*Not So Me* 12amim such a boring person. even i dun wan to be friends with myself. im so boring, i have no life, no drive. stop talking to me. why bother going out with me?
yea. tts how i feel right now. dunno why im so tired man. im such a boring person. i cant tink of anything to say. im too lazy to even start a conversation. i feel like im wasting my friends' time when i go out with them. i shld just stay @ home n rot. haha!
haha yea. im not in the right state of mind right now. i feel so crazy. i keep having stupid thoughts. nonsense. i just wanna push them all out of my head.
i hate MSN. i dun even noe y i bother signing in. i hate talking on MSN. well not all the time, just most of the time. i hate the stupid notification sound of msges coming in. it makes my head ache.
what rubbish am i blabbering? im so tired. but why am i not sleeping? i had wanted to update on what happened these 2 days, but here i am, going on n on about all these rubbish.
n the thoughts keep coming back into my head!
am i going nuts? omg. this is so crazy. i am not. please. i am not.
ARGH!
why is this post so darn long when all i wanted to say was, i ate prata for supper ytd n 1 of my baby hamster died today.
gosh.