Each of us had a main dish, then 2 pizza, a salad, a appetiser (fried mushrooms) and a blended drink each! wahahhaha.. tks Weijian!

Then on the weekend Seow, Xin, LP n I went to Pelapah aka Lombong @ Kota Tinggi. We went for the waterfall trail. It was fun!!! We took bus to JB then Larkin then to Kota Tinggi n took a cab to Lombong. We checked into resort n hurry to leave for trekking. We find super long! started to rain.. but still we cant find original route. LP was getting depressed, sadds lo.. then when we planning to head back resort we decided to take a D-Tour n found some1 living there. we asked him n he show us the way. So we followed instructions n at least we came to a rapid.. tt requires some skill climbing. hahaha.. it was fuN!

Lombong.. View outside resort

@ ard 4pm, b4 we cld scale the high rapid, we had to proceed dwn. Although we din manage to find the original trail and 2 waterfalls, we had fun looking for them! getting lost, then started to rain while we in the middle of the plantation/forest, getting scratch my thorny plants, bitten by giant insects, slipping n falling on the wet rocks of the rapids! hahahhaa..

LP is spider woman! she's super strong!

Me on top of one small rapid

Us after hair wash @ one rapid! :]

then we had illegal outdoor cooking! wahahhha we camp beside someone elses chalet n cook there! :p had a filling dinner! Spaghetti, luncheon meat, baked beans, eggs... Yummy! hehhees.. i fell aslp fast tt nite.. tired.. then next morn cook breakfast n went back home! :]

Return of The sphagetti monsters!
aniwaes want to thank them. 1stly for organising the trip, and 2ndly for protecting me! :] seow, xin n LP got alot of injuries compare to me lo! all i got was an giant ant bite and lotsa bedbugs bite.. i shielded them frm the creepy crawlies! while they shielded me from the thorny plants.. hehehes.. tks! :]

Lastly, presenting you my favourite picture of the day.......

*StUpiD SpEcs* 12.30am

i juz nw search for my stupid specs for half an hr aft i remove my contacts lo! damn dumb lo! ask my sis to join in the massive search cuz i cant see clearly.. Zzz.. we both cannot find. find til got terrible headache i go lie on bed n fell aslp.

in the end when mummy came back she found it in my specs box! grrrr

aniwaes Kor kor coming back!!! yayyys!!! 1st JunE! he come back vacation! hahhaa.. look 4ward! :]

channel 8 9pm show gonna end soon. sadds.. veri nice show lo..

veri sianz lehhs.. v long nvr talk le.. hahaha.. somehow we all run dry of topics le..

i wan to die le.. better go slp. nites

*sCrEamed- COLD BLOODED!* 2.50am

today was Zephas outing!!! Many of the kias turned up! about 10 of them altogether! so happie to see them so participative. hehes.. then we went to PS to watch NEXT. it was not a too bad show, onli kena Bomb-Sa-Ma-Li-Ya by Alan.. hahaha.. 2 times! we super noisy lo.. made alot of comments.. hahaha.. then bring so mani tinggs in to eat!!! hahhaa..

then aft tt went to have dinner @ Wheelock NYDC. dunno y the food doesnt taste good! in fact i eat til wan to vomit! the sauce too salty le! :S then we took lotsa lotsa pics! whole family pic.. hahaha.. the fotos with alex.. next time then post up :] btw, alvin, wayne n aud came to join us.

oh then Mel n Jing En left earli. the rest of us went to Starbucks to chill. aft a few rounds of game we left the place. and then someting scary happened while we waiting for train. Wayne was fooling ard, he wan to jump over Alex, then Alex bend dwn, n Wayne landed face flat on the ground i tink.

he got up saying he heard his teeth cracked. i tot he was kidding, then i saw it. half of his tooth was gone! i was shocked. we began to search for his tooth.. he banged the wall with his fist n i got realli scared. but i found it to be realli funnie @ the same time. i was in a state of disbelief n yet was real tickled. i hid behind Alex n started to luff.. till nw im still luffing as i write this entry.

but it muz have been realli painful to chipped off half a tooth. hope it doesnt hurt too much..

i have recovered frm tiredness le. ready to chiong! hahaha..

quite worried for this year poly50. dun wish to stress anyone but i can alreadi foresee the results :(



ohh yahhs! FnH is over!!! wahahhaha yayys! forget to mention. hahahha.. SRRR they got 3rd! for design, raft race and walk on water! hahaha.. cool! gd job CLS! :]

when missing a person becomes too much to bear, it becomes a part of u and u stop feeling it at all.

*Reminder* 1.30am

Tue- Sch til 4pm
Go Qway go class tee
Take noodles frm w10 @ 6pm
Poly 50 training
Study GLMP

Wed- Sch til 1pm
Alex's sensory test
Take sausages @ 3pm
Preparation of logistics
Study GLMP
Stay over at P'Naam apartment

Thurs- Send P'Naam n frens off 4am Changi Airport
9.30am CWS Roleplay
GLMP Quiz
Sch til 4pm
Poly50 training @ 6pm

Fri- Sch til 3pm
Preparation for FnH
Stay over @ Jiaqi hse

Sat- Preparation for any last min FnH
Work @ 6pm til 2am
Chiong dwn to sch to stay over
Last min packing of SP pdts

Sun- FOOD N HERITAGE!

