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Sunday, March 05, 2006

*ThiNgs aRe DiFFeReNt nOw* 5am

juz nw i went back to work after so long! one month.. b4 that was GL training... we train cheers n so oN... then i rushed to work late... Zzzz... so dui bu qi darren.. ask him help me take over my shift at 3pm.

things i can feeel are changing lo.. although all of them are veri nice to me... but i juz cant find someone i can reealli talk to.. they are nice as in they care bout me and always tease me la.. but its juz different frm last time.. me n chin siang.. me and fizah.. even me and weide... i feel are closer than me and anyone of them now.. darren is still okay.. but i feel tt everything is starting to change.. the way we service the customer... the way we do things.. all starting to change...

and sometimes i feel quite inferior there actually.. cuz im at lotsa time the onli girl.. so alot of thing seems like i cannot do.. sometimes i hope they dun help me so much lo.. last time b4 they all came in.. the time when me and fizah handle the whole cafe alone.. we oso liddat.. i still rmb we went tru alot of sat's nite liddat lo.. i even handle the cafe alone b4... and i take it tru...

now i always worrie whether im doing the correct thing or not... hais.. its juz different la.. i mentioned b4 tt i stayed in settlers is becuz of the frens rite.. nw i tink im staying for the money... and maybe the passion to interact with new ppl ba..

there's nth much to stay for anymore... we arent even as bonded as we used to be... its quite sad la... i miss the old staff alot.. fizah, wansi, chin siang, javen, dan, weide.....

~ { Sunday, March 05, 2006 }
aiming for the sky above;