*FeiSty mE!* 12.07am

Like it or not, I am noisy, louD n crazy @ times. My frens accept n love me for who I am. So im one of the luckiest person on earth. Not everyone gets to be love this way :] by ppl tt has no blood relations w you.

Seow n Xin said something e day we were playing Mahjong @ xin hse. When we came to tt particular topic, n i said smth. They immediately responded w much enthusiasm. "I will use Swiss army knife and rip ^*(@#$#!@% and Seow will take it to feed the dogs." Although i din show it, but i was super touched n felt v protected. As if nth bad will befall on me as long as they are there. I had been stupid, silly, and nonsense.. but they still stood by me. Thank u Bonsai :]

And there is still 2/4. I tink our frenship will last a lifetime. These kinda frens r really hard to find. With them, i can share my deepest n darkest thoughts n they wun sneer @ me. We shared things from the past, present and future. We shared alot of 1st times together. Though all r busy but we still make time. I really appreciate u ppl lots! :]

Settlers will be the one place i nvr regret working in. Alot of life lessons were taught to me there. I gain experience n improve. I realised my love for Public Relations tru working there. I practically grew up in tt place. Friends tt come n go will all be remembered.

(Now its raining heavily and the windchimes are ringing a melody. The perfect atmosphere for this kinda entry. wahahaha)

Aniwaes now im coming to the main point. From todae onwards, I will strive harder to become a better person. For a great burden was put dwn not so long ago n i feel like Im walking into a new chapter of my life. I wasnt at all sad as i expected myself to be, instead, i smiled to myself while walking to the MRT on my way to sch. I felt liberated, i felt free. I really heaved a sigh of relief n said "Finally".

I dun like to be living in someone else's shadow. I am myself. My heart beats for my own survival. Not anyone else's.

My BPP (Better Person Plan) will start with:
- Normal sleeping hours
- No excessive JunkFood
- Not being LATE
- To be on time (which is almost the same thing)
- Make up for lost time
- No excuses
- Enjoy life every single day
- To love every single person
- Appreciate all that life has gotta give

There is an addition. To one person. This particular person is one of my good frens n sista. Who has been trying so hard to maintain this frenship. While me, just keep postponing or cancelling meet ups just because my schedule is packed. I shall not mention whu, for im quite ashame of my behaviour. Really sorry n just wan to tell u, i really appreciate u! :]

From now, i will try my best to meet up with my frens n not pushed away dates last min juz because i dun feel like going. :]

Friends are truely God's gifts.