HahaHahHa... [Fri 29 July 05. 2.34am]
soo eng.. where are u... i wish u are with me nw.. haiz... theres so mani things i wan to tell u... actually all along i wanted to talk to u. but i noe u are so busy with ur As nw... i dun wan to disturb u.. so here i am again.

i wan to bang my head against the wall.. hahah.. why is life so weird. sometimes u are so happie and problem free, and other time u are suddenly juz overcome with sadness. sad to see other ppl sad, sad about ur own life, sad tt ppl arent sincere, sad at ur own naive-ness, sad tt u cant help, sad about the fakeness in ppl.

time realli doesnt matter nw. nt at this exact moment. in fact, nth matters to me at this point in time. i juz wan to think about wat u have said, hw can someone be so insincere and so untruthful. its okay if u dun tell me, but u din have to lie.. was it realli neccessary. i wun hate u for nt saying, but nw, i seriously have no more faith in this friendship. i called u a veri gd fren, mabbe it was juz my wishful thinking.

theres always a point u wan to make when u come and talk to me. i juz din see it at tt time. for once i tot u care, but again, it was juz becuz u are curious. realli, wat are u? there shld a purpose for u existing in my life. we cld have stop all contact, but since we din there shld be a point in our friendship rite. but nw i realli dun see where we are going.

u are always the cause. since so long ago. can u let me off? if only we din keep in contact. i keep forgiving u, i dun tink u realise. everybody moves on, why does a part of me still remains stagnant.

everyting tt i sae will seem so insignificant tml. but i mean it right nw.