*HURT* 12am

physical pain is not going to kill me.. it will juz torment me emotionally.. sometimes it hurt so bad i feel like tearing the tooth out myself.. i cant sing properly, i cant pronounce properly, and worse of all.. i cant enjoy eating.. i hate it. remove my pain once n for all b4 i start flaring up at every single thing!!! :`(

*TaGgEd* 1.30am

OhHh.. actualli i wan to slp le.. but saw Suet Yee's tag then come post an entry le o.. since so long didnt.. hehes..

Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1. I like to smell my own hair.. (is tt weird?) hehes

2. I love engaging in paranormal activities n is a member of the Singapore Paranormal Investigator's club.

3. I always play with left-over food n mix them all up n feed them to my friends. hiak hiak hiak!

4. I can dun do big business for up to a week.

5. I hate Bananas!!!

6. I don't eat any form of beef except for Yoshinoya's beef bowl..

wahhahaha.. tinking of weird tings bout urself is hard!!! some of them may not be weird larhhs.. but tts the best i can go le.. hahaha.. yeapps.. go slp le o! nites! :]

I am going to tag:
-Alex
-Weikang
-Wayne
-Damn Clar
-Joan
-Jiawen

*i DuN nEeD WiSDoM* 1.30am

Zzz.... TERRIBLE WISDOM TOOTH!!!! i hate it!!!!! arghhhH... it is disturbing my enjoyment of food and freedom of speech! it is so horrible! i keep biting onto my cheek whenever i speak too fast... and it has created so many ulcers at the cheeks n tongue tt it hurts even when i swallow my saliva!!! :'(

stupid wisdom tooth.. all of u better pray hard tt u dun grow any of it! :(

i have decided! to go remove the pain once n for all next weekend.. im juz worried tt i will kill the dentist... b4 he can remove my stupid wisdom teeth..

haiz.. dun tink dun tink! dun tink bout the pain!

juz nw went jogging! yayys so shiok lo.. wanted to plae Cap Ball de.. but some ppl pang seh.. dunno is whu lo.. Zzz... then Weijian, Qing Zhen n oth came back to plae bball.. nice to see them! hehes.. since the new sem started.. i felt abit weird n is still getting use to nt seeing seniors ard the sch.. nw i seldom have the chance to flex my muscles n beat ppl le.. :(

ytd i saw PAPA!!!!! i was so happie i shout so loud!!! he pretend nvr see me walk another way!! hahaha stupid satiysh! 4eva liddat de.. he bluff me sae he forward module.. Zzz.. hahhaa

then u noe juz nw aft sch i went to Bird Park with Yutai.. he went to get his logbook sign.. and he bring me ard to visit! i went in on a visiting pass.. his supervisor very kind n nice!! drive us ard in those car used in golf games.. hahaha.. Super nice lo the place!

We went to see the Owl, Penguins, Lory, Hornbills, Eagles, Hawk, Falcon.... i love the flat face owls n cute penguins n notti lory n sex biased hornbills! hahaha

super funnie is the hornbills! cuz it onli attack Yutai! then when i put my fist there he dun attack me... but when Yutai did the same thing, it was v aggressive! then Yutai told me cuz tt hornbill is a male n is a ti-ko-pek! wahahhahaa..

then Yutai brought me to Lory Loft... where he often work during his ITP... its a place where all the birds fly freely ard u.. Yutai let his 2 fav bird stand on him lo.. one of them call Leo.. he so super cute! he keep climbing all over Yutai and dangling upside dwn! hahaha..

Yutai got let me try to hold one of them.. i dun dare move.. wahhaha.. cuz it bites! bitten Yutai til bleed.. hahaha.. so envy Yutai! can get to close with the birds! :]

My FYP project has to do with Penguins n Black Starlings.. so mabbe will get a chance to go into the Penguin Den! wahahhaha :]

i go slp le o.. these few days realli so tired.. tired til i slpt on bus n kept missing stops or need a stranger to wake me up when the bus reach interchange.. so paiseh.. Zzz.. hhahah niteS! :]

*aNd i ToLd u 2 Can pLaE DiS gAmE* 2.10am

todae morn went to SP studio apartment to find P'Au they all.. wahhhs their hse v nice! 5 room de... P'Jo cooked breakfast for them! he v lihai arhhs.. hahah Thai guys are v gentlemen n nice.. they will give up seats for ladies on public transport.. but somehow i din kenna tt kinda treatment when i was in Thailand.. Zzzz... mabbe cuz i wasnt wearing a skirt bahhs.. hahaha..

