*iM a FRiGgiN FReAk* 1.11am
i finish my tub of Cherry Garcia!!! :( i miss it so mUch.. the yummy choc flakes.. Mmm.. hehehes...
todae was boRinG.. xcept the exceptionally nice NDP parade on TV.. though its almost the same as every year.. duNno y tt its super nice during the exams period.. i seEm to be doinG a lot of thiNGs i dun normally do during exams period.. hahahs.. aniwaes HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :]
juz receive willis email n read sueT yEe's blog.. realise i realli miss the cafe.. so envious of theM.. can go to cafe n plae GaMes.. realli dislike myself sometimes foR not able to put asides my studies... i duNno if im correct or wRonG.. some of my freNs sae "Studies is not everythinG" i noe tt veri well.. studies is defintely nt EVERYTHING to me... but i also noe tt i do nt wan to see tt disappointed look on my mother's face ever again.. n i've been fooling ard alot during this semester.. this is the onli timE to make sure i dun friggin fail the sEmester..
deep dwn inside me i noe im right.. i dun ALWAYS study.. i did so badly for so many of the quizzes.. i onli study durinG this period.. but i will doubt myself when i seE so mani ppl ard me going out to plae n enjoy themselves..
todae i realli felt like going to Sentosa.. even if it was aloNe.. but i kept controllinG.. ytd buddy class went to sEttlers to plae.. so tempted.. so much thiNGs i wan to do but i keep telling myself.. all this can be doNe aft the exams, without guilt eating me inside.. buT i've failed oNce.. OMG.. i DuN WaN to Be a FRIG whO onLi caRes aBt StUdiEs!!! ahHhHhHH!!!!