*iS DiS wOmaN FoR ReaL?* 1.25am
im So sinful todae.. ate too much ice creaM... wahahhaha... but i likE n i enjOyEd myself.. its call self indulgence okays? :]
juz nw aft sch went to buy thinGs @ jP. then go lib study, yutai n wayne were there tOo.. then aft tt wayne came over to my hsE to create havoC.. Zzz... he koPe my BnJ and ruiN my guitaR... wahahha... no larhs.. i shared my BnJ with him n he taught me guitar.. tkS! yuaN Lai Champagne Supernova onli consist of mostly tt 4 chords? wEeTs.. cant wait for the day i can plae n siNg @ the same timE.. hehees...
juz nw Grey's Anatomy v sad... there was this guy who had this super unusual mutated face.. tink its some disease n to add on to his misfortune, he had a tumour in his head. oMg.. then he insisted on going for a plastic surgery though his parents werent for it. And he said smth like this to his mUm: "i noe in ur eyes im always beautiful, but i juz wan to hear it from someone else's mouth for once." well i noe tts super off.. it wasnt at all wat he said.. but the idea is there laRhs huh.. hehhees..
aft tt he went for the brain surgery to remove the tumour... but they lost him.. haiz... then with the permission of the parents, they did the plastic surgery for him... i felt so much emotion then... i was picturinG myself toRn b/w the choice of continue to live with a tumouR in my head, oR to go for the surgery nt knowinG if i wld wake up frm it. i realli can imagine myself right there, feelin tt helplessness... knowing it is a decision i have to make, and tt no1 wld be able to help me..
i realli duNno wat i wld do if i have to face tt dilemma.. to noe tt if i risk it, i might nt be able to wake up to all the beautiful things life has to give. and i was tinking who i will go to juz b4 my surgery... its like theres so mani thinGs u muz do b4 the surgery cuz u duNno if u will live to complete thoSe thinGs... but theres onli so limited tiMe...
Life is so heartbreaking at times.. SeEinG all those misfortunes happening to ppl who are nt any different frm uS... i duNno hw to put into words hw i feel right now.. but yesh.. life is realli so fragile.. treasure it as best as u cld..