Then P'Au, P'Im and her 2 other frens and me n ivan n matt went to acc them to Bugis.. they bought many watches! so cheap larhhs.. hahaha.. Casio lehhs! then went Little India.. then i left them to go meet alex liaO.. we walk walk walk talk talk talk.. catch up with life...

then in the evening weixin, audrey, alvin, wayne n jieying joined us.. we went to Ninja Raku Jap Restaurant @ Citylink to eat dinner.. nice nice... not bad their food.. then talk talk talk til Starbucks there..

then when going hm saw Gangyi n Kangwei!!! Kangwei going Taiwan lata @ 4am.. he going Commando training.. Gangyi as di siao as ever! i hit them veri hard larhhs.. hahhaa..

then me n xin reach JE le still sit there talk til about 12.40am... in the end i took a cab home... heez...

Really so many many tinggs has happened.. happen to other ppl n me myself.. theres 1 person i've come to respect.. n many others whom i lost respect for..

i am not going to be timid.. mabbe i once was... but not anymore.. i wun let anyone bully ppl ard me or me myself.. confront me n i will juz spit it in ur face.. i do nt care bout hw u wld feel... ppl like u are unlikely to have any feelings aniwaes..

this week is busssyyyyy... weekends are occupied! acc P's go out.. xin n seow leaving for Taiwan soon! sadds.. my Bonsai! tml going have lunch with them! yea yea! :] hehes k i go slp le o.niTes!

*i Am back AgaiN* 2.13am

sorrie but i juz have to come back n post this post.. hehes.. its juz some random tots n feeling.. since so long nvr update.. u all bear with me larh huhhs.. hehehes...

1stly.. its bout my work.. @ settlers.. during my OITP i recieve the schedule for april.. though i noe im not on shift but still i Kpo go see whu is on shift.. n shockingly juz 3 months tt i haven been working.. 90% of the names on the schedule stare blankly back at me.. i dun recognise them at all!

i realli dunno if i wan to go back there n start all over again.. making new frens.. wanting to learn all the games again.. esp this stupid head of mine.. can onli get brainless games in.. sometimes its stressful working there.. the 1 reason i didnt quit 1 year ago was cuz of frens.. but none of them remained on the list anymore.. except for 2..

but i've alreadi been workin there for 2 years... as a part-timer.. theres so many memories.. gd n bad.. but mostly gd.. i realli cant stand the tot of leavin them all behind.. though i noe i shld be moving on n getting some fresher air n greener grass, but some part of me refuses to let go.. i realli wish to have a change of environment.. im realli in a dilemma.. somethings inside me is struggling to make a decision.. tts me.. still as weak in the mind as ever.. im emotionally infirm... i realli dunno.. :(

2ndly.. i wan to sae tt frens are wonderful gifts.. no matter hw bastard a person is.. he/she will still have frens.. but there are alot of tinggs we do not know.. u will nvr noe a person juz by looking.. i've come to learn hw bad a person can be... there are all kinds of ppl.. realli.. dun tink they juz happen on TV.. im onli juz starting to be expose to this kinda ppl.. when i enter the workin world, there will definitely be lots more..

but becuz of the ugly side of human tt i've learn.. i've oso come to noe a side of my frens i've nvr seen b4.. they take risk juz to make sure u dun get hurt.. i am realli realli realli thankful tt i've frenS like tt.. is nt fren but FRENS.. tks for being there to protect me... n comfort me when i fall.. realli tks.. tks for everything.. :]

*I AM BACK!!!* 1.42am (SG TIME!)

