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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

*Nasty Feelings* 12.30am

nt a good nite...

feel like there is alot of tings to do.. guilt is eating me inside out.. i noe no1 blames me.. but i juz cant help but feel tt way..

feel quite insignificant in this big big world.. does it realli matters tt much when the tings u do ppl dun understand, dun appreciate. i keep tellin myself i do it for myself, but why does tt feeling keeps coming back.

i wan this ugly feelin to leave me alone. i dun wan to feel hatred nor anger. i dun wan to feel tt im being made used of. why dun i speak up? issit becuz im timid? or is it juz becuz i wan it to pass?

feel like asking tt person to get lost.

frig` i have lost myself to tt monster in mE... :(

~ { Tuesday, May 15, 2007 }
aiming for the sky above;