*Nasty Feelings* 12.30am

nt a good nite...

feel like there is alot of tings to do.. guilt is eating me inside out.. i noe no1 blames me.. but i juz cant help but feel tt way..

feel quite insignificant in this big big world.. does it realli matters tt much when the tings u do ppl dun understand, dun appreciate. i keep tellin myself i do it for myself, but why does tt feeling keeps coming back.

i wan this ugly feelin to leave me alone. i dun wan to feel hatred nor anger. i dun wan to feel tt im being made used of. why dun i speak up? issit becuz im timid? or is it juz becuz i wan it to pass?

feel like asking tt person to get lost.

frig` i have lost myself to tt monster in mE... :(

e *FnH 2nd Trial*

Todae trial was good.. everything went well.. tks so much to Flea Mkt helpers who were down to help.. realli tks esp my classmates! :] tks for all the suggestions n ideas. xin ku ni men le! :]

aft trial went ard with Jiawen to pass i/c the attendance n we went to Mustafa.. i went to get the chocs for Khon Kaen Animal Lab ppl. hehes.. then me, jiawen n alex went to central to eat pepper lunch for dinner.. together with jing en n Babi.. haaha Nasir larhhs..

ytd manage to go to P's hse to eat dinner.. tks Cw for helpin me with shift! :] aniwaes P'Jo cooked everything larhhs! oMg lo!!! 6 Thai ppl, 5 ladies 1 man.. onli the man noe hw to cook! hahahha i realli take my hat off him. he super lihai larhhs! n is v v v nice!! i ate 3 plates of rice!!! wahahaha.. i bought them mee-jiang-kueh n eggtarts! yummy.. stayed on to chat for awhile..

they requested me to act smth tt i once did in Thailand.. im nt going to mention here wat issit.. hahaha.. they recorded it dwn le.. u got fu qi then let u see.. when they sad they take out see then will happie le.. hahaha..

mani fotos taken.. but all with Ivan, Feng wei n Doris fone.. sighs- cant wait to change my fone! still waitin n waitin for my w580i! :(

aniwaes the P's leavin soon.. thurs morning 4am flight.. i will be slpin over at their hse bahhs. then send them to airport.. time passed so fast o! :(

i go n rest le! nite niteS!

wat is wrong with us?

*being nice*

i do not need chocolates or ice-cream. juz support. thank u very much

*TON MAI* 11.38pm

wahahhahaha! actualli i feeling v sian n tired while online waiting for hair to dry n doing hw.. n chatting with some nonsense ppl.. then suddenly my hp rang.. and then a person sae "hello! im TON MAI!" then i "HUH?!" i tio stun.. cuz ton mai is mike's nice name in Thai. then i noe mike's voice nt liddat de.. n his English nt so gd.. then he sae again "I am TON MAI" then i HUH!?!??! again.. hahahahha i realli dunno wat to sae.. i wan to sae DUN BLUFF! or IS TT MIKE?! hahaha.. then he repeat one last time.. I am ton mai frm Thailand.. then i wan to scold le... hahhaa.. then the person sae "hahaha no lar! jason larh!" grrrr.. funnie arh Jason. idiot... hahaha...

he super crap larhhs.. aniwaes he trying to help me organise a trip to Msia. go trekking.. hopefulli can.. veri nice of him. xie le! :]

todae plae cap ball.. cuz raining no place to play then we go Polycentre.. then no court oso.. so we plae at the side.. onli plae for about 10secs then we tio gan le.. the stupid sepak takraw coach larhhs.. Grrr.. then we go plae in the rain in bball court.. hehehes veri fun.. plae for bout 2 hrs.. hahaha.. tired lehhs...

nw i realli aching.. arms esp. waiting to die.. haaha.. nites..

*Apologies* :( 11.54pm

siGhs- Doris juz called me.. n im feelin super sadded n guilty nw.. act juz nw online Ivan alrdy told me.. tml they got Zoo outing.. with the P's.. but i cant go once again.. realli veri siaNz diao.. becuz tml i needa wait in sch for delivery.. siGhs- i feelin guilty cuz P'Naam they all treat us so gd when we r in Thailand.. always bring us go play.. but nw cannot do the same back :(

in Thailand i always tell them go back SG will bring them go here go there.. but so far a few outings i all CMI. one is the Dim Sum buffet.. i rushed dwn aft sch at ard 4pm.. but by the time i reach they alreadi eat finish.. then pei them go walk abit i needa go off le.. then tt time underwater world i oso left aft Dolphin Lagoon.. Zzz.. why issit come back SG le nt abit of time to spare? Life was so much slower paced in Thailand.. so much more relaxing n carefree..

Then sat nite there's dinner with them.. this one is the last time b4 they leave next week.. but i got work! haiz.. i will try my best to push away.. i suddenly feel tt im tryin to fill in every bit of my free time.. handling much more than i can.. its so packed tt i cant afford to have sudden emergency.. i will have no time for it.. dunno wat im up to.. i realli dont..

sometimes i ask myself.. am i happy with the life im leading.. most of the time my ans is i guessed, yes.

sighs- super fan jian.

i suddenly miss some1 alot.. :(

me n Jie Jie in Papa's car!

k larhhs.. gtg le o.. update some other time! :]