wahahahhaha yea!!! my previous post is a fraud! whyys? cuz i wan to give xin a surprise! 14th is her bday mahhs.. so make tinggs easier bluff everyone lo! hehes.. n it was a success larhs! hehes.. sorrie to all the ppl who kenna cheated.. hehes.. :p

todae went Day Tour oso! omG im so happie to see them! my dear sis alex.. xin.. wayne.. weik.. huizhen.. alvin.. aud... jiawen... weijian.. shuxian and all the freshies!!! i got soooo many grandchildren! call me Ah Ma till i realli feel so old! whahahahha..

its a nice feeling.. when i come back alot of tinggs changed... but some ppl nvr change... nw im clearer bout many tings.. i love my family more than ever... i ctrl my temper much more nows... with my family n frens.. n i learn to let alot of tinggs go.. tinggs tt normalli wld make me so angry, upset n pissed off.. but somehw nw i can juz let it go... The trip to Thailand somehw change my view of life... :]

aniwaes sad newss is tt ZTB died... while i was in Thailand.. :( she manage to participate in the Hamster 100m dash @ Nation Stadium.. but guess she died of exhaustion/heatstroke aft tt.. my mummy still lie to me sae she got 1st.. when i come back totally a new hammie.. named Xiao Hui... guess tts the onli sad news?

n u noe something? i recieve a email n call frm Mike while i was in Thailand!!!! he was in Khon Kaen larhhs!!! but he read my mail too late.. n when he noe tt im oso in Khon Kaen, hes alreadi in Bangkok.. Sadds.. aniwaes Mike is my Thai fren tt i noe tru the Cambodia trip.. he's realli a veri nice person.. though we got language barrier.. we chat on the phone for ard 30mins.. and he is coming to SG SOON!!!! hehehes.. i've gotta bring him out to plae! muz contact the rest of the ASEAN youth team too.. hehehs.. so excited! :p

i oso put on weight lo!!! Zzzz... at least 2kg!!!! Zzzz... they sae my face look rounder! than todae call me Watermelon Jie jie!!! wahahhahaha idiots lehhs.. Zzzz... but nvm.. im sure i will lose it in no time! hehes.. yea confidence! wahahhaha (self console) :]

nw im back le.. once im loaded with stuff to do n accomplish.. esp with P'Naam they all in SG... wan to bring them out to plae oso... n planning things oso.. for myself.. n others.. busy life again!

i miss P'Den n P'Pyg... tks for the wonderful experience in Thailand! :]

*GRRRR QI SI WO LE!!!!* 2.39am (SG TIME)

I CANT STAND IT LE! realli so friggin pissed larhhs! ARGHHHH!!!!!!!

the stupid agency! so inefficient!!!! argghhH!!!

rmb tt time i told u i got lotsa tinggs happenins here.. make us all veri fan.. but everything was settled? but we were WRONG! cuz tt time we change our flight to 14th so we can stay in Thailand to plae Song Khran.. then we called the agency.. but aft tt got some probs so we change back to 12th.. then the agency sae okayy they help us change.. then we arrange properly everything le.. then guess wat!? juz nw they called Doris n sae tt theres no seats for flight back on 12th animore!!! n tt they cannt change our 14th flight!!! wat crap larhhS!! they sae okay le then we go arrange de lo! our dorm oso until 12th onli lehhs! we cannot even take a flight back on the 13th! so irresponsible!!!!

act i dun mind stayin in Thailand for abit longer.. but wat pisses me off is tt i plan alot of thing for tt 3 days in SG b4 sch reopen le! n nw im left with 1 day! n summore flight reach SG @ 11pm on 14th! n tt means i cannot go DAY TOUR!!!! arghhHhH!!!!

QI SI WO LE! im so pissed nw i cannot tink properly.. Arggghhh!!

haiz.. budden no matter wat oso liddat.. all of us oso accept le.. no flight wat to do..? we walk back arhhs.. Zzzz... HAIZ...

i go slp le la.. tml muz wake up earli. haiz. nites

*OINKKKKKKKKKKKKKK* 11pm (BKK time)

*StOmAch iT iN* 2.20am (SG Time)

wOo!!! nw the is FO camp 2nd nite!!! they muz be having their nitewalk nw!!! 2.20am le.. shld be ard 1/4 of them walk le bahhs.. alex, xin, alvin they all oso there.. bet alex n alvin is walking with some freshie nw.. pian xiao mei mei! wahahhaaha... so exciting! though i nt there i oso feel v excited.. hahaha..

