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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

*iM sO aFraiD* 3.22am

im so afraid tt this feeling will fade away soOn. this feeling of wholeness, satisfaction.. every gd thing comes to an enD, i noe for sure.

u juz have to be urself, why learn frm somebody n behave like someone u are not. its so tiring to be always giving n nt receiving. i noe.. so why do tt.

theres so many misunderstandings cuz i nvr bother to explain.. do u always have to announce tt u are doing smth for somebody? for those who dont, does it mean tt they dun care?

how do i tell u u are wrong when u tink tt u are so right? how do i explain to u when u are talking liddat. i dunno if u mean it, but i realli dislike the tonE u talk in sometimes. how do i noe if it's a jokE?

how i wish im someone whu juz speaks up my minD. mabbe everything will be so much clearer, n so much better. how i wish..

im so afraid we will nt be the way we are after i tell u how i feel. im so afraid to lose this friendship but yet it feels so terrible to not be able to tell u how i feel...

~ { Tuesday, October 24, 2006 }
aiming for the sky above;