*LaTe NigHt SnACk* 1.36am

u noe wart? i tink im pregnant.. hahahha... im eating alot of snacks larhhs! i suddenly crave for kueh.. then i ask my mum to buy back frm work. then i juz went dwn to 7-11 to get myself sour prunes n chewy candy.. Zzzz..

ytd went to K with xin n seow! then aft tt we din noe where to go. i said i feel like roller blading. then they two immediately sae OKAY LOH! omG.. hahaha.. then we went ECP.. seow din noe how to blade.. but she still oNz me.. so touched :] then me n xin oso nt v prO tt type de.. so we 3 juz fall her fall there.. xin seow is the break dancer of the day n im the stunt faller.. hahaha.. the 1st fall i lie parallel to the ground.. wahhaha..



then aft tt blading back it rained! rain so heavily! but we juz cont blading in the rain.. so shiok! wash all the weariness away! we were thoroughly soaked larhhs.. but it was so fun! hehehe.. then we went to eat subway soaking wet.. hehhees.. so cold but so fuN! :]

ytd i luffed super alot! esp during kbox.. realli luff til my stomach pain. hehe

tks xin n seow for pei-ing me! hehhes realli xie xie.! :]


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these few days realli experience wat is tiredness.. purely mental tiredness..

i wan to sae alot of things but felt tt it will be too selfish of me.. wan to scold ppl.. but cant bring myself too.. want to scream n kick n punch.

i used to tink why cant they feel hw i feel.. but actually why din i put myself in their shoes instead..

all my close frens have been trying their best to lift my spirits.. u all did.. realli... :] without u all i wun noe wat to do. i promise u all i will be better de... wun gu fu ni men! :]

im nw in a situation where i cant move backward or forward. i feel so helpless as i cant bring myself to do wat i want to do.. n no matter wat the ans may be, tinggs have already changed.. n this is smth i feel most regretful.

SO FAN ARHHH!!!!! but nvm! cuz tml i have a great bunch of frens who are going to acc me to drink to my heart's content. hehhes.. i noe this is v unhealthy, but i wun do it often. cuz nw im veri curious wat damn clar meant by floating.. hahaha.. i feel safe with them cuz they noe hw im like aft drinking.. so they will take care of me de! :]

lets throw all our sorrows away n embrace happiness!!! :] :] :]