*Wow!* 11.40pm

though im v sleepy, i tink i ought to make 1 blog entry. hahaha.. cuz has been v v long since i last post an entry. nearly 3 weeks le! whyys? cuz of exams! my final examinations in SP le! im gonna be a graduate in 2 weeks time! :] this is so v exciting! hahaha

as graduation draws nearer, things are becoming more n more real. decisions tt i have to make i cant escape anymore. 70% of ur life is about making decisions. 1 wrong step will lead to regrets. but i believe in fate n destiny, so i guess wateva decision i make will lead me there :]

again there are so many tings i look 4ward to aft examinations! esp going back to Thailand! i realli cant wait to go with those ppl. i love my workgroup! :] WORKSHOP rocks! hahaha.. we shall give our sweat n blood! :]

i miss Settlers n 2/4 so muchs! esp Soo Eng, Wen, Yan, Irenes, Jing! cant wait to go out with them! alreadi set a date w Eng n Yan! yays!!! :]

i need to talk, talk to alot of ppl. hope to find some guidance. prayys*

i realli wanna say I MISS YOU! :]

*Feelings* 11.54pm

crapps.. im having the blues again! the-nite-b4-sch-reopens-blues. siaNz. i realli hate this feeling man. n im procrastinating like anything la! im suppose to be practising my OC presentation. but i've alreadi been procrastinating since 10pm! 2hrs lo! i cld have finish practising. n i was lookin @ my past blog entries. hahaha..

im feeling nostalgic. n i feel like i wan to do alot of tings! Actualli wanted to go cut hair with Jiawen todae. Budden didnt. she went to cut short le! i've been sayin i wan to cut since like how long ago, til nw still haven lo. Zzz... actualli wan my new hairstyle to signify a new start, in yr 2008. i realli am 1 great procrastinator. but aniwaes i tink it tru le. im glad im a chinese, cuz im given another chance to experience the new year. hahhaa.. so i will be cutting my hair aft the exams! just b4 CNY. so can signify a new year! n oso a new leash of life for me aft my graduation! hehehes.. gd tinking ehs! :p

okay so ytd went with my les partner to Esplanade n squeeze with all those ppl. but we rch quite earli lehhs... hahhaa.. b4 tt went to have end of year dinner with family @ Tung Lok Signatures Restaurant @ The Central. So high class the place, spend like $200 over for 5 person's meal. Jie Jie treated. hehees.. then went to find Jiawen lo. then we sit there on the floor chat for 4 hrs liddat i tink. then got this Indonesia guy came n entertain us with card tricks. v farnie larhhs.. cuz he kept showing us til JW n me dunno hw to response le. He is v lihai, seriously. but he keep showing us til we abit sianz. hahaha..

the fireworks was nice! but felt tt last year 1 was nicer? hmm dunno lehhs but last year one seem more magnificent. closer to me. hahaha..

then we squeeze out of the crowd tell u was MAD. like last year when we squeezing in. i was holding Jiawen's hand n leading her tru. then i keep feeling got a hand on my back, tot is JW's so din bother. then when i turned around is a BGL de la! -.- haiz. wat to do. expected lo. 2 gers go squeeze with them. Alex u are right man. hahhaa..

aft tt went TCC at raffles upstairs. so COOL! i love the place man. realli love the place. i heard bout it b4 budden din go til ytd! i will be going back SOON! hahaha.. 1st person i tot of bringing there is Eng! cuz we sae wan go eat dinner together. heez. cant wait! :] i got SOOOO mani tings to tell u! :]

aft tt went to sit by the river, then in the end JW dad fetch us home. :]

okayys aniwaes my main purpose is not saying all these. juz wan to preoccupied myself til tt feelin goes away n i can go back to my schwork. oh mann.. sucks. haiz. why sch reopening so fast. sianz... i realli enjoyed this hol lots lo! i miss Settlers. Zzzz

oso went to read my diary ytd. aft so long. went to look for the photos. still there. planning to return. i oso dunno wat to tink lehs. i once promise myself nvr to forgive this person. so scary rites. but all i wan to do rite nw is to let it go bahhs. recently talked n realise we have both grown up le. gd ting. hahaha.. hope u prove to be a gd fren. :]