*iM gLaD i DiD* 3.06am

dis mornin went to sch to do project with doreen n weikang. then aft tt got captain ball. VS EEE... at 1st veri siaNz.. cuz Aaron is malaysia, Tat Siong at work, can onli come at 4pm whereas the macth is starting at 3pm. then Arnod oso nvr come... then Ronald oso haven reach.. so left onli Alvin, Junhao, Weijian, Yenwei, Yimin and me... actually got weixin to sub arnod, but they sae not in list cannot plae.. so we 6 no subs chiong all the way lo..

Huaxiong also got plae.. he and a yellow shirt guy guard me til veri cham.. they plae man to man.. so realli veri hiong.. he veri funnie. i guard him he tell ref i molest him. idiot.. then in the end we won la.. realli happie... 21-18 i tink...

hmm u noe juz now.. i do AnP til super tired... i realli cannot concentrate le. so i went to lie dwn on the floor to rest. then mama and jie jie keep comin to disturb me, talk so loudly gimme a shock. so i super irritated.. then my hp keep sounding... aft the 3rd sms tone i woke up and went to take a look at my hp. 2 msg was frm my good fren.

the 2nd msg that she send was to scold me. i dunno she meant it or not.. i read liaO i felt nth... veri numb.. i fell aslp at the comp desk again. aft tt i cannot stand it le i switched off the comp and went to lie dwn in my bed. i read the sms a 2nd time, by the 3rd time, i started crying... suddenly i felt veri hurt.. she sounded v serious n i did not noe wat went wrong. while i was crying all those sad things come back to me again.. so i took the chance to cry out hard... but i had to snuff the sound in my pillow to avoid attention. sad life rite? haha...

i typed an sms wanting to reply back.. but that time i was so hurt im afraid i will sae things tt hurt her too.. so i juz delete away the msg and switched off my hp...

i juz switched on my hp and saw another 3 msg frm her.. these 3 msgs are msg of encouragement... im glad i did not send wat i type to her juz nw.. or else things wld be even more heated up nw i guess. but still.. i dunno whether she meant it in the sms she scolded me.. but all i cld sae is i took it veri seriously...

so wat i wan to sae is.. if u are upset with someone, do not scold tt person w/o thinking.. take some time to think n cool dwn.. u might realise that there's nth to be angry with aft all.. dun sae things tt u will regret lata. u cant take back wat u sae. it goes both ways...