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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

i thought i have forgetten... [Tue 22 Feb 05. 12.44am]
Sometimes life has to go on.. no matter hw hard u wish for that moment to last... or hw much u miss someone who live in the past... someone who onli live in ur memories... u can think bout that someone at times.. but dun brood over it...

i recalled all the lost opportunities... i believe it was all destinated... u always appear during the lowest point of my life, but everytime u left without saying a word. slowly, without us even realizing, we have stop talking to each other.. it's tiring trying to keep up with you. why has talking to u become a task. to think we used to be able to talked bout almost everything... Always laughing our heads off together.

As time goes by, my phone doesn't ring so often... there was awkwardness whenever we were ard each other... ur lips remained un-curled when our eyes met. we wld find ways to avoid each other. even if we did talk... we have to crack our brains to make the conversation last for more then 5 mins. then gradually, we lost contact. i wld juz stared at ur msn nick, wondering wat is going on in ur life. i wan to talk to u but am afraid we wld end up in the most hostile conversation like we always did when we talked. so i gave up... something which u already did long ago...

"i dont understand you and you definitely dont understand me." yes i believe that now... i really do...

~ { Tuesday, February 22, 2005 }
aiming for the sky above;