*NTU HosTeL* 11.30pm

WoO! ytd went to Sentosa for PR outinG. it was very fuN! though the year 1s left early.. budden we year two n jieying n weixin oso can plae.. hahha.. then aft Sentosa we went to eat at HB, played pool @ West Coast, i din plae though.. din feel like.. then went to alvin hse to tOn. me, weik, wayne, jieyinG. his hse v nice lohHs! super alot of FooD! we ate cold soba for supper.. hehhees..

then i toO tired fell aslp til next moRn.. then went to eat breakfast.. i went hm n went to mEeT amanda, eliz, janice, mindy at NTU. aft tt hester n jiaqi joined uS.. miSs them soO mucH!! went to see janice, amanda's and jia's roOm.. i like jia's roOm the best, cuz they have connectinG toilet n then they decorate til theres a homely feeliNG.. hehehes.. nice nice.. next tiME i oso wan to live in the hostel if i manage to get into uNi. :] todae was overall a nice day..

til i watch my lovely samsoon juz now.. is a sad episode todae.. haiz.. i cannt control liaO.. i going youtube to watch the remainings episode.. cuz todae the stupid idiot got back with xizhen, i realli dunNo hw the story is gonna twist n turn til he likes sansHun...

i oso feel veri sad abt certain thiNGs in life.. its not anything bad that has happen to me.. but tt is happening to ppl ard me.. i esp feel pain aft i read her bloG.. the sadness is so real n vivid... alot of thinGs happen in life tt we do not understand.. and we nvr wish for them to happen but they just do.. sometimes it hurts so much tt u tink it will nvr heal.. u feel so vulnerable yet there's no1 there to help u. everyone is reaching out their hands but u juz cant reach theM.. it's an undescribable feeling... that u have to go trU, alone. and @ this point in timE onli u can help urself. it is difficult yesh, if it isnt then all that u've been tru must have been a lie..

and ppl always lie.. no matter whu they are.. one thing human have in coMmon.. lies.. but we must all learn to trust.

a relationship is not about thinking how much effort u have been putting in to keep it going. and how much effort the other party has NOT been putting in. If the r/s really means so much to u, does all these really matters?

i put in alot of effort to keep my sec sch class r/s going.. and the only reason is becuz they mean alot to me. i've always taken it for granted tt a class will always be as bonded as us, 2/4. but becuz thinGs appear otherwise, i've learn to treasure them even more.

we must work hand in hand for miracles to hapPen. :]