Garcia! Nice nice... theres super alot of ice cream in my fridge.. still got some funniE copycats of Cornetto.. HehEes. looking for heaven? comE to my freezer.. :p

was reading a few post tt i posted in my blog in oct 2004. the timE when i was abt to leave SA. heez.. im missing the timEs when i hang out with girls clique.. nw i realise this is the 1st time my clique consist of so mani guys.. sec sch i was with eng, wen, yan, jing, irenes... JC i was with sam, bel, hes, jia, manda... nw im with a girl n 5 guys! hahahhas... realli miss the tiMEs when we get together n bitch about ppl, shoP tiL we dRoP, EaT n EaT nOn sToP.. hhahahs.. basically juz the tiMEs tt we go MAD... :] miss u guRLs!















ThE SA GiRLs... :]



hahah cuTe RiTes? TaTs Ee Ghim ouR rUnNeR!

*SeNTiMeNtAL dAy* 4.30am

yay! my mum allow me to go to Genting!!! n most of my gd frens are going!!! hehehes.. so hapPie n lookin 4ward to it. wEeTs.. i've got the hoLs all plan out.. hehehes.. work shall occupy most of my tiMe.. :]

todae was spent super unwisely.. shall not elaborate. i woke up super late.. then ate super aloT... hahahas..

hmM.. i've got a qns soMe of u might be able to ans me.

wat kinda bathing lotion do GUYS use? cuz i juz rmb last time aft poly50 traininG peikun they all din briNg bathing lotion, then Fiona wanted to lenD them... but they sae got floral scent, not suitable for theM.. hMm so i lended them my Johnson baby de.. they "mian qiang" took it. budden most of the bathiNg lotion arE floral scented aRHs.. hMm.. can u guys name a few brand of bathing lotion tt u are usinG? hehehes juz curious..

[For he will command his angels concerning you, to guard you in all your ways. psalm 90:11]
and yOu were that angeL...

*MorE pics!*


NaM NaM JuSt CamE oUt oF JaiL! wahahha


DiS is a GOoD oNe. TaT delegate frm indonesia or vietnam
he juz jump in when we takiNG dis piC. Gd TiMinG! hahahas


ThE sTuDeNTs wE TaUgHt EnGLiSh To... oNe OF TheM
CaLLeD mE Jie JiE. :]


sTyLo HoHs? i SuGGeSt we PoSeD LiDdaT de! hahahs :p


i WaS LoOkinG aFT tHe BeLoNgiNgs WhiLe ThE ReSt
CLiMb anG KoR waT. n I Talk to ouR "DaO YoU" (ToUR GuiDe)
hE LiKeS To SinG "Yi Qian Ge Shang Xin De Dao You"
wahahaha


NoOooOooo!!! DuN EaT ME JeaN!!


gRoWiNg aPpeTiTe! hahaha

*FosSiL FuEL* 12.08am

yea.. channel 8 9pm show has a stupid ending! it was unrealistic to begin with. how can tt girl be so lucky n get 2 nice guys loving her at the same tiMe?! PiaN reN de! aND hw can she anyhw make announcement @ Singapore Airport?! Again pian Ren de. ArGh.. glad its over.. cant stand them keep lying to themself about who they realli like n giving away their love onEs as if they are presents... Zzzz...

todae went to sch then go kbox with alvin, yutai, wayne n weik. It was fun. tks! :] BnJ goT NEW FLAVOUR!!!! hehehes.. fossil fueL! it is choco iC with dino shaped choc chunks inside!!! n of cuz those caramel swirls blah blah.. heEz.. YuMmy! i wan to trY!

aft tt went liB to study.. tired fell aslp there.. went JE NTUC aft tt wanted to buy Ice Cream. i go stand in front of Greyers n BnJ's. Contemplating whether to buy. Got discount mahhs.. BnJ 2 for 18 bucks. WeETs.. hehhee.. but dun have fossil fuel @ there, so in the enD i diN. then ran hm to watch Xi Guan Da Shao..

todae mOod swinG again. i hate AV. why are we so suaY?! how come guys dun get to suffer a few days in every month? i relli hate tat thing.. makes mE veri pek chek n tired n irritable. ARGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mood was so bad.. i kept cursinG @ the stupid endinG of love @ 0 degree C. n then to prevent myself frm shouting @ anyone, my 1st tot was to get ice cream. i went dwn to 7-11. but stupid Softee machine spoil. then BnJ onli got cherry garcia n YUCKY CHUNKY MONKEY. er xIN! so in the end i got myself a cornetto.

cRaPped

*soRRy i CanNoT HeLp iT* 3am

soRrie i cant help it but coME back again. i finally got back my memo card! and MOST of my fotos taken in Cambodia.. was just browsing tru it n i cant resist showing u a few cute n funnie oNes! hehhee..


