*ThOuGhTs* 1.30pm

okay.. im left with half an hr to sch so i came to blog. was actually doinG my report but im like so saturated i cannot liaOs... have been going on with it since early morninG.. din watch ytd's match.. dunno why i was so tired i fell aslp. Zzz...

im not going to update bout the trip juz yet. my photos are nt back yet :( slow poke olympus. things are going well nowadays? hahha.. i tink so. juz tt i've been super stress last weekenD. cuz of reports, test, PR meeting, work n poly50 training. all occuriNg together. i noe i've no tiMe already. but yet there are still some responsibility i cant shy away frm.

no matter how well i tink i manage my timE, time juz doesnt seem to be enuff for me to use. there are alot of thinGs tt others deem not-so-impt but i put as top priority. thus its all mess up. like last week's outinG. i threw aside my report n left during the last round of poly50 training to go to the outing with the Asean youth team. I was the organiser summore. Why do i bother when i've gt enuff on my hands? i did becuz they are a bunch of ppl i realli appreciate. amongst them are ppl who i noe realli care.

im nt a very generous person. i dun give extra. i treat ppl how they treat me. even if my 1st impression of u is bad, i can see n feel if u are realli truthful n i will treat u exactly the same. i do more for ppl whom i feel worth. 1 great example is sooenG. til now i dun tink i did enuff to repay her for how gd a fren she is.

i dun have alot of energy for anyone else right now. nth matters at the moment. i told myself, he/she is not a bad person juz becuz he/she is not behaving the way i want he/she to be. i still hold strong onto this statement and clung on to my faith. everyone has their own way of coping, and mine currently work for me..