*Apologies* :( 11.54pmsiGhs- Doris juz called me.. n im feelin super sadded n guilty nw.. act juz nw online Ivan alrdy told me.. tml they got Zoo outing.. with the P's.. but i cant go once again.. realli veri siaNz diao.. becuz tml i needa wait in sch for delivery.. siGhs- i feelin guilty cuz P'Naam they all treat us so gd when we r in Thailand.. always bring us go play.. but nw cannot do the same back :(
in Thailand i always tell them go back SG will bring them go here go there.. but so far a few outings i all CMI. one is the Dim Sum buffet.. i rushed dwn aft sch at ard 4pm.. but by the time i reach they alreadi eat finish.. then pei them go walk abit i needa go off le.. then tt time underwater world i oso left aft Dolphin Lagoon.. Zzz.. why issit come back SG le nt abit of time to spare? Life was so much slower paced in Thailand.. so much more relaxing n carefree..
Then sat nite there's dinner with them.. this one is the last time b4 they leave next week.. but i got work! haiz.. i will try my best to push away.. i suddenly feel tt im tryin to fill in every bit of my free time.. handling much more than i can.. its so packed tt i cant afford to have sudden emergency.. i will have no time for it.. dunno wat im up to.. i realli dont..
sometimes i ask myself.. am i happy with the life im leading.. most of the time my ans is i guessed, yes.
sighs- super fan jian.
i suddenly miss some1 alot.. :(