YeSh! uR eYes arEnT pLayinG TriCkS. SaM iS EaTiNg
a GianT spidEr!!!! YewWww...


TaTs maRcuS! He aLWayS makE DiS FuNnIe FaCe WhEn
TakiNg PiCs! hahah


SoRriE papa. i CanT ResiSt poSting dis! hahhaha


i wiLL bE baCk wiTh mOre TmL.. Comp hanGing.. hahhas

*NeW sKiN aGaiN* 2.12am

heyys heyys! i changed my skin again.. actually change to the "this other Eden", that skin is v stylish n nice. budden my frens sae v commOn.. hahah.. so i change to Mary Killed a Little Lamb. hehhes.. cutEs.. love the lamB.. hehehs..

WoO! Exams in a weeks tiMe! fast hOhS.. i so super lazEe.. haisH- dunno why i so noT motivated. hehhes.. muz jiayoUs wanwei! :p

After exams is gonna be FUN FUN FUN! Willis planning a chalet for settlers peeps! yayy!!! im so lookin 4ward to it. cuz the guys are gonna wear bikinis! wahahhah.. rite willis? rite leon? hehes.. its gonna be real fuN! the 1st tiMe im going to chalet with thEm.. hehes.. i will surely make time for tt.

U nOe hohs.. the channel 8 show @ 7pm "Xi Guan Da Shao" super nice lohHs.. i duNno y i feel veri attached to the characters inside the show.. esp Tian Ci! everytimE i sEe him cry i oso will cry.. this is the 1st time i watch drama serial will cry lOhs.. OmG tt show is reli gooD. its veri true their feeliNGs.. i can almost feel the pain tt Tian Ci was feeling todae when he realise tt those msgs Shuang Xi had written on the wall wasnt meant for him. he juz lean on the wall n teared. oMg.. i was eating diNneR n i juz cry with rice halfway in my mouth.. hahhas.. veri touchinG..!

For those whu nvr watch, this show is abt a Guy (Tian Ci) frm a well to do family n this girl (shuang Xi) frm a poor family who clear ppl's shit as a living larhs.. They were enemies at 1st... then as all shows do.. they fell in love.. then in the end the girl had to leave him as she felt unworthy of him n she wan to let him go so tt he can pursue better thiNGs... n oso the guy's family veri bad, breaking them up oso. so the girl juz left him although she love him v v much. then there's this other guy tt the girl meet, budden i duNno she reli like him anoT. but Tian Ci still likes her alot n is still waiting...

Then once Shuang Xi was super sad.. she went into a church n ask God. "why did u have to give me smth so gd n then take it away frm me again. If i never had it in the 1st place, i wldnt have lose it n i will nt be so sad like now." when i hear tt sentence i crieD agaiN.. hahahas.. oMg.. i felt for her so much then.. though its juz a shoW but the script writer is daMn gd larhs! everything written n said is so so truE.. n so close to the heart.

haish but the show ending Soon.. a few more episodes.. about 10 more? i realli hopE in the enD Tian Ci n Shuang Xi will be together.. Pray pRay* :]

*paiN* 12.45am

head·ache (hdk)n.
A pain in the head. Also called cephalalgia.

omG.. im suffering frm a pain in my head.. i tink cuz i din have enuff slp.. i woke up at 6am this morn.. Zzz... MeTBiO was... aRGh.. i realli wun be surprise if i get a lousy GPA this sem.. i already prepared for it liaO.. cuz 3 ICA modules.. my ICA modules i always do v lousy de.. Zzz.. juz scare to disappoint my mother.. haisH-

looking 4ward to hoLs! im going Genting! wahhahaha... then got things plan out larhs.. juz hope to faster go n resT soon..

juz nw watch the lake hse with weixin. wasnt as nice as i expected. v fantasy lo.. makes no sense.. but sandra bullock is so pretty! hehehs.. she 40 plus years old le loHs.. weETs!

i wan To eat popcoRn... :P