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Sunday, April 15, 2007

*i Am back AgaiN* 2.13am

sorrie but i juz have to come back n post this post.. hehes.. its juz some random tots n feeling.. since so long nvr update.. u all bear with me larh huhhs.. hehehes...

1stly.. its bout my work.. @ settlers.. during my OITP i recieve the schedule for april.. though i noe im not on shift but still i Kpo go see whu is on shift.. n shockingly juz 3 months tt i haven been working.. 90% of the names on the schedule stare blankly back at me.. i dun recognise them at all!

i realli dunno if i wan to go back there n start all over again.. making new frens.. wanting to learn all the games again.. esp this stupid head of mine.. can onli get brainless games in.. sometimes its stressful working there.. the 1 reason i didnt quit 1 year ago was cuz of frens.. but none of them remained on the list anymore.. except for 2..

but i've alreadi been workin there for 2 years... as a part-timer.. theres so many memories.. gd n bad.. but mostly gd.. i realli cant stand the tot of leavin them all behind.. though i noe i shld be moving on n getting some fresher air n greener grass, but some part of me refuses to let go.. i realli wish to have a change of environment.. im realli in a dilemma.. somethings inside me is struggling to make a decision.. tts me.. still as weak in the mind as ever.. im emotionally infirm... i realli dunno.. :(

2ndly.. i wan to sae tt frens are wonderful gifts.. no matter hw bastard a person is.. he/she will still have frens.. but there are alot of tinggs we do not know.. u will nvr noe a person juz by looking.. i've come to learn hw bad a person can be... there are all kinds of ppl.. realli.. dun tink they juz happen on TV.. im onli juz starting to be expose to this kinda ppl.. when i enter the workin world, there will definitely be lots more..

but becuz of the ugly side of human tt i've learn.. i've oso come to noe a side of my frens i've nvr seen b4.. they take risk juz to make sure u dun get hurt.. i am realli realli realli thankful tt i've frenS like tt.. is nt fren but FRENS.. tks for being there to protect me... n comfort me when i fall.. realli tks.. tks for everything.. :]

~ { Sunday, April 15, 2007 }
aiming for the sky above;