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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

*Why?* 12am

i cant focus on anything much. the qns "why?" kept revolving around my mind.

i feel like i juz wanna sit dwn n stare into blank space. thinkin. why?

it was n still is so shocking. it's so hard to believe. when i saw the photo, i was totally dumbfounded. i cldnt tink right. so many "whys?" were going tru my head.

why? i began lookin, msging, msn-ing anyone. looking for concrete evidence. but deep inside, i already noe it's the truth. but i still cant bring myself to believe it. how did i not realise.

he knew why i went to look for him. he answered my doubts w/o even me asking. somehow i began to cry, sobbing uncontrollably, n i didnt want to control. i juz wanna ask why. i wan to turn around n ask my mummy "why?", it is really not fair.

i dont understand.

~ { Tuesday, November 27, 2007 }
aiming for the sky above;