todae v cold o.. dunno why.. 1st time i wearing my jacket in the dorm.. hahaha.. u noe ytd got SANDSTORM! hahhaha.. we walking back hm frm sch.. then i wanted to sae "I want to go buy Cha Yen (Teh-Si-Bing).. b4 i can open my mouth, there was a strong gust of wind which caused all the sand on the grd to fly all ard, and the trees starting swaying dangerously.. then Jasmin chiong inside CSK (an internet cafe), Doris followed.. then i oso chiong in. take shelter.. then ppl in CSK were lookin @ us n all came to look @ wat is happening outside.. hahhaa

nvr experience this b4 since i came to Thailand.. so scary.. like some typhoon coming! budden it subside w/n 5 mins.. hahhaa.. we faster chiong back to our dorm..

this week n next week is gonna be super busy le.. tml i muz reach sch at 7am lo.. cuz we agreed to work on a small project.. n we choose DNA fingerprinting of Thai Native cattles.. then we using 10 primers.. act wan to do 2 each day.. budden if is do 2 onli can finish on wed, then we cannot do report as we leaving on thurs.. so we chiong 3 each day.. tml we plan to do 4! so we going lab @ 7am.. then P'Ang so poor ting.. have to acc us come so earli oso..

realli tink my lab de ppl v gd lo.. todae they hear we wan go Big C, they waited for us to finish.. til ard 6.15pm lo! normally they leave ard 4pm... then they drove us to Big C though they went in the afternoon le.. realli will she bu de them.. esp P'Pyg, P'Lek n P'Noo.. P'Pyg like to disturb us nia.. hahhaa..

act fri is public holiday.. budden we wan to finish our project earli.. so we oso going to lab on Fri.. Zzzz... come here so far got 2 public hols le.. but both we went back to lab.. they still sae animal lab v slack.. wahhahhaa..

nw i keep typing n typing cuz i waiting for my hair to dry lo.. hahhaha juz nw i go Big C i bought super alot of tinggs larhhs.. mostly is bring back Singapore de.. give all my Yao Gui Frens.. wahahhaha... i spent 544Baht larhhs! my money depleting v fast during this week... hahhaa..

tml do proj, fri do proj, Sat go day tour (go ZOO!) hahhaa.. then sun go last shoppin trip in town.. mon work on proj, tue GO SONG KHRAN!!! omG.. im so happie lo! Feng Wei's lab de ppl bringing us go.. then juz nw P'Pyg n Lek told me that they going oso! so surely v fun de! hahahha.. muz bring buckets n water gun.. hahaha.. juz nw P'Pyg @ Big C kept askin me buy water gun.. haha

then wed hand in report.. n go eat lat dinner in Thailand.. then thurs FLY HOME! woOts.. time realli passes so fast.. its scary lo.. miss mummy n papa n jiejie n ZTB lotts.. cant wait to see them.. but i oso will bu she de the life here.. but i oso look 4ward to going home! hahhaa..

yea i crap enuff le.. i go watch Youtube then slp le.. hahha.. so late le lo.. hopefulli nitewalk will frig all the freshies out! believe they will do a great job! hehes.. nites! :]

*Blessing in Disguise* 11.40pm SG TIME

tts why i sae they will always be smth gd waiting for me.. :] hehes.. cus act we delayed our flight back hm to 14th as we wan to plae 'Song Khran' (Thai New Year).. then aft tt due to some prob which i lazee to explain... we changed back to 12th.. then im the onli one veri disagree with it.. budden muz suit majority.. so sui bian lo..

then few days ago jiawen n alex told me day tour is on 14th! hahhaa.. n gt senior stnt.. so heng lo! i so sad i cannot attend FO.. so at least i can go Day Tour.. hehees.. then P'Noo they all sae mabbe Khon Kaen will start Song Khran on 10th.. so even better! can plae Song Khran n go Day Tour! hahha...

i nw eating bread n drinkin tea.. sure cannot slp le.. so i going watch Er Zuo Ju Zi Wen with Doris.. cuz she oso cannot slp.. hahhaa..

Nites! :]